escape

A'kum n ello..

so i saw this person's blog...and she talked about escapism,which i doubt if that even a word...

ahah~..

nway...during my schooldays,i talked about escape from mak cik azah...ahahaha~...nice rite?....i was foolish for thinking that the future is an easy task...but still..

escape?....the university life is hectic...people said that i'm lucky that my house is near...but to tell you the truth,there are some psychological effects when your house is near ur study place....

such as,Me~

my house is near the uitm...just 10minutes drive,and i can go home whenever i want....tho,that is the time that i escape...and the negative thing?i can escape freely,and that is bad,eventhough it also good for individual satisfaction...ahaha

and another thing,i like to escape from reality...tho if you know me,you'll know that i'm a person that based on logic,instead of some wishy-washy thinking....but to escape from reality is bad;psychologically....lucky me,i'm a person that think logically,so whenever i try to escape from reality,in the end,i know that i just have to face it...nothing much than that..

some people said that fangirling is escaping from reality,cos 'no boyfriend,so you find those pretty boys to idolize'.....let just say,i don't think that is escape from reality....THAT IS THE REALITY...nobody ever thought that someone as gorgeous and good looking like DBSK are even real..so,really...we,fangirls,look at them like an art that really gorgeous and have brilliant voice...we are accepting the reality...

in my mind,i want to escape from my life...not now,cos i think my life is normal...maybe later,when the reality really2 strike me,when it already torture me..that time,i'll try to escape...

maybe i'll escape to maldives....ahaha~

somewhere that really small,and have low population of people.....

but to tell you the truth,Liverpool is the best example for ACCEPTING THE REALITY...they show the real way of life....if you give up,you'll lose...if you don't give up,you'll have a chance to win...if you don't work hard,you'll get nothing...the reason you get more than 40000pound a week is bcos you already risk your body for the constant playing of kicking a ball...if you don't have support,you won't move forward...if you don't have a character,you'll be nothing...i think all of those are REAL..

k now,tata~!

• currently listening to Tenjochiki's Near ~thoughtful･1220~