no tutor, no money, have problem.

AsSalam and hello.

i'm a bit in a depressed mode right now. all of sudden things are not looking good.

currently, my allowance depends on this teaching assistant scheme by UITM. i was expecting that i'll be doing the tutoring for this semester. however, suddenly, VERY SUDDENLY, my application for the UPTA is unsuccessful.

madness. now i'm shocked. very very shocked. my plan for the next 5 months just went blank, and i don't even have any plan B to prepare for this.

now i'm not sure how to have my own money. i had this plan to do a part-time job possibly this September, where i expect that my labwork might have finish by that time. but now, maybe i have to do the job earlier than expected tho.

i was thinking where should i get my allowance right now. things really not looking bright. part-time job is an option, but difficult for someone like me who is a research student hoping to finish her last labwork as quickly as possible.

credits image: theodysseyonline.com

currently, my labwork take 3 days of the week, with each day take about 6-12 hours of the day. the only work that might be helpful is a do-at-home job like key-in some datas like in the old days where a piece of data= RM1 each.

this is tough. in normal days, i'll choose a part-time job over doing labwork but right now i'm in the most crucial moment of my research. coursework students might have better chance to do part-time job cos they know when is their class and all, but my research can be too flexible, so i can't do inflexible part-time job.

tough. very tough.

you might have notice the ads in my blog. that's one of source of income. i put the ads since 2010 but the revenue that i got from that since 2012 is $3.++. HAHHAHAHA. tho that might be bcos of the lack of updates. i did notice that there is an increase of $2 since i blog about Train to Busan and that was few months ago.

so imagine if i update ALL THE TIME maybe i can have some bits of money from that then.

oh. my eldest brother just told me about his plan to do GrabCar. ok now that is one option. but that is only possible if i actually have a less than 10 years car. currently, i'm using a WIRA that was built during 1998. Commonwealth Games in Malaysia was during that time. Rombongan Cik Kiah was during that time. hrm.

this problem actually stressing me out since last night before the Man City vs Liverpool match. i could not focus much on that game. thankfully it was a non-boring draw, nevertheless still a brilliant match by both teams. i did have the thought when looking at those young football players that are mostly younger than me who also have more money than me too. i mean, Coutinho is only 25 this year, i think, and he already has 150k pound/week. granted, his job is difficult, but still.

yup, a Mickey Mouse tattoo on a very fit and rich Coutinho's abs

credit image: foxsportsasia.com

ah well. praying for a best outcome from all of this. this is a small matter compare to other problems i had encounter but not unsolvable. pray for me that things will be better then. thanks.

You'll Never Walk Alone.
the Liverpool version, not the BTS one.

Happy Malaysia Day

AsSalam n hello.

Happy Malaysia Day.

A country where the corruption is everywhere and the people don't even notice that what they are doing is corruption. Life is good after all when doing bad things not even noticeable.

But still, without Sabah and Sarawak, we won't be as rich as today.

And without MO1, we won't get as many debt as today too.

Life has made mature adults become 'aku malas nak kisah' then 'what happened? Did something happened??'.

Maturity change you. Life change you. So many disappointment that you just have to enjoy life even for the littlest things. Like seeing a pokemon, you feel so excited catching a Zulbat when you already catch it zillions of times.

Freedom is so far away for me. Sometimes i regret why i didn't just work and have a less than RM2k salary instead of being a postgrad student where i only get allowance for 2 years only. But then again, what is life when you think that you expect yourself to not be a student after 2 years?

I am more mellow now. Maybe the 'i don't care attitude' makes me mellow. I try not to shout too much. I try not to be angry too much. I become more reasonable. And when this happened, i see things from a mellow perspective. You see how unreasonable a person is when she's angry. You see the cruelty, the rudeness, the selfishness a person can be.

Such is life. No freedom when you have no money,  no freedom when you are still dependent on others.

Happy Malaysia Day. Where the country only unite only during Olympics.

And also during holiday season.

Enjoy life. Ta.

pretty girl and Me.

AsSalam and hello.

tiring day today. the day today was gloomy, might've affected my head a bit just now. i was too sleepy. i was supposed to be at the lab at 8am today but i slept after my Subuh prayer and woke up at 8am instead.

ha ha.

currently, i have to do FTIR to my samples to check the compounds, whether there is any difference to my samples after i treat them with N- and O-glycosylation inhibitors. so today, i booked the FTIR machine at the forensic lab at 2pm.

i arrived at 2pm.

then i saw this lovely, beautiful girl. she wore a hijab, obvious shades of blushers at the side of each cheeks and lovely purple shades of lipsticks. a normal human will admit that she is pretty.

i saw the lab assistant talking to her. he was smiling. so i waited. then, he saw me. he said he had to use the machine first and that i'll use it after him. i nodded. i looked at the girl and she was shyly smiling at me. the lab assistant helped her analyzed her samples. he did all the analyzing stuff. the girl just followed behind him and watched what he was doing. she kinda did nothing.

i waited. waited. yawned. waited. i realized i had waited for 45 minutes and i had not done my Zohor prayer yet. then, two juniors from Applied Chemistry degree appeared. their turn was supposed to be after me.so, i end up telling them that i have waited for 45 minutes and my turn is yet to come.

3pm on the dot, and the lab assistant and the pretty girl were done with their work. the pretty girl apologized to me. i smiled and said "oh, don't mind".

really, i don't mind.

then, i went into the room with the FTIR machine. apparently, the lab assistant let her saved her data in her pendrive. OK then....

it was my turn. the lab assistant left me alone and like a pro, i had the job done.
major difference than what i've seen between the lab assistant and the pretty girl.

i was done with my work. so i told the lab assistant that i want to save my data.
he asked"do you bring a CD to save the data?" and i replied"yes" .

then, i realized....
this is discrimination between a pretty girl and an average-looking girl like me! (average is the right word as the word ugly is not that pretty).

ces.

that is all. i need to rant after all.

ps: i googled the term for this kind of discrimination and it is called 'lookism'

A summary of the current.

AsSalam and hello.

Life is quite nice nowadays. I ate the food that i want, i shopped things that i want, and i have the freedom to choose what i want.

Life is nice when things go easy like this.

But sometimes, things like this suddenly become the opposite. Just when you say "today is a good day" you suddenly get a text saying "hey Alia, you need service your nose. Your cat peed on my shirts".

Life is pretty amazing like that.

I'm in my 3rd semester of my Masters now. Things are a bit relaxing before but the results of my experiments are not really that interesting. It is like a male cat. A male cat is nice when he has no one to mate. Nothing change. And then he wants to mate, and things change.

My current result is like that. At first, it was kinda awesome and might become a new discovery. Then it suddenly become a normal result that has no significance. Tough luck.

My support for my beloved football club is becoming dim tho. The lack of passion by the manager and players are making me lose my passion too. I support them bcos they were full of passion. But now, not so much.

I even think of changing my twittername to my real name. But apparently, you can't change ur twitter username anymore.

I suppose to read more journals nowadays. But i end up reading mangas instead. I read some ero-manga named Nozoki Ona. It was good read tho i kinda wonder whether being naked is that easy to do.

Btw, Behati Prinsloo has a nice body. Ha ha.

Few days ago, i've just realized that i don't have a look that can make others smitten. So  i kinda give up on making men like me. I'll be nice to them, and if they're nice to me and like me, i might like them too. Ha ha. Or maybe i won't. Or that person won't too.

I wish a close friend of mine will realize that the people around her change bcos her own attitude make them change.

What is bad by being nice? Naive? Try being treated badly. Then you want a nice treatment.

These all summarize what happened to me. Ta! 😙

"when will you get married?"

Salam and Hello.

i am a bit sad. LFC lose a match just now. first time for this season. they deserved it. played like bunch of clueless people.

still, top of the league for few hours unless Arsenal and Spurs lose, and Man City and Scum drew on their match, the league table will remain the same.

ah well.

so.... what's up, me?

nothing really. i'm doing nothing. finally finish my degree. my graduation will be on November. and i haven't apply for work cos my father wants me to further my study i.e do my Master. and i still have not apply for my Master.

why?
because i am very very clueless in what must i do right now. and also because i am lazy. i want a stress-free month. but with the environment in my house right now, i don't think i can be stress-free even for 10 minute.

basically, i'm staying at home all the time. doing nothing except wondering what i should do.

oh. Atman, a mate of mine, is getting married today. oh. he already married. and the mates in my WhatsApp group right now are excitedly saying "his first night!!". i find it really really weird that they are talking about it.

and because he is now married, the topic about "when will you get married?" appear. i was the one who started it cos i know nobody would. i asked my mates that question. they didn't give any shocking answers. i didn't really give mine tho. cos i do not want them to judge.

"when will you get married?"

my answer: i seriously do not know. truthfully, i don't think i will get married. why? firstly, because i don't want to. but then, i thought i have to. besides the fact that my father will be so proud of me that i finally married, it is also because i hope i can have someone that will actually care for me when i am old.

i trust people easily. if i am at a library and have the need to go to the toilet, i will asked someone to take care of my laptop. i trust that person to take care of it.

but when it comes to marriage, i'll have trust issues.

maybe because of my father. it is not easy to have a father that married three times in his life and also cheated on his 2nd wife for a younger woman that lied to her family about the status of the man she was seeing.

therefore, i don't trust men who say they won't get married again. i don't trust men who said they will be loyal forever. i just don't trust those promises.

you look at an old man and you think "he seems nice and sweet. he treats his wife and children well". and once he is dead, all secrets out. and funnily, the family won't know about that secret but the strangers know about it.

i remember that time when i tweeted 'i want to be the 2nd wife of a rich man so that the rich man can stay with his 1st wife but still take care of me financially, spiritually and physically'. when i tweeted that, a twitter friend of mine replied "i want to go to your wedding just to see what man will marry you"

ah well.

i'm still a naive lady. yes, i watch porn sometimes but most of them are because the girls there have really nice body and i want to know how they have that kind of body. i still look down when i see a man walking. i never look at a man's eyes for more than 3 seconds.

life is hard.

bye bye. :)

laziness creeping in.

A'kum n ello..

haven't blog for awhile.
YES.

memory card reader still haven't replace to a new one yet.
YES.

the main computer stroke by lightning.
NOT SURE.

the above was because of Alisa.
logically,NO.naturally,YES.

i used my brother's laptop for the last few days.
YES.

now the main computer is OK with a news LED monitor.
HELL YEAH!!

i watched Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallow without Aqilah.
ERM YEAH.

i watched it with my brother instead.
YES.

i celebrated Eid Adha at Tg Malim.
YUP.

i wore a black Jubah instead of some gray stuff like the Theme said.
OH. YEAH.

i had a picture taken at a graveyard.
YES YES.

i wore beach sandals during that Eid Adha.
*NOD*

i wore a short jubah.
YES.

i watched Harry Potter 7 part 1
ALREADY KNOW ABOUT THAT.

Harry Potter 7 part 1 was good.YES/NO?
WICKED!

NadiaSepet came to my house.
HAHAHA.YES!

she listened to my brother's madness.
YES -__-"

i showed her some bits of 1N2D.
YES.

she laughed.
YES!

hates Roy Hodgson?
UNFORTUNATELY,YES~

amin kicked the door and it almost broke?
I AM CLUELESS FOR NOW,BUT YES,IT DID BROKE.

why?
COS OF ALISA.

a new sister on the way.
SURPRISE,SURPRISE.INSYAALLAH,YES!

ta then!

bill:RM488.never use it.how come?

A'kum n ello..

i slept at 6.30am today.

and i planned to wake up around 12pm-2pm.i planned to have a 7hours sleep.

BUT! a call from an unknown number reached me.around 11am,i answered that call cos i thought it was from my practical place.

ohohohoho.NO,IT'S NOT FROM THEM!I'S FROM:

damn.

so they called me. and i was sleeping. you know how grumpy i can be when somebody disturb my sleep.

about 3 years ago,around my 2nd semester at uitm shah alam, i got this FREE sim card from U-Mobile people at PKNS. as that thing is free, i took it without consideration even though they asked for my i.c. i thought the sim card was a prepaid card, so i don't really care much about it.

then,i used that sim card. ah,how nice.I CAN'T USE IT.no line. the sim card was a wreck. so i don't really care much especially that i got for free.

then, a bill came. it said i had to pay about RM88 i think. i ignored it. i didn't use it.i thought they'll terminate it.i never sign any contract that i had to pay it.

anyway, 5months later, no bill came. Good.

but then, 3 years after that, which was this morning, a U-Mobile guy called.

oh man.

he told me that i have to pay the bill,which is RM488. i told him i never use that number,so why must i. he kinda shocked. but he still ask me if i can pay the bill. i told him "WHY MUST I???I NEVER USE THAT SIM CARD. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE DID I PUT IT.WHEN I HAVE THAT NUMBER,I TRIED TO USE IT, BUT OH NO, THE SIM CARD WAS A WRECK. and WTH,A BILL???"

yes. i was MAD.

i also added that i got it free from street sellers that wore u-mobile tshirts.and that guy was shocked,again.

oh man.

anyway, he was kinda nice. he told me to do a report police. and then took it to a nearby u-mobile center.

nice. this is why i hate free stuff.

you know, i never been to a police station before this. so i seriously hate this.

so i said ok.

and then he told me to take his number and he gave me his name......

as i was toooooo sleepy and pissy at that time, i couldn't catch his name well. i mostly use my brain to think logically, not to think thoroughly.

i mean, the way he talks didn't even look like a Chinese or Indian or non-Malay people. how could i expect his name to be...Julian.

when he said his name is Julian, my logical mind asked him "what????zailan?jailan??joelan??"

oh.JULIAN.

oh man.

and right now, i don't have a car to go to the police station, or even a friend/sibling to be with me there.

it's not really a good thing when you finish your exam early. -____-"

ta then.

exam END.holiday START!

A'kum n ello.

hohohohohohohohoho.

EXAM ENDED YESTERDAY!!

i'm happy as Pepe.

YEAY YEA YEA YEA YEA YEAY!

it was nice.

i feel free. i feel like i just had my 1st taste of that expensive eel at HYATT resort.hahaha.

so, hello BOOKS, DRAMAS, MANGAS, MOVIES, SHOPPING MALLS.

you'll meet me in the next 2months or so.HAHA.

i have about 8 books to be read, more than 70 manga chapters need to be looked, more than 20episodes of dramas need to be gaga, about 30 movies need to be watched, shopping malls that need to be raped.

so yes, i'm a very very busy person.

so if you ask me to go out with you, asked me first if i've done my read,look,gaga,watch so then i can go 'rape' any shopping places with you first, comprehendo?

oh. Jaebum' fanmeeting and Wonder Girls' concert.

i still dunno if i want to go to that fanmeeting or not. i'm still calculating my money. the fanmeet happen during the holiday so it was kinda heavy for me to spend most of my money on Jaebum, a person that i only know just bcos he left 2PM n his sexy abs, instead of enjoying the holiday.
and i like SNSD more than Wonder Girls tho. tho i have to say that Wonder Girls have many catchy songs, but the fact that they're doing the concert in Genting is kinda tough for me. so no WG.

oh well.

i'm rich without buying anything for now.HAHA.

tata you~!

minor really.

A'kum n ello..

i'm seriously tired right now. and it's 2.08pm.

last few days were kinda mix feelings for me.

yeah, my dad got back from Korea after his convention at Busan and also some visits at Seoul. and there were some GOOOOOOOD STUFF that he bought and brought for me...

*ehem* Siwon's shirt.

the memory card reader is crazy right now, so i can't upload all the stuff that he bought and brought for me. but oh well, it was really really NICE.

and oh. i have 2 SNSD posters. ANYBODY WANT? give me a reason why you want it.haha.

then, there this good news about Liverpool. i still don't like the way Roy Hodgson handling himself as a Liverpool manager.he said some stupid stuff about his own players which is logically not what you have to do to become a good manager. DA~. but oh well, Liverpool is winning right now, which is good.

but seriously Hodgson, please stop talking nonsense during the press conference,ok? my hatred towards you got 11 LIKES at facebook.

oh well. now that you apologize to Rafa Benitez about your nonsense, i'm giving you some chance.hoho.

next.

EXAM.

stupid MSG.

man, now i really hate maggi. i've been trying to avoid aji-no-moto now.

ok.

maybe that's all.

tata you~

Threading is not Waxing.

A'kum n ello..

on this date(refer to the date of this blogpost), i went to Empire shopping mall at Subang Jaya.

HAHA.

went there after i bought my sis's Paramore tickets.(4 tickets,babe~~)

AqilahPrasanCute and AliaBaik were very bored at that time and were clueless on what to do at that shopping mall cos AqilahPrasanCute was fasting at that time,thus i had to eat ALONE at Teh Tarik Place, eventhough the kuey teow and milo ice were brilliant, but eating and drinking ALONE is.....meh~.

anyway, we walked walked walked. we saw this salon and was fascinated by it. we looked at the services that the store provided;something like waxing and taking out hairy stuff.haha.

as a female, we have plenty of insecurities. especially that hairy part on our upper lip. even though the hairy part is only thin and maybe not too obvious or whatsoever, women still have insecurities about it.

and that include ME.

HAHAH.

 

you know, women really hate if they have misai...

and so, we looked at the price for waxing at the upper lip. it was about rm18.oh nice.

then we saw this notice that said 'to ease the pain,rm15 need to be added'. both of us were contemplating after that. so we walked away from that shop tho our mind were fill with "wax for rm18.pain-no-more: rm15.kinda cheap...but......."

and we walked walked walked,went to this tech shop and saw this big Mac desktop and clicked SHINee's Hello mv at youtube and left it playing, and we went to pray and went back to that salon.

yes. we went back to that salon.

and an Indian greeted us.

and so, we asked the F.A.Q:

Q: Hurt?

A: Not so much. if you do at the eyebrows,it won't be as painful on the upper lips.

Q: Wax or Threading?

A: Wax if you want to do the 'down-under'. Threading if you want to do at your face. you still can wax at ur face,but threading is better.

Q: do we need to use the 'ease-the-pain' thing?

A: nope, unless you're doing it at ur private part.

Q: if we thread/wax it, will the thread/wax part become hairier when it grow?

A: nope.it'll be the same.

Q: some people said that if you do thread/wax plenty of times, the hair will grow thinner than before.true?

A: nope,it'll be just like before; the same.

Q: how long will it last?

A: about 3 weeks or a month.

Q: how much?

A: threading only cost about RM10,and RM15 if you want wax,instead of threading.(this is only for the upper lip part)

Q: how about if we also include our eyebrows?how much will it cost?

A: it'll be RM20.

Q: you won't make the eyebrows become too thin, right?

A: no no. i won't. your eyebrows are beautiful. i only need to make it neater.

AliaBaik: so it'll last for 3 weeks. to whom we have to show our clean hairless face?

AqilahPrasanCute: J.Y.J

AliaBaik&AqilahPrasanCute: OK! WE DO IT! THE THREADING ONE!

IndianLady: ok!

so we did the threading. she threaded me first. 

threading is like shaving. except that it totally take out all your upper lip hair,unlike shaving. and she use a thread to do the threading. it seems pain-less when you look at the person who did the threading, cos she did it easily,that even you'll think that you can do the threading by yourself.

so,she began threading my eyebrows. hrm, it wasn't that painful, but it still hurt. it's like million of ants biting your eyebrows. ok maybe not millions. maybe 10 ants. and then she did my upper lip. yes,it was more painful than the one at the eyebrows. i even had to clench my fist to ease the pain.

and then.DONE!

my face not so hairy anymore~~~!

fyi, she only did my eyebrows and upper lip. she asked me why i don't want to do the whole face. i told her i didn't have that much money(at that time). oh, the whole face isn't that expensive. it's about RM50. quite cheap if you compare to other waxing place.

so here i am, blogging about threading. i'm satisfied with that salon a.k.a Glitters...

and if you have hairy face and you're insecure about it, go to this place for cheap please-unhairy-me service. 

and i end this post with this red man that greeted us at Empire Hotel....

 

mind you, this picture was taken before i did the threading.HAHA.

tata sayang~!

rejection.

A'kum n ello..

hrm..

hrm..
hrm..

firstly, i got the answer from SIRIM; about my internship application at that place. so the answer was a....

TIDAK MEMENUHI SYARAT.

which in English, it means "REJECT~!"

i kinda...sad? crushed? i got rejected plenty of times before this (tho not bcos of love so haha that) but i kinda like have this feeling of "aih~~now have to find other places~~~~"

if only SIRIM gave the answer early.or before raya,so maybe i can feel more secure now.

maybe i should blame my CGPA cos i think my CGPA really is low, and maybe that's the reason for the "TIDAK MEMENUHI SYARAT".  but if i blame my CGPA, can i even change the whole situation? i can't change my past stupidity. it already happen.

now i dunno where to apply. things are too hard right now.if only there are personal labs at Shah Alam.things maybe will be easier.

oh well.

ps: V.I.U !

Raya wish.Laptop tata

A'kum n ello...

i know it's da 5th of Syawal(is it?) so i wanna wish.....

forgive me,forgive others.

lets start a new life with a new book.

open a new page, forget the old bad dramas, and start a new happy drama.

don't expect a post about Raya from me tho. 

my laptop's charger gone X_X. there's no power for the laptop to be alive anymore. and now i'm using Haikal's laptop. i'm grateful of him cos letting me use this laptop but still, i can't rely on him too much.

(oh oh.Amin is nagging to me about the laptop.saying i didn't take care of it nicely and all yada yada.lucky got this mixstyle.HARHAR)

i was planning on doing my lab report, and the lap report need to be done by typing instead of writing. so yeah....

no power.

just my luck.

oh well. i have to search for other option. 

my dad is in bad mood nowadays. maybe i have to use my money to buy a new laptop. 

new laptop: no fanmeeting after this.i don't have money. T-T

ta then.

again,SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

me:kindergarten.concert.

A'kum n ello...

when i was young, i was a Pom-Pom girl.

erm No, i wasn't a cheerleader, if that what you think i was.

when i was young, i went to this kindergarten.it was called Tadika Sayangku. sweet name, i know. the kindergarten was kinda cool cos they have this annual concert for the kids that study there. around the end of the year, the kindergarten will have this concert. few months before that concert, they'll give some times for the kids to rehearse the dance and all.

a group of kids will be formed and they'll have their own performance to do, and mine was:

Pom Pom.

yeah, i became a 'cheerleader'. HAHAHA.

and i was the one in the pink.HOHOHOHO.

ok. i think i still remember some part of what happen before,during,and after the concert.

before the concert, my late-mother put some make-up on me. and let me tell you this, THAT was the first time i ever had make-up on my face. of course, i thought i look pretty. i was SIX.

and that pink blouse and pink skirt? at that time, those stuff were the most beautiful stuff i ever donned. and for now, i think maybe that's the most beautiful thing i ever wear in my life. cos seriously, i think i look beautiful in that.HAHA.

again, i was 6. and my inner self maybe want me to go back to being 6.

oh. the concert held at Kelab Shah Alam. the kids had to go there by the bus that was provided by the kindergarten.

i mentioned before that my late-mother put make-up on my face before. apparently, the make-up that my mother put wasn't thick enough. so the teachers there put MORE make-up on me. i don't even remember if i still look pretty or not. oh well, i think my hair was pretty at that time.

anyway, the performance.
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO. it was awesome. i think we made an awesome performance. i still remember (thanks to the somebody that recorded the performance of the concert and made it into a tape and i watched that tape zillion of times though i dunno where is that tape anymore) that after we performed, the host asked the audience "BEST TAK????"

when i was 6, i didn't think that question is special.
but now that i'm 20, i think that question is wow. cos seriously, other teams didn't even get that question! and oh,i still remember my mother said that our performance was the best performance of the night. haha.

(mind my excitement/arrogance/bragging, cos i forgot what it feels like to have that kind of achievement.HAHA)

Adzrin, you you you you you!! HAHAHAHHA.

(check Adzrin Nadzirah's blog and her twitter)

then, at the end of the concert, all the kids that performed had to be on the stage. i remember that we had to sing some songs, but all i remember was that we had to sing Auld Lang Syne, but in Mandarin.

oh yes. i learned Mandarin when i was young.
and no, i didn't remember what i learned.

anyway, i think i was bad in Mandarin. i remember that during that moment (when we have to sing Auld Lang Syne in Mandarin), i was miming. cos i didn't remember any of it lyrics.

ok.now i feel like we didn't even sing Auld Lang Syne. oh well, who cares.

miming was created at this time...

ok.

my kindergarten days were kinda awesome. tho i was scared of my teacher,Miss/Mrs Azura (i think that's her name). she was a scary teacher. seriously.

i remember that i washed my face with soap after breakfast.
i remember that i memorized the lyrics of Captain Planet.
i remember that i was in Green class.
i remember that i coloured rabbits in colourful colours......

guess i have a nice childhood.

pretty sad that i don't really like my high school life tho. oh well.

ta then!

ps: if the writing is not like the usual writing, maybe because the blogger is too absorb in the memory lane, or she's just too hungry to even be excited.

i'm too busy.

A'kum n ello.

sorry for not updating. last week was a very2 busy week for me,seriously.


i did 3 lab reports on Monday,the 9th.
i had Food Microb test on Tuesday,the 10th.
i had to do Food Microb lab report n ETR's assignment on Wednesday,the 11th.
i had Industry test on Thursday,the 12th.
i had Agriculture test n Medic test on Friday,the 13th.

cruel.
very2 cruel.

let me be a bad person. i'm not really an honest person in 3 of the 4 test that happened last week. thanks to someone named Ayu(who sat in front of me), KP(who sat beside me) and Miezah(who sat in front of me).

without this 3 people, maybe i'm a more honest person.
MAYBE.

anyway, the main priority last week was study. so i didn't really have time to look at the surrounding. i did surf the net, but i only checked my twitter that have more than 1000++ updates,which made me spent more than 1 hour cos of it.after checked all those updates, i didn't do other stuff. i didn't read my friends' blogs or read my friends' updates at LiveJournal. i was too busy.

so....

bcos i was too busy and didn't know what happened around me, my father scolded me about me, saying that i was ignorant. he didn't know i was busy, so i don't really want to care much about it. still, he complain too many stuff, like why i didn't ask for the money to cut the grass, why the grass still not cut, why i didn't know when will my sis goes back to Jengka, why i didn't replace the lightbulbs, why i didn't do that n that.

WHY THE HELL DIDN'T HE ASK MY BROTHERS TO DO ALL THAT?????????

i know some people are too busy, but i'm also busy. i'm busy cos i want to make you proud. i'm busy cos i want to make you happy. i'm busy cos i need to impress my lecturers. i'm busy cos i'm a responsible student. i'm busy cos I AM BUSY.

heck, i'm soo busy i didn't even have the time to go to the bank to check my money or anything. i don't even have the time to top-up my phone.

i'm very very busy.

and to make it worst, i'm too tired because i'm too busy waking up my brothers who sleep like a log during sahur.

be reasonable, for once.

the busy-ness still have it effect on me. i'm just too tired. i'm too tired to do the medic lab report that due tomorrow. i'm too tired to even wash my face.

ok.

maybe i should stop now.

i'll end this post with a happy stuff(something that will make ONLY ME happy):

WENTZ's abs and TEPPEI being wet from outside to inside.

ta then!

more money.father.and mixstyles.

A'kum n ello..

for your information, i didn't apply for ptptn.reason? because my father is rich. MY FATHER IS RICH. again, MY FATHER. not me.

and so, because my father is rich, i don't want to think about applying some loan cos my father can support me. and I,as his daughter, have to use the role as a great daughter who rely 100% on her father, for money and allowance.

however, i'm not really a spoil brat. i don't ask things easily from my father. you know those korean concerts that i went to? i didn't use his money. i used my own money. if you think my father gives everything that i want, you're totally wrong. i still don't get the blackberry that i want so much. and i have to ask for RM50 to buy the shoes that i want instead of RM80 cos i don't want to ask so much from him, especially with his income tax that he need to pay and also the walls that need to be painted with new colour and a new stairs to be replaced.

anyway, as it is nearly at the end of the month, of course my money is getting less and less cos i used up most of my money at the start of the month. and after i used up RM100(including RM50 from the money that my father gave me) during the time i went shopping for shoes last week, i only have rm11 with me.

i repeat. i only have RM11.

few hours after that, i remember about the PC Fair at UiTM. the PC fair held on the 26th till 28th of July. i went on the 29th. the main reason i went there was because i wanted to search for some hard disk. saw the hard disk's price, i went "CIS!" cos i don't have the money to buy any of the hard disk.

but then. i saw this cool headphones. a Mix-Style headphones. HOHOHOHOHO. i read NadiaSepet's tweets before this. she always talk about that headphones. i checked the price.RM18.

oh whoa. i was thinking of buying it cos i was planning on buying one before this.it just that i didn't have the money to buy it.

oh well,i ignored the headphones.walked again to other booth. saw another booth that sell another Mix-Style headphones.that booth got more colours unlike the RM18 ones. they got red headphones,my favourite.

and so......

i got this thought; ask dad for money to buy this headphones. i was planning on buying the RM25 one. i want to buy the red headphones,mate. and i think RM25 headphones maybe have a better quality.haha.

so.

i sent this sms to my father:

"Ayah, alia nak RM30. alia nak beli barang"

oh well. he is my father after all. no way he let me buy any stupid stuff.

and so, a few seconds after that:

"Nak beli barang ape?" 

-Ayah 

and you know, i'm a very nice daughter. i don't like to lie. and my father really hate liars. he once told me "if you lie to me, i'll flick you"

flick. you know, jentik~. my father doesn't really hit people. the most insane thing he ever done when he lose his temper was drilled my brother's WWE vcds.

and so, i answered his question, and replied

 "alia nak beli headphones"

he didn't reply.

i know my hope for a pair of headphone already gone.

aih.

4 hours (or so) after that.

i received this message:

my cellphone is big.

so when you see this kind of message, i think it consists about 3SMS.

so. what was the 1st thought that came in my mind after i read the message?

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. MY FATHER ALREADY KNOW THAT I WENT TO KOREANS CONCERTS!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

yeah. that was exactly what i had in my mind.haha.

so.

RM150 at the start of the month, and in the middle of the month. so i will have more money unlike the previous month. and if i save RM50 at the end of June and December, my father will give 'free money' with the same number of my saving.

hoho.

"kalau tak setuju, beritahu".

after years of complaining cos only have RM150 per month, and now i have twice the amount, you think i'll complain more about it? no way,mister.

and oh. he also said that 'personal items are not included'.

so, i thought maybe he already bank-in the RM30 for me,cos headphones are personal items. so i checked my cimb account at cimbclicks.

i checked the amount of money i have.

ceh.i still have RM11.++. he will start the new regime next month. and the RM30 is not included and a no-no for me(to buy the headphones).

oh well.

it's not like that will bother me. i still bought it, you know, that.......stuff:

and when i really want that certain things, i'll get it in whatever ways.

and you know, i have really nice nakama.

HARHAR.

thank you, ayah. I LOVE YOU!!

tata!

*nakama=friends in japanese

last week: busy,hang out,new shoes.

A'kum n ello....

ok.

last week was very very hectic. lab reports(false alarm.i thought Medics report need to be sent last Friday.but nope,it'll be this Monday.so i have free weekend cos i did the report already.haha), CV for the practical and Industry&Enviromental open book test need to be sent on the same day i.e Friday the 23rd July (HAPPY BIRTHDAY HaniyanaPrasanCullen!!!). and yeay, i did all those stuff after some difficulties.so hooray me.i'm free.

some part of my CV.

anyway, last week was pretty weird.

• a friend of mine got scolded cos of our dear lecturer said her group waste people's money and time (you know Her), and 
• AqilahPrasanCute (me not included cos i was hiding) got scolded by the same lecturer (yes Her) cos she parked at the Staff's parking spot (again,i was there cos i hid in the car.so i think the lecturer didn't saw me.maybe.haha), 
• me stayed in the lab for more than 6 hours for the autoclave (meaning: to sterilize your stuff to be clean from bacteria or other microorganisms in a high pressure and temperature) and plating of agar and only went out to pee and poop...
• and i ate CRUNCH!!! hoho!

RM1.60 only la.

cun.better than Cornetto.hoho.

• and my dad ate plenty of stuff on Friday night, and he's not even a heavy eater (he ate more rice than usual, he ate this BIG pear,he ate 3/4 of my chocolate bar, he ate 8 pieces of drumet) and 
• AfiqSukaSuJu sms-ed me and said "Alia,lets eat Sushi!-i'm bored-my treat!-lets!". which in Malay is kinda like this:

and so...

yesterday, me and AqilahPrasanCute went out with AfiqSukaSuJu to O.U(cos AfiqSukaSuJu never been to One Utama before being a North person who too absorbed in the book) and ...

• we introduced him Tokyo-G (me n AqilahPrasanCute almost in tears cos we haven't ate Tokyo-G for more than 1.5 months,i think, and that Rock n' Roll Sushi is too damn good!!!) and 
• we bought some biscuits at Marks&Spencer....

who cares about the Digestive word if the biscuit is GOOOOOOOOOD.

• AfiqSukaSuJu bought us Baskin Robbins and 
• he also bought this present for Shhhhhhh. lucky gal.haha.
• i bought this Carlo Rino shoes(not wedges,or high heels,or whatever did u call it) for RM79.FINALLY!!!!! 

so you call this flat? or something else?

• we also bought Pepero from Lotte Mart....

in a green box instead of the chocolate one like last time...

• ate some food at Old Town White Coffee (n bcos i don't drink coffee,so i ordered Pepsi Float instead), and
• AqilahPrasanCute bought this scarf,or whatever you call it from this Arabian guy and he was very lame cos he didn't have any sense of humour.DA~ 
• and AqilahPrasanCute drove very fast on the way home cos her dad wanted to use the car......

so it was really unique. the hang out and also last week.haha.

oh, i was too busy last week, that i still haven't ate the McChicken that i bought last Thursday.i was THAT busy. and today is Sunday.

hahaha.

and i'm sorry that the post is not too detailed as before, but like i said before this, I'M REALLY BUSY.

ok now.

ta you later!

things to do: Agriculture lab report and Food Microbiology lab report. and call SMC (KPJ)

PASS!

A'kum n ello..

i'm trying to not blog about World Cup even though i know i'll blog about it at the end of this post.

so firstly, my result.

I PASS!!!!! 

ALL OF THEM!!

YEAY!

ALHAMDULILLAH!!

ok. i feel like i'm a fool and very narrow-minded person cos i only think about pass-the-exam instead of the Dean's List.

but i don't care what your judgement in me, so judge all you want. i don't really care.

i know from the start that my hard-work is not really enough, so i have to think about the reality and just expect what is more logical i.e PASS THE EXAM. my hard work was there, but my plan of study is not really perfect for me to achieve a higher score.

i think that's the smartest excuse i can give. others are just plain lame and childish, like:

• i understand the theories a lil bit later than i suppose to.
• my carrymarks were low.
• i don't like some lecturers.
• i hate economics.

the excuse that i WILL NEVER NEVER USE:

• i went to Super Junior's concert.

THAT i will never use as an excuse. i judge my choice by the fact that i know the consequence after i did it.

and so, i want to say:

ALHAMDULILLAH for letting me pass all the subjects. and i hope next semester will show some BIG IMPROVEMENT.

AMIN~~!

Jaejoong: congrats Alia!

[the post about World Cup will be in the next post]

FOOD.again.

A'kum n ello..


don't really have anything to blog.


i want to blog about my bro's graduation day,but the pictures are in another computer. so,i guess,i can't blog about it then.


pictures are important, ok? especially pictures that involve my whole family.especially the one that involve my father,something like this:

btw, i really want to shop some clothes. i need new ones! and if things are good, i want to buy something worthwhile and expensive,cos i plan to not buy any new clothes for the next 3 months. 

so i went to Jusco Bukit Raja last week, and i bought this cardigan that cost RM10. 

and that's all. and cardigan is not the one that i want. i only bought it cos it's TOO CHEAP.

what's more, i spent my money MOSTLY ON FOOD,again! i spent RM20 at that place.

and then i spent another RM10 for junkfood...........

and last time,i spent around RM50 just for Pepero,Cinnabon,Hello Panda and Tokyo-G.

calculate:

FOOD: RM80.

CLOTHES: RM10.

-_-"

and so my money is becoming less and less, and my fat is getting thicker and thicker.damn.

anyway, i asked my dad to take me to Mid Valley cos i wanna buy some clothes. but then he said he wanna take me to Sunway Pyramid. and so we were on our way,before my dad stop by at this electronic shop.and when he was done with all his business at that shop,it was 4pm.and my dad had to meet his friends around 5pm.............

so,instead of Sunway Pyramid, he said "Nandos"

i was quiet. 

FOOOOOOOOOOOOD!! again!

lucky it's not my money this time.

[thicker fat.......]

36hours ago....

A'kum n ello...

so....

let me tell what happened the last 36 hours....

[pictures are not owned by Alia Liverpool. please comment if the pictures belong to you.again,tq.]

ok.....

on 6th May 2010, around 5pm, i studied Microbial Physiology. and then, i wondered what the question will look like. so, i checked the past year. i saw the Oct 2007's past year, it was:

Depp: what the hell??

seriously, i didn't even know the answers to all the questions in that exam paper. but then, i checked the previous exam,the Oct 2009.

and so i checked, and it was like :

Amber: i think i know this!

and so, i use the traditional and the usual way to study;  i wrote the notes and read it back after that. work quite well for me.

around 12am of 7th May, i was still studying the subject. Nanal,my cousin, cooked Maggi for the family. as i have this firm belief that Maggi must not be eaten during exam days, i didn't accept his offer. my eldest bro, Amin, and my little sister,Alisa, ate that Maggi the noodle with Nanal.

and then, Amin saw a newspaper, and he suddenly got mad. it was like seeing Wayne Rooney lose his temper cos people said his face looks like Shrek the Ogre....

Rooney: hello Shrek,i'm your twin.

anyway, he got mad cos of the Aminulrasyid's case, which i don't really want to talk about cos i already talk about it in real life and also at twitter, so no need for me to talk about it at this blog unless the police become more nonsense than now.

anyway, Amin kept talking about it, and i had to join the 30minute conversation and had to delay the mood to study.

and then, around 1.30am, i went to sleep. you know, i got sleepy too. sleepy like this man here:

Jaejoong: 나 잠 좀 자자

and so,i slept. with a plan to wake up to watch Happiness in The Wind at 3am,and study after that.

but i kinda woke up early cos there was this time when i was sleeping,that i felt 'something' was biting my thigh....which make me scream and pillow-throwing at the middle of the night.

however, nobody heard my scream,even my sister who slept beside me. so i went back to sleep....

minutes after that, i felt something again at my feet. and i was like, panicking all of sudden, which eventually woke up my sister. and we were wondering what was the 'thing' that kept creeping around my feet....

then, the 3.10am alarm rang at that time, and me and my sis went outside the room. i watched the drama, my sis slept on the sofa.

but then, i heard something fell. so i checked my room. i saw the trophy that suppose to be on top of that high bookshelf was on the floor.

seriously, i had 'something' in my mind.

but then, after the drama, i opened the door of my room and saw a flash of small black stuff ran to the drawer. alas, i know what is that 'thing'.

Shun: O.M.G!

it's a R.A.T.

which, we called it by the name 'Mak Menti' cos that T word is like a taboo in this house.

and so,we slept at my maid's room..........and i didn't study....

and around 9.30am, i continue my revision. around 11.30am, i done revising.....

to be honest, i couldn't really focus on studying. cos seriously, it was my last paper. MY LAST PAPER!! mijn laatste paper! kertas terakhir !! whoa yeah!

anyway, around 2.45pm, my exam started. the paper was kinda ok. at least i know most of the answers. Most,but not FULL answers. but still, i left the exam hall early.

and then i talked to KP who also left the exam hall early. she was waiting for Aqilah and i was waiting for my sis and maid cos we made plan to watch Ip Man 2. 

and then, my sis arrived,and i said bye2 to KP. she said "see you next semester!"

on the way to Sunway Pyramid, there was this car. a couple were inside the car, and they were lovey-dovey,which is not a bad thing. but still, they should do it somewhere private, not someplace like inside the car. cos seriously, please don't try to play 'dirty' with your girlfriend or boyfriend inside the car. the traffic lights do not have a long period of green light, ok?

erm.

we arrived at Sunway Pyramid. and Ip Man 2 was full. there were empty seats at the 2 rows at the front but no way i'll watch my favourite movie at that kind of position. told my sis about it, and i recommended to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love instead. however, Sunway Pyramid doesn't show that movie anymore.

like HELL!! throw away that poster if you don't want to show that movie anymore!aiyo.

Torres is Mad.

so, the plan to watch Ip Man 2? FAIL.

another plan: Tokyo-G.

eat then nicely. hahahahaha. tho i spent rm92.25 just for that food only. hrm~~~

after that, went window shopping........

and went to that shop that sell the cheap Japanese dramas....and JIN still not in the RM19.90 shelves, so i end up buying Mr Brain. hahahahahhaha.......eventhough i already watched that drama before.haha.

and then, went home....

OH.

i saw Izza da cousin of mine. and Izza,you're different lor! i was too shocked when i saw you that i only spoke 10 words to you and your sis! aih.

bye now.

tata!

[long post cos of the picture.and i love you]