firstly, i got the answer from SIRIM; about my internship application at that place. so the answer was a....
TIDAK MEMENUHI SYARAT.
which in English, it means "REJECT~!"
i kinda...sad? crushed? i got rejected plenty of times before this (tho not bcos of love so haha that) but i kinda like have this feeling of "aih~~now have to find other places~~~~"
if only SIRIM gave the answer early.or before raya,so maybe i can feel more secure now.
maybe i should blame my CGPA cos i think my CGPA really is low, and maybe that's the reason for the "TIDAK MEMENUHI SYARAT". but if i blame my CGPA, can i even change the whole situation? i can't change my past stupidity. it already happen.
now i dunno where to apply. things are too hard right now.if only there are personal labs at Shah Alam.things maybe will be easier.
ps: V.I.U !