21 September, 2006

a'kum...lo...just want to stick it to myself about this latest post...

  • no matter what happen...i'll study to liverpool..take my degree or master or anything..i still i wanna study there....!!!..
  • i'll try to live there(liverpool) if i can...if i totally can adapt myself to the liverpool life..but to tell u the truth..if atman can suit himself right in machester..why can't i suit myself in liverpool...?...huhu...
  • i know i'm sux in biology and i dunno if i can take care of myself in other subject except math...but i'll try cos i know what i'm doing..(just hope this dizziness will wear off immediately)...
  • pls dont dream too much...tell u something...my latest dream already met it end....
  • try to control my killer insticnt to kill my sis...tell u sumthing..i have this weird dream i kill her and i feel satisfied with it....nice eh..shit~..

howdy ho n ho..football crazy is on tv right now..tata!

14 September, 2006

do-ra-to

a'kum....haven't blog for a very long time..hehe...not really though...but been weeks alright...these days been a bz-moody week for me...huhu....liverpool lose and that made me moody..but i know liverpool will bounce back...huhu...but today..i think i was being mental....1st of all...i was being too hyper..haha...i said sayang to shazizan for godsake..!!..haha...that was mental...maybe cos i'm too biase with saying this lovey-doey thing...(last year i said i luv u to ikram..haha!!)...n also...i said to atman.."atman,ko la mr. c ku"...hahaha!!....and today..i went to that usahawan meeting..i went to that meeting cos i thought they'll give the gaji..but then...nope...talk something like all the bussiness about the usahawan...it was kinda boring for the 1st minute to so-on..but then...things got hotter...haha...the seniors asked emi n zulaikha to settle themselves..but things heated up when both of them raised their voices...even zulaikha...her voice were louder than us...even a teacher asked what happen...that kinda sux and yet,funny..huhu...but still...i just want to listen...then...emi looked like she gonna jump over the bench and attack that zulaikha..but me n ainun both besides her...i put my arm around her..she was shaking with anger...huhu...we both listen what zulaikha said...but her crap just being too crappy then by then..and it just make my anger rise...i even told emi to stop me if i lose control...but then..when all the kiddies(the bdak ptg) went to their classes...we confront her totally direct and just told her EVERYTHING...very funny when she said she seldom saw emi in class..that was funny...we even laugh when she said that...haha..and better more..we laughed in front of her....i think i talk too much to her...her excuse was kinda lame...even hani who always back her up kinda annoyed with her...i'm not a too-easy hate that person...so..i won't hate her...huhu...but this is the 1st time i face such a confrontation..huhu....k...i just dunno what to say..i just want liverpool to win the match against chelsea and all this dizzy thing that happen in my head to stop...k then..ta!

ps:more stupid thing...zulaikha mad at afiq alias cos he was looking at her...then i told him..."afiq..jgn pandang",...then he looked at me...then me said.."jgn pandang aku!"..in a kind of gedik voice..-u know wut i mean-

02 September, 2006

a'kum..ello...chat with liyana right now...totally late...1.41am...huhu...dun mind though...tomorrow no skool..hehe...bought this new jdorama;KUROSAGI...cool!!!!...yamashita tomohisa is totally cool!!!...he can be a nerd,an adorable boy,a bisnesman,a tilik-nasib person...he really can cheat...the drama was about a cheater who cheat a cheater...not just a cheater...a PROFESIONAL cheater...hehe...i dunno how can this life have this kind of level.....huhu...but the story is total awesome...!!...the song-that daite senorita song is buzzing through my head...haha....n that yamashita lad...hehe...totall hottie...but my sis is into him right now...she is totally insane over him...but i think this insane habit of her won't stop for the next 2 weeks or more..haha...my dad went back to Makkah....didn't feel a thing..that mak cik azah said maybe we have umrah this puasa....but she said we have to save lil budget to go there...wutever...we all just have to do what she said...no follow the orders,no go...haish....kinda angry at hani..she asked me to copy all the notes from the book that i gave her for the bio notes..but later i found out that her note she asked me to copy was too long...but dun mind...already settle...the effect from my maid runaway already taken over me...i got tired all of sudden..maybe bcos i seldomn did the chores before...haish..very tired...right now i'm watching lovers in paris...that korean drama...too long..but sweet....have to watch it though...that aliah mansur will be mad at me cos havent give it to her yet....hehe..right now,i'm trying to save some moeny to buy robbie fowler's and steven gerrard's autobiographies...hehe...kinda cool i read the review...and also some money to buy GTO the drama...want to watch takashi sorimachi..huhu...kk...dunno what to say..blabbing all i want..tata!!


some bit i read from steven g's book:
"Straight down the tunnel, no acknowledgement. Straight into the dressing-room, door slamming, boots flying, absolutely steaming.

"I hate being hooked, however rubbish I'm playing. For Christ's sake, not in front of the Kop where my mates are watching.

"Storming past Houllier at Anfield p****** him off big-time. I stayed in the dressing-room, alone with my anger. Houllier went mental and fired me.

"But the most depressing point in my relationship with Houllier came in the pretty Swiss town of Basle the following month.

"Everyone in Liverpool's colours needed all their energy and focus for this massive Champions League tie, the most important game of the season, but my head wasn't right.

"Before we flew out to Basle, Gerard hauled me into his office at Melwood. He'd had enough. He wanted to find out what was bugging me.

"I walked in to be confronted by coaches Phil Thompson, Sammy Lee, the goalkeeping coach Joe Corrigan and head scout Alex Miller, as well as Gerard.

"Gerard opened up first: "What's eating at you, Steven? Is your family alright?"

"I stared at the floor, I should have talked, but I didnt feel comfortable. Not in front of them all. My silence goaded them. One by one they got stuck into me. They hit me with so many questions it was like being punched in the face time after time.

"Question after question. What the f*** was going on? A goalie coach was having a go at me. A chief scout was laying into me. Fair enough if it were Sammy, Gerard or Phil.

"Incensed I struggled to control my fists. I was that close to attacking them. "Have you lot finished?" I finally said and walked out the room. Steaming."


teenagers can be such an idiot..-_-"