i realize about this today.
tho i was kinda know about it since my birthday last month [nathan: LAST MONTH?? why it felt like 10months ago?] .
at that time [she is referring to her 20th birthday btw], there was this waiter, a very enthusiastic waiter. he was a spec-man and was constantly being funny when he talked to us.
then, my sis told me "that waiter is handsome"
i was like "EH??? HANDSOME???"
then, i think again, "yeah. maybe~" and rolled my eyes.
and then, today, before Economics exam [which she thought was kinda disappointing cos she forgot the way to describe things in Business language], she was reading the notes, until her friend, Miezah
ok. that boy is cute.
ok. that boy is fair.
but i laughed!
which is a problem! cos i should be like "YELA MIEZAH!!! LAKI TU CUTE GILE!!!!!!!" which is the most normal thing to do considering i'm still young and fresh and boyfriend-less and also a girl that loves to look at man's 6 pax.
but nope, when i saw that boy, i LAUGHED and said "haha. aku dah lame tak usha2 camni, so aku pun tataula" which is not a good thing. hahaha.
i wonder what's the reason why i don't think man is not handsome.
maybe bcos of some korean men...........
Siwon: see my CK?
or maybe bcos of some japanese men......
Shun: Alia choose me~
or maybe cos of this certain Mr. Shim.......
Changmin: want me to show what is handsome?
and maybe this certain Italian man that has 2 of the most magical feet in the world......
yeah, maybe bcos of them.
i have to say i haven't love nor like nor have a crush on a boy since my Form 5.
and i think i started not to care much about man since the departure of Xabi Alonso to Real Madrid. [God bless Aquilani~]
like all people know, i was once, a Mrs Xabi...........
Xabi: sorry Alia.
and so, since the day that guy become Christiano Ronaldo's lover and not Steven Gerrard's [or even yours], i have to admit i don't really care much about men.
i mean, especially if you have Microbiology guys that took left-over foods, or made some sexual statement in front of the owner of the boobs or even talked about some extreme-porno movie with you, i don't have much choice then.
maybe i really should blame those Microbiology guys. they make me forget what true men really are.
[i think the reason she's not into men right now is because of this certain human being......]
Amber: erm, you like me?
[Alia is not a bisexual.or else, she won't dream about me]