A'kum n ello..
i hope you won't get hurt by this.
you know, the past few days haven't been that great for me. and one of them were the saddest and might also be the most upsetting of all.
i mean, how could he said that? especially in front of her? i'm upset bcos the friendship now is in jeopardy. we'll be awkward. we may be laugh n smile together like usual, but that'll be just plain hypocrisy. i'm sad cos maybe what he said is true and eventhough i noticed it earlier, but i didn't notice what the surrounding will think of it. that was my mistake.
but seriously, when he said it was nothing personal, and when i gave my own opinion, and he said "i just made a different answer" which i dunno what different it should be cos i only gave one answer, how could i not take it personally.
i'm sorry that i said this through this blog, cos i know you'll be major hurt about it. but i'm too humiliated to see you right now, and when i want to say this stuff in front of you, i just said something else cos i don't want to see you hurt.
if it's a friend who said that, i don't mind.
if it's not in front of you, i don't mind.
but he is someone that you respected,someone very important to you,how could i not mind when it seen clearly that he doesn't want me to friend with you anymore cos i 'took advantage of you' when i clearly not, cos never in my mind i had those thought. you're my friend, and i love you. i enjoy being your companion cos we laugh together.but when i was seen as someone that took advantage of you, i was clearly upset and sad that someone actually think my friendship with you is that...CHEAP.
if he didn't say that in front of you, i wouldn't mind. i will always be there with you by ignoring what happened cos you dunno your precious person said that to me. you were there, and i was humiliated. you know how 'angry' and 'direct' he was at that time. you know what tone that he used at that time. you told me not to care, but how should i not care? he is your precious person. i understand he did that becos of his position to care you. it just that the way he said it, the timing he chose to say it, the assumption that he gave me, how should i not care? my pride was at stake cos i NEVER NEVER THINK ABOUT THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. but at that time, i only care about our friendship. at that time, all i was thinking, was i that bad at you? what i gave you plenty of difficulty? was your family hate me that much? all i care at that time, am i that selfish?
when he asked me," if you in her position, do you think she is taking advantage of you?" i was quiet. he demanded answer. the answer that i want to give him was "she's my friend.we've known each for a long time, how could i even think of that?" but he wants a right or wrong answer and if i said no, do you think he'll accept it?
maybe he was tired.maybe he was in a bad state. so i don't mind.
but you already know me more than anybody else right now.
this is not the same problems that i or you or both of us got before this. this is major.this is different.this is a family member we're talking about.
you know that i prefer avoid more than ignore. i want to avoid him, i don't want to ignore you. but that'll be very2 hard.
this is maybe a cowardly act. but to tell you the truth, this is not the most cowardly act that happened in my your life.
i'm sorry.
but thank you for all that happen before this.
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friendship. Show all posts
17 April, 2010
06 March, 2010
old friends.hee.
A'kum n ello..
ok..
i may lose a friend.
BUT.
i have my OLD FRIENDS BACK!!!!
yeay!!!!!!
izaaz,liyana munir,arip and farahin.damn i love you guys.you make my day!!! n you all are the reasons why i still not sleeping rite now.haha.
u know,there this 1 good thing that i like about being 20.
i met my old friends at facebook. on my birthday. at a nice timing. and they're all just the same people that i know. friends that forget the bad old days that we had before, and the only thing that they remember about me is me being a Liverpool fan, and also about me being one of the craziest person that they ever know.
oh how nice.
i didn't add Khairil Naim cos he is like Afiq Ersyad.he will say something bad about Liverpool,and i really don't want that.haha.
and you know,Liyana Munir is one of my closest friend before this.and i had some bad terms with her when we were young.and when saw each other at facebook, we were closer than ever. the mind just click. and man,i seriously miss how close we were before this.
to think that i had a crush at her then-boyfriend when we were young was really funny!!haha.
nice birthday i had now.
and i have to thank Nadia Zailan for this. her "this is YOUday" really makes my life better.
it's my birthday,and it's MY day,so i'll have fun.hehe.
ta then!
ok..
i may lose a friend.
BUT.
i have my OLD FRIENDS BACK!!!!
yeay!!!!!!
izaaz,liyana munir,arip and farahin.damn i love you guys.you make my day!!! n you all are the reasons why i still not sleeping rite now.haha.
u know,there this 1 good thing that i like about being 20.
i met my old friends at facebook. on my birthday. at a nice timing. and they're all just the same people that i know. friends that forget the bad old days that we had before, and the only thing that they remember about me is me being a Liverpool fan, and also about me being one of the craziest person that they ever know.
oh how nice.
i didn't add Khairil Naim cos he is like Afiq Ersyad.he will say something bad about Liverpool,and i really don't want that.haha.
and you know,Liyana Munir is one of my closest friend before this.and i had some bad terms with her when we were young.and when saw each other at facebook, we were closer than ever. the mind just click. and man,i seriously miss how close we were before this.
to think that i had a crush at her then-boyfriend when we were young was really funny!!haha.
nice birthday i had now.
and i have to thank Nadia Zailan for this. her "this is YOUday" really makes my life better.
it's my birthday,and it's MY day,so i'll have fun.hehe.
ta then!
31 December, 2009
disappointed.maybe upset.
A'kum n ello..
no. this is not the 3rd part of Bandung.
this is about something else.
you know, i don't really understand love, to tell you the truth. tho i can understand people's behaviour easily. but i really can't understand this stuff.
Love makes people look stupid. but i think that's sweet.
but there this one thing.
i saw people ran away from love before. ran away, as in, trying to delay it. instead of breaking up, the couple still together.
then there are this one type; break up, then back together.
i don't mind tho about that.
it's like seeing Jude Law and Sienna Miller back together again. it's cute. it's like fated.
i want to say more. but i know some people will misunderstand it. so i stop it now.
i'm not really upset. i'm just disappointed. after months of thinking she'll get her happiness with other men, she goes back to the same person. i,as a friend, feel like an idiot. but i try to not to think too much about it. it's her happiness.
but...
you pray your friend to be happy, but it didn't happen.
worst, that person try to hide it from you.
no trust. no care.feels like a betrayal.
what am i anyway?
ta then.
no. this is not the 3rd part of Bandung.
this is about something else.
you know, i don't really understand love, to tell you the truth. tho i can understand people's behaviour easily. but i really can't understand this stuff.
Love makes people look stupid. but i think that's sweet.
but there this one thing.
i saw people ran away from love before. ran away, as in, trying to delay it. instead of breaking up, the couple still together.
then there are this one type; break up, then back together.
i don't mind tho about that.
it's like seeing Jude Law and Sienna Miller back together again. it's cute. it's like fated.
i want to say more. but i know some people will misunderstand it. so i stop it now.
i'm not really upset. i'm just disappointed. after months of thinking she'll get her happiness with other men, she goes back to the same person. i,as a friend, feel like an idiot. but i try to not to think too much about it. it's her happiness.
but...
you pray your friend to be happy, but it didn't happen.
worst, that person try to hide it from you.
no trust. no care.feels like a betrayal.
what am i anyway?
ta then.
23 October, 2009
FRIENDS: you need them.
A'kum n ello..
so i told everything to her. and she took it gratefully.
i'm happy.really tho,i am.
she said that she's blank when i told her about THAT.she doesn't feel anything.she just don't know what to say.i think she was shocked. and at that,i think i made a mistake by telling her. i love her,you know. maybe some friends heard me saying those bad stuff about her. maybe some people will think that i back-talk about her. but you know what, i'm doing that bcos i love her. people dunno her,but they pretend they know her. they loves her face,but dump her when they know the real her.
and for being her friend, do you think i like those sort of things? that's why when people ask me her number, do you think i said stuff like "ble korang knal dia karang, korang mesti cam "la~~dia cam alia?" and you dump her after that.
oh i'm sorry for being me.i'm not your usual softie girl like all those boys want. i'm just that girl who'll make men quiver in horror and lose his self-confidence whenever they meet me anyway.
still,let me say the main thing. i know about most of her stories. i know sometimes she makes mistakes in choosing boys, but she's a blur person. and sometimes i hate that about her bcos people suffer from her blurness. every human wants to be selfish,and mine included.it just that,sometimes,her selfishness stood out too much,so people tend to see the negative side of it. even i,sometimes,fall into that category and bad-talk about it.
but i dunno why. i just love her. she's like my twin sister. can't help it anyway,we're only few hours apart anyway. so,to erase all this bad-talk guiltiness, i told her.
still, she accepts what i told her.
and you know what, i cried after that. maybe bcos i feel guilty. or maybe bcos i feel alone rite now.
maybe i love to be alone. but that's not really the truth. i love my friends around me. since haniyana's father passed away,things are not really good around me. she didn't answer my call. i know it's still a hard life for her rite now,so i don't really want to bother her anymore. but still,i was wondering, "am i really her best friend?"
things like this happened before,but hani just being hani. i just can't hate her. both hani and emi are precious to me. i love both of them.
and you know what,i relied too much on hani whenever i was in my bad state. i called her whenever i feel mad. and during this 'not answer my call' season, i have plenty of problems,and with hani not answering my calls, i just keep things to myself. i try to be more independent by not relying too much on hani.
i failed tho. i just cried just now.maybe bcos of that.
and no,i won't try calling her at this moment.i'll try call her after exam end. she's in a difficult patch rite now.more difficult than me.why must i forced her to accept my calls just to say "hani!!adik kt cam sial!!!"? do you think that'll make her life easier?
hrm.
k now.
you know what i feel.
ta.
so i told everything to her. and she took it gratefully.
i'm happy.really tho,i am.
she said that she's blank when i told her about THAT.she doesn't feel anything.she just don't know what to say.i think she was shocked. and at that,i think i made a mistake by telling her. i love her,you know. maybe some friends heard me saying those bad stuff about her. maybe some people will think that i back-talk about her. but you know what, i'm doing that bcos i love her. people dunno her,but they pretend they know her. they loves her face,but dump her when they know the real her.
and for being her friend, do you think i like those sort of things? that's why when people ask me her number, do you think i said stuff like "ble korang knal dia karang, korang mesti cam "la~~dia cam alia?" and you dump her after that.
oh i'm sorry for being me.i'm not your usual softie girl like all those boys want. i'm just that girl who'll make men quiver in horror and lose his self-confidence whenever they meet me anyway.
still,let me say the main thing. i know about most of her stories. i know sometimes she makes mistakes in choosing boys, but she's a blur person. and sometimes i hate that about her bcos people suffer from her blurness. every human wants to be selfish,and mine included.it just that,sometimes,her selfishness stood out too much,so people tend to see the negative side of it. even i,sometimes,fall into that category and bad-talk about it.
but i dunno why. i just love her. she's like my twin sister. can't help it anyway,we're only few hours apart anyway. so,to erase all this bad-talk guiltiness, i told her.
still, she accepts what i told her.
and you know what, i cried after that. maybe bcos i feel guilty. or maybe bcos i feel alone rite now.
maybe i love to be alone. but that's not really the truth. i love my friends around me. since haniyana's father passed away,things are not really good around me. she didn't answer my call. i know it's still a hard life for her rite now,so i don't really want to bother her anymore. but still,i was wondering, "am i really her best friend?"
things like this happened before,but hani just being hani. i just can't hate her. both hani and emi are precious to me. i love both of them.
and you know what,i relied too much on hani whenever i was in my bad state. i called her whenever i feel mad. and during this 'not answer my call' season, i have plenty of problems,and with hani not answering my calls, i just keep things to myself. i try to be more independent by not relying too much on hani.
i failed tho. i just cried just now.maybe bcos of that.
and no,i won't try calling her at this moment.i'll try call her after exam end. she's in a difficult patch rite now.more difficult than me.why must i forced her to accept my calls just to say "hani!!adik kt cam sial!!!"? do you think that'll make her life easier?
hrm.
k now.
you know what i feel.
ta.
17 October, 2009
alia missing and FAIL.
A'kum n ello...
this week is not a good week for me.
ok.maybe i laughed a lot and become closer with the microbe peeps,but still,it wasn't a good week.
lucky that KP fought with her boyfriend,so people noticed her instead of me.hahaha. still, a good friend of mine,who saw me laughed and laughed and laughed,suddenly said "i want the old alia back" and i asked back "i laughed and still ask you money.what's the difference?"
and that person said "dunno.something missing"
hrm......
maybe bcos of my PMS. and also bcos of my constant fights with my sis, so i wasn't in a good mood.
sorry,ok chinggu? if you buy me tokyo-g, i'll be happier than ever.hoho.
anyway, i have this new word that i loves to say recently. the word is FAIL. fail,as in,GAGAL=TAK LULUS.
i know i used it when i talked with aqilah, but i realized that i used it among my friends and family too.
like when i met this guy that i never talked to:
again.no offense to the kelantanese. it just that my JPJ instructor was a kelantanese. and he loves to nag. seriously. i don't want someone like him.hahahahaha.
oh. my Analytical chem lecturer told me off today. he said something like "kak,jangan senyum2 je.exam nak dekat".i thought he was saying it to aqilah,so i looked at aqilah,but she was writing something.then i realized that he was looking at me.
"a~~~"
and i continue smiling.
seriously,i just love to smile.it's not a sin anyway.
btw, can't help it. i saw the question,and it reminded me of something funny,and bcos it's funny,i smiled,instead of laugh.
ai~. the lecturer also loves to smile,rite? someone should tell him "sir.u can't smile. exam nak dekat~~~be serious!"
RITE?
ok then.
something that i want to show you.
SODA GEMBIRA!
from Ayam Penyet.hahaha.
tata!
ps: Beast is GOOOOOOOOOOD!better than MBLAQ.agree,kpop fans?BAD GIRL!!!
this week is not a good week for me.
ok.maybe i laughed a lot and become closer with the microbe peeps,but still,it wasn't a good week.
lucky that KP fought with her boyfriend,so people noticed her instead of me.hahaha. still, a good friend of mine,who saw me laughed and laughed and laughed,suddenly said "i want the old alia back" and i asked back "i laughed and still ask you money.what's the difference?"
and that person said "dunno.something missing"
hrm......
maybe bcos of my PMS. and also bcos of my constant fights with my sis, so i wasn't in a good mood.
sorry,ok chinggu? if you buy me tokyo-g, i'll be happier than ever.hoho.
anyway, i have this new word that i loves to say recently. the word is FAIL. fail,as in,GAGAL=TAK LULUS.
i know i used it when i talked with aqilah, but i realized that i used it among my friends and family too.
like when i met this guy that i never talked to:
alia: sape name ko?
afiq: nama dia arif.
alia: oh.
afiq: dia orang kelantan.
alia: (looked at arif) kelantan?
alia: FAIL.
arif: (smiled)
alia: minat bola? (can't help that)
arif: sori.aku ske sukan.tapi tak ske bola.
alia: FAIL!
arif: ok ok.aku ske bola.
alia: kelab mana? kelantan?
arif: man utd.
alia: FAIL!!
again.no offense to the kelantanese. it just that my JPJ instructor was a kelantanese. and he loves to nag. seriously. i don't want someone like him.hahahahaha.oh. my Analytical chem lecturer told me off today. he said something like "kak,jangan senyum2 je.exam nak dekat".i thought he was saying it to aqilah,so i looked at aqilah,but she was writing something.then i realized that he was looking at me.
"a~~~"
and i continue smiling.
seriously,i just love to smile.it's not a sin anyway.
btw, can't help it. i saw the question,and it reminded me of something funny,and bcos it's funny,i smiled,instead of laugh.
ai~. the lecturer also loves to smile,rite? someone should tell him "sir.u can't smile. exam nak dekat~~~be serious!"
RITE?
ok then.
something that i want to show you.
SODA GEMBIRA!from Ayam Penyet.hahaha.
tata!
11 September, 2009
1234 nothing better
A'kum n ello..
today.i saw someone.and i told her everything that i felt about that certain someone.
good.i dunno what i felt at that time.not guilty,no wrong feeling,but not happy either. i just think it's better i told her.she should know.
it's not that we did it bcos of hatred.we did it bcos of love. hopefully, that other person will realize her own bad behaviour. it's better for that person to realize it herself rather than we tell her directly.it's better that way.don't you think so?
but the bad thing is,it's like we're bad-mouthing her.i have to admit,maybe we did.
still,i'm happy.i don't think a friendship will easily break like that.we know each other more than 5years.do we need some childish talk like "TAKNAK KAWAN KO LAGI!"?
i remember that words.i often heard that. when i was in primary school, the girls will fight for something,and when things happened differently, the girls will say "TAKNAK KAWAN KO!"
haha.adzrin nadzirah, we often heard these words when we were kiddies rite?hahaha.gile klakar bile ingat balik.
anyway,i'm pretty bored right now,and also wrecked.my father didn't reply any of my messages that i sent him.and he didn't bank in the money for the trip to the market tomorrow.and things will be busier bcos the tg malim peeps will iftar at my house this sunday,and the peeps in the house have to clean the house,bcos the tg malim peeps just love to nag when they enter my house.
i can guess the famous questions that'll come out from their mouths later.
"MAKCIK TU TAKDE KE?"
hahaha.CIS.
btw,i told you before that i'll have bacteriology test today. dear readers, no test today.cos the lecturer lectured too much that he didn't have any time left to give a test to us.so,no test. kinda a good thing for me cos i was clueless when i read the notes. i was blank.i wonder what must i read.ai~
.
still,that's all.
tata!
p/s: so i asked my brother "raya ni amin nak balik mane?" he replied "singapore".
today.i saw someone.and i told her everything that i felt about that certain someone.
good.i dunno what i felt at that time.not guilty,no wrong feeling,but not happy either. i just think it's better i told her.she should know.
it's not that we did it bcos of hatred.we did it bcos of love. hopefully, that other person will realize her own bad behaviour. it's better for that person to realize it herself rather than we tell her directly.it's better that way.don't you think so?
but the bad thing is,it's like we're bad-mouthing her.i have to admit,maybe we did.
still,i'm happy.i don't think a friendship will easily break like that.we know each other more than 5years.do we need some childish talk like "TAKNAK KAWAN KO LAGI!"?
i remember that words.i often heard that. when i was in primary school, the girls will fight for something,and when things happened differently, the girls will say "TAKNAK KAWAN KO!"
haha.adzrin nadzirah, we often heard these words when we were kiddies rite?hahaha.gile klakar bile ingat balik.
anyway,i'm pretty bored right now,and also wrecked.my father didn't reply any of my messages that i sent him.and he didn't bank in the money for the trip to the market tomorrow.and things will be busier bcos the tg malim peeps will iftar at my house this sunday,and the peeps in the house have to clean the house,bcos the tg malim peeps just love to nag when they enter my house.
i can guess the famous questions that'll come out from their mouths later.
"MAKCIK TU TAKDE KE?"
hahaha.CIS.
btw,i told you before that i'll have bacteriology test today. dear readers, no test today.cos the lecturer lectured too much that he didn't have any time left to give a test to us.so,no test. kinda a good thing for me cos i was clueless when i read the notes. i was blank.i wonder what must i read.ai~
.still,that's all.
tata!
p/s: so i asked my brother "raya ni amin nak balik mane?" he replied "singapore".
12 September, 2008
bloody nice week~!
A'kum n ello...
so bye2 the politic...and now to my life..
have to say,this is a bloody good week to me...hahahaha..~~..thanks to atman tho...hahaha...he made my week~~!!...hahahahaha...
on monday..i was thinking about the future...i wonder how can 1 man and 1 woman can be together forever..?..i wonder how can they got the idea of getting married...i really2 wonder how they start to think about marriage..i really2 wonder...and so i wonder to myself too..if i have a boyfriend,how can i convince my father to accept him..so i wonder,it'll be better if i choose someone older who already have a good job to be my man-of-the-future...i mean,that's what love really means to me,RESPONSIBILITY,TRUST AND PROTECTION....love is a big thing...
you may say,"i like that guy very much,i think i'm in love with him..."
that L word,does it mean something like 'i want to be with him forever' or just 'i love my man right now!',and by that 'right now',does it mean that later on you won't feel the same?..
my,i never experience love...but i know how much it means to like somebody very bloody much..
HAHA to that..
anyway..that's what happen on monday...
on tuesday,i met atman and azri when kp,aqilah and i studied near PTAR(a library at uitm)...kp,aqilah and me were doing our BEL...and suddenly,i saw this boy with red shirt stood near us...and so i glanced and didn't even bother him...but then aqilah saw him and being kinda suprised when she saw him...and so i looked at that guy again,and yelled a lil bit of my voice and said"la~~ATMAN!"...
and that's what happen....
atman was studying alone...and he sms-ed me saying that he was alone with a :( ....haha...so i went to him and chat with him...then came azri...and all 3 of us were talking about schoolmates and all...and so atman talked about my crush and all...haha...and he asked if that guy ever contact me and all...and then something bloody good happen,but that should be a secret between me and him...and then,i told atman:
hahaha~~~!
and then azri joined our conversation and he said something like:
so i told him,
haha again...
all of them are being desperate after being gay together...haha~
and then,azri told me that atman goes to uitm with a driver...and bcos atman lives at permata(the condo beside my neighbourhood)...i told atman that i want to have a ride with him next sem....
he said ok about it..but i doubt that he really goes to uitm with a driver...ahah~~..
so dear people...
something happen on the evening on that day..but let just say i keep it as a secret...it was a good friendship between me and him...so i'm happy things are happening this way...ahah~..
so..
ta then~!
so bye2 the politic...and now to my life..
have to say,this is a bloody good week to me...hahahaha..~~..thanks to atman tho...hahaha...he made my week~~!!...hahahahaha...
on monday..i was thinking about the future...i wonder how can 1 man and 1 woman can be together forever..?..i wonder how can they got the idea of getting married...i really2 wonder how they start to think about marriage..i really2 wonder...and so i wonder to myself too..if i have a boyfriend,how can i convince my father to accept him..so i wonder,it'll be better if i choose someone older who already have a good job to be my man-of-the-future...i mean,that's what love really means to me,RESPONSIBILITY,TRUST AND PROTECTION....love is a big thing...
you may say,"i like that guy very much,i think i'm in love with him..."
that L word,does it mean something like 'i want to be with him forever' or just 'i love my man right now!',and by that 'right now',does it mean that later on you won't feel the same?..
my,i never experience love...but i know how much it means to like somebody very bloody much..
HAHA to that..
anyway..that's what happen on monday...
on tuesday,i met atman and azri when kp,aqilah and i studied near PTAR(a library at uitm)...kp,aqilah and me were doing our BEL...and suddenly,i saw this boy with red shirt stood near us...and so i glanced and didn't even bother him...but then aqilah saw him and being kinda suprised when she saw him...and so i looked at that guy again,and yelled a lil bit of my voice and said"la~~ATMAN!"...
and that's what happen....
atman was studying alone...and he sms-ed me saying that he was alone with a :( ....haha...so i went to him and chat with him...then came azri...and all 3 of us were talking about schoolmates and all...and so atman talked about my crush and all...haha...and he asked if that guy ever contact me and all...and then something bloody good happen,but that should be a secret between me and him...and then,i told atman:
alia:atman,aku penah gak terbayang aku ngan ko sesame...but then,aku pikir yg ko ni man utd,aku ni Liverpool...so aku rasa kitorg tak mungkin bersame
atman: bola men-separate-kan kitorg...
hahaha~~~!
and then azri joined our conversation and he said something like:
aku tak sehensem laki tu,tak sekaya laki tu,tak sepandai laki tu...
tapi ko taknak kat aku ke?
so i told him,
ko kaya,maybe aku akan nak kat ko kot.
haha again...
all of them are being desperate after being gay together...haha~
and then,azri told me that atman goes to uitm with a driver...and bcos atman lives at permata(the condo beside my neighbourhood)...i told atman that i want to have a ride with him next sem....
he said ok about it..but i doubt that he really goes to uitm with a driver...ahah~~..
so dear people...
something happen on the evening on that day..but let just say i keep it as a secret...it was a good friendship between me and him...so i'm happy things are happening this way...ahah~..
so..
ta then~!
- currently listening to FT Island's 1분 1초도
05 July, 2008
what happen to u,teen?
A'kum n ello..
it hurts u know..totally hurt..
it's totally a pain in the ass...but much more the pain in the heart when someone that was close with you become like that...i mean,she WAS my close friend before,and to see her like that was like,our past was like a stupid moment;something that never existed....and to see her become like that,i have to cover my sad face and just laugh with the other people who call her as bitch....
we were close and now is like our past was our bedtime story....
and to see her with the heineken in her grip,and she took a pic of it with it,i had to feel guilty eventho the guilt is like 1 drop of it...
maybe some people think my guilt is just nothing,but we were very2 close...i was the 1st one who knew about her getting her 'bloody P'...and now,i was the last one who know about her party-bitch behaviour....da~....
it's a sad thing..
very2 sad..
but to see her like that,my desire to cry,or to think about the past is just something that not worth anything....
k..
that's all..
i'm going back to the mode:don't mind don't care...
:D
it hurts u know..totally hurt..
it's totally a pain in the ass...but much more the pain in the heart when someone that was close with you become like that...i mean,she WAS my close friend before,and to see her like that was like,our past was like a stupid moment;something that never existed....and to see her become like that,i have to cover my sad face and just laugh with the other people who call her as bitch....
we were close and now is like our past was our bedtime story....
and to see her with the heineken in her grip,and she took a pic of it with it,i had to feel guilty eventho the guilt is like 1 drop of it...
maybe some people think my guilt is just nothing,but we were very2 close...i was the 1st one who knew about her getting her 'bloody P'...and now,i was the last one who know about her party-bitch behaviour....da~....
it's a sad thing..
very2 sad..
but to see her like that,my desire to cry,or to think about the past is just something that not worth anything....
k..
that's all..
i'm going back to the mode:don't mind don't care...
:D
- currently listening to NEWS's cherish..
- what a good timing~
- cherish the past then~
23 June, 2008
blab and say nothing
A'kum n ello..
hehe..i'm at home!
on MONDAY!
haha..
happy~!
tho i kinda sad just now...let just say,in my practicum,i was close with this 2 girls;mawaddah and wani...i couldn't informed them that i accept the uitm offer yesterday...so just now,wani sent a sms telling me that how could i do this to them!!...so u know,it was sad and gave me guilt..but i hope they can be happy more and more....although the reason we're close in the practicum was bcos of the same reason,we hate the practicum....hahaha!
dear wani and mawaddah,BE HAPPY!
anyway....things been a lil bit boring to me nowadays...nobody take me anywhere..haish...lucky i plan to go to sunway pyramid tomorrow with aqilah...aqilah asked me why i didn't ask hani....truthfully,i dunno why i didn't ask her...maybe cos she'll give me excuses...hahaha~~!!..and also she'll wake up very late after that....haha...
that's hani...and that's why i love her...ahaha!
anyway...wonder how emi and her crushes doing...?...some info here,emi really popular in kmpp...ahah...cos she's a free hair...so many people easily recognize her...ahaha...that's what i heard from my mate that knows emi...ahah..
anyway...this early morning,i woke up and watched spain vs italy match...the match was alright..tho now i can understand why people talked bad stuff about ref....cos really tho,the ref last night was stupid..ahah...and anyway,i only watched the match cos i was looking forward to watch the Liverpool players...but heck,only torres the one who played...and he only played for 85minutes when the match was still 0-0...and so,i shut the tv and went to sleep..my passion in football is mostly bcos of Liverpool...and last night just prove that i only have 1 team to support,and that is Liverpool...and that's why i support holland and spain in this euro...cos holland has kuyt but that team already out..and spain has torres,xabi,reina and arbeloa...but just one of them played...haish.~....anyway...in the end,spain won the match after won the penalties 4-2....is buffon really the best keeper in the world?...ahahaha..~
and just now also,i read the news at google,and it said there that xabi is fascinated to join juventus..haish...this all happen cos of that stupid gareth barry rumours...haish...i dunno how can that barry is better than xabi alonso...?...my my...i really hope xabi going nowhere...i only have torres to stalk during a Liverpool match...ahahahah~..gle kamu alia....GO GO LIVERPOOL!
anyway...really want to go out right now...
whatever..have to tata cos dunno what to do..
ta then!
hehe..i'm at home!
on MONDAY!
haha..
happy~!
tho i kinda sad just now...let just say,in my practicum,i was close with this 2 girls;mawaddah and wani...i couldn't informed them that i accept the uitm offer yesterday...so just now,wani sent a sms telling me that how could i do this to them!!...so u know,it was sad and gave me guilt..but i hope they can be happy more and more....although the reason we're close in the practicum was bcos of the same reason,we hate the practicum....hahaha!
dear wani and mawaddah,BE HAPPY!
anyway....things been a lil bit boring to me nowadays...nobody take me anywhere..haish...lucky i plan to go to sunway pyramid tomorrow with aqilah...aqilah asked me why i didn't ask hani....truthfully,i dunno why i didn't ask her...maybe cos she'll give me excuses...hahaha~~!!..and also she'll wake up very late after that....haha...
that's hani...and that's why i love her...ahaha!
anyway...wonder how emi and her crushes doing...?...some info here,emi really popular in kmpp...ahah...cos she's a free hair...so many people easily recognize her...ahaha...that's what i heard from my mate that knows emi...ahah..
anyway...this early morning,i woke up and watched spain vs italy match...the match was alright..tho now i can understand why people talked bad stuff about ref....cos really tho,the ref last night was stupid..ahah...and anyway,i only watched the match cos i was looking forward to watch the Liverpool players...but heck,only torres the one who played...and he only played for 85minutes when the match was still 0-0...and so,i shut the tv and went to sleep..my passion in football is mostly bcos of Liverpool...and last night just prove that i only have 1 team to support,and that is Liverpool...and that's why i support holland and spain in this euro...cos holland has kuyt but that team already out..and spain has torres,xabi,reina and arbeloa...but just one of them played...haish.~....anyway...in the end,spain won the match after won the penalties 4-2....is buffon really the best keeper in the world?...ahahaha..~
and just now also,i read the news at google,and it said there that xabi is fascinated to join juventus..haish...this all happen cos of that stupid gareth barry rumours...haish...i dunno how can that barry is better than xabi alonso...?...my my...i really hope xabi going nowhere...i only have torres to stalk during a Liverpool match...ahahahah~..gle kamu alia....GO GO LIVERPOOL!
anyway...really want to go out right now...
whatever..have to tata cos dunno what to do..
ta then!
- currently listening to Aqua Timez's Niji...
09 May, 2008
quit KUMON.exam.eat with best friend!
A'kum n ello..
so..i was bz scanning those documents to be signed by the school tomorrow...and i found out this before but i thought it wasn't a big deal but now it is,that is,my sijil lahir no. on my sijil berhenti sekolah is incorrect
...instead of I 432759,they change it to I 432579
...i dunno whose mistakes,maybe it was my mistake who wrote it wrongly,or my teacher type it wrongly
....
heh..this is not the time to blame other ppl,and lucky tomorrow mak cik azah will be with me to go to school,so she can show her true power to the clerks there...'u miss,change this to a correct one!'..hope that kind of situation can be 50-50 happen..hoho~~!!...
anyway...i quit KUMON today cos i have to prepare to go to the college..hazim made me scared a lil bit when he asked me about quitting,and when i told him i was planning to quit,he said "marahle leelee nanti"
..ahah..and so yesterday's afternoon,few minutes after waking up,i called ms lee lee(my boss) and i told her that i got an offer from a college and i have to register next week,so i need to quit my job..she was alright at first when she said it cos i said to her that the offer was too sudden and the registration date also too early
...and then she asked me when will be my last day...so i said i hope i can quit today(meaning yesterday:thursday)...and she said(shrieked maybe)"why such a short notice??"...and i told her i think maybe i can work until tomorrow...
..and then she said ok....
and i was nervous to the max~~!!!!!
...it's hard enough to make myself calm for the korean exam,but things just a lil bit scary...and when i arrived at KUMON,i saw a woman that i never met in my boss' office...and then found out,she's a new worker,a very fast replacement...and then ms lee lee called me and then told me that she already got 2 workers straight away...and so i can have my last day today(thursday)...so i was glad
...and i said sorry to her cos giving her difficulties...she said never mind to me, and also said "i know u're a GOOD GIRL"
...hehe...i told you!!..i am a NICE GIRL!...ALIA BAIK all the way~~~!!...and then i felt good...nothing scary happen....being nice without making problems definitely a nice thing...hoho...and then she asked me,what course i'll study...i told her i'll be taking matriks at a private college and after that i want to continue with medic...haha~...my ex-boss reply was brilliant...she said"u need to work hard,u know.u're taking medic.u work hard,and what u get?hutang!"...haha...something that i never expect as an answer from her...haha..!
and then i have to say farewell to then when i have to go to the korean class...i said bye2 to ms lee lee and the others
..and ms lee lee wish me luck~!..hee...i know my boss is the coolest...really thank her and she's a special person to me cos she's the 1st boss i ever have....hoho...
and then off to the korean class...the exam was quite alright..but i dunno if my answers are good enough
...it was a lil bad for me
...i dunno if i have to retake the test or not..i dunno what to predict...the oral test was stupid...haha..~!!
....i had to do the test outside the class...and when i was answering the test,i could heard the people in the class who were doing the test laughing about me...ahah..~!!...hani said i was 'some kind' funny when i was doing the test...cos i was like 'ah.ah!!thats!' like that,u can expect something like that from me
....hshhh~!...and btw,i thought today was the last class...then hani told me next monday will be the last...da~~~!...so even if i make plan with liyana who already arrive at 11++pm just now,i dunno if i can make it before 7.40pm....hoho...
and i told hani about the college..man,i was sad all of sudden....and her voice also somewhat sad to hear....ah~~!!..i'll be missing her..!!!!!!!!
...and i told her that i think i will blog every weekend cos i really think about just study instead of making friends there....i am cruel about making friends...but as long as i have hani as my best friend and the people around me right now always think of me as my good friend,i don't need other person to replace them...hani is the best thing that a friend like me can get..she knows my secret,she knows me well,she was there when i was having a hard time,we understand each other,we laugh and mad at each other easily but we will always try to connect with each other easily...ah~!...i'm sad to be far from her...and i hope she'll get what she wants later..i'll always pray for her good future
..!...huhu...
nway...cos we realized that we only have 1week only to have fun with each other,hani took me to this restaurant at seksyen3..restoran gembira,if u ppl familiar with that...we went there to eat kuey teow...the food was delicious...bought 10sticks of satay..ahah...and i was happy with that night...feel like this will be the things that we'll be doing for the next 3 years of so...huhu...and i hope things will always be as fun as that after we go to our separate ways....
maybe i'll change but i just hope something meaner or rude or cruel or badass won't happen...AMIN~!GOD FORBID bad things like that to happen!
k then...dunno much to say..
have to wake up early tomorrow to reg early for the college and go back to school..ahah~!
ta then!
so..i was bz scanning those documents to be signed by the school tomorrow...and i found out this before but i thought it wasn't a big deal but now it is,that is,my sijil lahir no. on my sijil berhenti sekolah is incorrect
...instead of I 432759,they change it to I 432579...i dunno whose mistakes,maybe it was my mistake who wrote it wrongly,or my teacher type it wrongly....heh..this is not the time to blame other ppl,and lucky tomorrow mak cik azah will be with me to go to school,so she can show her true power to the clerks there...'u miss,change this to a correct one!'..hope that kind of situation can be 50-50 happen..hoho~~!!...
anyway...i quit KUMON today cos i have to prepare to go to the college..hazim made me scared a lil bit when he asked me about quitting,and when i told him i was planning to quit,he said "marahle leelee nanti"
..ahah..and so yesterday's afternoon,few minutes after waking up,i called ms lee lee(my boss) and i told her that i got an offer from a college and i have to register next week,so i need to quit my job..she was alright at first when she said it cos i said to her that the offer was too sudden and the registration date also too early...and then she asked me when will be my last day...so i said i hope i can quit today(meaning yesterday:thursday)...and she said(shrieked maybe)"why such a short notice??"...and i told her i think maybe i can work until tomorrow.....and then she said ok....and i was nervous to the max~~!!!!!
...it's hard enough to make myself calm for the korean exam,but things just a lil bit scary...and when i arrived at KUMON,i saw a woman that i never met in my boss' office...and then found out,she's a new worker,a very fast replacement...and then ms lee lee called me and then told me that she already got 2 workers straight away...and so i can have my last day today(thursday)...so i was glad...and i said sorry to her cos giving her difficulties...she said never mind to me, and also said "i know u're a GOOD GIRL"...hehe...i told you!!..i am a NICE GIRL!...ALIA BAIK all the way~~~!!...and then i felt good...nothing scary happen....being nice without making problems definitely a nice thing...hoho...and then she asked me,what course i'll study...i told her i'll be taking matriks at a private college and after that i want to continue with medic...haha~...my ex-boss reply was brilliant...she said"u need to work hard,u know.u're taking medic.u work hard,and what u get?hutang!"...haha...something that i never expect as an answer from her...haha..!and then i have to say farewell to then when i have to go to the korean class...i said bye2 to ms lee lee and the others
..and ms lee lee wish me luck~!..hee...i know my boss is the coolest...really thank her and she's a special person to me cos she's the 1st boss i ever have....hoho...and then off to the korean class...the exam was quite alright..but i dunno if my answers are good enough
...it was a lil bad for me...i dunno if i have to retake the test or not..i dunno what to predict...the oral test was stupid...haha..~!!....i had to do the test outside the class...and when i was answering the test,i could heard the people in the class who were doing the test laughing about me...ahah..~!!...hani said i was 'some kind' funny when i was doing the test...cos i was like 'ah.ah!!thats!' like that,u can expect something like that from me....hshhh~!...and btw,i thought today was the last class...then hani told me next monday will be the last...da~~~!...so even if i make plan with liyana who already arrive at 11++pm just now,i dunno if i can make it before 7.40pm....hoho...and i told hani about the college..man,i was sad all of sudden....and her voice also somewhat sad to hear....ah~~!!..i'll be missing her..!!!!!!!!
...and i told her that i think i will blog every weekend cos i really think about just study instead of making friends there....i am cruel about making friends...but as long as i have hani as my best friend and the people around me right now always think of me as my good friend,i don't need other person to replace them...hani is the best thing that a friend like me can get..she knows my secret,she knows me well,she was there when i was having a hard time,we understand each other,we laugh and mad at each other easily but we will always try to connect with each other easily...ah~!...i'm sad to be far from her...and i hope she'll get what she wants later..i'll always pray for her good future..!...huhu...nway...cos we realized that we only have 1week only to have fun with each other,hani took me to this restaurant at seksyen3..restoran gembira,if u ppl familiar with that...we went there to eat kuey teow...the food was delicious...bought 10sticks of satay..ahah...and i was happy with that night...feel like this will be the things that we'll be doing for the next 3 years of so...huhu...and i hope things will always be as fun as that after we go to our separate ways....
maybe i'll change but i just hope something meaner or rude or cruel or badass won't happen...AMIN~!
GOD FORBID bad things like that to happen!k then...dunno much to say..
have to wake up early tomorrow to reg early for the college and go back to school..ahah~!
ta then!
- currently listening to NEWS' liar...
05 March, 2008
EMILIA,my collaboration friend
A'kum n ello...
hoho..today is EMI's birthday!..hoho...nice lor...i love her birthday...cos a few hours after her birthday,it'll be mine...hahaha!...and like the previous post,i'll do a special post for my dear friend,PUTERI EMILIA FAZRIN!
emilia also known as emi,is a very good friend of mine who have the same interest as me...we love jpop....!!...she's the 1st friend of mine whom i always talked about jpop everyday..tho after we know dbsk,we know a lil bit of korean...but still,our original interest will always be jpop...hoho...tho i know her more when we were 16 cos we were in the same class..the 1st time i met her was when i was 13,she was hani and mimi's friend...anuarol,who was a close friend of a friend of mine i.e arif(old friend) asked her to be his girlfriend...and then i asked arif about it,and suddenly he told me that both of them broke up on the 1st day...!..ahah..and when i found out after i know emi thoroughly,she told me that it was her 1st time being asked about couple and all and she also revealed that she didn't even know anuarol!..ahaha...what a waste for a 1st couple~...hahaha...and then...we finally know each other,i found out her birthday is one day before me...ahah..so i always think that ainun,emi and me are march trio!...hoho..and anyway,she have this habit of her who love to fight with people when she meet a new celeb mainly japanese and korean celebs...i remember the time when she fight with hani over matsumoto jun cos of his character in gokusen(though after that fatin aqilah reveal that she has an interest towards moto jun) and then fight with me over yuu shirota cos of his character as tezuka in prince of tennis...and then luckily,nobody wants uknow yunho in dbsk(tho she's fighting with farahin's sis over this)...and now,her no1 man right now is yunho...hoho...though i still think she's fighting with najwa over hong gi in ft island...ahah~!...anyway,she also listen to my rambling when i was feeling down...eventho sometimes her reply was somewhat make me feel "must i?"...but it was good..i love the way when she said she wants to watch a Liverpool match just to watch Torres...ahah...tho after that she told me that she fell asleep halfway throughout the match...ahah...anyway,maybe cos we only hours apart between our birthday,we nearly have the same mind...there was this one time,when we were walking behind this bunch of 'girls',the girls were like holding hands in this kind of bratty way...and then both me and emi looked at each other,and like we're click or something,we did the bratty hand thing,imitating the bratty girls in front of us...huhu..and also,we're a nice match in collaborating about something..we create a fan-fic about dbsk twice already...the 1st one is just nothing cos we only do it for fun while chatting with each other on ym...but the 2nd one was something cos we even bought a book(i haven't paid for the book yet)..but emi stopped writing the fan-fic together with me cos i did most of it and whenever i let her to continue my story,she said she wants to know the continuation of the story more from me cos i always stop at the interesting part(the suspense part)..ahah..
k then..that's all..
maybe i'll add more about her if i think there's something worth mentioning about her later..
ahah~
tata!
hoho..today is EMI's birthday!..hoho...nice lor...i love her birthday...cos a few hours after her birthday,it'll be mine...hahaha!...and like the previous post,i'll do a special post for my dear friend,PUTERI EMILIA FAZRIN!
emilia also known as emi,is a very good friend of mine who have the same interest as me...we love jpop....!!...she's the 1st friend of mine whom i always talked about jpop everyday..tho after we know dbsk,we know a lil bit of korean...but still,our original interest will always be jpop...hoho...tho i know her more when we were 16 cos we were in the same class..the 1st time i met her was when i was 13,she was hani and mimi's friend...anuarol,who was a close friend of a friend of mine i.e arif(old friend) asked her to be his girlfriend...and then i asked arif about it,and suddenly he told me that both of them broke up on the 1st day...!..ahah..and when i found out after i know emi thoroughly,she told me that it was her 1st time being asked about couple and all and she also revealed that she didn't even know anuarol!..ahaha...what a waste for a 1st couple~...hahaha...and then...we finally know each other,i found out her birthday is one day before me...ahah..so i always think that ainun,emi and me are march trio!...hoho..and anyway,she have this habit of her who love to fight with people when she meet a new celeb mainly japanese and korean celebs...i remember the time when she fight with hani over matsumoto jun cos of his character in gokusen(though after that fatin aqilah reveal that she has an interest towards moto jun) and then fight with me over yuu shirota cos of his character as tezuka in prince of tennis...and then luckily,nobody wants uknow yunho in dbsk(tho she's fighting with farahin's sis over this)...and now,her no1 man right now is yunho...hoho...though i still think she's fighting with najwa over hong gi in ft island...ahah~!...anyway,she also listen to my rambling when i was feeling down...eventho sometimes her reply was somewhat make me feel "must i?"...but it was good..i love the way when she said she wants to watch a Liverpool match just to watch Torres...ahah...tho after that she told me that she fell asleep halfway throughout the match...ahah...anyway,maybe cos we only hours apart between our birthday,we nearly have the same mind...there was this one time,when we were walking behind this bunch of 'girls',the girls were like holding hands in this kind of bratty way...and then both me and emi looked at each other,and like we're click or something,we did the bratty hand thing,imitating the bratty girls in front of us...huhu..and also,we're a nice match in collaborating about something..we create a fan-fic about dbsk twice already...the 1st one is just nothing cos we only do it for fun while chatting with each other on ym...but the 2nd one was something cos we even bought a book(i haven't paid for the book yet)..but emi stopped writing the fan-fic together with me cos i did most of it and whenever i let her to continue my story,she said she wants to know the continuation of the story more from me cos i always stop at the interesting part(the suspense part)..ahah..
k then..that's all..
maybe i'll add more about her if i think there's something worth mentioning about her later..
ahah~
tata!
- currently listening to DBSK's keyword..
- so have to save some money to buy DBSK's tri-angle for her...
04 March, 2008
aina,the hardworking girl
A'kum n ello...
i saw this article..and i was like,whoa~~~...cos this stuff is cool!....i mean,last year,Guinness Book of Records wrote that DBSK has the biggest fanbase in the world..and then,just from the pics from the link,it was awesome to see that DBSK is famous even in El Salvador..!..haha...wherever that is....i think this kinda a WOW for an asian group like DBSK..cos they're only asian...but can be famous around the globe..wow2...
anyway...wanna do a special entry for my dear friend,ainaa athirah cos she's 18 today!!...hoho...
k..i know her when we were 11 or 12...around that time...i think we were 12 when we know each other...she is tall and skinny girl that people only recognize like an arabic person cos she looks like one....she is friendly..but not wacky like until she reached 15..haha....i kinda think of her as one of my special friend cos when my mother passed away,when i got the news about her,i leaned on her shoulder for comfort at that time...truthfully,at that time,i didn't even know whose shoulder was that cos i was crying too much i didn't know whose who....and when i was 16,i finally found out whose shoulder was that and it was ainun...huhu...and to be honest,i thought it was aqilah ainul yakin,i even thanked her for that(after 3 years) and she just say yes about it..the nerve she got to lie to me about this,haish2...back to ainun,we got close to each other when we were form3,we were in the same class and and we always chat with each other every day...huhu...and she was wacky and crazy and that's the reason why anan head over heels over her...hahahah..when we were 16,ainun wasn't that wacky as before..she's more into school books...so she got no1 in most of the exams...glad she was serious with her study but i kinda miss her wacky days though at that time...anyway,when i want to know some gossips about the people in the school,about who with who,and what happen and what happen,i will ask aina about it...she's like an internet without the monitor and cpu cos she'll know everything...she's a hardworker in this kind of stuff...and hell,cos of this weird habit of hers,she know my secret...da..~...she's the 1st person beside hani who know about my crush...ceh~...when i revealed in the blog that i have someone i like,she was observing my movement and so on...and then,i nearly told her,but i cover about it by saying 'i didn't officially tell her it was him'...but bcos of my dear lil sis,she knew who is that crush of mine...da~~~...and she said she will always observe me and him together...haish2...anyway,i still remember her face when i told her about atman's add math exam...ahaha...it was class..~~!..even atman was scared about it.....haha...anyway...ainun is a very2 good friend of mine...i'm thankful of her....sometimes,i think she need a lil bit of teaching about not to reveal and reveal...cos there was this one time when she nearly make my secret out...haish2..but still,its the past..haha...
k then..that's all..tata!
i saw this article..and i was like,whoa~~~...cos this stuff is cool!....i mean,last year,Guinness Book of Records wrote that DBSK has the biggest fanbase in the world..and then,just from the pics from the link,it was awesome to see that DBSK is famous even in El Salvador..!..haha...wherever that is....i think this kinda a WOW for an asian group like DBSK..cos they're only asian...but can be famous around the globe..wow2...
anyway...wanna do a special entry for my dear friend,ainaa athirah cos she's 18 today!!...hoho...
k..i know her when we were 11 or 12...around that time...i think we were 12 when we know each other...she is tall and skinny girl that people only recognize like an arabic person cos she looks like one....she is friendly..but not wacky like until she reached 15..haha....i kinda think of her as one of my special friend cos when my mother passed away,when i got the news about her,i leaned on her shoulder for comfort at that time...truthfully,at that time,i didn't even know whose shoulder was that cos i was crying too much i didn't know whose who....and when i was 16,i finally found out whose shoulder was that and it was ainun...huhu...and to be honest,i thought it was aqilah ainul yakin,i even thanked her for that(after 3 years) and she just say yes about it..the nerve she got to lie to me about this,haish2...back to ainun,we got close to each other when we were form3,we were in the same class and and we always chat with each other every day...huhu...and she was wacky and crazy and that's the reason why anan head over heels over her...hahahah..when we were 16,ainun wasn't that wacky as before..she's more into school books...so she got no1 in most of the exams...glad she was serious with her study but i kinda miss her wacky days though at that time...anyway,when i want to know some gossips about the people in the school,about who with who,and what happen and what happen,i will ask aina about it...she's like an internet without the monitor and cpu cos she'll know everything...she's a hardworker in this kind of stuff...and hell,cos of this weird habit of hers,she know my secret...da..~...she's the 1st person beside hani who know about my crush...ceh~...when i revealed in the blog that i have someone i like,she was observing my movement and so on...and then,i nearly told her,but i cover about it by saying 'i didn't officially tell her it was him'...but bcos of my dear lil sis,she knew who is that crush of mine...da~~~...and she said she will always observe me and him together...haish2...anyway,i still remember her face when i told her about atman's add math exam...ahaha...it was class..~~!..even atman was scared about it.....haha...anyway...ainun is a very2 good friend of mine...i'm thankful of her....sometimes,i think she need a lil bit of teaching about not to reveal and reveal...cos there was this one time when she nearly make my secret out...haish2..but still,its the past..haha...
k then..that's all..tata!
- currently listening to EXILE's choo choo train..
- ainun,can you call metro asking about the license,its ur birthday btw..so it's not a prob for you to call them aite?..
- ahah.
- oh yeah,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
23 February, 2008
friends~
A'kum n ello...
friends eh..?...we have many friends in the world...and people say that they are only 1 best friend in the world..and others are close friends to you...for me,my best friend is only one..but i'm very2 happy that i have many close friends with me...and some of them don't have the same interest with me,but they still being understanding with me...that's makes me really2 happy...and i'm very happy cos my friends are not the backstabber-type...when we're mad on each other,we try to make things better....sometimes we make it as not a big deal kind of problem..and sometimes we just say it directly by thinking rationally and then forgive each other after that,and sometimes,we just shut up and then after one word toward each other,things will get solve automatically...i'm glad i have this kind of friends...
sometimes,i'm mad at some certain friends of mine....some of my friends kinda clingy to me and kinda being like a show-off...at first,i was immature in thinking that they're really annoying and make me moody without even thinking that it just only a natural behaviour of them that they never intend to do...i was pissed off...but i try to be positive after that..instead of thinking these people make me mad,i kinda think that they had done many good things to me...and my madness to them are just seasonal...huhu...and i'm happy cos my friends are really understanding..instead of just trying to be busy body why the hell i becoming moody or anything,they'll try to give me space and ask me when i already cool down....that is very much appreciated....
i'm thankful to my friends,cos we have the same interest...we love to talk about jpop,kpop,dbsk...and i'm very happy when they recognize my happy face whenever i smile like an idiot after a Liverpool win...huhu..and i like it when they don't make the annoying face whenever i ask money from them...and i love it when they don't mind treating me food or anything....or whenever they go for holiday,they will remember me and buy me gifts...i really love my friends for this...
but more importantly,i love my friends whole heartedly whenever i see the sight of them in front me..huhu...i'm very happy...
thanks for being my friend!
friends eh..?...we have many friends in the world...and people say that they are only 1 best friend in the world..and others are close friends to you...for me,my best friend is only one..but i'm very2 happy that i have many close friends with me...and some of them don't have the same interest with me,but they still being understanding with me...that's makes me really2 happy...and i'm very happy cos my friends are not the backstabber-type...when we're mad on each other,we try to make things better....sometimes we make it as not a big deal kind of problem..and sometimes we just say it directly by thinking rationally and then forgive each other after that,and sometimes,we just shut up and then after one word toward each other,things will get solve automatically...i'm glad i have this kind of friends...
sometimes,i'm mad at some certain friends of mine....some of my friends kinda clingy to me and kinda being like a show-off...at first,i was immature in thinking that they're really annoying and make me moody without even thinking that it just only a natural behaviour of them that they never intend to do...i was pissed off...but i try to be positive after that..instead of thinking these people make me mad,i kinda think that they had done many good things to me...and my madness to them are just seasonal...huhu...and i'm happy cos my friends are really understanding..instead of just trying to be busy body why the hell i becoming moody or anything,they'll try to give me space and ask me when i already cool down....that is very much appreciated....
i'm thankful to my friends,cos we have the same interest...we love to talk about jpop,kpop,dbsk...and i'm very happy when they recognize my happy face whenever i smile like an idiot after a Liverpool win...huhu..and i like it when they don't make the annoying face whenever i ask money from them...and i love it when they don't mind treating me food or anything....or whenever they go for holiday,they will remember me and buy me gifts...i really love my friends for this...
but more importantly,i love my friends whole heartedly whenever i see the sight of them in front me..huhu...i'm very happy...
thanks for being my friend!
- currently listening to Celine Dion feat. R.Kelly's my angel..
- now don't forget to give me presents for my birthday!
- seriously,this only a seasonal mood for me..
- and this happen cos certain situation of a friend being stupid is happening currently...
31 January, 2008
A'kum n ello..
read this article about Liverpool...about the fans want to buy the club from the american owner...and wow...!!!...you know,i have this dream..that my husband is a billionaire...and he isn't that passionate about Liverpool like me but still,he support Liverpool..but then eventually he will become a passionate Liverpool supporter like me and so he will buy the Liverpool club and manage it like a true Liverpudlian...and i'm the happiest woman in the world not bcos i'm the wife of a liverpool owner..but because i can know all crap of gossips about Liverpool from my husband's mouth rather than the british tabloid...
anyway,back to the story...the Liverpool fans want to buy the Liverpool club...cos they think that this ownership from foreigners and rich people just thinking about the profit than the club tradition itself...to make matter worse,the owner is not even a Liverpool nor a football fan....so why must a club with a long and brilliant history like Liverpool is owned by someone like that rather than the fans itself..?..so the fans think like that..and so they form a company(?) with the name of Share Liverpool FC..fans united to protect Liverpool from falling down...and this is why i love Liverpool so much...they're passionate and protective and also proactive..coolio~
anyway...liyana and ah hin came to my house...ah hin wanted to give me stuff that she bought for me from Times Square yesterday..she bought a DBSK poster and sticker of changmin...so good~~!...and then..she told me that they bought stuff from the cd shop there...the cd shop sells very cheap jdramas...example:yukan club is rm19.90 and that drama is one of the newest drama that shown in Japan...the cd shop in shah alam sells the stuff with rm49.90...too expensive for a person like me..haish~....so i asked liyana to go there next week cos i don't think i won't be busy next week..and she said she ok with it...ah hin also said she maybe join us too..so yeay!!!
k...the friend of mine that i want to tell today is Liyana...everybody know that liyana is a very2 nice person...i can say that nobody ever seen liyana lose her temper cos she always that happy go lucky girl and always make stupid jokes and always being bubbly and always smile...she's that kind of person..she is understanding and everybody can friend with her...she is Liyana,everybody will think she is theirs but she's not...ahahaha~...anyway...i've seen her in a sad mode before...but she never that moody when that happens(unlike me)..she just shove it off like she can handle it herself...but sometimes,she can be a lil bit insensitive..her jokes were sometimes a lil bit cruel,like this one time,when she asked me to wait for her to give 'santan' to her...she asked me to wait across the road and she'll be there to take it..so i wait for her then...but she never arrive..i wait for her for almost 10minutes(kot)..and she still didn't arrive...and so i sms-ed her and she said she was only joking...and i was like,"LIYANA!!!!!!!!!"...that was the time i was very mad at her...she apologize after that..anyway...i seldom told her my big probs to her...cos she'll make this concern face when you tell her your problem..and so i don't want to see that...
my nickname to her is Liyana Giler and ah hin called her Liyana Loser...the reason i called her that cos she always make crazy sound...anyway..liyana told me before that i was the only person who knows her weakness..ahah...she's easy to understand...but i have to love her eventhough sometimes her insensitiveness makes me annoyed..ahah...
ta then!
read this article about Liverpool...about the fans want to buy the club from the american owner...and wow...!!!...you know,i have this dream..that my husband is a billionaire...and he isn't that passionate about Liverpool like me but still,he support Liverpool..but then eventually he will become a passionate Liverpool supporter like me and so he will buy the Liverpool club and manage it like a true Liverpudlian...and i'm the happiest woman in the world not bcos i'm the wife of a liverpool owner..but because i can know all crap of gossips about Liverpool from my husband's mouth rather than the british tabloid...
anyway,back to the story...the Liverpool fans want to buy the Liverpool club...cos they think that this ownership from foreigners and rich people just thinking about the profit than the club tradition itself...to make matter worse,the owner is not even a Liverpool nor a football fan....so why must a club with a long and brilliant history like Liverpool is owned by someone like that rather than the fans itself..?..so the fans think like that..and so they form a company(?) with the name of Share Liverpool FC..fans united to protect Liverpool from falling down...and this is why i love Liverpool so much...they're passionate and protective and also proactive..coolio~
anyway...liyana and ah hin came to my house...ah hin wanted to give me stuff that she bought for me from Times Square yesterday..she bought a DBSK poster and sticker of changmin...so good~~!...and then..she told me that they bought stuff from the cd shop there...the cd shop sells very cheap jdramas...example:yukan club is rm19.90 and that drama is one of the newest drama that shown in Japan...the cd shop in shah alam sells the stuff with rm49.90...too expensive for a person like me..haish~....so i asked liyana to go there next week cos i don't think i won't be busy next week..and she said she ok with it...ah hin also said she maybe join us too..so yeay!!!
k...the friend of mine that i want to tell today is Liyana...everybody know that liyana is a very2 nice person...i can say that nobody ever seen liyana lose her temper cos she always that happy go lucky girl and always make stupid jokes and always being bubbly and always smile...she's that kind of person..she is understanding and everybody can friend with her...she is Liyana,everybody will think she is theirs but she's not...ahahaha~...anyway...i've seen her in a sad mode before...but she never that moody when that happens(unlike me)..she just shove it off like she can handle it herself...but sometimes,she can be a lil bit insensitive..her jokes were sometimes a lil bit cruel,like this one time,when she asked me to wait for her to give 'santan' to her...she asked me to wait across the road and she'll be there to take it..so i wait for her then...but she never arrive..i wait for her for almost 10minutes(kot)..and she still didn't arrive...and so i sms-ed her and she said she was only joking...and i was like,"LIYANA!!!!!!!!!"...that was the time i was very mad at her...she apologize after that..anyway...i seldom told her my big probs to her...cos she'll make this concern face when you tell her your problem..and so i don't want to see that...
my nickname to her is Liyana Giler and ah hin called her Liyana Loser...the reason i called her that cos she always make crazy sound...anyway..liyana told me before that i was the only person who knows her weakness..ahah...she's easy to understand...but i have to love her eventhough sometimes her insensitiveness makes me annoyed..ahah...
ta then!
- currently listening to DBSK's kiss shita mama sayonara..
aiman sick with no backstab but with bbf
A'kum n ello..
so today didn't join ah hin,ah hin's sis and emi to times square...cos have to take care of aiman..
it was tough last night...aiman was restless when he was sleeping...he kept crying all the time and it was hard for me to sleep...i kept waking up every hour cos he always waking up crying...it was like he had a nightmare or something..or maybe cos of the fever...and i tried to make him sleep...and it was hard but he went to sleep..and then he woke up and cried and sleep back again...i was tired after that...i was too sleepy to continue the day today...and all the laundries that i didn't take care of..i delayed to do them....and when i woke up with aiman slept on my tummy(don't ask)..it was 12pm...and mak cik azah still not home...but lucky in the evening,my sis helped me with it and i had a rest after that...
anyway..read izzah's blog...there's some about backstabbers in her blog....when i was standard 6,i was a backstabber...ahahaha!...i wasn't very nice at that time..i was ashamed of my life back then...i told my best-friend's boyfriend that his girl made some bad things behind his back...i know some of it were true...but me at that time was like pissed off a lil bit with my best friend cos she coupled with the person that i like..and she obviously know that i liked him before her...but she's the one who start the flirt and i'm just alia,everybody's friend...something like that..so cos i was a hypocrite and also a stupid nice friend..i said okay to my best-friend,"sure,couple with him"..but in the inside, i was like"you traitor"...at first,i want them to break up,until one time when i sms-ed with him(for him,i'm his best friend.so my life was pathetic) asked about my best friend,she is a rich girl,i asked him that did he like her cos of her money or herself...and his answer made me feel like an idiot so i always support them all the way after that and when i knew they nearly break up,i tried to make themselves better but that stupid boy made things harder cos he gave me a present(i was the reason for their first break up prob) in front of his girlfriend when he was in the verge of break up...and i heard my best friend asked for a break up..but i told the guy that he should be apologizing to the girl about it cos he was stupid and not realizing what happen..and then they got back together..but in the end..they still broke up and this time,that guy is in love with a person name alia and she is not me.....pathetic but i'm already over him...there's someone better but i don't want to get my hopes up...
and then there also something about friends in izzo's blog...so i talked a lil bit about a friend of mine(i think the post is already long right now but her blog really switch on my blogging-mood.hope you don't mind i steal some of ur topics)..so like everybody know,my best friend is haniyana...sometimes i wonder why we're best friends,cos i think both of us have different view on something but maybe that's what make us best friends cos we understand each other..sometimes she makes me annoyed and sometimes i makes her annoyed...i always think she is an irresponsible person but she can be the most responsible person when she in her mood...but that's a very rare part of her that just few people can see cos truthfully,she really irresponsible,ahah..but still,she can be the mood maker..she made jokes with her spontaneous self...when she annoyed,she really showed it...most people will get scared by it..and when that happens,she will talk less and other people will talk less...and some people will think she hate you or something..but when you start speaking terms with her with just few words and not being annoying,all the problems will gone..and that is from my opinion about her...there are times i wonder is she my real best friend...but then i realize that unlike my friendship with other peeps,i don't think i have other friends like her cos she knows me in every way...and she knows when is the time that i will get mad so she always ask other people to do it instead of her,and that's what i experienced before...and from friend with her,i know that i should be more direct and truthful in my life cos by that,i will be more happier and be more carefree without feeling the guilt and hatred...
so..that's about my friend...i'll tell you about others when i want then....tata!
so today didn't join ah hin,ah hin's sis and emi to times square...cos have to take care of aiman..
it was tough last night...aiman was restless when he was sleeping...he kept crying all the time and it was hard for me to sleep...i kept waking up every hour cos he always waking up crying...it was like he had a nightmare or something..or maybe cos of the fever...and i tried to make him sleep...and it was hard but he went to sleep..and then he woke up and cried and sleep back again...i was tired after that...i was too sleepy to continue the day today...and all the laundries that i didn't take care of..i delayed to do them....and when i woke up with aiman slept on my tummy(don't ask)..it was 12pm...and mak cik azah still not home...but lucky in the evening,my sis helped me with it and i had a rest after that...
anyway..read izzah's blog...there's some about backstabbers in her blog....when i was standard 6,i was a backstabber...ahahaha!...i wasn't very nice at that time..i was ashamed of my life back then...i told my best-friend's boyfriend that his girl made some bad things behind his back...i know some of it were true...but me at that time was like pissed off a lil bit with my best friend cos she coupled with the person that i like..and she obviously know that i liked him before her...but she's the one who start the flirt and i'm just alia,everybody's friend...something like that..so cos i was a hypocrite and also a stupid nice friend..i said okay to my best-friend,"sure,couple with him"..but in the inside, i was like"you traitor"...at first,i want them to break up,until one time when i sms-ed with him(for him,i'm his best friend.so my life was pathetic) asked about my best friend,she is a rich girl,i asked him that did he like her cos of her money or herself...and his answer made me feel like an idiot so i always support them all the way after that and when i knew they nearly break up,i tried to make themselves better but that stupid boy made things harder cos he gave me a present(i was the reason for their first break up prob) in front of his girlfriend when he was in the verge of break up...and i heard my best friend asked for a break up..but i told the guy that he should be apologizing to the girl about it cos he was stupid and not realizing what happen..and then they got back together..but in the end..they still broke up and this time,that guy is in love with a person name alia and she is not me.....pathetic but i'm already over him...there's someone better but i don't want to get my hopes up...
and then there also something about friends in izzo's blog...so i talked a lil bit about a friend of mine(i think the post is already long right now but her blog really switch on my blogging-mood.hope you don't mind i steal some of ur topics)..so like everybody know,my best friend is haniyana...sometimes i wonder why we're best friends,cos i think both of us have different view on something but maybe that's what make us best friends cos we understand each other..sometimes she makes me annoyed and sometimes i makes her annoyed...i always think she is an irresponsible person but she can be the most responsible person when she in her mood...but that's a very rare part of her that just few people can see cos truthfully,she really irresponsible,ahah..but still,she can be the mood maker..she made jokes with her spontaneous self...when she annoyed,she really showed it...most people will get scared by it..and when that happens,she will talk less and other people will talk less...and some people will think she hate you or something..but when you start speaking terms with her with just few words and not being annoying,all the problems will gone..and that is from my opinion about her...there are times i wonder is she my real best friend...but then i realize that unlike my friendship with other peeps,i don't think i have other friends like her cos she knows me in every way...and she knows when is the time that i will get mad so she always ask other people to do it instead of her,and that's what i experienced before...and from friend with her,i know that i should be more direct and truthful in my life cos by that,i will be more happier and be more carefree without feeling the guilt and hatred...
so..that's about my friend...i'll tell you about others when i want then....tata!
31 October, 2007
old boy
A'kum n ello...
yesterday..
something happen..
haha..
i wonder why..
haha..
k..
stop the stupid bimbo marks..
anyway..
there is this one boy..
whom i know since my kindergarten..
anyway...
we know each other at that time cos we took the same bus..
but not the same kindergarten..
then..
i went to the same primary school with him..
and then we took the same bus again..
and when we're in standard 4...
we were classmates..
and then..
i move to seksyen 9..
again..
after that..
when i was form2..
i saw him studying in the same school as i am..
he intro himself by kicking my foot...
stupid..~~
and after that..
we didn't talk to each other anymore..
he ignore me and i ignore him..
then..
yesterday..
he asked his friend for my cellphone number...
haha..
my first question when that QUESTION was asked was....
WHY THE HELL HE HAVE TO ASK ME NOW?
bengong~
4 years at the same school..
and just a kick at the foot..
and no words after that..
and now..
HE REALLY NEED A KICK IN THE BUTT..
but still..
i'm very happy that an old friend still remember me..
cos my other old friends don't even remember me..
eventhough i already contact them...
ahah..
k now..
tata..!
yesterday..
something happen..
haha..
i wonder why..
haha..
k..
stop the stupid bimbo marks..
anyway..
there is this one boy..
whom i know since my kindergarten..
anyway...
we know each other at that time cos we took the same bus..
but not the same kindergarten..
then..
i went to the same primary school with him..
and then we took the same bus again..
and when we're in standard 4...
we were classmates..
and then..
i move to seksyen 9..
again..
after that..
when i was form2..
i saw him studying in the same school as i am..
he intro himself by kicking my foot...
stupid..~~
and after that..
we didn't talk to each other anymore..
he ignore me and i ignore him..
then..
yesterday..
he asked his friend for my cellphone number...
haha..
my first question when that QUESTION was asked was....
WHY THE HELL HE HAVE TO ASK ME NOW?
bengong~
4 years at the same school..
and just a kick at the foot..
and no words after that..
and now..
HE REALLY NEED A KICK IN THE BUTT..
but still..
i'm very happy that an old friend still remember me..
cos my other old friends don't even remember me..
eventhough i already contact them...
ahah..
k now..
tata..!
- currently listening to Panic! At The Disco's Lying Is The Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off..
- syefah asked who was the person that i like..
- and aqilah and marjani were wondering who..
- haha..
- ngeng~
- SPM la...
01 September, 2007
man in ladies
a'kum n ello..
i'm in a time-out from study right now..
my mind is too tense from study..
so..
watched some suju full house..
haha..
just wanna watch a few laughes..
huhu..
anyway..
yesterday..
something really funny + weird happen..
i was at klia..
with mak cik azah,my sis and aiman to fetch my father..
then...
i went to the toilet..
i went in...................
and i found a boy washing his hands..
a BOY!
i was like,am i in the men's toilet?
so..
just to check it out..
i went to see the sign outside the toilet..
the toilet showed "ladies' sign.."
so..
i think.....................
that boy went into a wrong toilet..
i was like,
errr...
but i just ignore that boy and went into the nearest toilet..
UNTIL..
i saw a grown up man..
was peeing in one of the toilet's..
i was like,SHIT!!!
a MAN!!
i was glad the man was showing his backside to me..
i was VERY GLAD i didn't see his YOU-KNOW-WHAT..
and when i nearly do my thing..
i heard many people came into the toilet..
obviously the people who got in were females cos it's a ladies' toilet..
and i heard the man was like SHOCKED..
he asked one of the women who just got in..
"ini tandas perempuan ke?"
the woman said yes..awkwardly,i think..
it was a very awkward moment..
imagine you're in my position..
something like that happen..
and now i know that a man never close the door of the toilet..
URGH!YUCK!
cos i was trying not to puke..
so..
i went out from the toilet..
without doing my 'bussiness'..
but i went to another toilet-
a true ladies' male-free toilet..
but this is kinda funny eh..?
haha..
how come the man mistook the toilet as the ladies' toilet instead of gents' toilet?
really2..
last night,
i called hani..
we talked for like,
3 hours like that..
i dunno when i called her..
but i know we stopped at 1.28am cos i heard my father's car already inside the house...
now that my father already home..
my day will always be like..
"cepat2!!ayah dah balik!"
obviously,that will definitely happen whenever he arrive home..
anyway..
what i talked with hani was something like this..
we were talking about this certain someone..
and then..
we were thinking about the quote that u-know's said in tokyo holiday..
it was something like..
"if you have 10 reasons to hate that person,you can ask that person to have a bite to eat with you"
something like that(don't correct me if i'm wrong)..
kot.
anyway..
we were thinking 10 reasons to why i'm very mad at that person..
and we only got 6..
hani said,i shouldn't be mad at her then..
cos we only got less than 10..
haha..
yeah,maybe i should..
but the girl just too selfish...
i'm just too mad..
hehe..
kk..
gtg..
i'm in a time-out from study right now..
my mind is too tense from study..
so..
watched some suju full house..
haha..
just wanna watch a few laughes..
huhu..
anyway..
yesterday..
something really funny + weird happen..
i was at klia..
with mak cik azah,my sis and aiman to fetch my father..
then...
i went to the toilet..
i went in...................
and i found a boy washing his hands..
a BOY!
i was like,am i in the men's toilet?
so..
just to check it out..
i went to see the sign outside the toilet..
the toilet showed "ladies' sign.."
so..
i think.....................
that boy went into a wrong toilet..
i was like,
errr...
but i just ignore that boy and went into the nearest toilet..
UNTIL..
i saw a grown up man..
was peeing in one of the toilet's..
i was like,SHIT!!!
a MAN!!
i was glad the man was showing his backside to me..
i was VERY GLAD i didn't see his YOU-KNOW-WHAT..
and when i nearly do my thing..
i heard many people came into the toilet..
obviously the people who got in were females cos it's a ladies' toilet..
and i heard the man was like SHOCKED..
he asked one of the women who just got in..
"ini tandas perempuan ke?"
the woman said yes..awkwardly,i think..
it was a very awkward moment..
imagine you're in my position..
something like that happen..
and now i know that a man never close the door of the toilet..
URGH!YUCK!
cos i was trying not to puke..
so..
i went out from the toilet..
without doing my 'bussiness'..
but i went to another toilet-
a true ladies' male-free toilet..
but this is kinda funny eh..?
haha..
how come the man mistook the toilet as the ladies' toilet instead of gents' toilet?
really2..
last night,
i called hani..
we talked for like,
3 hours like that..
i dunno when i called her..
but i know we stopped at 1.28am cos i heard my father's car already inside the house...
now that my father already home..
my day will always be like..
"cepat2!!ayah dah balik!"
obviously,that will definitely happen whenever he arrive home..
anyway..
what i talked with hani was something like this..
we were talking about this certain someone..
and then..
we were thinking about the quote that u-know's said in tokyo holiday..
it was something like..
"if you have 10 reasons to hate that person,you can ask that person to have a bite to eat with you"
something like that(don't correct me if i'm wrong)..
kot.
anyway..
we were thinking 10 reasons to why i'm very mad at that person..
and we only got 6..
hani said,i shouldn't be mad at her then..
cos we only got less than 10..
haha..
yeah,maybe i should..
but the girl just too selfish...
i'm just too mad..
hehe..
kk..
gtg..
- currently listening SS501's unlock..
- good song!
- kinda anxious cos rafa's assistant quit from liverpool fc..
- but that is just rumours..
- the official hasn't make any statement yet..
- so..
- i pray this will be alright...
09 August, 2007
again
a'kum n ello..
i want to talk more...erm..
i've just remember something...i want to list things about my 'bengang' that i can't forget for my friends who did it to me..
yeah,that's my way of life..
i'm mad with certain people,but when i realize how good she is as my FRIEND..i just have to be grateful that she is my friend instead of not a friend...
damn,i'm dizzy.....
i want to talk more...erm..
i've just remember something...i want to list things about my 'bengang' that i can't forget for my friends who did it to me..
- i can't forget this,i just can't do it..there was this one time,liyana told me to wait at a junction near my house to give her santan..cos at that time,my class had to do some cooking..so,yeah,i waited for her..i was like an idiot..standing like a stupid woman with 5 box of santan on my hand and waited for her to appear..and she was late...so..i called her..and she was laughing very hard like it was the most funny thing happen in the world and she didn't even feel like she make me mad..i was soo pissed just like when i was mad when man utd defeat liverpool...and so..i hung up the phone without even waiting for her laugh to stop and just blah..damn..(laugh if you want,but imagine if you are me(at that time) i know you'll be piss)
- there was a plan to celebrate a birthday party for my friend...and 'someone' said she'll go..we even made plans for it..but at the end..without even telling me...she didn't go to the party but instead went somewhere with her family...i know family is first..but why the hell she didn't tell me..?
- i don't want to explain more about this..but when i'm moody..just ask"you're alright?"...and i'll definitely say"i'm alright"..and after you heard that,it will be a full stop..no further question you should ask...cos i'll be more piss...and never ever try to be concern or anything..cos i just feel annoyed with it..just one person understand this situation of mine and never ask futher question about it..and i'm very grateful about it..
- lie to me,i'll never forgive you...lie to me but immediately apologize it afterwards,that's forgivable....lie to me as a joke,but didn't tell me afterwards,i'll look into it..
- when my friends tried to take the person that i like just after when she knew i really like that person..damn,i still mad about it..but lucky it's the past...
yeah,that's my way of life..
i'm mad with certain people,but when i realize how good she is as my FRIEND..i just have to be grateful that she is my friend instead of not a friend...
damn,i'm dizzy.....
05 July, 2007
fernando torres again
a'kum n ello..
something about torres that made me WOW at him..
reporter in this colour
Fernado torres in this colour
a group of friends make a pledge of their friendship with YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE support..wow~~...i always said something like this to liyana and also as a support to hani..huhu...
something about torres that made me WOW at him..
reporter in this colour
Fernado torres in this colour
Tell me about the captain's armband you displayed during a game against Real Sociedad last season, with You'll Never Walk Alone written on the inside?
There is a group of my mates, about five or six of us, and we've all grown up supporting Liverpool. Because they are all so committed to Liverpool, they've had We'll Never Walk Alone tattooed on their arms. It's changed slightly because it's a symbol of our friendship as well as our support for the club. Obviously I couldn't have that tattooed on my arm playing for Atletico, but they gave me this armband as a present for my last birthday.
a group of friends make a pledge of their friendship with YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE support..wow~~...i always said something like this to liyana and also as a support to hani..huhu...
12 April, 2007
nearly settle
a'kum n ello..
so...some of the probs before nearly settle..but when i thought the person who knows me best is the 1st person who will be the 1st person to alright about it..but my thought TOTALLY wrong..!..haish...i thought when i said sorry...it will be alright...and when she said 'it was nothing'...i thought something will be fine...but nope..it becoming worse...if she thinks ignoring will settle everything...that is fine for me...but her ignorance is happen to be selfish to the ppl whom she ignore;mainly,ME!...i'm very sorry to say this to you,ok...but all of this things happen to suffocate me...i tried to make you comfortable by doing something that will make you comfortable...but it just happen to give the opposite effect to you...so..i just dunno what to do...maybe i said having fun,but i didn't say u have to be selfish n not trying to get involve...but u're totally IGNORING me...haish2..
i think i nearly explode..
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!
i feel better...
thanks to liyana for listening to all of my bengangs in this 2 days..u're the best...i just hope u won't see my bengang face again after this especially after i see ur concern face today...n really though..now i know how important farahin is to me...where is she anyway..?..now i remember;she's in this koperasi camp thingy...miss her...farahin!!i want chocolate!!!
anyway..the whole class is totally buzzing about this person...not just the whole class,the whole school knows about it...ppl is thinking to do something to him..but i just hope i'm not one of the person who tried to make bad things to him..especially with his birthday nearly here n all..[oh!where is my earphones?!?!]...anyway..i already experience this bad attitude of his before..so..i don't want to get involve with all of the ppl's plan...TQ!
liverpool won against psv!!..wuhhooo!!...they'll meet chelsea at the semi-final of the CL and the 1st n 2nd leg will be at stamford bridge and anfield..huhu..the latest showdown of the 2 nemesis!..but like usual...mourinho already started the psychology attack...and benitez just answer one thing"i am looking forward for the chelsea clash"...haha...i love that response...it just make me happy to know this kind of person is leading liverpool to be the best..huhu..
so...some of the probs before nearly settle..but when i thought the person who knows me best is the 1st person who will be the 1st person to alright about it..but my thought TOTALLY wrong..!..haish...i thought when i said sorry...it will be alright...and when she said 'it was nothing'...i thought something will be fine...but nope..it becoming worse...if she thinks ignoring will settle everything...that is fine for me...but her ignorance is happen to be selfish to the ppl whom she ignore;mainly,ME!...i'm very sorry to say this to you,ok...but all of this things happen to suffocate me...i tried to make you comfortable by doing something that will make you comfortable...but it just happen to give the opposite effect to you...so..i just dunno what to do...maybe i said having fun,but i didn't say u have to be selfish n not trying to get involve...but u're totally IGNORING me...haish2..
i think i nearly explode..
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!
i feel better...
thanks to liyana for listening to all of my bengangs in this 2 days..u're the best...i just hope u won't see my bengang face again after this especially after i see ur concern face today...n really though..now i know how important farahin is to me...where is she anyway..?..now i remember;she's in this koperasi camp thingy...miss her...farahin!!i want chocolate!!!
anyway..the whole class is totally buzzing about this person...not just the whole class,the whole school knows about it...ppl is thinking to do something to him..but i just hope i'm not one of the person who tried to make bad things to him..especially with his birthday nearly here n all..[oh!where is my earphones?!?!]...anyway..i already experience this bad attitude of his before..so..i don't want to get involve with all of the ppl's plan...TQ!
liverpool won against psv!!..wuhhooo!!...they'll meet chelsea at the semi-final of the CL and the 1st n 2nd leg will be at stamford bridge and anfield..huhu..the latest showdown of the 2 nemesis!..but like usual...mourinho already started the psychology attack...and benitez just answer one thing"i am looking forward for the chelsea clash"...haha...i love that response...it just make me happy to know this kind of person is leading liverpool to be the best..huhu..
- xabi alonso is becoming hotter n hotter!
- daniel agger is becoming hotter n hotter!
- hoho..liverpool have two hotties!!
- taiki made me thrilled again!!!!huhu...TQ!!!
- however,something spoiled it....
- akmali is becoming gile n gile....but i'm happy that she is alright now...*hugzz u back!*
- i want chocolate!
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