people~

A'kum n ello..

i have plenty to say..but maybe i'll make it short or not even say about it..

i have this online friend that i already known for some times already...and this girl kinda think like she is my close friend,or even understand me in everything...and always tell me,'if you have any probs,tell me'..thanks for the care,but it'll be a lil bit a problem for me to tell her my probs...i mean,we barely know each other...but still,okay,i try not to mind...but she's like want to know ALL MY PROBLEMS!..and worst,she's like forcing me to tell her my probs...

i don't want to say it cos i kinda like being rude but still,WHO THE HELL IS SHE TO FORCE ME??

da~..
some ppl just can't understand a people privacy...personal's prob is a private matter..u can't force people to tell u what's the matter...especially towards someone that you barely know...anyway....another thing that made me pissed off,she told me "its ur bad if you don't want to tell me"...

now,now..
who is she to say what's bad and what's not about my choice of people to tell my probs with...?
maybe she thinks i'm a crazy person cos tell my blog all my probs...or maybe she even feels jealous....da~
really such a drag...

and there this 1 girl at matrik..she always being too GEDIK!!!...you can say that she is kalut..but is an annoying way...i can bear it from the start...but i realized that she kinda makes it over-reacting like she wants some attention or something or maybe she thinks her behaviour is adorable or cute..GEDIK is more the suitable word for it....haish~..

haish...and i don't like my practicum~
thank you very much~
****** people they are...haish~

yeah~
i'm in a bad mood~..

i think people around me are like some suckers..
do things with motives...and just think about the benefits for themselves....haish...

and i kinda have to say that i now understand why people said something like "ko ni cam bdak kampung"...now here,when you say something like that,it's kinda like saying bad things toward kampung people...how about make you mind more global,and not just think about the positive thing,try think the negative thing also...maybe the person who create the sentence "ko ni cam kampung" want to show a wider view of kampung people...we have to think about the reason why he said something like that..is he jealous of the kampung people,so that's why he said something like that...?...or maybe he is a city person,and so he proud of the city and look down on the kampung people...how about we make our view wider,and think about the reason why people look down on kampung people...

let's see...in my experience of viewing the differents culture of matrik people and differentiating the way city and kampung people act...i have to say that kampung people is TOO DESPERATE!!...

i mean,the way they told others about having a boyfriend....and how proud they are....i'm not like being a anti-couple here...but yeah,you can't help but feeling proud about having a boyfriend....but just don't too over-talk about ur own boyfriend...arina told me that she only knew this girl for like a minute with a few hi and what's ur name....and the girl that she just met suddenly talk about her boyfriend...i mean,come on...are you that happy having a boyfriend that you even want to talk about it with a person that you're not even close with...??..heh...really tho...and from my observation also,i sense that this people love to lie...i can sense that nearly all my practicum love to lie....heh?...being hypocrite every moment is not healthy you know..?..you maybe won't know urself bcos too absorb of being a hypocrite...and also...they love to treat a small thing like a big thing...they love being on the spot,and so always try to make a conversation more mysterious...

its nearly like this story

b:dgr tak psl hal after solat jemaah tu?
c:nape?
b:tak dgr ke?
c:tak dgr papepun.nape2?
b:dgr cte orang tetibe bengang after that
c:hah?bengang?nape2?
b:ah~kt takleh btau.
c:eh?ape jadi?nak tau!
alia:nape?ape jd?nape bengang?
b:ah~~~takleh btau.nnt org marah.takleh2.takleh btau.
alia:heh?skit sgt ke org dtg solat jemaah tu smpai ade bengang2 ni..?
b:bkan2.tp ramai org bengang.
alia:then,nape bengang?
c:yela.nape bengang?
b:(dgn mata mysterious but besar) takleh.mende teruk
alia:ceh.btau direct jela.nak ngade2 camni plak.

n u can guess what i did after that.ignore the person and just live on with my life..
but in the end..found out,all those bengang2 are just crap...after the solat jemaah,people was suppose to meet...and when people gather,found out,it was only about voting for the ajk surau for the stupid pilihan raya..that's all...

i mean,do u need to be mysterious to tell people THAT?
haish~

k then..
ta!