malay?chinese?

A'kum n ello...

u know ah...there were times when i think i'm like an anti-malay like what people are saying rite now....

i said i don't mind about history and all,rite?i only mind about peaceful and all that sorts....
then....
i realized as i watched the everton vs Liverpool match...

i was watching the match,and it was 0-0...and suddenly my mind was thinking about the outcome of the match,and what will happen if we continue to be 0-0 or even lose the game...?....i was a lil bit terrified cos Liverpool might lose the race to win the league and maybe lose it to the scum~...and so,i nearly in tears,cos that Liverpool have a history of being champions of the English League(18 TIMES!) since the existence of the it(1900++ what,i dunno),thus making them the best English team in the England....cos they also have 5European cups...but still,without a league title for 20years,man utd is chasing them to beat that no.18....ah~~~!!!..

and so..i was praying really2 hard for Liverpool to beat everton,and in the end,they won the match cos torres was hot...haha~...

and then i realized,we have to defend our history....no matter how bad it'll become....
so i am malay,and for our race,we have to defend it..

[nicely said]

and then,a sudden realization occur within me....

i was talking with mak cik azah about my friends at kmpp...and she asked me,how was their exam...so i told her that xiuqi got 3.8 while others got worse than that.....mak cik azah kinda awe with xiuqi's result cos above 3.5 at matrik is very2 hard...and so,mak cik azah asked about the malay friends' result...sadly,i told her that many of them got bad results....and so,mak cik azah asked me,how does xiuqi study?(mind my english for this)...and so i wonder that myself...i stayed with her in our room at kmpp for 1 month only,but i saw her study...if you compare how hard she study and the other 2 malays(arina and yantie) study,the malays study harder than her...xiuqi is more relax and all..but she still got better than the malays....and so,why the chinese is better than the malay?....

is it the way of the malay?or the way of chinese?

i have to say,chinese have this way of study that really2 good....xiuqi even gave me some tips to score my chem's exam...but still,our meeting were not that long...and so,without her tips with me,i continue to slump in this evil chemistry bad result...

k then..
that stupid sister of mine is a jackass..
ta then!