karma eh?maybe

A'kum n ello...

man i'm tired...but i don't want to sleep...why?cos i don't want...u r not da reason for me to sleep~~..

what the hell~~

have u been in a mood where people asked you to do that and that...and you follow and when you asked that person to do something for you just for tiny bit,and that person that you helped many times,with ur sincere heart and all,and without u complaining and just a simple and direct ok,said to you "BUAT SENDIRI"...by other meaning "FUCK YOURSELF"...

heh~...this world is not what i hope it'll be right?...very2 sad~.....where is karma when people say it really exist....and to make it sadder,i'm a believer of karma but this kind of thing always happen to me...haish2....

this situation can also happen like this:you saw ur teacher that u always tried not to hate,and gave her a sincere 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM,CIKGU'...and then the teacher just nod...and at the end of the day,the teacher pissed of with you with no reason at all....kinda stupid when that happen rite?...it's not like u're being unsincere from the start...but things always happen like this...kinda sucks...but that's life....

it's like when ur favourite team will have an important match...and u desperately want them to win,and so u prayed hard for the team to win,even made a nazar and all...in the end,the team lose....and the moral of the story:don't try to get hard.just take life as it is...kinda sucks,but u can't blame fate about this...

cos like i said,IT'S FATE~!

u have to accept it and think it positively..move on and try to think about some improvement...really tho..

once,i thought about life...i want things to happen like i plan...like when i go out,i don't want hani to be late,but nope,things won't be that perfect..she'll definitely be 3 hours late or so....like i hope liyana to bring me chocs when we meet,nope,she'll never bring it...and when i think the day when we hang out will be perfect,nope,nothing perfect will happen...rarely things will go smoothly...something like,tickets for parking was missing,rushed to pray,'sorry dude,i don't have any money.lend me some?'...those kind of situations will definitely happen...

and as much as i hate it to happen,i can't help but smile that unfortunate things are predictable and kinda interesting when it happen...haha..

so that's that..

and i conclude my post by uploading this pics~

i'm currently reading this book...kinda interesting...cos u can relate ur life with this book...i mean,a girl try not to be a slut around her boyfriend can't help it when her own friends think the opposite(by thinking that a friend of them is a slut after having a boyfriend,eventho she's try not to be)(sounds complicated?it's not that complicated if you read the book)

kun aguero...real name:sergio aguero...i find it cute that he use his nickname KUN just bcos he loves anime..hahaha~!...aguero-KUN~!..hoho..btw,he's the hero when argentina beats brazil in the semi final of olympic just now...he's hot~!...bloody nice pass and all and tap in...ahah...he really knows where to be and where to put the ball in...hoho

and that's all..~!

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