if this iMac hang again...i gonna split it into two!!...haish...lucky my patience right now can be control...da~...i luv this computer very much,i really do...but the 128mb ram really have to increase!!!...if i change the memory to 512mb or 1GB...it'll be heaven...i can change the system from mac os 9.2 to mac os x....that'll be brilliant...i can even dowload songs and videos(any videos especially the o.c-i haven't watch the season3 yet)...and loaded as many manga that i want...really though...i really want to read manga 24/7...i don't care if it ecchi...:p
i was at school today eventhough it was saturday...did some decorating and painting for the class...got free foods from ckg sabarita cos i always talk about food...(i even took the curry puff home..hehe)...to be honest,i've done nothing...haha...i clean the window and even paint(just for awhile though cos a few drop of paints were on my face and also into my eyes-but luckily i'm a 4-eyed girl)...mostly i just sat on the desk and listen to the ipod...but later...there was this boy...came to our class...i dunno the reason he came to our class...but he suddenly said that aina did nothing for the class...i was surprise..but to make some confirmation if he chose the right aina or not...i look at his face a few times but his finger ponted at aina...so...i asked him,"aku?aku?aku ade buat pape tak?"...he just said,"ko ade gakla buat skit"...the whole class was bursting with voice that i've done nothing..i just laugh...haha...simpathy to aina that that boy didn't see her hardwork...haha...
in this few days...i was thinking..am i in love?....i dunno....i tried not to read any love stories right now cos i think it just pain me...stupid past crushes that made me feel like an idiot..hell to them....that's why when i told ppl...in this early age...it's better if u just use boys...cos it is just a waste of time to have that stupid love feeling in the early age...but u know me...i want a boyfriend?yup...but someone who really understand me...that's what i want..i told my friends about a 'guy' that i know...they met him right...my friends thought i'm into him...with all my blabbing about that guy...but nope,ppl...i dun think i like him..he is alright with many ppl adore him...but nope..don't want to fall to that guy...i just play around with him and wonder now,if that guy selfishly thinking i'm in love with him(i knew many guy-friends of mine who think i'm in love with him[but i'm not])....but that guy is a playboy anyway...play2 only...but now...i think maybe i like this one guy..-or maybe not...i just dunno...maybe i force myself to not think that i'm in love with him...or maybe not~...let the time flow anyway....if my palm is sweating,if my heart is doki doki,if my brain is crazy...maybe that's the answer: i'm in luv...haha....k,then...don't want to tell u more about that guy...i want to know how long can i keep this secret just to myself..huhu...ta!
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