Haven't blog for many many years. Though my Instagram is basically a blog with the long post there.
Anyway, I feel like typing cos I have Xiaomi Tab 7 that has cute casing and cute keyboard. And a white mouse too. (I just ordered a cute mousepad cost RM3 from shopee last night). So now I'm blogging.
I dunno if anybody still reads this blog but hey, let me rant. I feel like an author now. I'm active in Instagram now and only retweets things in twitter. I am a silent reader in Thread tho I occasionally commented some posts. But you know, I need some longer place to rant so I'm back to blogging.
Tbh I started blogging cos there is this situation that feels kind of high school happening among the group members now. Won't reveal who but that person is smart enough to know I am talking about her. But if you really read this, I just wanna say: nothing.
So I am now 36. The last 5 years, I didn't feel as old as this time. This is when I feel '"omg I have only 4 years to be 40!!!"
I'm in the best place in my life right now. I feel content. I am a responsible adult, who does not have the time to care about another nonsense except interesting gossip. I'm very busy right now. I dunno how I'm coping but I am actively working. i do rest at night and also during weekend. But I am super busy. I feel like work just added up all the time and now I feel like I have things that I might have missed. But that's a work matter. And so, cos of this busy-ness, I try to make time for myself. I socially go outside with my close friends or my family. Playing tourist at KL or playing cafe lover at TTDI. And this is how I managed my mental health. I will make an effort to socially be active. Though I choose to hang out with my friends instead of finding some online 'friends'.
That's basically my life right now: work, hang out, sleep, try to eat healthy.
Btw I am trying to eat healthy by eating smoothie with anlene milk, oat and dates. I did have some glow up ππ. And I am trying reduce my dessert intake. Those who knows me might know my favourite place to eat cake and right now I am trying to make the visit to eat there at least once in 3 months. It was actually working until my birthday arrived and I got 4 cakes in 2 days. I need to finish those cakes fast cos they are delicious and expensive so I think I might have some sugar spike now. Though not in the bad range yet or else I'll be in an unhealthy mode. I am still fat tho. Overweight fat tho, not obese fat yet.
Wow my sentences are so messed up. Oh well.
I'm blanking now. Might blog again.
What happened today? My boss gave me an extra RM10 angpow. π
Bye.
