Assalam and hello.
went to the market this morning. stopped by the bank to cash out some money and saw 2 black guys in front of the bank.
they did nothing, really. they were sitting and chatting with each other. normal stuff. but i told my maid who inside the car to lock the door.
it was ridiculous, really. we locked the door when we usually don't.
am i really that racist?
i remembered that time when i saw a group of Indians guys at the market trying to sell stuff. i locked the door too at that time.
is it bcos i was scared of them?
am i really that racist?
then i realized i think i usually did that whenever there's are motorcyclists or some men wandering around the car. i locked it whenever that happen.
the similarities in all these situations are that i only do this when there are men around me, excluding those i know. men, even Malay men. i don't trust them.
so i guess i don't trust men then.
now, is this sexist?
bye.
went to the market this morning. stopped by the bank to cash out some money and saw 2 black guys in front of the bank.
they did nothing, really. they were sitting and chatting with each other. normal stuff. but i told my maid who inside the car to lock the door.
it was ridiculous, really. we locked the door when we usually don't.
am i really that racist?
i remembered that time when i saw a group of Indians guys at the market trying to sell stuff. i locked the door too at that time.
is it bcos i was scared of them?
am i really that racist?
then i realized i think i usually did that whenever there's are motorcyclists or some men wandering around the car. i locked it whenever that happen.
the similarities in all these situations are that i only do this when there are men around me, excluding those i know. men, even Malay men. i don't trust them.
so i guess i don't trust men then.
now, is this sexist?
bye.
