liverpool lose but..

a'kum..just wanna blog a lil bit....just watch the blackburn vs liverpool match...liverpool lose...away lose again..but liverpool was unlucky not to win..xabi made 3 good shots that 2 hit the keeper n 1 hit the goalpost..haish2...i shouted like a crazy woman with all the chances that liverpool made...but not 1 of them went inside...lucky to blackburn for their win...not a bit happy with the ref...stupid though....that's rob styles to u...made a decision like he also played the game...haish2..lucky i have this blog....i was quite happy chelsea drew but liverpool lose..not a bit happy..but dun mind...i'm alright..huhu...

emi asked when i will gonna dream about teppei..to tell u the truth..i think i dream about him just once..that dream was he was my neighbour...haha..kinda want to dream about xabi..but when i think about it,i will have a vision of xabi n gerrard kissing after the CL final..da..!

• currently listening to exile's everything....

waste the time..

a'kum..ello...
currently watching chelsea vs reading..i wonder where is terry..is he sick..or jose just thinking the team can win even without him..hrm2....but they're winning right now though...but chelsea concede the goal easily though..haha..good for them..huhu..neway...i read amalina's blog..she felt like had to be happy with her life even with new mother and all..she just didnt like the way her father treat her new mother differently than her father treat her late mother...but that's normal though..my father also treat mak cik azah differently..just a lil bit though...cos my dad was kinder to my mum..maybe cos she was sick at that time..hrm...and it's easy for a stepdaughter to feel uneasy with a stepmum...cos she's not family....that's why..she's family alright...but not that family...(essien made an OWN GOAL!!!..chelsea 2 reading 2)...also chat with nabila(that belon bella)...she asked me if i ever think about suicide...hrm...if i say i thought about drugs for once...is that suicide?...i dun think that's suicide though..i just think that's relaxing-releasing u from pain...hrm...life is so hard...u just can't stand the pain...but i was childish at that time(children don't understand drugs though)...now after i told hani and farahin about it...(i told them looooong ago n also some ppl)...i know that drugs just stupid..that's why i don't like to eat any medicine..huhu...but anyway..i luv my life..i apreciate everything..i can say i have everything..i have a handphone,my own computer,an ipod,brain and also heart..plus i also have rm9000 plus rm2000++ in the bank..and i still have my siblings and a father..and also wonderful buddies...so...better i appreciate these more than ever...hehe..ta!

• final score:chelsea 2-2 reading...lose 2 points dey blues..
• liverpool match next!
• download tegomass' sunadokei,chocolate,hajimete no asa,tata young's cinderella,yui's rolling star,kaoru amane's taiyou no uta,exile's tada...(something)
• currently listening news' devil or angel
• someone already remember to buy me a chocolate...hehe..

things to do before i die....

when i was at school last year(2006 though,not really last year)..with those boring classes(forgive me)...and i took emi's notebook and i wrote some list..i dunno how much...but i just wrote it..haha...make me happy..i want to tear it from her book...but she didn't let me..but instead...she type one of them on her blog and she even comment each of it...and so..i copy it here...and i tell u why...hihi...

THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE~

= say sorry to all poeple i know
yup n yup...u can't die with ppl hating u,aite
= Pay all the debt. Haish, too many and i dunno how many poeple
err...next question,peep..
= keep all my precious' in one box and then make a name of it as the DEAD MAN CHEST
i have to make a list what's my precious are btw...
= Use all my savings to watch as many Liverpool matches as i want
this is a MUST!!!!
= travel to all the 5 places that i want
emi,africa is not in my list...but better go than not go....huhu..
= confess to the person that i like.
i dunno who...
= close all grudge
as i said before..i don't want any ppl hate me...
= read all interesting + fun manga
sorry...most of the manga i read were all ecchi..these are not my fault..the stories were good!
= read all princess Daries and Harry Potter Stories.
i don't want to know things that don't have any end....~
= meet Xabi and tell him that his hot. meet agger and tell him i have a crush on him. meet Hugh Jackman and the korean guy that their body are totally sexy.
i think that korean guy is kwon sang woo...his body is totally sexy!!...and xabi make me drool..!..and agger make me wants to slap him cos of his blurness...and hugh jackman...his wolverine character was soo cool!!
= tell paris hilton that she is cheap and apologize after that.
can't say much..
= have a ride on a lamborghini
hehe...the 2nd fastest car...but i have to ride it in america though..cos of the speed limit in msia..
= Publish the stupid duck book.
i'm sorry..i forgot where i put it...but i hope..
= search nathaniel Sheridan ( I mean, the real life him!)
...
he is sooo HOT!!
= after i die, try to date Jesse, the ghost.
a hot deadman..huhu..

lalala..!

moody but nvm

a'kum...ello....i dunno why my mood right now is like stupid....i like about my past...i feel embarass but it's the past..but when i think about my so-called friends...i feel like i want to kill them...i think they were being so full of themselves and just wanted to use me...i remember my nice,happy friendship when i was 11 yrs old...nice cos i'm the new girl...but really though...i have to admit that when a new student came to school...that person will be somewhat popular...i have to say i was like dat at that time...to tell u the truth..i was happy...but later on..i feel like i was being betrayed....the boys use me bcos i'm good with the teacher...and the girls also the same...and the boys also use me cos i always treat them with money...haha...shitty me at that time...i was like,stupid alia...try to impress the boys...haha...damn...my bestfriends at that time were cool...and bestfriends have to know each others secrets right..so i told them my crush..and damn...1 of them dated him....haha..stupid me...lucky they broke up and he end up with someone that has the same name with me...haha again...when i think about it..i feel like i'm a total stupid..but past is the past though..just forget it....but i just can't say that i like that so-called bestfren anymore..she was being un-bestfren..haha....nvm...i think i have to stop this moodiness maybe bcos i had slept on the floor for 3 consecutive nights...and i had a dream of him...mind you..this just show me i still thinking of him..man~..i better find myself a boyfren or i'll be thinking of this stupid lad again...

• download p.diddy ft nicole's come to me,utada hikaru's sakura drops,UVERworld's kimi no suki na uta...
• watching star wars 4&5...
• hani's kg banjir..
• amalina's mrsm banjir also..
• i have my bed back!
• liverpool win 2-0 n xabi alonso scored!!!

journey in pyramid..

a'kum...ello...my cousins,nani n nina are at my house right now...nina's fren is here also name khairun but we call her k-lun cos it's more easy to pronounce...haha...lucky this is nina and not her sis,izzah....izzah more noisy and talk a lot about lady's thing a lot..i'm not that feminine right now..hrm....sometimes these ppl annoy me...but sometimes i feel fun...maybe becos i don't like ppl come to my house...i like my friends come to my house...but prefer them to be self-service but not being rude...but my cousins...i told them just do what they want in my house...and they do it..but i was kinda annoyed when at 12AM...when the laptop was off...they on it without my permission and kinda upset that they also knew my password(cos my sis told them)..haish..but dun mind though...they make me happy sometimes..haha..they're funny...

went to sunway pyramid today...went with my cousins(and her friend) and my sis...nina met her boyfriend(she knows him from myspace) and khairun join her...me n the others bought movie tickets...before we bought them...we had a hard time to choose movies...i wanted to watch eragon..nani wanted to watch tentang bulan(i think that's what it called) and sis dunno what to watch..but both of them didn't want to watch eragon...and both me n my sis didn't want to watch that malay movie..so then we chose happy feet...haha...before we went to the cinema...we tried that osim thingy..the one that massage ur leg....hehe...kinda cool...we use it full 15min(i think)...and after we watch happy feet...we were kinda tired after too much walking...so we tried again that osim...haha....lucky nobody there remember us..huhu...at home after that...mak cik azah asked us what we buy...they were cheap stuffs sold there...SALE btw...i didn't buy anything though...i bought a lipgloss...hehe...cos the salesgirl was kind n friendly..so i bought it..oh!she even put some lipgloss on my lips and my sis said i looked good with it..so i think that's the one suits me...i was kinda upset that the last time i bought a lipsgloss..the lipgloss made my lips darker...haha...anyway..continue about mak cik azah...she looked at the things that nina bought...nina bought this small handbag cost rm45...when i knew the price..i was like'blurgh,waste some money'..but mak cik azah responded differently though..she said nina is ladylike...da....and mak cik azah also said that the 'girls in the house are not yet feminine'..and i told her i bought a lipgloss..she respond nothing..stupid~...but whatever...it's not like i bought it to be feminine or something..it just the salesgirl was kind..that's all...haish2....k bye..

• mak cik azah got a NOKIA N93 from her boss..just for awhile though...
• saw many japanese albums at pyramid..also saw kat-tun's album n arashi's 1st album
• currently download kanjani8's kanfuu fighting and tegomasu's whole single
• already download christina aguilera's hurt and panic at the disco's london beckoned_

Utada Hikaru-Boku Wa Kuma

a'kum..ello...hehe...found this pv...very2 kawaii!!!...lol...hehe..watch it!...kuma kuma~...

Mind thinking

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Modifying

Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

What's Your Thinking Style?

Modifying~...yeah right...if i can modify myself from sleepy to energetic...maybe i'll be a 100% genius...huhu..

use the time

a'kum..alo..just before...i read this manga...kinda ecchi...but whatever...there this story...snow falling...really2 sweet n cute..!...hehe...something like a playboy fall in love with a girl that really stick to 1 love...so...it was very sweet cos the boy was really desperate to have her...but the girl always hit his head or just threw the pillow to him..haha...that boy always said i want to make you the woman of my destiny etc etc...then later the girl found out that he has lung(or maybe heart,i forgot) problem...hrm..typical story...but very sweet...huhu...

anyway..the story of my life....very bored right now..i don't have the mood to open any book except this story book that i borrow from emi,the story of ember...i haven't read adventurous book for awhile now...so...i'm not really looking forward in reading it...but the story is alright...yesterday,went to my acu's house...haven't went there for almost a month or so...we ate nasi ayam for dinner...damn good!!!..luv it!!...and that's all..

cos star movies shows star wars saga thingy right now...my day also full by watching star wars...already watch the 1st movie on star wars...so i watch the 2nd star wars yesterday...i had to watch it cos i can't watch the 2nd this sunday cos liverpool match will be held on that day...hehe...kk...liverpool vs arsenal at anfield tonight...better sleep well...k..ta!

• dunno what songs to download anymore
• wanna buy kekkon dekinai otoko(unmarried man) dorama
• or maybe densha otoko(train man) dorama...
• or maybe both
• dunno what story books to read
• hope not that adult
• but teenagers books sometime make me annoyed..
• haha...

Life for today

a'kum..ello...hehe..kinda happy n nervous right now...huhu..barcelona vs liverpool...huhu..very2 interesting match...i knew the last time liverpool met barca...when they drew 0-0 at nou camp..but liverpool lose to them at anfield 3-1 though..but that was when liverpool in a bad state against spanish teams...but now..they'll be a VERY2 GOOD team cos rafa the spanish magician knew them very well..huhu...rafa,the best manager in the world...not that i already realize this now..i always realize this always..huhu...

anyway..just now..i mean minutes before..i called halimah..my long old friend when i was in primary school..we talk a lil bit bcos she had to go to kajang..da...tried to call liyana...but she's not home..then called hani..i knew hani at her kampung..but then..there was someone answer the phone..and her sis answer it and said"hani takde..dia jaga nenek dia kat kampung"...she was trying not to laugh though,i can sense that..but still.it mean she didn't want to talk to me..no matter...so..i called emi...hehe...kinda funny cos we always 'talk' using the internet..not the phone...haha..!!...neway..kinda cool cos we talked about japanese...haha...talked about that NEWS ABAKE thingy...huhu..very2 nice..!!..n also cute!!..koyama was being talkative..!!..huhu...just now also..my bro talked about cicakman...he said it was very funny and the graphic was totally cool...and he said maybe they will be cicakman 2...haha..just like spiderman~..huhu...kk..that's all..!..ta!

• download mangas from strawberryvanilla.net..too many ecchi i tell u..
• tomorrow will go to batu pahat
• baked a chocolate cake today
• delete some songs from ipod..

Daniel Agger's Interview

A'kum...found this in the Liverpool msg board...there this man translate an article of a danish reporter while interview daniel agger...kinda funny yet low profile also..huhu...

(Taken from Danish newspaper Ekstra Bladet 10 November 2006 (days before Denmark played Czech Republic and just after Agger’s goal against Birmingham). The journalist calls Daniel on the phone…

The reporters introduction:
It’s not easy doing an interview with Liverpool’s taciturn Dane Daniel Agger. He has the same amount of words as in an advert for a supermarket:

That was a pretty well taken goal, wasn’t it?
‘I think so, yes. It’s always nice with an extra game.’

So, you will play for Liverpool in the next game, right?
‘What..? Well, I have no idea at all.’

What do you think?
‘I don’t know. You’d better talk with the manager.’

I haven’t got his number I’m afraid…
‘Well, then you’d better come over here, right?

Sure. But haven’t you been told whether you are in or out of the next rotation?
‘I don’t know if we have rotation system. We change a lot. I would like to play every game, but I have no idea if I’m in the team next Sunday.’

What’s the clubs highest priority?
‘Matches. All of them. I’m always interested in playing matches. We are a lot of players…’

Are you in the team or not?
‘Call me on Sunday.’

When?
‘After the game.’

Are you fit to play against the Czechs in Prague?
‘ There’s nothing a matter with me. Not like that. But maybe you didn’t notice I broke my wrist against Liechtenstein?’

Well yes, now that you mentioned it! How are you doing?
‘I’m playing with a splint.

What’s it made of?
‘I don’t know, but its very light’.

Plastic?
‘Maybe. It’s light.’

Then you should have one on the other arm, right?
‘Yeah, it will help to keep the balance… No, it’s certainly not an advantage to me…’

How long will you have to play with that?
‘For a while’.

Haven’t they told you a number of weeks?
‘No.’

How did you brake your hand?
“I have no idea.’

Didn’t it hurt?
‘Oh yes.’

You were out for treatment…
‘Yep, for two seconds…’

And then you played on?
‘Yes.’

But you still want to play this international?
‘You bet I do.’

haha....very funny this man....i luv him instantly!!!...
don't worry xabi.i still adore you! XD

show you how good agger is..

Life...

a'kum...ello...read something on the internet about 5 prostitutes got killed by a serial killer in ipswich,britain...this can be somewhat annoying cos 5 prostitutes was killed by a raper...da...this can be stupid...unlucky for these kind of women to face their life...but lucky for the females who already realize their own specialty ie dignity....but still...a worldwide news though...also read about princess diana's death...the conspiracies and theories about her death...really though...she already died...ppl talk about her death and all...i don't think she can rest...blame those ppl n all...but i don't see 1 ppl went into the jail...haish2...life...too many things to see and meet...but the joy of life....u just can't have enough of it...for me..life is a test...it is about making choices...any choice that u make is ur future and eventhough risky or not...it's ur responsibility to answer it..that's my opinion...sometimes i choose risky things over non-risky...and i can't cope with it...but at the end...there's something new i will found out..so....this is all the meaning about learning from the past...and 1 main thing i learn from the past is make it simple..that just brilliantly good..huhu...

read daniel agger's interview...very2 interesting...very low profile player and i can see how passionate he is towards football...haish2...my brain blank with words and ideas...so..tata!

2.44pm,nearly sleepy

a'kum...hello...VERY,VERY BORED!!!!..i don't have the mood to TIDO!!!...haish2..!!...something good happen anyway..just got a message from celcom that my phone no. already register and i got RM5 free..huhu...lucky me~...bcos b4 this...if u register b4 30Nov,u will have RM5 free...but i already register last sunday..so,it was kinda lucky for me..Alhamdulillah..!..hehe...

my mind full of list right now...i remember i have this wish to go to 5 Places In the World...the places that i really2 want to go...

1. Mekah-to cleanse my soul
2. Liverpool-no need to tell u-la..
3. Danau Toba-the place that was naturally made after an eruption of volcano
4. Niagara Falls-want to see the VIEW
5. Great Wall-just want to put my foot on it b4 it collapse

emi recommend to my sis this web..some quiz...http://www.comclub.org/lj/fsquiz.php..kinda cool...my result was like this..

• xabi is the one that you love.
• teppei is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about hani.
• liyana is the one who knows you very well.
• ah hin is your lucky star.
• YNWA is the song that matches with xabi.
• wherever you will go is the song for teppei.
• someday is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and jingle bell is the song telling you how you feel about life.

hehe...haish..nothing to say..ta!

• download orange range's hana n some english songs
• yamapi's new hair really funny!
• got rm10 from mak cik azah's sis..THANK YOU!
• my bro mad at me cos i ilangkan his dragon ball vol.12
• da!

ANNoying stinky woman;selfish

a'kum..i really don't have the mood to STUDY!!!!!!!!...haish2...n just now...mak cik azah nag like stinky-woman saying something like don't follow ur mood or anything..haish2...i can follow her words but my ego towards her really strong..if that words come out from other person's mouth,maybe i can consider it...but that words were from her and so bcos of this ego that i have,no way i will follow it....haish2...she is an annoying woman....selfish,to tell u the truth..my maid already has this sense of feeling to runaway from my house..i can't blame her...the woman is annoying...haish2...i dunno how long this hypocrite character of mine can handle this...hope my life after spm won't be as hell like my bros....i just hope not...kk...ta!

top10 fav.movies

a'kum..ello...today is monday and it's afternoon right now...n i'm bored...apis,my bro's friend chat with me right now and he is being mental...totally sympathetic to him cos of his mental disorder but nvr mind..that's what he's all about..read ainun's blog before...she's absorb into her studying...hell,i know just 9 months for spm...in it's about future n all...i also feel the aura(if this the right word?) right now...i already decided to surf the internet not more than 1hour...but like usual...i already surf it more than that...haha..me,the stupid-untrustworthy mouth...huhu...but i really decided to study today...but later will go to liyana's house to enjoy a lil bit...so...maybe will study tonight.(i really doubt that)...huhu...very bored..so..i had this idea like princess mia always play with her bestfren,___(i 4got what her name is)...I'LL MAKE A LIST!!..haha...pretty bored,that's what i am right now..huhu..i make it top10 all-time fav. movie...haha...

1. The Last Samurai-i know u all dun like it..but i like adult-action movie..(not that lovey,dovey adult)..and bcos my interest about samurai...i like this movie very2 much and all the dialogues are very2 good...
   
   Algren: You want me to kill Jappos, I'll kill Jappos.
   Colonel Bagley: I'm not asking you to kill anybody.
   Algren: You want me to kill THE ENEMIES of Jappos, I'll kill THE ENEMIES of Jappos... Rebs, or Sioux, or Cheyenne... For 500 bucks a month I'll kill whoever you want. But keep one thing in mind: I'd happily kill you for free.
   
2. The Terminal- another adult-movie...i'm sorry~...but this movie really funny!!!!!...tom hanks really2 good!!!....stuck in a terminal...lucky he was genius enough how to settle himself...huhu...i dunno what i'll doing in klia for 9 months(+ living there)....i'll live of course if the muffin they sell there only cost 30sen and not rm5.80...
3. Kuch2 Hota Hai-mate,i'm sorry...when my mum was alive...i pretty much watch all bollywood movie..and this movie made me happy all the time...huhu...i pretty much memorize all the lyrics...hehe...and in this movie made me start how handsome shah rukh khan is..hahah!!..n i luv kajol n that count-the-stars boy(high 5,liyana!)
4. Harry Potter & chamber of secret-the 2nd harry potter was better than other HP i watched....the goblet of fire was okay..but they change it more than i expected...the 2nd change less and the movie also funny....that Prof. Lockhart really put the character well above than i expected...huhu...n btw,oliver wood character was more alive in this movie than others...cutie-coo!
5. TaeGukGi-the best korean movie ever!!...i cried harder than ever..!!..this was the saddest movie i ever watched!!!!!....i use nearly 1 whole box of tissues...huhu....n i even not ashamed of myself to cry in front of my bro..huhu...
6. Lord Of The Rings-all the trilogy...best2..!...at 1st i don't want to watch it..but later i watch it and then i was absorb into it...the sword,the arrow-nice2!...huhu....(nothing much to say)
7. Wasabi-hehe...very2 funny movie...the frenchman had a japanese daughter after his late-japanese-wife leave him a girl...kinda nice to see ryoko hirosue spoke in french...these japanese ppl really good in french but really bad in english,haish2....
8. White Chicks-my God,i'm sorry!...the movie really stupid but still won't made me bored..huhu...blackman change to whitewoman...hahahahahah....a lil bit racist but still awesome...huhu...."WELCOME TO AMERICA!"
9. Underworld-Kate Beckinsale really beautiful!!!!...i have to admit...i really wish to be like her..hahahaah..her accent really2 sexy,i think maybe better than angelina jolie..haha...and she looked so pure n can even beat the miss world..huhu...kk..the story-line;VERY2 COOL!!!.vampire vs werewolf....really2 cool
10. Just Like Heaven-this movie made me had a crush on mark ruffalo...very2 nice movie..light-hearting n all..i like it..hehe..funny when he can't said 'pneumathorax' but instead he said 'pneumathurman'...huhu..

kk...i know these all are not ur fav movie...but hey,i like it and that's all matters...huhu...ta!

Embarassing Momentos...!

A'kum n ello...i'm bored right now...so..i was just thinking about my embarassing moments...hahah..k...i know this is stupid...but i was like thinking about the past then i was like making a top10...haha!!...i'll try to make it top10 then...

1. when i was 10yrs old,i wrote this stupid love letter.HAHAHAHA...!...i don't want to tell i wrote for whom...but the most embarassing thing was...a friend of mine read it while i was doing my music test and later i tore it from the book n trash it into the bin..but later..i found out...2 classmates of mine(at that time) read it(cos they found it on the bin [-_-]' !!!!!!!!...they told me they knew it was from me cos the paper(the hell of me) was green(unlike other paper that is WHITE) n the only person that has a green-paper notebook was only ME!....
2. this time it was when i was 12yrs old...an ex-bestfren of mine pissed with me and her boyfren cos she read my diary that i wrote i hate her..and then she always knew i like her boyfren..(HEHE,u ppl know him ;p)...then later..i apologize to her by writing a letter and also i wrote to her boyfriend to apologize..i know there was nothing to apologize about..but when i think about it till now..i always think that was the 1 of the most stupid thing i've ever done!!!!(u already made him know that you like him,alia-san!!)
3. i thought other person as my uncle...ok~...this was a common misunderstanding..but i always think this was stupid...at that time..i was in section19(my old house)..at that time i was playing badminton then later i saw this man rode a motorcycle and i thought that was my uncle and i yell on top of my lungs(cos of confidence) saying "PAK UTIH!PAK UTIH!" then later that motor-man doing nothing and went inside my neighbour's house...just then i realize he was not my uncle.....da!!!!my dad laugh at me VERY,VERY HARD and i was mad at him until he realize that he made me mad....haha..(stupid again!)
4. i thought other person as my 1st bro...same like no.3 but it was not that embarassing cos my sis n 2nd bro always talk bout it n i nvr felt like blushing when thinking bout it..hehe...i saw this guy that drove a car just like my mum's citroen...then i was like chasing after that car,yelled"AMIN!AMIN!!" cos i was too excited at that time,i shout on top of my lung....n the driver even look at me...but later my sis told me that's not my bro...and i told her that he was...but then when we got home(we were walking home from mall at that time)..we saw his car and i asked him if he went out..he said no...~...haha~
5. my siblings read my diary....da!!...i put all my hearts on that diary..!!!...i wrote how much i hate that n that..n also i put all the names of my crushes...haha..!!..believe me~...i was too stupid to have my own mates at school as my crushes..haha..!!!
6. i know i'm no beauty...but i always think this as UNACCEPTABLE!!...this time i was in bali..i know i look weird for the bali peeps cos i wore tudung..and this lil girl...i smile at her just to show that i'm friendly and also cos i love kids...but that lil girl~~....she laugh at me..!!!...i dunno what the hell until i saw her father put a hand on her mouth to stop her from laughing,then i realize on the spot that laugh was not a smile-back,but an INSULTMENT!!
7. my period-blood leak from my uniform skool..haha...at that time i haven't realize it...there this boy saw it n said that,"alia,ko berak"...haha...i just laughed at him cos i thought he was kidding and i'm not even checking behind me...UNTIL..a friend of mine told me there's blood behind me...haha~....that boy~..lucky he was stupid enough to think that just some shit...haha...
8. when i was trying to impress my new friends when i already move to a new school..i lied to them though...just to impress..it's not that easy to make new friends when you're in new school...i'm not a good n popular person in school...my bestfriends in section19 use me FYI...so i'm not that good person when i move...hee...n so..i made up lies n lies n one of them was this stupid thing that even other ppl believe n that was,"michael schumacher is my friend.we always contact each other"....hahahahahahah...when i thought about it..it was not embarassing but funny...haish~..
9. this time...i think this can be THE MOST EMBARASSING...when steven gerrard said he wanted to leave liverpool..i email-ed to sportscenter that i hate gerrard n i dun even care if he leave cos we have didi hamann n xabi alonso(at that time)....i put all my angry comments to sportscenter..then later...on the evening...the liverpoolfc.tv web show that steven gerrard won't leave and gerrard said,"i don't want to leave(or sumthing like dat)"and i was like..damn!...but still i was happy cos he said he wanted to stay...then later i send another email to sportscenter that i apologize for the last email cos gerrard not leaving..at that time i was thinking if all those emails will be shown on tv..but luckily..no stupid email like that was shown...so..phuih~~
10. this was stupid.. a friend of mine...i dun want to say his name but i just put it as N so that u ppl know...haha..!..i told him that if ur palm is larger than ur face...u will die early..so..like a nature thing to do..he put his palm on his face...then i try to slap him...stupid him...he put off his palm from his face..so then i slapped his mouth instead...air liur was on my own palm and i was like WEIH!...haha..still thinking it right now cos i think if his gulrfren knew about this,she'll be more mad..haha..

kk..that's all then..haha...maybe some of them not really that embarassing..but it still make me laugh secretly and shy2 after that..haha...ta!

bored but nvm.

a'kum..elo..huhu...kinda bored right now..not really comfortable cos i haven't bathe yet...haha. ..i'm just too lazy...k...better tell u some stories about my trip to sabah...something that maybe u all didn't know yet....in sabah..anything that you eat...especially rice..they will give you extra small-bowl of soup at the side of ur dish...i was surprise when they put it suddenly...i thought they put some wrong order or something..but nope..later mak cik azah told me that that was like a tradition in sabah...i dunno if it just sabah cos my mak ngah didn't put any bowl-of-soup while she eat(but maybe just in kk)....i also went to pulau manukan..just like pulau perhentian,all the things they sold there were expensive....bought sandals that pretty-much like slipar jepun that cost rm12.50...da...even that mamee monster thingy cost 80sen unlike in shah alam that sell it 20sen only...whoa...that hotel was kinda annoying though..cos every moment,they will have blackout...some stupid thing happen...when i was like,too excited when watching the liverpool match on the tv at 11pm...just minutes after bellamy scored;BLACKOUT!...shit!!!...and bcos i subscribe celcom LFC alert..i got a sms saying,LFC:Craig Bellamy-right foot(right low of goal) WIG 0-2 LIV...da...blame the blackout...but lucky after 5minutes or so...the power is back until the end of the match..thank God!...that's the story in Pulau Manukan~

then 2 days after dat..we went to Gunung Kinabalu...cos we're not that adventurous...so...we didn't climb it....i think it was most bcos of mak cik azah...being gedik all the time...haha...it was cold!!....very cold...colder than genting,even...at the hotel..nothing much to do cos when we tried to go jalan2 at night at that time..the place was surrounded with kabus..bcos we can't help oursleves from being too cold...we're back to the room n watch tv..nothing good was on at that time...lucky noi n emi sms with me...n at 7am that morning...mak cik azah called us to watch outside of the window and saw the Gunung Kinabalu's peak...i was kinda thought that the peak was like 'sharp' peak...but nope...not really that curam...hours after that..we went to poring hot spring...my 1st thought was that place was like an onsen..but DREAM ON!..not even!...haish2...but still..the place was being renovated at that time..so...apologize xcepted~...we went for a canopy walk..to go there,we have to walk 700++m to go there..da..nearly 1km....and on that canopy walk...mak cik azah was too slow..at 1st i was being kind,not to try her slow walk make you mad..but da!....she walked like a grandma!!...too slow!!..(haish2,forgive me)...i thought maybe the tourists there will laugh at mak cik azah cos of her slowliness...but nope..i think they're more slow...they even shout on that jambatan gantung...talking about coward~haish....k..that's all..tata!

• my dad's car broke down after we got off from the airport..
• today's tusyen akaun was like errr
• tomorrow have bio tusyen at mawar
• a south korean athlete(equestrian) died in the doha games
• that indian men eliminated from amazing race asia
• bought psychometrer eiji's vol7 n meg cabot's 1-800-where-r-u in sabah(books cheaper)

sabah bye2!!

a'kum...n ello..already back from sabah n right now it's already 3.58am..huhu...kinda don't have the mood to sleep...maybe becos i alrady slept in the plane before..huhu...i think i blog about all the things in sabah later..haha...just talk some stupid thing then...on the airplane to kk...tried usha some handsome men cos i was bored...haha...stupid~...the steward was far the most handsome...hehe...i dunno if he is muslim or not....but his nama is kinda like christian name...but mak cik azah told me that all the stewardess n stewards sometimes change their name to more glamour name...exampla:the stewardess name is hayati,but she change it to sylvia...haha..!...maybe that can be true cos i read in some magazines that models do this too..huhu...no handsome peeps in sabah though...met koreans n japanese ppl n also hong kong peeps...but none of them make me 'happy'....i can say that malaysia-own-chinese man the most handsome..haha!...wth that sabah peeps done to me!!...met some mat salleh also...kinda cute also...but just average...hai hai~....haha...neway...the flight to kk was very boring!!...i totally regret my own decision not to bring story books!...i also forgot that we can play the laptop...haish2...neway...dunno what to say..just that...tata..!

• thanx to the peeps who sms with me...
• ps:emi,sorry i haven't reply ur sms...my kredit not enuf to send any sms to maxis...(-.-)"
• thanx for blogging..!
• ainun,do u want me to change ur blog layout?
• have to study after this..
• the car broke down on my way home from klia...shit~.....very bad car!
  

hours for holiday...

a'kum..ello....just wanna blog for before i go to sabah...dunno what will happen to me without internet for 7 days..da..!!!....but i hope my life there will be fun though...we will go to pulau gaya and also maybe climb the mount kinabalu...huhu..neway..just read the newspaper...the ministry said next year SPM candidates can only take 12 subjects only..huhu...i take 12 subjects alright...hani take 13...so..maybe she'll have to drop seni..hrm2....yesterday saw that det. conan real life cd..cos i didn't have any money...so i didn't buy it...da...but dun mind..i'll try to buy it though..hope later i'll found the same cd and hopefully the next time i find the same cd the price will be below than rm15..huhu....read naruto's latest chapter...kakashi the coolest!...huhu..n that naruto still stupid enough to care about sasuke...but really though..that's friendship....how bad they are,they still ur friends....i remember my time when i have new friends at sks6 when i move to seksyen9....kinda awkward though..i always thought hani was annoying at that time..now,look at us..we're best friends....!..haha...neway...i dunno anything to buy when i'm in sabah later...so...just see the cheapest,then later buy..hehe...and hope this holiday really put off my mind about SPM...cos really though..i watched that team medical for a lil bit and i really want to be a doctor!..huhu..oh,yeah!..my dad said that if i want to study in liverpool...it will be very difficult and certainly that university won't choose stupid and failure person like me..hehe....no matter..!..gambatte!...

• sms with me pls while i'm there..maybe i'll be bored...(but i haven't top up yet (^-^))
• TEPPEI my cutie!
• emi,hani in b.pahat right now..how about u ask her to buy arashi's poster..
• ALWAYS UPDATE UR BLOG PEEPS!..i wanna know what u're doing..
• fatin aqilah,tell me how is the bio tuition...
• chewing gum!

CINTA is Letting Go

a'kum..lo...u can say that today was a weird day for me... it started with me going to Jusco Bkt Raja at 10am and went back there at 9.++pm...haha...confuse or don't understand?...hehe..but before i begin my journey of my weird life...that fatin aqilah make a new blog...huhu...hope she'll update everyday..haha...me~~...the person who luv to read ppl's blog..

i went to Bkt Raja with my sis and cousins to watch the new malay movie,Cinta...kinda unique that story...so...tried to watch..bought the tickets 50mins before the movie started..so..we went to the bookstores and also Speedy...saw this japanese drama..that nishikodo ryo in it..so...wanted to buy..paid it with all my savings...and later my savings just have 10sen only..haish2...maybe i was too excited at that time..so i didn't watch if the cd has a subtitle or not~~
kay..i watched the movie..ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT!!...if i can give any stars..i gave 5!...huhu...all the stories about all those couples...all of them really good..the director really have the right timing to put the sad and the happy...love the old couple...and believe me..all the men in it really made it romantic..made me think a lil bit that pierre andre is hot...!..haha....then later...went home~.
after awhile...i watched that jdorama i bought...haha~...when i watched the dorama..i was like,"alisa"..then my sis said,"alia"..then i said"alisa"..my sis said"alia"...then we both were like WHAT!?!...NO SUBTITLES!!!...da...i was very frustrated....i cried though..haha..cos now i know what it feel like when ur OWN money been robbed...huhu...my sis told my dad bout it...he laughed..!...seriously..HE IS MY FATHER!!..but he was kind though..he took us to Bkt Raja back and we change back the cd to the other cd...i change that cd to this jdorama called Onayomi Diary(i think it was Onayomi;i forgot)....i chose it cos teppei in it..haha!!....

already pack for the holiday to sabah...tomorrow~..huhu...my dad told me he won't leave to jeddah tomorrow...so..he'll be with us to say Happy Holiday at KLIA...hrm..just hope he give me enough money to shop..haha...k then..babai..!

• download Mika Nakashima's Hitoiro
• really2 addict to that Anaesthetic song!!!
• Liverpool drew to Portsmouth da...but lucky arsenal lose for another 2 games in a row...huhu...why no skool eh..wanna tease that stupid afiq...
  

missing..

a'kum...lo...the usual ppl now blog!..huhu..forgot already why fatin hashim haven't blog for awhile...it was bcos she was grounded cos of her exam result..hrm2...can't say much about it..cos i don't mind about breaking few rules of my parent..cos eventhough they said grounded..haha...they say it like 'u can't but really though,u can'...sumthing like dat~...haha...anyway...the reason why emi didn't for the whole week was bcos she was in the northern of malaysia...holiday~...haish2...she forgot to tell me..da~..why ppl tend to forget about me eh..i always remember about them..last time,hani forgot to tell me her new phone no.(not really new,cos it was her sis' no. before that..than she trade with her)...but nvm though...emi said she bought a souvenire for me..hehe....that's all matters...huhu.

tomorrow will be a lil bit bz cos me n my sis will join my cousins to the cinema tomorrow...wanna watch that malay movie CINTA...kinda unique..so..try to watch eventhough it's a malay movie..huhu...wanna watch the love between the orang tua(s)...huhu...n also bz cos i will pack for my holiday to sabah this friday..i'll be in sabah for 7days with mak cik azah,my sis n nani...maybe we will go to this island in sabah..i think it called pulau gaya...and Insyaallah we will climb the mount kinabalu..huhu...maybe we'll meet the liverpool legends..!!..huhu..

last saturday..when i was watching the liverpool vs man city match...my dad told me that whatever happen...i MUST go to university..whoa!...i will!...then he suddenly said...if he had money,he will buy a house in Perth..so...other meaning than holiday or moving,it also mean i have to choose a university in Australia...da!!!..i want LIVERPOOL!!..i told my dad about study at liverpool..also put a reason that the university is famous of it medical studies..but he said the weather there is very bad(other meaning:teruk)...da....but whatever..already told about my 'partner in crime' about this...(that's hani btw)...and she said..(she asked before what he meant by 'teruk'.i told her it mean too cold;liverpool is in northern britain anyway)....and she just said"sejuk ok la tuh"...haha...i think she really want an air-cond for her room..huhu...bye then!

• liverpool vs portsmouth at 4am this thursday...(not in tv)
• wanna borrow some story books to read when fly to sabah
• really,really want to borrow emi's bro's ipod charger...PLS!!..
• still haven't buy that det. conan real life cd...
  

bitter end...sweet!

a'kum...ello...haven't blog for awhile....raya already end...no feeling for the ending...but like usual...starting always the happy...ending always the sad..haish2...thought that the last day of raya will visit helly's house cos amalina already went to her house and she got rm10...haha..u can't waste that much of money!!..but still..my plan didn't work for that day..cos my dad took me n my sis to kl on that day...haha!!...

we went there by komuter...and saw something stupid cos i saw some form3 peeps from skool...not that i mind them much...but they were annoying..bye2 them...anyway...we went to pasar seni 1st cos my dad went to HSBC bank to talk about his credit card...then...my dad asked us to choose some thing about redemption thingy cos my dad's HSBC points are 49000....so..we choose 3 things..and those are perfume(givenchy or guvinchy.i dunno but the bottle is colourful),a foldable hairdryer and a bag for me cos i dun want to buy a new bag for next year..huhu...then my dad asked us which one will we go,klcc or ptaling street..emi n hani told me that in ptaling street has this place that sell cheap jdoramas...so...i told my dad i want both...and he said ok...so..we went to ptaling street...found these cd shops...cheap..even that hana yori dango dvd is only rm21..but cos my sis don't want to watch hana yori dango cos has kissing scene..so..no buy..haish..the main thing was i wanna buy tiger&dragon...but nope...the place just sell the cd...no dvd for tha dorama...kinda frust cos i dont like vcd...i like dvd cos better....so..maybe bought the cd later..huhu...went to klcc after that..my father said lets buy books at kinoki...haha...he just lazy to say the exact word and that is kinokuniya..really though..kinoki..haha...bought the clique 4th series,the invasion of boys snatchers...then...bought blue jeans for me n my sis...then..back home..met the form3 again...they were noisy...my father dunno them..so he asked,bdak tu skolah mana...me n my sis just laugh...haha..(we told him after that)..

• liverpool win n me happy again!!
• emi gone..where the hell is she...kinda miss her..i miss everyone though..but with no emi..no interest about jpun...haish2...
• UVERworld rocks!!!....
• if that eyeshield21 dvd still not out this december..i gonna buy the vcd...the vcd already ep 83!!!
• that mak cik azah said i better go to mawar for the bio tuition...
• that mak cik azah is a sicko..
• hamann is 100% fit for liverpool vs man city clash...hamann-liverpool legend~
• xabi will be out for maybe 3 games...
• ME'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!
• det. conan real life already on sale at mall...wanna buy later..
• maybe bought hana yori dango later...haha..cos kinda want to watch oguri shun more..huhu..
  

1st day of cuti

a'kum...just got back from adam's OH...have to say...his house really BIGG!!!...i thought the swimming pool is outside his house..but nope..it was inside...his drum is upstairs...and really though...the house has many rooms and also NEAT..haha...his house is like a hotel...the food were delicious...and also i got RM5 angpow from him...huhu...to be honest,i wanted to go to his OH just to see how big his house is..huhu..

went to akaun's tusyen today...repeat the document thingy again..i sux at that topic last exam...when learn about it again..it was like there's a new light shining through me...ckg rokiah also said that when she saw my face,she thinks of B..da...asked fatin hashim if she already comment aizatt that Alia is baik...she said she already did...and aizatt already replied that comment to me and he said me n her pakat about it..yeah..that's true...but i know i am a GOOD girl..hahahahhaha..!..k...i have to admit...i am not ashame of myself about this..huhu...ALIA;the tak malu girl..haha..i tried to lie to liyana that there will be something in school tomorrow...but damn..she knew already that school already last yesterday...huhu...k...tomorrow will have farahin's OH...so...gotta be ready..cos there also will be a surprise...hehe..ta!

repot kad...

a'kum..ello..
been bored after 10 minutes surf the net....surf myspace...that mozart still dun want to admit that i am a good girl..huhu...and the pic that i put there...liyana comment it and she said i was like a barbie..da...bimbo...haha...

went to skool today..have some repot card thingy..i told mak cik azah to come early..but nope..she was late...lucky it was 10.15am...most of my friends didn't come...they haven't told their mum bout it...ckg sabarita knew about this..she said this ppl will be blacklist....haha...take that...nice punishment..!!..not many ppl come today...after marjani went home..it was just me and ainun and also arif arfan in the class...ckg sabarita join me n ainun berbual..huhu..talk about the open house at syefah's house...i told them about that big cat...and also other animals that i saw in her zoo...haha...i told them,aside of cats,there also a this somewhat monkey...(ainun consider it as baboon,so i call it baboon)....told them that all of the ppl there touch that baboon..but just me and hani didn't touch it...hani:she touch that thing but not as long as other ppl...but me..nope..no touching~...i dunno..maybe i scared...but really though...i just dun like weird things...huhu...and also i told pn sabarita that compare to syefah's cats,emi's cats much 'spoiled'....haha..and also i told her that sometimes..emi will be the garfield to her cats and her cats will be the odie...ckg sabarita laugh to that..(meaning:-think of it urself-)...then..mak cik azah came...she talked many things to pn sabarita...like usual..the nagging..then...mak cik azah asked for pn sabarita's phone no....and something surprise me..mak cik azah asked my LOVELY cikgu to my OPEN HOUSE!!!...da..nvr mind..kinda happy..but really though..i dunno how to layan her...huhu...kk...i think this blog already too long..ta!

i got no.20 in class...not 19..haish..but my A improve though....from 2As to 5As...

believe..

a'kum..ello...

mind you...i am totally frustrated today..but not as frustrated when liverpool lose to benfica 2-0 at anfield last season..this time..the losing to arsenal was kinda frustrating...not becos liverpool didn't play well or what...but liverpool played really hard..and some players just stupid to make mistakes...k..i always think that sami hyypia is my hero....but really though...his age ate him last night....he was SLOW!!...not even played well...his reaction was very slow...and also gerrard..i wonder where was his captain arm-band when he played..doesn't he care about being the captain anymore...and why the hell he didn't take care of gallas before he head for the goal..da...eventhough henry is a very good player...but arsenal is a good team that have 11 players....not 1..haish...dun mind....bygone is bygone..(i dunno if the sentence like that)...

bcos of being frustrated...i woke up late today...woke up at 1pm....not bcos i'm tired...but bcos i don't want to see what is in front of me...haish..lucky that game was away game..anyway...still ponteng for today...just shit if i went to school today...surf the net..but nothing interesting...i surf at strawberryvanilla.net forum...and surf to the music site...and someone recommend w-inds' kireida....so...i download it...huhu...very2 kewl...n also other song...i dunno what the song is....but very catchy...head over heels on that song...haha...emi also called if i want to go to akaun's tusyen....i said yup...but later when i go...no tusyen...haish...back home..watch syefah's gokusen...bcos that drama is a vcd..so..kinda not in a mood...moto jun in it is ok...kinda funny to think that he can be a really cool guy in the drama but outside the drama he is like a pondan..no offence...haha...but still..actors really funny sometimes...also went to the wiki web...read the japanese drama award thingy...abe hiroshi won many times...tomoya nagase won once...his drama also made him won many...wanna buy his drama(forgot what is it) if i found anywhere cos the drama is funny..haha..watch john tucker must die last nigh bfore watching liverpool's match...kinda funny dat drama...i like sophia bush..i dunno why..i luv her act..huhu...k..ta!

bought cds

• john tucker must die
• the departed

download

• w-inds' kirei da
• tackey & tsubasa's one day,one dream
• ellegarden's salamander (download it again to listen it full)
• w-inds' Boogiewoogie 66

holler!

a'kum...ello...huhu...been to open houses in these 2 days...really though...i can say i'm tired in this raya2 thingy..but still...i have some fun with them....but before that..better say something about my exam...i got 2 fails...my bio n add math...same marks for both:28%....dun mind...then...i got more As than i expected...my est improve...that help a lot cos i hate est after the mid year exam cos my est result sux at that time..and more bad for this final...the school made this hari terbuka thingy (found out this thing called parent's day in english)....kind of happy cos my est is A1..haha...emi told me i got no.19 in class...good...still 19 just like the mid-year..(i think i got 19 or maybe 18;forgot..but dun mind)....

about beraya these last 2 days....yesterday..went to ainun's house..most of them there went to school that morning cos at school that time have some raya2 thing....all students have to wear baju raya....after school...most of them went to fatin's house before they went to ainun's....i;me don't go to school and not busuk...haha...at ainun's....after all the eating...we played basketball...kinda active we played...then..played shildish stuff such as freeze(kinda like main kejar2).....then...when all ppl got exhausted...we stop..then end....for today...me,liyana n farahin went to aqilah's house....the OH was suppose to be at 12pm...i thought we were late at that time...but nope...not after 20++ min...another person aside us finally came n that was emi...ainun and fatin aqilah can't come...hani came to the OH at 3++pm and she was too soaked cos of the rain....we went to syefah's house after that...but emi,liyana n farahin went there before us cos liyana's car can't hold all the 5 of us....so..i stayed with hani to wait for her sis....at that time...i had a massage with aqilah's massager-her osim chair...huhu...very2 cool!!..hurt a lil bit...but that thing was like the-slowest-roller-coaser in the world....but best!...huhu....at syefah...saw these cats....too cute!...kinda scared a lil bit when i saw the kucing hutan that syefah's family have...never saw that kind of cat...always thought that is not a CAT...but a CHEETAH...hrm..that's all about the OH...

tomorrow will have liverpool vs arsenal match at the emirates stadium...arsenal was kind of bad at that stadium...but better don't underestimate them...just found out that rafa benitez was school teacher before...hahahaha..!!...never thought he was....hrm..i tried to imagine if he become my teacher...i think my life will full of strategy about football..huhu..

ps:hani taught some cat's language...meow meow meow miyuuuuuu....

have to shit

a'kum...ello!...k...i'm in the mood to blog this week cos i read this book about this girl blog...n that girl blog everything she need to say even about her crush,her stupid skool,her stupid life n so on...and i have to say. .i'm impress with her cos she blog when she have EVEN 1 sec. of her free time..so..i think..if i have this stupid thing to say..better i say it..and if ppl want to protest or something...better they leave a comment at my chatbox..so that that thingy won't end up alone without any comment...peace be upon you!

anyway...went to skool today...thought i go cos emi also will go..so that i won't be alone if we're accepting our marks together..but...EARLY in the morning...when i have just 20 mins to go to skool...i notice new msg at my phone than it read like this "alia,me tak pi skool ari ni cos hani pun tak pi XD"......lorh..(pronounce that 'lorh' like makio in my boss my hero)...i had to go then..i already wore my uniform...so..i went to skool...already realize i'll die of boredome....thankfully...liyana also come cos she wanted to collect her exam papers also...the school announce that tomorrow will have this raya thingy at school and also solat hajat n ceramah..my 1st thought was.."ok...kewl if i come..."...but later...the life in school after exams was boring...nothing really to do...if u count the BLUFF game card i played with fatin aqilah,aqilah,hakim,atman,bazli n sarjie was fun..yeah...sort of~...i don't really like that game..how come i have the pure fun...when i was bored...i went to SIK...and met liyana there..lucky she was there...before recess..i was at her class..talked with erin n her...kinda stupid cos stupid jokes from them...and liyana easy to play at...erin said her add math got fail...32..pergh..better than me...haha...neway...i got my exam results...sort of stupid...2 fails...my 2nd n 3rd fail...haha...stupid..i got bio n +math 28...stupid me...but i won't regret about what i had done before exams...i chose to sleep before bio exam day..and i chose to do nothing about my +math exam...so...i dun mind...i was surprise with my result...but nvr mind..i already told my parents about me being a FAILURE...after the BLUFF game...i read this book i borrow from liyana(not her book actually...it's syefah's)...kinda sweet...then i played SPEED with aqilah...1st game..i win..then...2nd game...i lose...why eh~..cos she was being a lil bit annoying with her shouts...i got more annoyed after i knew my akaun's result...really though..i think my akaun's paper 2 was bad..i got ok in paper1..and so..i got 60% in my akaun...but well..think of the brightside...i fail my bio....~~

anyway...lucky liverpool won this morning..i AM HAPPY !!...agger scored da..that cute lil boy...haha...but momo got injured...hrm...lucky we still have xabi n gerrard...n now that zenden already played well..so..no worry..k...ta then..

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• love story-the dance
  

in my head

a'kum..n ello...been very bored right now...my head has plenty to say..huhu...ponteng skool for the 3rd consecutive days...emi n hani also don't go...liyana also...i'll be alone with ainun n fatin...to tell u the truth..i want to go to skool to collect my exam papers...but with just ainun n fatin..i don't think that's a good choice...haha...i also scared to know my results...liyana told me her sej got fail in the beginning..but at the end after an endless beg...the teacher said ok..huhu..her add math got 43....she study but she got 43...how about me then..i don't study...maybe mine will be lower than that...i chat with my dad yesterday...told him that i sucks in my exam...he gave this looong speech that i didn't study enough..u have to study smart blablabla...really though...i never thought my dad will be such a nagger..but that's parent....always want to say the best thing for the child eventhough they already know the speech just fly above their head,not even reach the earlobe...my duit raya is decreasing!!!!!....can't help it if i use it to buy 3 jdoramas and 1 anime...dun mind though...i won't regret with all my doings...huhu...k..blank right now..so..ta!

already bought :

• team medical dragon
• princess princess d
• my boss my hero
• bleach chptr 93-98
  

exam...faill!

a'kum...alo..haven't blog for some times...maybe cos bz n lazy..haha...especially in this exam season...(n also raya season)...my life can be call as HARD...mind you...this final exam really make my life hell...with nobody iron my clothes and also wash them...i think this make my life difficult...hani can say all of these things are SENANG...but for me...i'm not that 'biase' to do all of these...all of these are just too sudden and i can't suit with it SUDDENLY!...da...really..i don't mind slowly..but SUDDENLY is just too sudden...like death~...anyway....back to the exam....i think i have more than 1 fail this final...the midyear i got only 1 fail..i failed add math..no need to be surprise bcos that paper was HARD....too hard though...i don't want to see that kind of questions again!...~gedik~...maybe i'll fail physic n bio...and also sejarah..cos i havent read anything about sejarah the day before that bcos i read eyeshield21's manga on the internet..da....anyway..i thought i will score more than 40 for bio cos i got 40% for 3 consecutive exams...so....maybe with more lucks i got more than that..but bullshit..no way i'll got more than that this time..i sucks!...da...when pn rosliyah said that bio n sej will be continue the week after raya..i thought maybe it was good cos i was so happy that i can catch up all the things that i havent read yet...but really though..my mind always plan somthing that won't be achieve...i bought team medical dragon n princess princess d jdorama and i got stuck with them by watching until late nights and poof!..i forgot to read...not really forgot..i just lazy..huhu...more sucks...my dad will back from mekah this november...and by my calculation..i'll got my report card during that time..haish...really though....nothing can change after this..but i am not nyesal...i knew this will happening..so...pray!...ALIA,YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!..:P

this raya is the 4th raya without my mum...kinda sad if you think about it....but bcos of this..i got rm60 from school..haha...i bought princess princess d using that money..and also this story book call the secret blog of raisin rodriguez...continue about raya..when i visited my mum grave...i visited with my 2nd bro...my sis can't join us cos she had her period at that time....kinda touch when my bro said something like"mak,haikal skarg masuk uitm.ambik pra"....-sumthing like dat-...i dunno what to say...my bro said sumthing like dat..so i kinda want to join in...i said something like"alia skarg tgh exam"...i think i said dat,i forgot...anyway...i dunno what will happen if she knew my results....i think i'll get tied down under the balcony....u dunno my late mum...she can be sweet..but also a VERY STRICT mum...but that's what mums are...but unlike mak cik azah..my mum was not a bz woman....i remember we always go kl....buy clothes and all...huhu...anyway...i think if she alive right now...i think she'll burn all my kreko collection that i have under the bed right now..she hate comics..!

gtg...tata now!

something in my head..

• liverpool win
• teppei's harry potter
• my boss my hero
• ps2
• sena n hiruma
• bleach 93-98
• naruto
  

bored right now...

*if i choose lil bear n lil tiger..
lil bear is better...i can put any clothes...and they cuddly n cute...but lil tigers are cute too..hrm..but they eat meat..specially human meat..huhu..

*if i can choose a player to liverpool..
daniel alves~...dat man is totall wow!...hope liverpool can sign him this january windows..

*if i can choose my bestfrens n liverpool players...
ah!!...i dunno..!!...i think i'll choose bestfrens..then NOT all liverpool players..but just xabi only..huhu..

*if i can choose a japanese man for my future life..
hehe..teppei-kun..!!....that guy is totally cute..!!...if i can choose any Johnny's ppl....i think i'll choose nishikodo ryo..that guy has beautiful eyes..!!...oh!..n also yuu shirota...~hot!~

*if i can choose my past crushes n boy-waiting-for-me...
i choose neither...i hate my past crushes to be honest..n i hate boys that never understand that he won't have a chance to get that girl..[anan..i don't mean u ;p]

*if i can choose chelsea n man utd...
i choose man utd...cos they were liverpool's rival....u can't match man utd with everton..everton dont really have that history....

*if i can choose batman n robin..
i choose robin eventhough i think batman WAS a hottie da 1st time i know him..but my fav superhero always wolverine..he's sexy!

*if i can choose add math and math..
i choose math..why eh..cos i luv ckg sabarita better than pn normah...haha..!

*if i can choose any spanish clubs...
i choose valencia...cos they have david villa n morientes..huhu..

*if i can create songs.
i want to create some songs about any school subjects cos if they were made of songs..i'll score better grades..!

*if i can choose any woman..[not that i'm a lesbian]
that csi:miami horatio's new gf delko's sis...that woman totally beautifull..!

*if i can change the world..
i'll change bush to pope...haha..

*if i can change any person..
i want to change ronaldinho's teeth...really though...he is a rich guy..how come he never think about changing his teeth...

*if i can choose any manga character i want to be...
i want to be nao yoshikawa..dat good morning call girl..cute,funny,ensem bf,n an apartment..huhu...

dat's all..

another stupid...!

a'kum...elo...farahin made another hell of me again!!...what the hell!...how could she made this to me....ok...1st of all...i called her to take me to tuition..bcos i want to tumpang her...that was after liyana sent me sms that if i want to join them call farahin right now(at dat time,i mean)...so...i called her...k...called her house,but her sis said sumthing like called her handphone...so i called her phone...she answer it but she said"kk"..then hung up...-erk-...i was like..what the hell...so i called her back....she answer it with a furious tone,"nape"...ok...i was like...did she meant she knew why i call...so i thought she knew already that i wanted to tumpang her...but she was kinda mad at that time...so i said,"takpela"....then me hung up...i thought maybe she will understand cos she was my friend and all...but what a stupid i was....i waited for her....but i don't see any car...any familiar car...so...i waited until 5pm...haha..stupid,i know...i thought maybe call farahin or sumthing...but maybe she'll mad or etc...so i called liyana...i asked where she is..she said"tusyen la"...k..i was very2 mad...madder than the time liyana asked me to give the santan....when i waited for her...my mind was like..if she is my fren,she will come...she's not if she didn't come...but she didn't..so..u know the story...shit~...haha....

bye..

stupid....!

a'kum...ello...havent blog for a long time...i cant blog if i use mozilla da...haish...nvr mind..anyway...last weekend was a bit crazy....me went to sg wang with emi n my sis....mak cik azah n kak mimi also with us but they went to sogo...all of us use the lrt to go there..before we reached sg wang...emi's shoe made a prob...so she had to bought this cute sandals at a nearby guardian..lucky guardian sold cute shoes..unlike hani's slipar jamban...haha..!...neway...we went there cos i was too impatient to watch dragon zakura...and when i knew that the cd is already in kl and emi also had bought it...i was too excited to buy it...cos sg wang have it and the shah alam mall shop doesnt have it..so i think it's better to waste a lil bit time at sg wang...but i was careless not to plan about my pak uda's buke puase at his house...my acu called and mad at me cos went to sg wang...i was furious to her...stupid her...how could she said sumthing like"bebas sgt ko skarg nih dah bleh pegi sg wang"...that made me mad...how could she said sumthing like dat...i can understand if she mad if i went with my friends...but she mad bcos i went to sg wang with mak cik azah!(for GOD sake!)...she is an unreasonable woman and adult...i think she wont mind if i went to sg wang with my cousin...she just mind that i went there with mak cik azah...haish...lucky she didn't know that i went to sg wang and mak cik azah to sogo..that'll make life hell...after we bought the cd...emi bought some clothes...after we didn't know where to hit then..we went to times square....kinda cool that place cos we went to this arcade and saw this chinese group using that dance-machine thingy and they dance on it like they knew the steps from their heart....kinda cool when we watch it cos it was the 1st time i saw something like dat in front of me...ooh!....at sg wang-we met this chinese guy...what a bishounen!!!...emi n my sis saw him from far...i wanna see him eagerly at that time but that was when emi said that he looked like jerry F4...but when our elevator reach near in front of him...now i can see what the different between him n jerry...he is more handsome!!...huhu...kk..my sis will mad at me after this...that guy is like a mix between yuu shirota n eiji went....da...~...k...continue the story at the times square...we went to this shop that sell japanese goodies...very2 cool cos they have teppei's poster...i bought the poster and already put it in my room....huhu...my sis bought this phone tag with yamapi pic..and emi bought this book that full of pictures,handsome jap. man to be exact...that book made a bad luck for us on the way home cos we were preoccupied with the picture until we realize that we had took the wrong lrt...da...~~...nvr mind...that's all then..

ps:that aunty at jap. shop said they will be there until 1 nov...so...maybe after raya before the start of the school we will go there again..i wanna buy TEPPEI!!!

a'kum...lo...just want to stick it to myself about this latest post...

• no matter what happen...i'll study to liverpool..take my degree or master or anything..i still i wanna study there....!!!..
• i'll try to live there(liverpool) if i can...if i totally can adapt myself to the liverpool life..but to tell u the truth..if atman can suit himself right in machester..why can't i suit myself in liverpool...?...huhu...
• i know i'm sux in biology and i dunno if i can take care of myself in other subject except math...but i'll try cos i know what i'm doing..(just hope this dizziness will wear off immediately)...
• pls dont dream too much...tell u something...my latest dream already met it end....
• try to control my killer insticnt to kill my sis...tell u sumthing..i have this weird dream i kill her and i feel satisfied with it....nice eh..shit~..

howdy ho n ho..football crazy is on tv right now..tata!

do-ra-to

a'kum....haven't blog for a very long time..hehe...not really though...but been weeks alright...these days been a bz-moody week for me...huhu....liverpool lose and that made me moody..but i know liverpool will bounce back...huhu...but today..i think i was being mental....1st of all...i was being too hyper..haha...i said sayang to shazizan for godsake..!!..haha...that was mental...maybe cos i'm too biase with saying this lovey-doey thing...(last year i said i luv u to ikram..haha!!)...n also...i said to atman.."atman,ko la mr. c ku"...hahaha!!....and today..i went to that usahawan meeting..i went to that meeting cos i thought they'll give the gaji..but then...nope...talk something like all the bussiness about the usahawan...it was kinda boring for the 1st minute to so-on..but then...things got hotter...haha...the seniors asked emi n zulaikha to settle themselves..but things heated up when both of them raised their voices...even zulaikha...her voice were louder than us...even a teacher asked what happen...that kinda sux and yet,funny..huhu...but still...i just want to listen...then...emi looked like she gonna jump over the bench and attack that zulaikha..but me n ainun both besides her...i put my arm around her..she was shaking with anger...huhu...we both listen what zulaikha said...but her crap just being too crappy then by then..and it just make my anger rise...i even told emi to stop me if i lose control...but then..when all the kiddies(the bdak ptg) went to their classes...we confront her totally direct and just told her EVERYTHING...very funny when she said she seldom saw emi in class..that was funny...we even laugh when she said that...haha..and better more..we laughed in front of her....i think i talk too much to her...her excuse was kinda lame...even hani who always back her up kinda annoyed with her...i'm not a too-easy hate that person...so..i won't hate her...huhu...but this is the 1st time i face such a confrontation..huhu....k...i just dunno what to say..i just want liverpool to win the match against chelsea and all this dizzy thing that happen in my head to stop...k then..ta!

ps:more stupid thing...zulaikha mad at afiq alias cos he was looking at her...then i told him..."afiq..jgn pandang",...then he looked at me...then me said.."jgn pandang aku!"..in a kind of gedik voice..-u know wut i mean-

a'kum..ello...chat with liyana right now...totally late...1.41am...huhu...dun mind though...tomorrow no skool..hehe...bought this new jdorama;KUROSAGI...cool!!!!...yamashita tomohisa is totally cool!!!...he can be a nerd,an adorable boy,a bisnesman,a tilik-nasib person...he really can cheat...the drama was about a cheater who cheat a cheater...not just a cheater...a PROFESIONAL cheater...hehe...i dunno how can this life have this kind of level.....huhu...but the story is total awesome...!!...the song-that daite senorita song is buzzing through my head...haha....n that yamashita lad...hehe...totall hottie...but my sis is into him right now...she is totally insane over him...but i think this insane habit of her won't stop for the next 2 weeks or more..haha...my dad went back to Makkah....didn't feel a thing..that mak cik azah said maybe we have umrah this puasa....but she said we have to save lil budget to go there...wutever...we all just have to do what she said...no follow the orders,no go...haish....kinda angry at hani..she asked me to copy all the notes from the book that i gave her for the bio notes..but later i found out that her note she asked me to copy was too long...but dun mind...already settle...the effect from my maid runaway already taken over me...i got tired all of sudden..maybe bcos i seldomn did the chores before...haish..very tired...right now i'm watching lovers in paris...that korean drama...too long..but sweet....have to watch it though...that aliah mansur will be mad at me cos havent give it to her yet....hehe..right now,i'm trying to save some moeny to buy robbie fowler's and steven gerrard's autobiographies...hehe...kinda cool i read the review...and also some money to buy GTO the drama...want to watch takashi sorimachi..huhu...kk...dunno what to say..blabbing all i want..tata!!


some bit i read from steven g's book:
"Straight down the tunnel, no acknowledgement. Straight into the dressing-room, door slamming, boots flying, absolutely steaming.

"I hate being hooked, however rubbish I'm playing. For Christ's sake, not in front of the Kop where my mates are watching.

"Storming past Houllier at Anfield p****** him off big-time. I stayed in the dressing-room, alone with my anger. Houllier went mental and fired me.

"But the most depressing point in my relationship with Houllier came in the pretty Swiss town of Basle the following month.

"Everyone in Liverpool's colours needed all their energy and focus for this massive Champions League tie, the most important game of the season, but my head wasn't right.

"Before we flew out to Basle, Gerard hauled me into his office at Melwood. He'd had enough. He wanted to find out what was bugging me.

"I walked in to be confronted by coaches Phil Thompson, Sammy Lee, the goalkeeping coach Joe Corrigan and head scout Alex Miller, as well as Gerard.

"Gerard opened up first: "What's eating at you, Steven? Is your family alright?"

"I stared at the floor, I should have talked, but I didnt feel comfortable. Not in front of them all. My silence goaded them. One by one they got stuck into me. They hit me with so many questions it was like being punched in the face time after time.

"Question after question. What the f*** was going on? A goalie coach was having a go at me. A chief scout was laying into me. Fair enough if it were Sammy, Gerard or Phil.

"Incensed I struggled to control my fists. I was that close to attacking them. "Have you lot finished?" I finally said and walked out the room. Steaming."


teenagers can be such an idiot..-_-"

howl's moving me....!!

a'kum..n ello...i blog before...but this blogger was being stupid...i blog totally long(not really)...then i hit the publish...nothing out...haish...kay...1st of all..wanna say...i don't want to think about the ainun-sarjie-stupid-me situation..cos i think it was stupid...to be honest..i was really mad at ainun..eventhough she said it was waiting and no-waiting...she still told him....but ainun had been my friends for a long time..so..i don't want to take this thing seriously....maybe if this thing happen again...i dunno what will my reaction be...cos i have to say..i dun even know what will my actions be....anyway...last wednesday....i was too tired on that day cos i woke up at 2.30am to watch the liverpool match...the match was a nerve-wrecking match...maccabi haifa was good..liverpool was trying hard to score...but maccabi also made some good moves and all....but i don't want to salute them very much cos they are an israel club....hate those israel...they were being very stupid to all those palestines and lebanese...neway...liverpool won the match eventhough they drew 1-1 bcos the 1st leg,at anfield they already won 2-1...so..agregate 3-2....have to say..those liverpool t-shirts are damn hot!!!....all the players look totally ___!!!!!.....k...change~~....at 10am on the same day...me ,emi n hani went to sg wang....hani bought hana yori dango's manga n also mp3...kinda cute that mp3...similar to emi's mum but cheaper...i just bought eiji's manga(bm version-unlike hani's) and bought hani's presen,Prince of Tennis da movie....bought it before....but the cd didn't have any subtitle...my house,again, been attack by flood~~....it's raining heavily here,right now....mak cik azah can't even control herself...been very panic and it just make me n my father annoyed..anyway..i just gotten back from tg malim...my mum's hometown...rumah atuk didn't have anyone at that time..cos my uncle went kl....so...we went to my mak long's house....whoa~~...i can still replay my mak long's reaction when she saw me n my sis....i felt guilty though..cos we haven't been to tg malim for a long time...when the men went for the friday prayer,i have some slow talk with my mak long...about my study n mak cik azah....unlike my other relatives..they don't want to come to my house bcos of mak cik azah..but my mak long..she don't want to come bcos my house remind her of my mother...i can understand that..n that's why i don't mind if she don't to come to my house...i don't want to see her sad-face...very,very sad~~~.....neway...i went to tg malim with my father,my sis n me....just 3 of us n no mak cik azah..i think the whole tg malim will attack her if she come...but lucky her...she had to work....we also went there cos my mak yang had fabroid...something like ketumbuhan at her uterus...and she had been operate yesterday....she look kinda weak....actually,very weak....like a lifeless person..except she can move....anyway..the day was interesting cos it had been so long without my father n what a happy thing when he was with us...like a REAL dad....huhu...i knew he tried to ask about my pak uda came to my house when he wasn't around...but i knew he thought it was not a good idea to talk about it..cos eventhough he wanted to talk about it..i think i won't be too thrill....last night...my sis straighten my hair....i asked her though....and when i looked at my own self....i look like my mother...it scared me a lil bit..but kinda miss her more...haish...life must go on...can't help it if my love one died...but i just know one thing...they died,but u're not...live life like it is....hehe...i totally wanted to be a psychiatrist...haha...!...GO ALIA!!

• mum n dad...just one..no change..model couple...just like the lady n the tramp...nothing will ever replace the best cute-sweetest couple of all..
• my bros n sis....just one...no change...annoying brats...but they just the same...if they change...they won't be as adorable as they can be..
• mates...just them...misunderstand the can be...anoyying the can give...but them...same age same emo....always the same...being the best they will be..
• me...always me i will be....stupid everyday...smart when i want..sleepy as i do...but just want thing...i'll try to be my best...to anything...
  

when art are thou,u just know that's nothing...

a'kum...elo...ponteng skool today...fatin said they learn many things...so...i'll try to be more hardworking next week...liyana also ponteng..she said bcos some1 said the school have ceramah n also gotong-royong..to be honest..i don't like being involve in this things...so..i dun really mind about it..and so..i don't want to go..i asked fatin if hani went to skool also...she didn't want to tell me..don't mind..i'm kinda annoyed at ainun right now...maybe bcos she told sarjie that i was waiting for him to confess to his crush...i was mad though..never felt this mad to the-always-nice-aina...i thought she would know the differents between don't tell and tell...i know i haven't said don't tell anyone when i told her about this..but she ought to know,anyway...but whatever...it's not really a big matter..but it was kinda annoying....chat with abg angkat..mr hidayat...long time no news about him..some intro about him..he is an engineer and a married man and very devoted to his wife..his wife is sooo beautiful!!!...(i think)...neway...he told me he said he wanted to send his son to liverpool when he is 10 year old...why can't my father be more understanding like him....such a cool dad~~...already planning the future of liverpool for the family..;p...neway.. kinda unhappy cos they will be a liverpool match tomorrow..but i CANT WATCH IT!!!!....cos i have to go to my cousin's engagement thing...haish...she's not really my cousin...cos she is mak cik azah's niece...damn it...can't even watch...i know the place in batu pahat and also near my kampung...mak cik azah told me i maybe can watch it at BP WALK..(something like 'bintang walk' but this is 'batu pahat walk')...nowadays..i read books and mangas...damn i'm addict to these..it is my pleasure to see emi reading many mangas..thanx alia!...just finish zettai kareshi(absolute boyfriend)...the story is kinda good...NIGHT(the main character) is such a bishounen...!!!....very sad the end of the story...haish...the book is kinda like chobits...k then...want to out...

• in : chemy's hw-liverpool won community shield-me ponteng-manga-kuyt-alexa download
  

• out : sarjie not remember confess-aina told him-sheffield vs liverpool-no go to LSCM with mr Hidayat this Saturday....
  

looking at the stars is better than watching ur body..

a'kum..ello...today..i'm a psycho girl...many things happened today..i can clarify it as stupid,serious and funny...haha!!...1st..the stupid thing is about ilham told me about sarjie that he think i was prasan to think that he like me...haha...whatever...like i care he like me or not..1stly...what i want to plan was like this...bcos the time when we friend...he treated me differently than other ppl..of course some ppl will feel like,"err..dia ske aku ke.."...then...i was planning(if what i thought was true) that i want him to feel a lil bit mad to me bcos i like the way our friendship is (was-to be exact)...but then...bcos of his stupid ego...this friendship was totally shattered....haha...blame me then...made a stupid plan.(just a plan!!nvr even thought to do it!)..but at that time when we completely started don't talk to each other...it was bcos of other reason..but that guy-told ppl it was bcos i was prasan to think that he like me...haha..!!...what the hell...stop about him then...2nd...it was about adam...that adam is (still) totally obsess over ilham....i just can say nothing about it...yesterday was the 1st time me n her comment each other at myspace..it started when i told ilham that it had kecoh in the whole class about 'someone who merimaskan idup dia' like her...and then..i never expect about ilham reply..it was harsh though..she said,'God damn him'....err...i didn't say something like,"GO ILHAM!""YEAH!ADAM MMG LAKI DAMN"..not something like that...what i told her was something like,"sabor jela ilham.dia mmg camtu"...i said that..but then...today....adam told emi that i am a firestone..meaning that i am a batu api person....haha...it remind me ainun's remark last -i forgot what- day....i hasut ainun to make her balas dendam to hani....then ainun said "awak ni pandai hasut"...honestly...this time..i dunno what is the exact meaning of batu api right now...huhu...and then that adam..he was completely mad at me...and also mad at ilham(i think)...bcos she rejected him with that totally harsh words(better been reject than never or you just have ur hope up)...he signed something his name and put something like 'bdak God damn'(untuk menunjukkan bahawa budak God damn tu dia) at ilham's birthday paper plate(we thought it to replace a birthday card)...ilham told me he totally mad about the God damn thingy...can't say nothing more...cos we thought adam is obses to her cos we thought he surf to her myspace everyday...huhu...3rd...it was about atman...i dunno if i mention it before...his mate from uk...apiez....we comment each other at myspace...then...we talked about atman..that apiez kutuk atman saying that his voice was like pondan....and also said that atman a playa...at that time...i told him...atman will be mad if he read what we talk about....apiez told me,don't mind about him...just let him read it...haha...then..stupid me..i told atman about our conservation cos i thought it was funny..cos i don't have any bad feeling toward him..then...i comment him back and said something like "pi congratulate atman.dia lulus bm dia"....i know it can be a compliment or a some kutuk(mainly kutuk)....then...yesterday...atman read it...and he was mad at me..!!!...haha..!!..kinda funny..cos adam read my comment yesterday...and atman also read it yesterday...!!..haha...funnier that i even thought maybe he was with adam to surf to my myspace...haha...then..i asked atman what he want me to do(i dunno why i want to do something like dat to him cos i thought it was funny)..he said he wanted me to do his homework...haha..i told him our writing is totally different....then..he said he'll think about it...haha...then..later...at tusyen..i was sms with najwa....i thought she knew already that the person who sms with her was me...but then..she asked who am i...so...an evil thinking at that time...i told her i'm rizal...a surfer dude from pulau tioman..haha...i don't think she believe it..huhu..but then...i told her that 'rizal' is in love with her and always look her from far...haha..maybe she was scared..cos she called my number and lucky at that time mr moothi(dunno the spelling)...we asked him to answer the phone..and then he said najwa hung up...haha....but then later...cos i thought it was bad of me to do something like that...i told her that it was me and she replied"awak jahat.!!!..tanak kawan awak!..waa!!."...kk....i hope she didn't mean it cos i was kinda harsh...haha....kk..later want to sms her again to apologize..tata then..the blog is tooooo long...bye!

looking at the stars...wondering what's shining...

a'kum..ello...chat with ainun right now...she asked me that sarjie want to know if i'm mad at him or not...to be honest..i don't even hate him....k..i was mad...but maybe not now...aina told him that the way he talked make ppl annoyed to him...i think the most stupid thing is...he has a diary...not that bcos he follow ppl or what...but bcos he is a guy....and a guy don't keep a diary...cos it just show you how pondan-ese u are...except if u blog...cos blog is an open diary..it just show you how open your life is..(anan,bertrimas la kat aku)....anyway...i think this talk about sarjie is too much...i sensed he watched me from behind....blurgh...i won't feel sad over some stupid thing...i have many problem to think about than some stupid ego from a new guy in class....last night..got some comment at myspace from aril(my myspace friend)...i mean...his twin brother,arin i think..he asked me something awkward or maybe stupid to me...he asked"awak ade affair ngan kembar saya ke.."...then...i was lol....maybe that aril think our friendship is more than a friend...i thought he is a 15 yrs old boy...but later i found out he'll be 16 this year....and so...that's why he sent me some messages like'i miss you' and etc. etc.....da...like i want something like that...oh..just meet a new guy..another malay but live in u.k...da...why?!?...haish...and bloody stupid...he thought i live in liverpool..kewl...i like that...stupid again~...kind of enjoying myself at school today....i slept when physics...very guilty to the teacher..but i was too tired to force myself to listen to all her teaching...and also..najwa taught me some french language...haha...n seriously..i forgot what had she taught...but i remember this words"dwi alia"..mean i'm alia..that's welsh...haha..i thought wales language is english..but nope...the native has it own language da...kk...eventhough that najwa bad in english..but she can be good in french..haha...ta then!

when me..say nothing...

a'kum...ello...very2 tired and too kenyang right now....huhu...read the newspaper this morning...'bloggers beware'..something like that on the front page...all bcos pak lah don't want any false information in the internet...da...k...i solemnly swear i won't lie in this blog..kewl..~~....haha...went to liyana's house before....watched that takuya kimura's good luck..kinda good....n yup,takuya kimura look good in a suit...hehe...everybody would look good in a suit..even an ugly man will look good...but if xabi wear a suit...i'll get a nosebleed...huhu....this week...i tried to finish all my homework but i can't finish my bio....da...bio is just too damn difficult n pening...haish..currently read the 3rd Clique series.... kinda slow the intro..but later will be good....huhu...liverpool lose again for the 2nd time in this week..they lose to grasshopper(a swiss footie club) 0-2....all the stars are back in the team in this week..nice!...i think that's all...kinda short...but my mind really blank right now..k...ta!

nature won't misunderstand a thing...

a'kum..ello...very sleepy n dizzy right now..huhu...i feel guilty to ainun..never saw her burst like that...the burst was not really a big burst...but still..that was ainun...never seen her mad....maybe the teasing of her and shazizan was over the limit....sorry ainun....anyway..i dunno about hani..i know she also feel guilty to her...but she also was furious to her..maybe not furious..i dunno...better wait until she tell me....maybe both of them will be mad at me...cos...i told shazizan about their prob...k...SORRY..!!...at that time...shazizan saw hani suddenly mad....and then he was shocked and asked me why...at that time...i thought i wanted shazizan to say sorry to them..but then i think again that it was not his fault..then i told him what happen..i said it was bcos of him that he is a likeable person (not the truth but u know why i said it)...and bcos of those teasing they fight against each other (i dunno if it was a fight or just some ...)...anyway...that shazizan..i asked him,why the hell he just smile n do nothing..and he said---..kk..i forgot what he said...but i remember it was stupid....then...we said nothing..until i realize(..)...and i said to him"pehal aku citer kat ko nih...!"....and then he laughed...haha...stupid....really though..to see hani n ainun not talking to each other was like some meteor hit the paddy field...(kk...just an example cos my mind is in a sleepy state right now)....haha...emi told me something about sarjie...that sarjie thought i was prasan to think he like me...kk...i admit that i felt like some...but everybody will feel something like that if you being something like that...care about that person~~....pergh~...he really ought to know what a person is like until u want to be a know-it-all...haish....kk...that's all....tata!

sometimes..life just want to you to do something....

a'kum..ello...12.34pm but i haven't mandi yet.... haha....n later mak cik will take me n sis to pyramid...want to watch pirates of da carribean2...but the movie will be shown 2.30pm n 2.45pm....n later will be 5.50pm...but maybe we can buy the tickets if our luck with us...hee.....last night..watch that liverpool match that i waited so much....but the video for that match dissappointed me....haish....the camera was like a cheap camera that u can buy at pasar malam...bellamy n garcia scored...but liverpool lose 3-2..bcos hobbs made the mistakes....hrm...he's young..so...i can forgive him bcos of that...but rafa think of fitness rather than win at that time...n garcia has a neck injury n aurelio has a calf injury..so..he put reina the goalkeeper to play the midfield...huhu..kinda funny....at school..many funny things happen....hani n ainun fighting over shazizan...hahhaahha!!!....not really fighting...just some teasing each other who love who...i asked shazizan who he like...but he said "kena ke aku bitau ko"...i said if u want...then he said he don't want...i asked if that girl is in our class...he said not....but i think that girl is in our class...i bet it will be ainun...haha...or maybe hani....haha..!!!....or the girl from other class..i think maybe that syakirah gedik...haha...saw them walked out to school together....but shazizan said he don't like her...and he don't even mind i said that syakirah is gedik..anyway..hope he happy anyway....my friendship with sarjie is kinda nothing...i can say that we don't care each other anymore...that's good anyway...i dun want ppl to butt in what i'm doing right now...i admit i am very secretive right now...even my bestfriends dunno what in my mind...hehe....a record for me for not telling any secret to anybody..huhu....talked with ilham last friday....she talked about her former school...kinda stupid cos i think that school think more about sex than study....very2 stupid if u asked me...n that's why ilham said she love smks9 better...she luv the teacher but she don't like pn normah pretty much...can't blame her...that teacher can be very kerek...i dunno when will my temper to my sis will end...i've been to patient to her in this years of my sisterhood...but she is so damn annoying + irritating...i even have this vision to drown my sister under my pillow...duh..i think i better take ainun's layout and not this midnight silhoutte layout....haish...i think i have prob with my life....my father also think something like that...i won't be very surprise if one day i go to some psychiatrist for treatment of my temper.....i just dunno what this life meant to me anymore anyway....read some mangas...the latest was paradise kiss...the manga was great...but kinda sad about the ending...but that main character...when she bcome the model...i think that the most beautiful manga woman i ever seen...huhu...without make-up..she look different...but u know...just like raven said"the magic of make up~~"....haha.....damn it....my life right now is a total lie...that laugh with emi n liyana n farahin was a cover-up for every problem that i have in my life..the worst part...i dunno what my prob is....i woke up every morning...looking at the mirror...saw myself...thinking what i'm doing after this....dreaming all the impossible.....sometimes...u just want all ur dreams to be in front of you.....and make you happy...and no worries....but whatever,alia liverpool...this life is in front of you..and you just have to face it like nothing happen...cos dream on....this is ur life!

when ppl misunderstand......

chat with sarjie just now...maybe my attitude is not really suitable with his behaviour or his ego...and anyway....i don't want to care about his ego....why must i care about his ego if he don't want to say that he also has his fault....k...this what we have been chat about....


aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:05:29 PM): a'kum..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:05:33 PM): ello sarjie..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:05:37 PM): wanna tel u sumthing..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:05:46 PM): waalaikumsalam
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:05:49 PM): yea what is it
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:06:05 PM): jgn marah bile org ckp pasal nih..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:06:07 PM): but still..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:06:11 PM): some advice anyway..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:06:21 PM): ok.............
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:06:27 PM): kenape lak nie...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:06:50 PM): nothing really..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:21 PM): somebody feel a lil bit unhappy or should i say mad..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:22 PM): with u..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:27 PM): anyway..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:39 PM): better tell u than never..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:07:45 PM): who...
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:07:48 PM): u...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:51 PM): haha..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:07:57 PM): not just me..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:08:00 PM): somebody also..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:08:11 PM): WHY????????????????????????????????????????????????/
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:08:39 PM): what did i do wrong this time
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:08:49 PM): u can be a lil bit overreacting sometimes..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:09:05 PM): but i want to tell u if u want to be a VERY good friend...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:09:16 PM): u have to understand ur friend 1st of all..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:09:30 PM): are u talking about the aina thing??
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:09:53 PM): not just that..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:09:57 PM): other thing also..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:10:04 PM): what other thing
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:10:05 PM): and about me..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:10:09 PM): what??
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:10:15 PM): i thank u for being too caring and all..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:10:23 PM): but...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:10:30 PM): but i dun really like ppl being want to care about me..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:10:40 PM): cos i'm not that kind of person..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:10:43 PM): but u know ppl..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:11:06 PM): so if i being caring is making u annoyed la...
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:11:11 PM): ok..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:11:12 PM): being mad cos ppl being like know it all..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:11:16 PM): yup..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:11:22 PM): dun be too caring anyway..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:11:37 PM): what do u mean by being mad.
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:11:53 PM): ok like this la....
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:11:57 PM): bengang...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:12:02 PM): that's wut i mean..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:12:19 PM): no i dont know what r u saying
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:13:29 PM): ....
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:13:30 PM): kk..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:13:35 PM): something like this..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:13:59 PM): dun care about me unless i tell u about my prob..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:14:24 PM): dun be too over reacting to ppl
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:14:33 PM): i mean..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:14:34 PM): troo over..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:14:38 PM): *too
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:14:54 PM): about concerning u is it??
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:15:18 PM): ??
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:23 PM): not just that..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:15:30 PM): then what..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:32 PM): other things also..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:37 PM): to other ppl too..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:15:38 PM): like what.....
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:15:41 PM): who..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:44 PM): dun want to tell..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:47 PM): kk..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:49 PM): thats all..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:15:51 PM): ok like this la...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:15:53 PM): wanna say just that..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:16:06 PM): from nowonwards i vow to god...........
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:16:14 PM): never to care about u again....
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:16:30 PM): coz all i thought is i was being a good friend
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:16:40 PM): and i care about my friends
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:17:03 PM): if that makes u annoyed..fine
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:17:08 PM): i wont do it anymore
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:12 PM): ...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:13 PM): da..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:17 PM): k..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:22 PM): i told u about me...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:32 PM): my life is a lil bit like hell..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:17:37 PM): hey i just dont want to hear it anymore...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:41 PM): i dun want ppl to be involve..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:44 PM): thats all..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:17:59 PM): i know wut i'm doing..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:18:02 PM): but anyway..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:18:06 PM): and u can tell the ppl who is angry at me is to confront me
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:18:11 PM): thats for being caring....
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:18:14 PM): face 2 face
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:18:16 PM): ...
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:18:17 PM): kk..
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:18:30 PM): and not like telling me behind my back
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:18:35 PM): i meant no harm
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:19:02 PM): if my doing is making ppl angry then i dont knw what to say anymore
SarJie (7/27/2006 7:19:33 PM): just ask them to confront me....
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:19:38 PM): haha..
aLia_LiverPooL (7/27/2006 7:19:41 PM): k..

then we're off....i don't care about ego or something...but i care about truth...i just told him to change a little bit...but nope...he just think that i am a pathetic person....and he even think that i don't want to friend with him..haish...i know he is a good friend and all..but for hani,liyana,ah hin,mel,emi n ainun n oher ppl that know me...they knoe what i really am....if i have any prob...don't bother until i tell....but this person...i know his new...but he just don't want to say 'ok..i'll change'...haish...and also...he is too emo for a man....hrm...dun mind though...i just hope this is not the last of our friendship.....huhu.....kk.....want to hack ainun's blog....haha..!!!!