looking at the stars...wondering what's shining...

a'kum..ello...chat with ainun right now...she asked me that sarjie want to know if i'm mad at him or not...to be honest..i don't even hate him....k..i was mad...but maybe not now...aina told him that the way he talked make ppl annoyed to him...i think the most stupid thing is...he has a diary...not that bcos he follow ppl or what...but bcos he is a guy....and a guy don't keep a diary...cos it just show you how pondan-ese u are...except if u blog...cos blog is an open diary..it just show you how open your life is..(anan,bertrimas la kat aku)....anyway...i think this talk about sarjie is too much...i sensed he watched me from behind....blurgh...i won't feel sad over some stupid thing...i have many problem to think about than some stupid ego from a new guy in class....last night..got some comment at myspace from aril(my myspace friend)...i mean...his twin brother,arin i think..he asked me something awkward or maybe stupid to me...he asked"awak ade affair ngan kembar saya ke.."...then...i was lol....maybe that aril think our friendship is more than a friend...i thought he is a 15 yrs old boy...but later i found out he'll be 16 this year....and so...that's why he sent me some messages like'i miss you' and etc. etc.....da...like i want something like that...oh..just meet a new guy..another malay but live in u.k...da...why?!?...haish...and bloody stupid...he thought i live in liverpool..kewl...i like that...stupid again~...kind of enjoying myself at school today....i slept when physics...very guilty to the teacher..but i was too tired to force myself to listen to all her teaching...and also..najwa taught me some french language...haha...n seriously..i forgot what had she taught...but i remember this words"dwi alia"..mean i'm alia..that's welsh...haha..i thought wales language is english..but nope...the native has it own language da...kk...eventhough that najwa bad in english..but she can be good in french..haha...ta then!