looking at the stars is better than watching ur body..

a'kum..ello...today..i'm a psycho girl...many things happened today..i can clarify it as stupid,serious and funny...haha!!...1st..the stupid thing is about ilham told me about sarjie that he think i was prasan to think that he like me...haha...whatever...like i care he like me or not..1stly...what i want to plan was like this...bcos the time when we friend...he treated me differently than other ppl..of course some ppl will feel like,"err..dia ske aku ke.."...then...i was planning(if what i thought was true) that i want him to feel a lil bit mad to me bcos i like the way our friendship is (was-to be exact)...but then...bcos of his stupid ego...this friendship was totally shattered....haha...blame me then...made a stupid plan.(just a plan!!nvr even thought to do it!)..but at that time when we completely started don't talk to each other...it was bcos of other reason..but that guy-told ppl it was bcos i was prasan to think that he like me...haha..!!...what the hell...stop about him then...2nd...it was about adam...that adam is (still) totally obsess over ilham....i just can say nothing about it...yesterday was the 1st time me n her comment each other at myspace..it started when i told ilham that it had kecoh in the whole class about 'someone who merimaskan idup dia' like her...and then..i never expect about ilham reply..it was harsh though..she said,'God damn him'....err...i didn't say something like,"GO ILHAM!""YEAH!ADAM MMG LAKI DAMN"..not something like that...what i told her was something like,"sabor jela ilham.dia mmg camtu"...i said that..but then...today....adam told emi that i am a firestone..meaning that i am a batu api person....haha...it remind me ainun's remark last -i forgot what- day....i hasut ainun to make her balas dendam to hani....then ainun said "awak ni pandai hasut"...honestly...this time..i dunno what is the exact meaning of batu api right now...huhu...and then that adam..he was completely mad at me...and also mad at ilham(i think)...bcos she rejected him with that totally harsh words(better been reject than never or you just have ur hope up)...he signed something his name and put something like 'bdak God damn'(untuk menunjukkan bahawa budak God damn tu dia) at ilham's birthday paper plate(we thought it to replace a birthday card)...ilham told me he totally mad about the God damn thingy...can't say nothing more...cos we thought adam is obses to her cos we thought he surf to her myspace everyday...huhu...3rd...it was about atman...i dunno if i mention it before...his mate from uk...apiez....we comment each other at myspace...then...we talked about atman..that apiez kutuk atman saying that his voice was like pondan....and also said that atman a playa...at that time...i told him...atman will be mad if he read what we talk about....apiez told me,don't mind about him...just let him read it...haha...then..stupid me..i told atman about our conservation cos i thought it was funny..cos i don't have any bad feeling toward him..then...i comment him back and said something like "pi congratulate atman.dia lulus bm dia"....i know it can be a compliment or a some kutuk(mainly kutuk)....then...yesterday...atman read it...and he was mad at me..!!!...haha..!!..kinda funny..cos adam read my comment yesterday...and atman also read it yesterday...!!..haha...funnier that i even thought maybe he was with adam to surf to my myspace...haha...then..i asked atman what he want me to do(i dunno why i want to do something like dat to him cos i thought it was funny)..he said he wanted me to do his homework...haha..i told him our writing is totally different....then..he said he'll think about it...haha...then..later...at tusyen..i was sms with najwa....i thought she knew already that the person who sms with her was me...but then..she asked who am i...so...an evil thinking at that time...i told her i'm rizal...a surfer dude from pulau tioman..haha...i don't think she believe it..huhu..but then...i told her that 'rizal' is in love with her and always look her from far...haha..maybe she was scared..cos she called my number and lucky at that time mr moothi(dunno the spelling)...we asked him to answer the phone..and then he said najwa hung up...haha....but then later...cos i thought it was bad of me to do something like that...i told her that it was me and she replied"awak jahat.!!!..tanak kawan awak!..waa!!."...kk....i hope she didn't mean it cos i was kinda harsh...haha....kk..later want to sms her again to apologize..tata then..the blog is tooooo long...bye!