currently watching chelsea vs reading..i wonder where is terry..is he sick..or jose just thinking the team can win even without him..hrm2....but they're winning right now though...but chelsea concede the goal easily though..haha..good for them..huhu..neway...i read amalina's blog..she felt like had to be happy with her life even with new mother and all..she just didnt like the way her father treat her new mother differently than her father treat her late mother...but that's normal though..my father also treat mak cik azah differently..just a lil bit though...cos my dad was kinder to my mum..maybe cos she was sick at that time..hrm...and it's easy for a stepdaughter to feel uneasy with a stepmum...cos she's not family....that's why..she's family alright...but not that family...(essien made an OWN GOAL!!!..chelsea 2 reading 2)...also chat with nabila(that belon bella)...she asked me if i ever think about suicide...hrm...if i say i thought about drugs for once...is that suicide?...i dun think that's suicide though..i just think that's relaxing-releasing u from pain...hrm...life is so hard...u just can't stand the pain...but i was childish at that time(children don't understand drugs though)...now after i told hani and farahin about it...(i told them looooong ago n also some ppl)...i know that drugs just stupid..that's why i don't like to eat any medicine..huhu...but anyway..i luv my life..i apreciate everything..i can say i have everything..i have a handphone,my own computer,an ipod,brain and also heart..plus i also have rm9000 plus rm2000++ in the bank..and i still have my siblings and a father..and also wonderful buddies...so...better i appreciate these more than ever...hehe..ta!
- final score:chelsea 2-2 reading...lose 2 points dey blues..
- liverpool match next!
- download tegomass' sunadokei,chocolate,hajimete no asa,tata young's cinderella,yui's rolling star,kaoru amane's taiyou no uta,exile's tada...(something)
- currently listening news' devil or angel
- someone already remember to buy me a chocolate...hehe..
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