Celebrate The Day!!!!

a'kum...hehe....now i feel the world cup fever...lucky i don't go to any boarding school...i can't enjoy any wc match...not that i like the world cup...i just like it bcos i want to feel that 'feeling'...u know,the feeling that a supporter feel....the enermous n incredible feeling u ever feel in ur life...(for a supporter though)....i dunno why...when i listened to that celebrate the day song....the feeling was incredible.... that german singer really make the listener feel the 'feeling'...huhu..even my sis felt it when she heard that song...huhu....and it make be confident n happy....(i'm a full-time football supporter though)...other reason why i like to watch this wc...it's becos i'm just happy to watch football....everyday of football is nice...unlike the premiership...i have to wait every week to watch the liverpool match...but this wc...i can watch everyday!...huhu...just now...the 1st half of the england vs trinidad already end...england played well but their attack were blunt...da....trinidad was good....i dunno if they can be better in the 2nd half....they were very good....thanks to terry that the clearance that he made,made the england team 0-0,n not 0-1......huu......carra n beckham were good..they have a good understanding.....that's my opinion...i dunno what other ppl thinks...hrm....my life right now...it was stupid!....this week can be the one of the 10 week-i-hate-the-most list.....i got my 1st fail in my life,the most boring shopping i ever had in my life,my father was alright but still no understanding between us,my best-friend is a jerk...huhu..what a nice week i have...i just hate it....1st of all....mak cik azah tried to control my life....what i can say is,SHE CAN'T !...she just can't....nobody can control my life!(xcept my late mum;cos she was a good mum,but sometimes can be very scary!)....but that mak cik azah tried to be some kind of lady boss...who the hell she think she is.....she already control my money...i don't mind about money though....but to control my life...that's a total impossible...she told my last maid that she wants me to call her EMAK....sayonara,i don't have a mother....my true mother already died...n she's not my stepmum but JUST ONLY my father's wife...her relationship with me is just nobody!....oh!..i hate that woman....n then...there's farahin....in my recent posts....i always felt mad at farahin.....nice...!...cos i was a good girl who has the most incredible patience in the most(not really,i already bought the latest bleach)....haish....just now....the 2nd half already over....huhu....england was very frustrating to watch...but what can you do when crouch scored and then gerrard also scored....that just show that liverpool players are totally incredible!!!...yesterday,xabi scored...then crouch,then gerrard....maybe xabi gave them the inspiration....huhu....kk....tomorrow i'll give you my temper about my best-friend....tata then...!

MARVELLOUS FOOD...!!!!!!!

a'kum....hi....i'm watching the world cup right now...german vs costa rica...hehe....ballack and klose are not in the starting line up....i can see why ballack can't play..i dunno why klose doesn't play....but i miss their keeper..that kahn really a good keeper...he won the best gloves in japan...but his record was bad in his recent goalkeeping record....so...lehmann got the job and i hate that lehmann...haish...just seconds ago...a german made a shot off target....haish....and now...just seconds ago...GOAL!!!!...n what a goal that was...mr lahm-the 1st scorer of the world cup 06...haha....lucky the german game is the 1st match...hehe....so...a german scored the 1st goal...hehe...another new thing from this fifa thingy,there are 5 officials..(meaning=5 refs including the assistant refs..)....enough of the comment about the match...i'm mad at hani right now...everybody know i hate last-minute decision....i think she made a good decision for not telling me why she's not going(to farahin's birthday surprise party FYI)....something to tell you,costa rica scored just now...my bro said it was an offside...but i think it's not...but maybe it was....and now...just minutes later...klose(he play da..his hair is different though).... kk...continue about hani...i was mad not bcos her decision or what..but bcos i had not bought the nugget for that party yet..!!!...haish...i had waited for her call or even her van to arrive in front of my house...but NO!..no missed call or even received...and also no van(don't mind about that though)...but before that..amalina sent me sms said that hani doesn't want to go...hahah...shit!...i was mad though...i tried to call..but what i got was"hani keluar"....da....can't ask my bro to take me to the mall cos no transport...(i don't want him to use the audi cos i don't think my father will say yes..but later he use it to go for his friday prayer)...so..i have to ask amalina to buy the nugget...lucky she was in a good mood and not in her sleepy mood...about the party...pretty good eventhough with my boiling mood...nearly kantoi though...i had to make sure that farahin won't come down....but when i was watching the scrub...suddenly,farahin wanted to go down to have some drink...i was panic though....i dunno what to say or what...so i walked faster than her....and whispered to liyana that farahin want to go down....but i don't think liyana understand...then i went to the kitchen and saw amalina..i asked her to hide(she suppose to be 'invicible')....but farahin saw her running at the back of the kitchen...and so..i thought she already knew about the birthday cake outside the house....when she was upstairs....we thought we already kantoi...but later then when we asked her to come down...she saw the cake and surprise bcos she didn't see the cake..so....no kantoi then.....whoo.....the match was not really an amazing match though...the fans are not noisy...but the german vs costa rica match right now is in their half time....so...maybe something will happen in the 2nd half...told u before...i'm not really looking forward in this wc thingy...but i don't want to miss any liverpool players though....huhu....kk..tata..!!!

something to say:my father back from makkah....no change from him....he already knew about my cousin bad relationship with mak cik azah...and also....cisse won't play for this wc cos he get another horror broken leg...hrm....and rafa told the press that he wants to sell cisse....

so..i say...?

a'kum...hello....want to tell you something...my sis already read the previous posts....i talked bad things about her and i don't even care what she thinks...neway....last thursday,went to one utama...me,hani,liyana n amalina....mak cik azah sent us there....arrived at 11.30am....mak cik azah gave me rm100 to buy some clothes...when she gave me,i thought maybe rm50 will be fine..so i ask her to take care the other rm50....but then she said"use it"....kk....i don't want to talk much with her...bcos she said it like she was forcing me...and also some kind of challenge...i hate it though..but i try to ignore it....then....went to the times..bought princess diaries VII....after 4++ hours in that o.u...i wanted to read that book...then i realize something..it's not VII,it's II...!!...i already read that book from aina..haish...then from happy-me to sad-me....hani n liyana said we can change the book...liyana said we can try...at that time,i thought no way that shop want to change the book....but liyana said,"we bought the book this morning"..hani said"u still have the receipt?"..i said yes...and after we went to the mph...we went to the times....me n liyana got seperated with hani n amalina cos they want to look at something and i was soooo concern about that book and i want this thing to end fast....so...from the new wing to old wing.....our journey to the times was so long..it even tired me n liyana's leg....then...liyana asked the cashier can we change the book...haha..that man or woman said yes...so..i change the book from meg cabot's princess diaries II to lisi harrison's best friend for never....lucky that lisi harrison's book is the book that i want to buy the most(i plan to use my father's money to buy the book)....then...in that one utama...i bite my 1st burger king...haha....haven't eat burger king before...we plan to watch some movie...but hani said don't want..so...we don't watch then....bought this shirt from jusco and reject's shop...lucky we went to o.u when many shops have sale...it was like heaven...(not really cos we don't have enough money)...they have 70% and 50% discount...totally nice but i bought the clothes that don't have any discount cos it's only RM19 n RM17...huhu..cute but cheap...hehe.....i want to buy this one jeans from F.O.S...we thought the jeans was rm13....so..i was very happy and want to buy it...but then...we found out that the rm13 was the cost of the belt...not the jeans(the belt was attached at the jeans)...n the jeans cost rm79....da....another happy-me to sad-me....at 6.30pm..mak cik azah waiting for us and we went home....-the end-.....

very tired after that...forgot to mention that i asked liyana to buy wasabi(the movie,not the sauce)...she bought it and i treat her burger king...huhu.....haish...totally boring right now...last night no football...but have AF...but i don't like this year AF....(i don't really like AF anyway)....so,my family(xcept my 1st bro n also my dad) baked chocolate chips...huhu...then,we watch WASABI(borrow from liyana) n that's that....england n spain won last night....i forgot there were friendly matches last night...peter crouch scored a hatrick in 6-0 win over jamaica...spain defeated egypt 2-0...huhu..nice one..and that cassilas praised xabi for his brilliance....haha..!!..now you know him..!....i am very boring right now..i already read that story book....nice one that my father will be home tomorrow...eventhough i have to be ready to be lecture...kk...tata then...!

something.....

a'kum..

problem...
usual thing to face..
difficult for a case..
always in a safe...
heart is the place...

can't believe i can stand this...
can't believe i can have it..
i think of drugs...
i think of stupid things..
i just can't help it...
why i'm the only one who have it..

ppl go,ppl went..
i can't say i have them...
they're not mine...
heart shrivel...
best of all..
JUST BE FRIENDS..

kk...up there...IT IS NOT A POEM...i don't even think it's a poem...i think just some stupid humming hum hum i just have in mind....but i change it a lil but...i don't think when someone read it they will understand the meaning....but i understand it whole heartedly anyway...haha....just went to some myspace page..went to my long-time-no-see friend...then i look at his pic..at i saw a picture of someone that i don't even want to remember...that boy..(maybe u dunno him,but just read it la)....i remember all the things that i had done to him even some stupid thing about i told all the bad things about my best friend(she was his girlfren at that time).....u know,that just mean BETRAYAL....and so...i hate to remember it...and right now,that boy is dating someone who have the same name like me...and i just hate it...but still...i have to remind myself that i don't like him anymore...but that just remind me of someone that already move to somewhere else...man...this is sux...how come at a time like this i have this sentimental feeling..haish...i just hate all the problems in my life right now...i don't think i'm suitable being a psychiatrist....cos i can't even take care my own prob....my family prob,maybe some of my friends,personal life prob....haish....my grade already down....health also bad...attitude also the same....i just can say nothing about it.....NOT..!!...haish...kk...think of a bright side....tomorrow i'll go O.U with my bestfriends....no farahin,though cos her mom won't let her....haish...(no haish,ALIA..!!)....gerrard score against england...and what make me so happy till now is lampard didn't score the penalti...1st time for me to see him no score a penalty....hehe....i just hate my sis...being my sis...i don't think she is the supportive type...she said she always read this blog....whatever...i just don't like her...i dunno when she can be sweet or bad....what i know,her sweetness just show when she is sleeping..other than that...NA-DA..!...she is just an annoying lil spoiler brat..!....i am soooo gonna go to liverpool...i don't care malaysians became prostitue there....it's not even my fault but theirs bcos of her own stupidity to follow their hormone and not their brain.....these ppl better watch that beauty n the geek.....they have to know what geek thinks...don't ask me what bimbo thinks bcos i know what they think....my dad will be home this 5th june....i'm not a happy person..why?....bcos i just can wonder what my father want to do to me...a lecture about my grades....haish...like i don't lecture about that myself....and he will say something like not enough sleep and all...haish.....i know i have to be happy about my father being with me n my family after months in mekah....but to hear his lecture after a long time...i don't think i will say something like 'i miss his lecture and that n that'....nope...don't think so.....now i know why i feel so exhauted and tired and bad mood....i feel hungry and also thirsty....haish....cos my siblings eat all the best foods....haish....and now...i am watching the F1.....i hate that alonso....nice thing that xabi alonso's real name is xavier alonso olona....huhu...that fernando alonso..he always defeat kimi...and that's why i hate him...not just that...he made my F1 interest bcome NA-DA...haish......kk...i am too tired...i better stop this thing bfore i mention other things....kk....tata..!

....?

a'kum...hello..

da...i just want to be like aina...no greeting..but that will be too sucks....but still..right now...my life from being too cute and the interesting...and then...SUCKA!...shit....i dunno what happen to the women in my family...the boys...annoying like usual but they don't mind what i'm doing...but the girl and also the woman...shit,i tell you!!!!....my sis...just minutes before...he asked me to sleep...i told her later i sleep cos i was reading good morning call.i was in a very cute moment....then that lil loser asked me to sleep by force...i said later...but she force me...and then...i felt like i want to shout at her...and then...some shitty thing happen...she went to that step-woman room..and she was sleeping at that time...but bcos my sis was a bunch of stupid lil loser...she told her i want to sleep n then....

this was something i had save last wednesday morning.....i was too angry at mak cik azah...oh!...n also my sister...how come i have 2 annoying ppl in my life...!!!...damn it...i was doing this blog for that day...and my stepmum stop me...haish....kk...dun want to think about it...she's the one who will send me n friends to o.u tomorrow.....tata..!

right here...then now...

a'kum..haish....stupid dat sister....kk...i just argue with my stupid sister....poyoness,loserness(like fatin said)...chat with amalina...talk about where to go this holiday...maybe we went to one utama bcos i have rm100 from mak cik azah to buy some new clothes....but i think i just want to buy 2 shirts and no pants cos pants cost pretty expensive...and i think i better use my father's money to buy that...haha...and also other things..better i buy story book...i want to buy that Lisi Harrison's Best Friends For Never...nice book....but still can't buy it...or maybe other cathy hopkins book....hrm....shopping...i can shop but i dunno which one the best...if i can be like paris hilton...maybe i buy the whole o.u...huhu...watch this anime,destiny of spiral....kinda good...but the anime just like other usual anime...detective dot dot dot.....surf to youtube...watch many stupid saiyuki miniclip...i already watch it though...but bcos the clip was damn stupid+funny....i can't say boring to it......also watch the o.c....have this stupid spoiler about what happen at the end of o.c season 3....shit!...why i have to know it..!!!...hrm..read naruto...shit that sasuke....he looks kinda strong...how could this happen to naruto?!!?!...haish....but naruto will eventually defeat that sasuke...hahahaha...why?....bcos i know it....i hate that sasuke since the day i put my eyes on him....try to be better than naruto eh?...seek power and etc?...stupid....k,i'm the one here who stupid...that's just a manga anyway...but that sasuke...he can be inside naruto....and already meet that kyuubi..haish....now this show that sasuke is stronger....but dun mind,itachi still the best..!!..haha...anyway....change topic....i didn't go to school last thursday n friday....cos thursday have teacher's day and friday have nothing anyway....teacher's day-i don't have any fav teacher though...all of them are equal to me...so..i didn't give any presents to any teachers...hrm....friday...liyana said have this ceramah...some ceramah akhlak...huhu...i don't think i have problem with my behaviour...except when i'm in a bad mood....my behaviour can be sucks....hrm..now i realize...nowadays i didn't show my sulking behaviour....haha...unlike farahin,who always sulk...me,not...haha....dun mad,ah hin..that's the usual you...anyway...i just show my bad mood in this blog anyway...so...i don't really mad..thanx blog,u're the best..!..haha...last night...went to the japanese restaurant at shah alam mall...very expensive that place...the tempura cost rm23...u can buy 2 pirate dvds with that kind of price...i ordered teppayaki chicken...haha...haven't eat any japanese food except the time when i went to o.u with my mates....but this time...the food was pretty nice...i love the tempura..eventhough expensive and small....but delicious...mak cik azah was pretty rich last night...she don't mind how many we order...but bcos my siblings n i are good children(yeah,right)..we chose something not really expensive...but still...it cost much....haha...kk...don't want to talk much now...oh!...to those indonesians in pulau jawa...sorry to hear about the earthquake...may god bless you all...and YNWA!...

walk on,with hope in ur heart,u'll neva walk alone...

hrm...nicey nice...

a'kum...elo...very bored right now....surf the myspace..nothing good there...liyana just sent me yuu shirota's pic...eventhough that guy kind of cute(100% cute)...da...just realize if i look at him too long...i'll get bored...haish....so...maybe i'll try to find other cute boy...haha...forgive me for this stupid behaviour....then...read the Istanbul stuff from the liverpool web....nearly cried though...the match was very emotional....some of them that i like...

half-time Istanbul
Steven Gerrard: "The manager came in at half time and he calmed us down basically. He drew some things on his board, he made a few changes and he said that we should just try to score early. He said if we scored early, it would change the game. I couldn't concentrate. I don't know what was going through my head. It was weird. I was sitting there and my head was in my hands. I thought it was over."

Rafael Benitez: "At half-time we needed to do something and decided to make some changes. There is no way we could have went back out and lost by four or five goals in front of our wonderful fans. Once we started thinking and believing we could do it, anything was possible."


Luis Garcia: "We were sitting in the dressing room and we could clearly hear thousands of fans singing You'll Never Walk Alone. Can you imagine how that felt? We were 3-0 down in the Champions League final and all we could hear were 45,000 people letting us know they still believed in us. We knew they had endured a long journey and made so many sacrifices to be there. It was at that point we started to believe too."

these are the one that i like....totally unbelievable....comeback of all comebacks...the greatest one....i remember at half time...anan sent sms to me...said something like,kesian-something.....then after the match..he said,something like ac milan was unlucky something like that...haha....hrm....watch Pride...that japanese series..takuya kimura in it...i don't like him...but Pride was good....urgh..!!..totally bored right now..!!!...very2 dizzy plus pening...erm..both of them have the same meaning....neway..tonight will be boring...no Liverpool..haish...the world cup not even help....haish...kk....better read that vinci code if i want to end my boredom...tata..!!...

one night today...

a'kum...i'm totally in da mood to blog right now....why?..cos i am soo pening right now and i want to say all i want to say....cos i want to clean all the habuk in my brain so i can think like a normal person....kk...this evening..went to liyana's...watch just like heaven...i luv mark ruffalo..!...nicey nice..!...with his blur face...he's a total nice.!...and from that movie...me n liyana got this new word..RIGHTEOUS..!...hehe...it's from da guy who looks like james blunt in that movie...liyana thought he was james blunt but he's not....that guy always said"RIGHTEOUS!"...haha...he said like mao...haha...hrm...last wednesday...me n friends played bluff...i was kinda sux but it was fun...girls vs boys...girls:me,hani,fatin n aqilah....boys:bazli,acap(subs with mao),hanif(subs with naquib),n mao(subs with hakim)....we drew with them 3-3...kk...enough about the bluff bcos i think i already said about this before...anyway...surf the liverpoolfc.tv....morientes out from liverpool...no major success in his liverpool days....so...eventhough he's a superstar...he just bad in adapting his skill in english football..i think i'm in luv with yuu shirota...cos i just luv to see his sweet face....nicey nice...!...huhu....kk...i am getting bored with myspace right now...all the rempits and skinheads want to add me...but bcos i'm a good friend and myspace is 'meet new ppl'...i approve all of them(erm..there's this box...approve all friends...i tick it cos i'm lazy to approve one by one...haha)....erm...went to this msg board...Angel Tactics Msg board...liyana said this board is kinda good...so..i register n so...talk with them..kinda interesting...they talk about games,ppl,sports and entertainment...huhu...not interesting like the liverpool boards...but this also quite cool....2 boys from school are the admin.....haha....hrm....i'm very bored right now...saw the news from Google News...Bush regret about the Iraq war....stupid him...many deaths had happened and he said he regret it...what a loser...i dunno how those americans think that he is a good leader..?...a leader with regret..??!?...haish...to be a leader you must not have a regret...haish...this world in nonsense....oh!...read the star...also stupid...a missing girl died...the murderer is a cruel person...a very2 sweet girl...i dunno why the murderer wanted to kill her...?...stupid he is....haish...world...da...dun mind....kk...now i'm off..


things to buy:story books and clothes
right now reading:da vincci code..
right now watching:some p.ramlee movie..

YNWA!

righteous...!

a'kum...why i luv to chat..?...i hate anyway...cos i don't really like it...but still..when i'm in the mood...i will be something like this....

aLia_LiverPooL: a'kum..
aLia_LiverPooL: ei tiron yg makin dilupai..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi blog wei..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku nak bace secreto de amor ko..
aLia_LiverPooL: cepat2..!!
TiRon: eh?
TiRon: blog sape deh??
BUZZ!!!
aLia_LiverPooL: blog ko..
aLia_LiverPooL: jgn igt aku tatau ko ade blog...
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update cpt..
aLia_LiverPooL: hoit2..!!
aLia_LiverPooL: -mental-
TiRon: ei..
TiRon: adekah..
TiRon: adekah..
TiRon: anda..
TiRon: bace?
aLia_LiverPooL: \...
aLia_LiverPooL: ya..
aLia_LiverPooL: saya..
aLia_LiverPooL: sudah..
aLia_LiverPooL: BACA..
TiRon: tp..
TiRon: tp..
TiRon: mengape?
aLia_LiverPooL: byk nanye..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update cpt..
TiRon: ahak
TiRon: bayek~
TiRon: bentar ya
aLia_LiverPooL: bagus bik..

that's me n tiron....she's back from her PUTERI....still like herself...nice...and also chat with liyana aziz...something like this...


aLia_LiverPooL: a'kum..
aLia_LiverPooL: liyana..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku boring..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update blog..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ws..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ali
aLia_LiverPooL: ko nye blog dah satu season bola ko tak update..
LiYaNa_AziZ: alia*
LiYaNa_AziZ: aku pon boring
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahaha
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: ...
LiYaNa_AziZ: aku dah lupe dah add dier
aLia_LiverPooL: hrm..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahakz
LiYaNa_AziZ: sape mamat sbelah ni?
aLia_LiverPooL: tunang aku..
aLia_LiverPooL: http://crazeelanoon.blogdrive.com/
aLia_LiverPooL: huhu..
aLia_LiverPooL: tuh..
aLia_LiverPooL: url blog ko..
LiYaNa_AziZ: nama?
aLia_LiverPooL: yuu shirota...
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: kawaii
LiYaNa_AziZ: ari ni pc aku mcm bangang
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi blog..
LiYaNa_AziZ: takleh masuk explorer
LiYaNa_AziZ: bangang..
aLia_LiverPooL: pakai mozilla..
LiYaNa_AziZ: apekah?
aLia_LiverPooL: mende internet..
aLia_LiverPooL: cam explorer gak..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp nih ok gakla..
LiYaNa_AziZ: x ader la pulak
LiYaNa_AziZ: nasib baek leh dload lagu
LiYaNa_AziZ: kalau x mmg bosan
aLia_LiverPooL: ...
aLia_LiverPooL: sian aku..
aLia_LiverPooL: brada di ambang kesunyian..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: eh..
LiYaNa_AziZ: mane ko knal mamat kawaii sbelah nih
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe..
aLia_LiverPooL: tuang aku ni aku knal di internet..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: hrm.?
aLia_LiverPooL: citer sbenarnye..
aLia_LiverPooL: ade satu anime nih...
aLia_LiverPooL: prince of tennis..
aLia_LiverPooL: sorg kerekter nih..
aLia_LiverPooL: tezuka kunimitsu..
aLia_LiverPooL: amat2 hot..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp disbbkan anime..
aLia_LiverPooL: takleh nak buat papela kan..
aLia_LiverPooL: then..
aLia_LiverPooL: ade org ngan bagus jiwa raga n kepala otaknye..
aLia_LiverPooL: dia membuat idea bernas ntuk membuat live action movie anime tuh..
aLia_LiverPooL: n tezuka tuh nye kerekter si tunang aku nih..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: *tunang
LiYaNa_AziZ: perasan sungguh
aLia_LiverPooL: manusia..
aLia_LiverPooL: stiap org ade perasaan n perasan..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahahaha
LiYaNa_AziZ: tp mmg x dinafikan ..
LiYaNa_AziZ: comel
aLia_LiverPooL: trimas..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku pandai memilih..

that's me n her...the pic that we talk about is the pic of Yuu Shirota....haha...nicey nice...!...very cute....!!...

this is his pic...


YNWA!
hepi holidayz!

Memory Of Istanbul...!

One year has almost passed since Liverpool emerged triumphant from the best European Cup final ever. To celebrate the anniversary of our Istanbul glory, we want your memories from that never to be forgotten Champions League success.
Istanbul Week


We want to hear your stories, starting from your journey to Istanbul and including all of your memories from the match and then your post-match celebrations and journey back home.

Getting to Istanbul
i didn't go to istanbul,mr. Liverpool...i watch the match at tv..no money at that time n my exam already finish..no time to go to istanbul,u know...with the tickets to prepare....haish..but still...watch the match at the tv was good...cos it's 2.30am....hehe...

The night before
i can't sleep,mr liverpool...why..?...bcos i was nervous...nervous to da max..!...i also don't want liverpool to lose bcos my friends will tease me and also it was the major liverpool final..and FYI,i hate losing(eventhough it's not me who played)..and i was nervous and i told my dad and Liyana that i won't go to school if liverpool lose..(it was ceriathon at that time)....

Day of the final
Nervous to da max..!!..haven't been that nervous in my whole life...!!...i was looking forward to it and i just hope liverpool win...i pray n i pray..!!..

Journey to the stadium
nothing like a journey to ur kitchen..!..(i watch it at my kitchen)...

Team news
yup...harry kewell played and no cisse....everybody's surprise and many pundits think liverpool will lose...kewell haven't played for liverpool like he use to that season...so...the rate of losing was totally high.....

When Maldini scored
"ok..another goal from us..we'll win.."...that's what i thought...i on the tv and maldini already score...

When Kewell limped off
hrm...i thought rafa will change him with cisse..but nope,he change it with smicer...but i luv smicer...!...he was my 2nd favourite liverpool player after michael owen when i 1st start supporting liverpool....

When Milan made it 3-0
er..?...k...we can win...!!!...YNWA!!...

Half-time
I off the tv...why?...bcos the pundits will be like some sore loser and say that liverpool will lose bcos they played totally pathetic...n etc. etc...

When Gerrard scored
nice mr g...now another goal...

When Smicer scored
SMICER!!!!! I LUV YOU..!!!...LIVERPOOOOOOLL..!!!(i shout like a mad woman!)

When Alonso scored
my hubby alonso...you're the best..!!...u said before that u want to score in the final to repay ur mates' win over chelsea..u did it...!!...and also"LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!"(another mad woman shouting like someone dying' voice)

Dudek's one handed save from Shevchenko
i dunno...i don't think the ball will go in anyway...why?...bcos my feeling said,"it's not the time for them to score another goal"

The penalty shoot-out
SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!WE WIN..!!!!!....ALHAMDULILLAH..!!!...-i was speechless...i dunno what to say at that time...i was-....i really dunno how to express my feeling bcos i just know the match was UNBELIEVABLE AND MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!

When Stevie lifted the Cup
proudest moment?....yeah...!!!!....i said to myself that my promise to God about no kicap for a week was a promise and i have to thank God about the win and also when stevie lifted the cup...i also raise up my hands like i touch the cup and show it to the ppl....huhu....and yeah,i nearly cried....:P

Post-match celebrations
i can't celebrate it anyway...cos it was 6am and i have to go to school in an hour...but still..i call liyana and told her about the match that LIVERPOOL was awesome and all and i also told her...i will go to school then..LIVERPOOL WON..!!!

Getting home
no getting home cos i was home all the time...told u before...i didn't go to istanbul and also bcos i live in malaysia,not in Liverpool....

The homecoming
didn't go but my pride was there...HAIL TO THE MIGHTY REDS..!!!!!!

# Where did you stand?
i stand nowhere....


kay...above is the some celebration of the ISTANBUL final Champs League survey a LIVERPOOL fan have to do.....hehe....i was very2 happy but also sad that it's already 1 year....huhu...i dunno what to say...but thanks...!...hehe....

really,really bored...

a'kum...my life right now is boring..that's why i'm blogging right now....my patience right now is totally lose it limit....but still i have a lil bit of the remainder....i dunno my patience can stand farahin's behaviour,mak cik azah's nag and all this stupid problem.....haish....farahin-i thought she's a supportive person-a supportive friend....but she made me mad!!!!!!!....i wonder if she know that i mad at her or not....and last thursday..she told me n emi she'll join the koperasi...i don't mind if she join...but emi-she was mad,i think...emi has too many crisis in usahawan life...and now her bestfren do something like dat..and worse-that farahin don't even feel any guilty bcos then,the next day,farahin asked me to join her;in front of emi...lorh...i dunno what emi feel...but bcos i am a good fren...so...i said to farahin"no way"...hell no...emi's my friend....the kiosk has many probs.....and then go away when crisis happen...bloody cowards.!....then..mak cik azah...she's more annoying than she have to be....!!!....she wants me to follow all the things she want...xcuse me...i don't want....last night,my lil sis asked my maid to made her milo...but then...mak cik azah said "can't u do it on ur own?!" and nag,nag n nag...then....after my sis went upstairs...mak cik azah told my maid..."why must u listen to them?..u didn't work for them...u work for me..."...and when i know she said something like that....i was so furious..!!!!....who the hell is she saying something like that...the one who pay her is my father!!...my father's money to be exact....not her..!!!....damn it that woman....haish....and this morning,my maid told her that she wants to go home(indonesia) for time-out...i dunno why...i think she meant "don't want work anymore"...shit...i don't blame my maid...with that kind of boss....i know you just want to go away from her...that mak cik azah....haish...i don't even know my late-mum treated a maid like that....my mum treated anybody like friends...not servant....that's why i treat my maid like she's my friend....not my servant...and i never ever shout or yell at my maid.....bcos i care what ppl feel...but that mak cik azah...she is the worst person i ever met bcos she has no heart feeling....how can this kind of person live..?...or more stupid,how can this kind of person have friends..?....yesterday also...she asked my brother where he goes..and my bro said he went to his friend's birthday party....and my bro used his money to treat him....and mak cik said.."aik...why treat him..?...he didn't treat you when ur birthday.".and she said it's not fair....i was furious to hear what she said....i was mad....really mad....u know my prinsip about friends....i was mad...what the hell u care about fair n square about friends....if u want to treat ur friends...it's ur choice....it's not fair or not....it's an option,a choice.....a friend is an important person to u...u friend with all ur heart...not bcos of some judgement...stupid woman...i dunno how can she have friends...but i don't think other person like her anyway....being such a snob like that...haish.....kk...i was mad,mad n mad....i dunno what my life will bcome after this...i just hope my later life won't meet her after this....i luv her...not quite...i just respect n care her as my stepmum...that's all....

i'm here...

a'kum...hello...i want to be an emotional lass today...why..?...i am very happy and so happy like i'm in love but i'm not in love..!!...haha...i'm not in love but just want to say like i'm in love...hahaha....nice eh..?...falling in love in sooo damn nice...but to lose the love in so damn hurt....that's why i choose friend than love....friend:u won't feel the pain and also the happiness....you just feel comfortable....haha...whatever....my life today is boring...can be enjoyable...but still...hahahaha...woke up at 8.30am ++....surf the internet....n nobody online...hahahah....damn..!....but still...i edit few things of my myspace page....liyana online at 12++am bcos she just got back from gotong-royong at school...haha...she went bcos ckg rokiah told her class if the class come for the gotong-royong...she add 5 marks for their account...haha....if my bio teacher do something like that...i will definitely go....huhu..biology:i just think i'll get bad....ok...continue the story....then...bcos i was boring...too boring to be exact....i help aina change her layout...haha....green..not my fav color...but still nice...harmony to be more specific...maybe amalina will like it...she luv green very much....and for the 1st time sice last month...i online my msn....and ah soon also online...asked him the pic of datuk's....he said he can't gave it to me bcos the files not there...somebody delete it or something....sorry amalina...no rezeki for you...then....chat with hazim...nothing really...talk some football stuff...then affan online...he said i haven't chat with him for awhile...and he told me his life was miserable....his grandmother passed away last monday....and he broke up with his girlfren...i said sorry for both...but i told him that he better move on with his life....his girlfren was pretty annoying...just 2 weeks with the broke up..she already have another one...haish...this girl...i think she's just using him with stupid things....but affan...i think he IS being stupid...he curse that girl....but still can't forget her and said that he love her very much...whole-heartedly...haish...man...i thought just woman feel that way....but the opposite also feel like that....i know when you're in love...stupid things might happen like some promise you made such as "will be together forever n ever" n "i won't look at somebody else but you"...something like dat....haish....but he just can't stop thinking about her n then...i burst...!...haha...yeah,me.burst.to.him....haha...not my job...but still...he's my friend....i told him..."move on..that girl already forget you.you also have to move on"...then..he pause...he dunno what to say....maybe i said [to be exact=type] with CAPITAL LETTERS...not really capitals...just the tone of it was like mad....then he said..."oh,tq.."....n then he said he have to off...hrm...that affan...really annoying sometimes...but i can say nothing to him....he's too absorb with his moody-love-life....tell you ppl[especially anan]..if you're in love...pls don't do stupid promise unless you pretty sure that the person you're in love will be ur future-wife...thank god i don't have any experience in this kind of relationship...but i advice about it when they were in prob bcos maybe someday i'll be psychiatrist....haha....but i dunno yet..ambition....you just have to put it in mind....anyway...i think i talk too much again for 2 consequtive days...so..ttfn..!!

a'kum..

a'kum..hehe....i'm in a good mood today...why..?..cos i'm lovin' it....my day at school was good...but not really enjoyable...haha...but still...like raven will say,"i'm okay..."....haha...neway....this 3 whole weeks...i have exam...my exam end today...but the tasawur paper 2 can't finish today bcos it's 2hrs 3omin....but the schedule said just 2 hours.....so...we made a choice to do it next week...why i choose next week...?... bcos i have't read all of it....hahaha.....can't blame me bcos other ppl also haven't read yet...underestimate the genius of tasawur...haha...!!.....i think the most difficult will be add math....cos i can't answer some of the questions....hrm...dun mind really.....i was too lazy to think about the aftermath of the question....so..i gave up and forgot about YNWA spirit...huhu...dun really mind but still-i mind it very much.....anyway...i think the easiest was est....cos i think i did okay....haha....but i just hope i won't have any fail...huhu....i was very tired today and have to cancel the plan to go to liyana's house to watch underworld....very2 tired....my mind really sleepy....i dunno how many papers i had tried to stop my sleepiness....anyway today...i was really mad but still with my experience with farahin's behaviour...farahin said something bad about my INSPIRATION CAPTAIN,mr stevie g that he's bad and bad and worst-she thinks i won't feel bad about it bcos i love xabi...blurgh!!!..i love the whole team,ah hin..!!!....haish....that's why i think she's not an understanding friend eventhough i always said"farahin,ko mmg memahami"-not really.....but still...she's my best friend and i can't avoid her about it....hrm.....gotta tell you the truth...with amalina's behaviour at her blog...she really have the best time of her life...but still...with her story...i think i really dun want that kind of boarding school life.....don't get me wrong...i don't hate her life...i just hate the boarding school life...i can be a discipline and strict person....but with that kind of life in a boarding school...i better just wait for the university....not really my type and i am really proud with my decision for not going to a boarding school....haha...kay...better stop now bcos that amalina will be here next week and i don't think she will like what i write or maybe she will boast about her school more...k......my favourite topic-FOOTBALL..!!..haha....liverpool won the FA Cup...i like it,a-ha,a-ha....huhu..i luv gerrard's goal..BRILLIANT..!!!....captain fantastic...!...and those pundits said liverpool played with one man team...yeah right...if there's no carragher in liverpool..liverpool will have a risk of 85% to lose eventhough he made an own goal bcos he is the liverpool heart's defence....haha...about the CL 2006 final...the match can't beat liverpool display last year....but henry put his mind on arsenal and said he will be in arsenal next season...i think it's good with 2 reasons...

1. i don't want barcelona to bcome the best team in europe and be MORE better than now...
2. arsenal will be so disgusting without henry.i don't think they'll cope...

right now...i'm replying my mates' comment at myspace...there's this guy..hadie the name...err...he's okay but a gunners and also sweet but not really my type...da...asked for my handphone no. already...i already gave to him bcos lucky he's not a rempit...that's nice....and other guy...i dunno his name but from nottingham...a malay i think.....cos he speak malay...hometown nottingham...but dunno where he live right now.....but still..he's alright...but h red devil...da....why no kop..?....haha....man,i'm mental.....i watch this korean movie right now...lovely rivals i think....a teacher jealous of her student cos the student went out with this male teacher from school and the that female teacher like him....and so,she's jealous...haha.....that student is a child anyway.....hrm...i think i talk too much....kk...YNWA..!!

no to nobody...

a'kum...alo...haven't blog for awhile...why?....read hikaru no go from vol. 1st to last....haha..!!!...so..no time for this blogging thing cos i read it at the internet...mind you...i even read it in this exam season......my life was a lil bit havoc nowadays...maybe bcos this exam n also my health....my nervous syndrom attack me again....maybe cos of da thyroid....can say nothing about it....the doctor said my ulcer gotten white....err?....dun mind....last 2 weeks....i cried in front of my 1st bro...stupid..?...kind of....cos all da pressure in me....i thought i can't cope it anymore...da....but later with my YNWA strenght....i know i can cope with all the pressure....i have my friends around me....a best friend who always listen to my worry,a best friend who always makes me laugh,a best friend who makes me mad, a best friend who know nothing but nothing...but still...i have friends....my siblings are not the most supportive human being if you ask me.....but dun mind....in this exam season....i was sleepy n nervous...haha...but not really though....maybe this is the 1st time i face the real pre-SPM papers...so...kind of nervous.....sometimes i worried too much about LIVERPOOL...but i know i must not worried n if i have to worry..better i worry about my life if i can go to liverpool or not...hish.......neway....there's another 1 week for exam to finish...so..my life will be flying like a bird...huhu....everyday...i count all the remaining papers i have to face...and also all the remaining days i will left school....another 1 year and +++......so....that will be another goody....this life....sometimes you wonder why you have to live.....facing numerous challenge and all...but still...an end will await us...but still...i just have to live with my current life with happiness and all....my no1 dream after all is have my hajj...and also go to liverpool...meet the liverpool lads...that will be the 2nd heaven in this world.....huhu.....GOD BLESS YOU..!...AMIN~~~!

hehe.lala.i can blog..!!!

a'kum...n hello...hehe...unlike aina..i have to say some greetings cos it's already my habit...haha..sori ainun...be more cheerful...just like that chinese girl in that chinese drama(triumph in the sky-6pm to 7pm)....his boyfriend asked her how she can be a cheerful girl...she said when you sad,you just have to be cheerful...that's all....haha...easy to say....anyway...FINALLY...i can blog....this blogger made me mad....slow....but lucky this blogger have my patience....this week is a good week for me...and also tiring....the happy things...liverpool won the FA youth cup and also the semi final FA cup(for the senior team)....and it was brilliant...!!!.....the best thing about the semi final....liverpool beat chelsea....hahahahah..!!...jose can say anything like 'the better team lose','the disallowed goal was a goal' and 'liverpool play with 11 defenders'.....BUT....!!!...we win....haahahhahaha..!!!....that jose....his face becoming more stupid in each days he try to say something bad.....huhu....steven gerrard won the PFA player of da year award....and Rafa won the best coach in spain....hehe....lucky,lucky...and liverpool won against west ham....but that match was overshadowed by luis garcia's red card...liverpool try to appeal....but the FA already rejected the appeal...FYI,the punishment from a red card to a player...the player will be ban 3 match...and so,with another last 3 match will be played in this season...luis can't play in the FA Cup final agianst west ham..hrm....YNWA,LUIS.....can't say more....

n that's the unlucky thing about liverpool....

continue....this week also was very tiring...i slept 3 times in class.....2 subject to be exact...i slept when english...and also 2 times when physics.....huhu....bio was interesting...interesting if the teacher taught in the class,not at the lab.....i nearly sleep in the lab...but instead i wrote the stupid-duck story.....hahaha.....yesterday...amalina came to liyana's house...me n farahin were there....she brought mee bandung for us..it was good..!!...huhu....but not really hot cos it's not hot....she told us many stories about her life there....some can be interesting...n some just a typical boarding school story......made new email....stepteen_lfc@yahoo.com.....cos when i wrote the stepteen_0110....ppl will think i wrote stepteen_ollo.....haish....that's why i better change.....the laptop's memory is suddenly decreased to 0 bytes....i can't even read the latest nana..!!...haish.....(i have to download..but no memory...what can u do about it..?)....i really wonder how that shazizan knew that i am saving money for my next-year trip to korea...?....i haven't tell anybody except my best friends.....but that boy....maybe he heard it when i talked to hani about korea.....can't blame him...my voice is a total loud......that's all i want to say right now...tata...!...

later blog again...have to be ready for this wedding.....oh..!...my cousins from scotland is here....he taught me physic last night at 12.30am...mental..?...he is......

something.about.me

a'kum...i dunno what to do for today...i have to send my bio's practical n PEKA tomorrow....but i haven't finish yet.....WHY?..cos i don't have the school testpad and my practical book was left at school....HAHAHAHAHA....go to hell....this is too damn bad...in the morning..i was so determined....right now...I was so like shit....haish....and i still feel sooo guilty to my father....he sent me a sms last night...the sms was something like..."alia ok?"...ARGHH!!!!!...i feel so guilty...wanna know why...?....cos when i chat with my father...i don't really chat with him...i asked my cousin to chat with him....or maybe my sis.....cos i just dunno what to talk to him...FYI,i am very secretive to my family....any emotional things that happen in my life...i don't really blast it to them...cos i am the MOST independent in my family....if the bill haven't paid...they know who to blame....haish...that's why one of the reason i want to study and live in liverpool is bcos i want to leave anybody that i know....yeah..maybe hani or liyana or both go with me to liverpool...but i don't think either of them want to live there...me?..i am totally into living in liverpool...cos i don't want to meet anybody that i know....that's why my relationship with my friends right now..i want to appreciate it all my life....bcos maybe after that i will make a new realtionship with other ppl...cos i just thought of something...maybe i can make new relationship in each decades of my life...the start of life of 11 years old....i have new friends at sks6 and also the skolah agama seksyen 3....then i have all that friends until now...yeah...i lost contacts to some of them but i still remember them and if they forget me...i don't really care anyway....cos that just mean they're not really my true friends....

what i want to confess to you all about..in everything that i had done...i know what i was/am doing...i know the consequences of my doing....i know the good and bad about my doing....but i won't regret what i had done a bit....cos i know my life...i know i've been very annoying with my moodiness and all...cos i just can't meet the ppl who really understand me....not even my late-mother,my father or my siblings...or even my best-mates....i told them my secrets...but not all of them...i told them many of the important things i have in my life....but most of all are important for that time but won't be important for the other time[or maybe it will]....i told ppl about what i felt about other person....bcos i can guess what will happen next...i understand my friends very much....and if my understanding was wrong...i know they had change and mature...so i am very happy...ppl say i am too moody..why?..bcos i am too responsible and take things seriously in my life...why again..?...bcos i always thinks the result of what i had done....i can be dramatic...too dramatic than hani,even...but i just try to not show it...i dont want ppl to feel worry or sorry about me...like about my mum's condition b4 she died...i told ppl about her condition...but not what i was totally seeing....i just told ppl,"mak aku sakit.asyik baring je".....but my mum was totally sick...i just can't bear to watch her face...b4 she died...i don't really help her..i just watching her from afar...it was just my bro and sis help my mum...i just stay in my room doing nothing...i don't think i was praying at that time..maybe i was-a lil...i don't think i was doing something like crying...i just quiet...why?...bcos i think i was useless...i don't do anything to my mum...and also i was thinking something else-she won't die...

about my friends...i know i was being too difficult to handle...i just want to say i'm sorry....i know i was annoying with my moodiness...but i just can't control what happen in my life...i know some of my friends think i am very annoying with my liverpool maniac...i'm sorry...i'm just too into liverpool...i know farahin n hani thought this liverpool thing was annoying...but i'm sorry...i don't have any true happiness than liverpool in my life...i realize that among my friends...i am the most mature,hate to lose and too passionate in many kind of things..when i was being hyper...i was feeling insecure at that time....

maybe i was being dramatic..or being nothing....but today i just felt like to say something....i am sorry if i say something bad...but this is my blog...so better i say it now or later my brain will be too crowded and my heart will be too swollen....bye..

ehehe.i.saw.something.funny

a'kum..hello..not ponteng today...but maulud nabi...so..no go to school then...hehe...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W....with no him before us...we won't be a good umat to the world...anyway...the time of my life...last saturday...nothing much...cos nothing happen....sunday...pretty good...went to one utama....makcik azah have this bowling thingy at 9.30am in the morning....so..we have to arrive there early...not many ppl were there....very2 different than our usual time of shopping....went to the bowling alley....lucky the cinema is just beside the alley...so....we can play bowling without worrying the time to watch ice age 2....erm....i played bowling and got 2 strikes but most of the time the ball went to the drain...haha....very2 unclucky me....after dat...watch ice age2...HUAHAHAHAHA..!!...the 1st was better but this also okay....the movie was totally good....i hate those posoms[i dunno how to spell/call them]....but they made many funny gestures....hehe...then...went to mph...makcik azah said she want to buy me books next month cos the budget for this month is limited...but i said just one book and also hani said mph have 20% discount....so...she said okay then...bought this book..how my private,personal journal become a bestseller...meg cabot gave a review for the book and that's why i bought it...lucky the book was rm22.90....cheaper than the price i always bought cos mph don't even have any sale....so,no 20%...erm..makcik azah also said that next month she'll give me,my sis n bro rm100 for us to buy our own clothes...my mind was thinking of books anyway...not clothes...but..i think it was okay...i think i want to bring liyana when we go shopping...erm,sorry emi...i think my style is more into liyana then emi's....but i don't think any of this is important anyway...huhu...i just think of buying books anyway..hehe....liverpool won the match against bolton..i dun think the match was good...it was a lil bit frustrating...lucky fowler was good...gerrard n garcia were diving...maybe that's what i saw...it was pretty annoying to see the lads dived...haish...but maybe they're not....alonso played well....i thought he was the man of the match....bcos he played really well....not many mistakes...gerrard was bad...maybe bcos he haven't played for 2 weeks...i think cisse was the worst..all passes that were given to him was useless...xabi passed a brilliant ball to him but he waste it...hrm...man utd won against arsenal..the match was exciting...but i dunno what happen to arsenal anyway...do they think they can win the CL....?...hrm...i hope villareal won against them...they thought they can do a liverpool..haha....just wish then,arsenal...u dunno how desperate i was before last year CL final...i had nazar not to eat kicap for 1 week and also solat hajat...haha...u dunno what i was feeling at the time...and with that kind of match that had happen...u just dunno what to believe...huhu...kk...i'm blabbing...tata!!....

surf to the liverpool university's site..makcik azah said the U don't have any medic...hehe...what's this then..???

Medicinal Chemistry with Pharmacology MChem-i want to be pharmacist...so..i think maybe this thing be will good...high score in ur chemistry...u'll be good...

maybe i'll consider a surgeon too...that's my 2nd anyway...
or also a pscycologist...hehe....all about that later...ttfn..!!

my.day.everydaylife.

a'kum....hello....mind you...i change my layout....this is the 6th march skin of the day at blogskins.com.....haha..!!...my birthday,monalisa..!!....already celebrated it twice....hehe...the last layout...it was good with my friends and me n liverpool..n gerrard n xabi...but really have to change then..hehe....ponteng today....woke up at 11am....if i was school today...i dunno what will happen cos fatin don't want to say anything about school today...hrm...emi said she don't want to tell her about school..so..i dun mind then.....hrm...arsenal through to the semi....1st time...and i hate that wenger...haha..juve n real madrid already been defeated by this scum....but really..they played bad....but luck to them then...may vilareal win the match against them....this week never been good or bad....lose in bola jaring....got 2nd....my class played well....but just unlucky for the lose.....haish....nothing happen nowadays....i dunno what to say....liverpool will play this sunday...against bolton....huhu....i dreamed liverpool lose 7-0....and after dat dream...i woke up with sweat all over my body....da....no way!!!!!!!....anyway...i don't think that kind of thing will happen...cos dream is dream...don't believe the dream bcos that dream just made u bad....and anyway...in everthing that i dream....i just believe in 1 dream...and that's my dream to liverpool....tata then..!!...

a.thing.to.do

What if...
Okay so name 10 people
1.hani
2.liyana slayman
3.farahin
4.amalina
5.ainun
6.emi
7.alisa
8.amin
9.haikal
10.xabi alonso

Alrighty. Now, what if numb.1 is ur mother.......
huahaha..!!!!!!!

Number 2 was who you were going to marry?:
erk..?...i want another slayman's son...not this daughter...

Number 3 got turned into a frog?:
hrm...can be cool...huahaha..!!!...she called me a frog when i was 13

You and number 4 got drunk and madeout?:
we r very2 alim...no need to do these kind of things..

You and number 5 woke up in the same bed and didnt remember how or why?:
oh..?...lucky she's my friend and also a girl and nothing bad really had happen bcos our hormone not attract to each other..

Number 6 moved to the other side of the world?:
oh...she sit beside me already....

You found out that number 7 is a man?:
nope....always a girl but can boyish at times....

You caught number 8 in a polkodotted thong?:
hahaha...my bro wear a thong..??!?!

Number 9 confessed their love for you?:
nope....he's bro and just once he said he love all his siblings....

Number 10 kissed you?:
that will be SOOOOO GOOOOOD!!!!







Number 1 just started sniffing you?:
huh?!....hani...ko sniff org ke..?

You found out that number 2 was doing drugs?:
liyana,liyana...apa nak jadila...

Number 3 could fly?:
huahahah..!!!!!!!!

Number 4 was pregnant?:
hrm...she luv it if that baby of hers is datuk's

Number 5 told you that they were never going to see you again?:
oh my......

Number 6 ate YOUR cookie?:
WEYH!!!!...emi-chan...!!..blanje aku balik..!!!

You and number 7 went to the zoo?:
that rhino,my dear sis...looks like a friend of mine.............

Number 8 lied to you?:
many times...and when he lied...he will twitched his mouth..

Number 9 turned into a coconut?:
not really like a coconut....

You and number 10 were deserted on an island?:
OH MY GOD...!!!...that's the best thing in the world!!!!!








You and number 1 went to the moon?:
we r the the REAL neil amstrong!!!!

Number 2 got a job?:
hehe....jgn memalu nak blanje aku...!!!

Number 3 got hurt badly in an accident?:
i'll pray you'll be okay..!!

Number 4 needed help with a problem will u help?:
u know i'll help you....

Number 5 was sad what will u do?:
ainun....awak bkan camni....ainun.jgn bersedih...

Number 6 was being a super-bitch?:
emi?....hahaha...!!!!

Number 7 was randomly in your house one morning?:
she's always in my house...

You went to take a shower and 8 was in your bathroom?:
.......KELUAR!!!!!!

Number 9 drank waayy too much at a party?
HAIKAL!!!!!!!!

Number 10 ran away from home?:
come to my home, my dear xabi...!!








Number 1 showed up at your window at 3 AM to escape their house?:
HANI..!!!...bagus le...igtkan awak tanak tido umah kite...

You and 2 were walking down the street and saw an eskimo?:
erm...?....nih asia right?

Number 3 came to your house riding a llama?:
farahin..!!!....ko curi emperor kuzco...!!!!

simply.the.huh?!

a'kum..hello...not in da mood to blog...but better do it now...hehe...luv the new layout...i don't think it will last though...i choose it becos it's neat and also bleach...no byakuya...but nvm....today not really a good day...started bad but end good....like a fairytale but you don't have any fairies and elf and peter pan.....and also happily ever after....da day started with hani didn't bring my bio book....i was mad....bcos i really want to send the book today...but i just try to ignore my temper and instead i told aina what i felt and it was a relief to lose a lil bit temper by telling someone else and aina was okay with that....and also started with farahin not talking to me for i-dunno-how-many-times day.....hrm....i said hi to her and she ignore it and after that i told her that if you don't want to talk me again....i don't want to talk to you again....haha...childish...but i don't really mean it....i was being hyper at dat time.....hrm...and the day end with some good things from bola baling...the bola baling was okay bcos i played with my leg hurt....and i walked with ainun n liyana after dat and ainun treat me mcfloat....haha....this week....i already asked rm1 from many ppl....haha...all bcos i had used all my money on this liverpool thingy...what can you do if you addict to something..?..u will always addict to it....haha...IF that's a good thing...haha.....saw this World Cup advertisement...saw cisse...hehe...finally..someone from liverpool who love publicity...haha...kay then...very2 hungry right now...tata..!!

la.la.la.la.la.da.

a'kum....haven't blog for a while...this blogger really being bad nowadays....my time nowadays was okay...some were brilliant and some were not....the bad things...amalina now gone...not dead but

she went to mrsm...haish...she is 1 of my bestfriends...really...i am not the type of person who care about ppl who go to any boarding skool....becos i think that's their choice and i don't want to waste my time thinking about ppl bsnes....but amalina was different...she is my bestfriend...and she's the most sensitive among my different-personalities mates...so...it's a little awkward now....when she's not among us....but the good thing[or maybe bad for some ppl]...she called me last thursday...she said "aku seksa kat sini"....hrm....boarding skool...the 2nd jail of your life....70% of me was happy because there have a possibility that she maybe came home...but 30% of me don't want her to go back home bcos she's not really a consistent student...she's a hardworking girl....and the boarding school really suits her more....anyway...enough of her...other bad things....i dunno why...i am not happy being with my friends...xcept liyana n emi....other than them...they were like 'different' and sometimes annoyed me...no offence...my hormon not really stable nowadays....liyana was being understanding and happy-go-lucky all the time...and emi...she was being good to me and just listen and say nothing...that's good cos i don't like lecture...other good things that happen...liverpool won again!!...haha...luv them....huhu...against the bitter everton...and gerrard was sent off...but liverpool managed a 3-1 win and it's obvious that xabi alonso was the man of the match but if i was rafa..i will have a problem to make a decision for subbing ppl...all of them played really well and none of them made any worst scenario...dada....hrm....farahin mad at me...to be honest....i was starting to feel annoyed with these stupid sulk...so...i don't really mind about her....hrm...i think that's all then...tata..!!

chat.with.my.tok.arab.father.haha

a'kum...my sis n i chat with my father at ym.... haha...something stupid but also some father n daughter talk..actually...i haven't read all the things that we chat about...but read then....ta!

aLia_LiverPooL: assalamualaikum!!
AyaH: waalaikum salam
aLia_LiverPooL: nie aye
AyaH: sape ni
aLia_LiverPooL: haha
aLia_LiverPooL: alia tgh pkai baju
AyaH: sape ade kat rumah
aLia_LiverPooL: amin haikal aye alia makcik azah dgn akak
aLia_LiverPooL: sume ade
AyaH: makcik azah tgh buat ape?
aLia_LiverPooL: ntah
aLia_LiverPooL: dier ade kat dlm bilik
AyaH: panggil dia jab
aLia_LiverPooL: okesh
aLia_LiverPooL: jap jap
aLia_LiverPooL: makcikazah tgh letih
aLia_LiverPooL: dier kate lain kali larh
aLia_LiverPooL: die tgh tido tadi
AyaH: sana kol berape?
aLia_LiverPooL: 8.12
aLia_LiverPooL: kat sane?
AyaH: dah mkn?
aLia_LiverPooL: lom
aLia_LiverPooL: kejap agi
AyaH: nape x mkn lagi?
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool menang 7-0
aLia_LiverPooL: haha
AyaH: tipu
aLia_LiverPooL: btol!!!
aLia_LiverPooL: cube ayah tgk news!
AyaH: mmng dgn sape?
aLia_LiverPooL: birmingham
aLia_LiverPooL: ngeh ngeh ngeh
AyaH: Birmingham team bodoh
aLia_LiverPooL: x kesah arh..
aLia_LiverPooL: asalkan menang!
aLia_LiverPooL: FA cup
aLia_LiverPooL: masok semi final
AyaH: haikal buat ape?
aLia_LiverPooL: main gitar
AyaH: Amin
aLia_LiverPooL: tgh tido
AyaH: Alia
aLia_LiverPooL: tgh semayang
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah dah abeh keje ker?
AyaH: lom lagi....kat cc
aLia_LiverPooL: owhh
aLia_LiverPooL: keje malam lagi ekk?
AyaH: ye
aLia_LiverPooL: owhh
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah x nak guner web cam ker?
aLia_LiverPooL: aye nak tgk muker AYAH
aLia_LiverPooL: hahaha
AyaH: cc ni x der web cam
aLia_LiverPooL: owhhhh
aLia_LiverPooL: komputer ayah tuh x leh main tenet ker?
AyaH: kat cc pakai computer cc...x leh pakai computer lain
aLia_LiverPooL: owh
AyaH has signed out. (3/22/2006 8:19 PM)

AyaH: Acu ade call?
aLia_LiverPooL: x de
aLia_LiverPooL: alia baru je abeh semayang
aLia_LiverPooL: nih alia..
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe..
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool gol 7 bijik..
aLia_LiverPooL: ngan birmingham..
aLia_LiverPooL: tmpt ayah duk baper tahun lps..
aLia_LiverPooL: huhu..
AyaH: Ayah dok kat Aston....x support B'gham
aLia_LiverPooL: aston kat dlm birmingham la tuh..
AyaH: x ...Aston lain....sape lagi menang?
aLia_LiverPooL: chelsea lwn newcastle nanti..
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool ngan birmingham je lwn..
aLia_LiverPooL: west ham masuk semi final FA cup gak..
AyaH: West Ham menang ngan sape?
aLia_LiverPooL: man city..
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah tgh buatpe..?
AyaH: tgh taip ni
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
AyaH: ade ape2 muskhil?
aLia_LiverPooL: tak..
aLia_LiverPooL: saje nanye..
aLia_LiverPooL: lambat ayah taip..
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe/.
AyaH: pc ni lambat
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: komp takde pentium..
AyaH: Ayah dah pandai kira bahasa Arab
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: terer..
aLia_LiverPooL: 1 sampai bape..?
AyaH: sampai sepuluh
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: airina pun tau..
aLia_LiverPooL: blaja bebtul kat sane tuh..
AyaH: dah makan?
aLia_LiverPooL: lum..
aLia_LiverPooL: nak makan skit je...
aLia_LiverPooL: takde selera sgt..
AyaH: pi bawah pi makan dulu
aLia_LiverPooL: ok..
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah dah makan ke..?
AyaH: dah
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: makan kebab..?
AyaH: org Patani masak....kat sini sume tanggong
AyaH: TV kat apartment ayah ade 500 Channel
aLia_LiverPooL: best..!!
aLia_LiverPooL: sumer 500 chn tuh bhs arab ke..?
AyaH: tak.....macam2 ade
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: astro pun ade..?
AyaH: cume TV Malaysia jer tak dpt
aLia_LiverPooL: hahaha..
aLia_LiverPooL: tak semua ade..
aLia_LiverPooL: alia nak pi makan jap..
AyaH: ok
aLia_LiverPooL: alisa ade kat blakang alia..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp dia baru nak mandi..
AyaH: suruh dia pi mandi
AyaH: Ayah jab lagi nak sign out.....kirim salam kat semua
aLia_LiverPooL: ok..

i read it...and i have to say..my father really don't want to see liverpool happy...haha...he studied at Aston University...i think aston is in birmingham....dun mindla....but i have to say...LIVERPOOL WON!!!!!....15 GOALS IN 3 GAMES..!!...2 games in 3 days and they scored 10 goals for those 2 matches....hahah..!!!...that's why i luv liverpool..they have the passion and eventhough they scored many goals...the defence still tight...hehe...thank GOD...i am very happy right now....never mind about my test results[i got better than i expected]....but today really pay all the bad things that i felt before....tata again..!

na.na.na.hey.hey.hey.godbye.

a'kum...helo...wake up early today..bcos i have to send my father to klia....he will go to jeddah....for 3 years...not the whole 3 years...cos he will be back for 2 weeks this may...hrm....i kind of sad to see him...really sad cos i have to say farewell to 2 ppl in 1 month....that's very2 sad...amalina will go to this boarding skool..near my kampung...so...maybe i don't have any feeling right now...cos...muar is good...they have the most delicious mee bandung in the world..!!!...[totally,i really like food!!]....yesterday...my day was kind of bad...cos....i have this drawing...i drew it when i was boring at school..i drew many things and i think it can be precious to me...bcos for me....each drawing that i drew,presenting my patient....really...drawing is full of patients..[i know it's kind of dramatic cos i didn't drew it but i copy it :x]...and i drew many kind of things and among them are this liverpool's phoenix....i was kind of proud....it was difficult to draw it....and yesterday..i want to show that drawing to my 2nd bro....u know,my bro is a very good artist....and i just want to show it[the truth is,i AM VERY PROUD]....and when i want to show it...the paper of the drawing was gone..!...GONE..!!..i was too sad....not nearly cry...but still,sad..!!!...i remember my gaara keychain that i lost before...so..i think maybe that keychain lost with it...haish....even that sweet gaara also lost....[i don't mind about that gaara, cos i got it free from kreko :D]....then..i watch o.c...it was good...but then it was raining..so..i have to off the dvd....then..i slept from 5pm and i woke up at 8pm....huhu....my cousins came....and there this lil boy....he listen to my ipod...and when he listen...he took off the earphone...and i thought he licked the earphone...but then....i thought the earphone will be alright....after dat...i asked my cousin;syara to talk with liyana using the microphone...i just want to test the microphone...u know;call using ym....then...when i took the ipod from her...i didn't hear anything....but i just used the right side of the earphone..then i used both...i can hear sound but it was weird...than i tried to listen only with the left earphone...i can hear sound-perfectly....then i used only with the right-NOTHING!!!!....so...with the suitable hypothesis and the right conclusion...the RIGHT earphone is bisu...........DAMN IT..!!!....lucky my father will go to jeddah tomorrow..he won't know about it until may).....so..i have to save rm179 to buy the earphone....[i asked from a friend about the price]....haish...my lovely and precious ipod....how could this happen to me!![bground music=simple plan's untitled]....haish....i was too sress to think about my day....so...i went to bed early than expected.....kay then....tata..!!

ps:liverpool vs fulham(i dunno what time but 3.30am i think)
pps:current music=ellegarden's niji
extra ps:just edit this new pic...pls comment at my MySpace pls..!!
another xtra ps:i just remember..the paper of the drawing is under my desk at school..sorry with my sadness..

exceptance.not.included

a'kum..hello...i am very boring right now....but later i'll watch o.c...so....i won't feel boring after dat....my father will go to jeddah tomorrow...and i have a lil twinge of regret bcos i didn't go to my bio's extra class this morning....and i also won't go tomorrow bcos i'll go to the airport to send my father...so...i can't....and emi just told me that it was difficult and i can also say, complicated...haish...yesterday went to school eventhough i don't want but my house was kind of boring...so..i went..i 1st thought i didn't want to go bcos i don't want to train bola jaring....why must if there's nothing we can do about the bola jaring...??...really..it's just a waste of time to train with the other players bcos they really just some kind of brats....anyway...when i nearly at the school...i called ainun and she said she's at clinic bcos amalina was sick...so...i went to da clinic bcos i dun want to waste my time at the school and i dun want to meet any ppl eventhough i know anot....after dat..etc etc etc....after the clinic...amalina have a fever but still ok and we waited for ainun n syera bcos they wanted to send some books...i dunno what books....but they send it anyway....and waited for them and me,hani n amalina listen to my ipod...n etc etc etc...then later...after met ainun n syera...we went to da mall..just hani,me,n amalina...ainun n syera didn't join us bcos they want to do something else....so..we don't mind...and all 3 of us attack liyana's after dat and watch remember the titans at her comp and dot....nothing really happened anyway...i am way boring right now that's why i blab n blab n right now...about the liverpool match againt arsenal..liverpool lose n xabi got red card and gerrard made mistake and liverpool still 3rd at the league and arsene wenger said they can get above liverpool....da...if he wish to better liverpool..how about they better on tottenham and bolton than thinking about other opponent...really this club...mourinho said the truth anyway;wenger really a voyeur...he think about other club than his....da....stupid man...k then..i dunno what to say..tata..!

feel.like.betray.being.paranoia

a'kum....hello...last week was the WORST WEEK I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE..!!!...i dunno when was the last time i felt that bad or worse about the-worst-week-in-my-life....but that week can be the worst..!!...starting with my test...1st test in form4....and i know this year i can get fail...but i never thought my 1st EVER FAIL will be in my 1st MONTHLY TEST IN FORM 4..!!!....seriously..shoot me...or make some udomo rasengan attack to me cos i know i'll be dead and i don't want to face any of my marks which WILL be below 40 and also RED;BIG RED ones....totally....1st fail...and not just 1...but more...haish..!!!!....i think i'll fail my sej,physics,bio and i dunno about other subjects....but i know others can be nearly fail or maybe FAIL~~~~....haish..i am not this give up person....but i have to admit it...I WAS SUCKS..!...k...other worst thing that happen...LIVERPOOL LOSE THEIR CROWN TO DEFEND THE CL ....haish....k...i was too absorb for my fav team to win the game...but the lose was the most frustrating time i ever had in my life since my PMR result...which i got 7As....and i hate it....and definitely hate the lose and totally frustrated...but i have to move on right..?...the lose not really forever...but really...with more than 60% liverpool's possesion...and more than 20 shots on target...not even 1 came in and the benfica who have less shots and possesion..score 2..?..ARGH!!!!...man..i dunno i can feel this ______!!!!!...(just put any word on the line..)....anyway..last week was last week...and the happy thing that happen on that week....syefah let me borrow her o.c....like it very much..!....i borrow the 1st season 1st....have 7 dvds inside it....already finish it....and right now..my sis and i watch the 2nd season...n maybe it will end tomorrow if my father say nothing about watching the dvds from morning to night...huhu.....anan back from his boarding school...i dunno what he was doing there....but still he kind of happy...oh!...tomorrow his lil sis will sleep in my house...n maybe in my room n there will be 2 friends of my sis and i can't sleep in the room cos my father said i have to sleep outside...and u know..if someone wants me like dat...i better reserved hani's or liyana's room right now...really...i dunno what happen to my family....my father was like some kind of selfish old man who knew nothing about me...my 1st bro;he was some kind of shit,another selfish brat in the family....my sis;another brat but can be kind of sweet...my 2nd bro;he seldom at home right now....so,i have nothing to say about him....my stepmum;for once(or more)...i have nothing bad to say about her....cos she was being quiet...and really...i don't even bother to say anything to her...eventhough she baked a totally disaster banana cake for me n family...haish.....read emi's blog....kind of happy she put my name on her blog....i was happy...happy that i can help her life....really....sc1 was so full of brats but still...u just have to face it cos not all of them are brats and brats are not really anoyying EVERYDAY....lucky my cousin came to my house today...gave me a lift to take the o.c's 2nd season at syefah's....haish...my blog is too long....so...gotta hit the dot now...bye2..!!..n tata..!!

ps:arsenal vs liverpool(Monday 3.30am)
pps:fernando alonso won the bahrain GP...
another ps: currently listen to fall out boy's dance dance-i hate this song actually-
extra ps:latest naruto;sai is dead but maybe not....
extra-extra ps:i dun want to go to my netball practice tomorrow...

dadadada.timtumtum...!!...

a'kum....hello..just have the mood to blog.....i had delayed to blog many times....and i just hope this will be the last delay....anyway....my week so far was boring...if u count the time when my whole class went to the bdak2 khas' room...for me...it was boring...nothing really interested me....the kids(or maybe grown ups) were okay...but i just don't like them....the most good thing about school in this week was when the time me n liyana have to go home....at that time....we have the proper joke and the usual relationship i always see...my class really bored....but i just care about study....my friends can be quiet boring....i dunno what to talk when i was around them....i also missed csi for the 2nd week in a row..last week i missed it bcos i totally forgot....then this week...i missed it eventhough i put a reminder for that show and also my sis had woke me up.....but my eyes were too heavy to watch the tv....so...i slept when the csi was on.....i hope i won't miss that show tomorrow....haish....i'll have monthly test this tuesday....hoho...lucky it will be after my birthday...hehe....i just sms my cousin....my favourite cousin of all time,noi...don't ask what's her real name...i think her nick is cool...huhu...+ funny....she's in jb visit my other cousin who got an accident....a car hit him....very2 kesian....just hope that he'll be alright....erm...my father will start his new work this monday...and after 2 weeks...he will go to jeddah and work there for 3 YEARS..!!!..and i will live with my stepmum for the 3 whole years....i really dunno what to think about this....no REAL father in 3 years...that will be totally impossible....oh.!..my uncle and aunt n also their son from scotland will come to malaysia this april....no O.I for them then.....erm...got this email from a spanish or french girl(i think)...she said she was my penfriend and haven't heard anything from me....and she wished me happy birthday...she said she wished early....i replied to her that i dunno her...but thanks for the wish..i got another email from her today....but haven't read it yet...later i told you....have to bye then..tata..!!...

note for today : liverpool vs charlton (1.10 am/5th Mar. 06/Malaysia Time)
other note : start my nilam n understand physics b4 father go to jeddah....

mid.end.eh?

a'kum...hello....miss this blog...i hate this emily da strange layout...i just don't like her anyway...haha...cartoon characters...sometimes u can hate them bcos of anything..haha...very2 dizzy right now....hrm...last saturday...some cool things happen..hehe...me,my sis,hani n emi went to mid valley....the plan was to watch movie...but then...bcos the que was too long...we thought better don't watch the movie...so...we went to eat instead.....after dat...we solat and went to eat again...but before that we went to mph and waste many time there....hehe...to stop at a bookstore, u just don't want to leave it until u buy the book but eventually we leave that place eventhough we don't buy any book(emi bought a book later after dat)....then we went to niko-niko something..then...we went to have a bite....very2 sedap da mee kari n laksa....want to eat that foods again...then...we went to this shop called conma...the shop is like topshop but it is cheaper but still expensive...me n emi tried some clothes without buying it...hani don't want to wear....i have to force my sis to wear some of the clothes...hehe...u won't have any chance like that in ur life to wear some expensive clothes eventhough u can't buy that clothes....haha...after dat...we went to MNG...a very2 expensive clothes....tried the rm300++ cloth...huhu...it was good...but not really comfortable...maybe bcos i wear the small size....but still...it was good...haha...then...we went home...my sis was very happy cos i bought an ice-blended mocha from the coffee house...she haven't eat nor drink something like dat from a shop like dat...hrm...i dunno if i want to treat her again after this...huhu....at skool today...just okay...i was very dizzy cos i didn't have any proper breakfast for 2 days in a row....and also i don't have a full-time sleep....syahira told me that nowadays i look tired....haish....i can say nothing about that...i am really2 tired....borrow emilia's toto-chan last week and havent finish reading it yet...the girl was cute...and the language...hehe...too childish...also borrow marya's bermudez something ...havent read it yet...da....just remember tomorrow have an add math test from pn normah...dun mind....i have to study hard to go to liverpool...and i have to score my monthly test next week....kay then..tata..!

hehe...tata..lololo...

a'kum....hello...change the layout..change cos emi's comp can't navigate at my last layout....hrm...she use opera for her internet...so...bcos she using that...she can't navigate in anything...haish.. not all anything...just some anything...i am watching the comp and also king kong....kinda boring....maybe bcos i didn't pay much attention at the movie....the intro is kinda slow...but the king kong havent appear yet...hrm...bought the king kong at mall....my father also bought geisha...hehe...good2...want to watch zhang ziyi and ken watanabe....and also michelle yeoh...gong li kinda pretty...but she really looks old...nevertheless she still pretty...my father likes her...men...they know which one the beauty...at school..fatin aziz asked me if i got any flyer...i think maybe she meant the prom-thing her friends always do...so i said i didn't get any...she told me to ask my bro to go there...hrm..?...she said she always see him at nine...i thought nine she meant some kind of place her friends always lepak...then she meant nine is seksyen 9...duh...these ppl...they have many names to name whatever things they like...so i said i tell him...i told her that my 1st bro is not really social....but my 2nd is very social...she was shocked though...no surprise...my 2nd bro is not really a social kind of boy the last 2 years...she also inveited me to go there...WAHAHAHAH..!!..me???!?!?..to dat prom...it is an honour my lil friend....but i don't even want to step at that place...no way....hehe...my lil cousin said my 2nd bro is handsome...huahaha..!!....maybe he is...i dunno...his face really smooth...a lil twinge of jealous....huhu...not really...and my sis told my lil cousin and me that in sana'y wala nang wakas...she said she likes leo...and my lil cousin said she like christian better...i agree with her...i like christian...very2 charismatic..!!..hihi...and my father also watch that show...haha...my FATHER..??..who hates drama-luv that kind of show...??..haha...!!...he made a joke that he looks like christian...huahaha...that's my father...his jokes really involve himself...kay now..tata..!!...have to sleep early for tonight...(it's 12.25am right now)..tomorrow have netball,usahawan and also watch movie...good2...a very bz day..k then..tata!!

hyper...LALALA....oops..

a'kum...hello...been very bz all week...i had organize nearly systematically...not really anyway...but still..i done my homeworks on time....from 20++ homeworks...now they just 16 and below...huhu...that's an achievement...huhu....read amalina's blog...whoa...what a friend!!...hehe..not really surprising though...she always love her bestfriends than any other friends...thankx!!...hehe..bought bleach already...havent watch yet...but later i watch....already done my homework at school...the mod math hw...hrm...liverpool lose to benfica...but there'll the 2nd leg....sissoko stay at lisbon cos he got his eye injured..bloody that benfica man...haish...very2 boring....just planned with emi to go to the cinema this saturday....plan to watch geisha...but geisha won't be showing this saturday...just surf the cinemaonline website...there will be king kong...(hrm??)...fun with dick and jane(hani dun want to watch this movie)...49 days...the review said it is an horror movie...but it didn't look like horror to me....some kind of mystery...i hate mystery2 movies.....too boring....haish.....very2 boring....read conan already...but the story is not interesting like before....read kreko...some good,some not...hrm.....better i stop right now or i will sigh more n more....tata!

ever wonder..?

a'kum...hi...have a mood to blog right now..ponteng da bola jaring....n later will go to farahin's house...i don't want to go to the bola jaring cos i have to admit...i won't have the chance to play for the team...better i play next year...get more chance than now....the school today was not bad...even hani didn't go...but i was not boring...alyaa was good to me...lucky to know her before this...adam was being impatient just bcos he can't answer a math question....atiq made very funny + riddicullous presentation about he wanted to be a chef...very funny i tell u...i nearly have tears...hahaha..!!...being very2 tired right now....i can't sleep bcos i can't...i can't do the homework bcos my mind was too messy....hrm....mind you..i just realize my sis' english is really good...she can speak english really good....better than me i think...but some sengau will be heard...haha...anyway....i was totally into ichigo right now...i LOVE URAHARA!!!!!!....very2 cool..!!!!!.....bless him...!!...hihi....very sorry to amalina cos her datuk have to go to this asrama....very kesian to heard dat..don't mind mel....u can meet other man in uia...haha..!!....syefah being such a crazy woman...she wants to kill ppl...and she also have this idea about...museum of killing ppl....crazy + weird....today is valentine's day....nothing really special about this thing....i just answer some quiz...quiz about which o.c boy will you date...?...and i got ryan....da...and other question about relationship....the answer i got from that quiz is...i am an optimistic dater....hahahaha...!!...i want a once in a lifetime experience to be a kind of first n last....and i just get something like i will many ppl but i just choose 1 person to be the forever...haha...kay..not really funny...tata then..!

i am watching the comp.

a'kum...i am totally bz with my life RIGHT NOW...!!!...but lucky i have a chance to surf the internet....what a depressing week i've been!!!...liverpool lose 2-0 in a row!!!..and the bad thing was....the lose...oh!..and also liverpool outplayed all the teams but they just can't score..!!!haish...enough then..just hope they win the next match...mind you...it will be against wigan...and also at their place...and they are currently improve and improve to become a good team..gd luck then liverpool..!!!..you'll never walk alone..!!....i have thought about this thing for a long time...and i think the 1 thing that i hate the most is 'last-minute decision!!!'....I HATE IT!..I HATE IT!!..i think that is the most irritating behaviour someone could have...not just irritating...but also unresponsible...change at the last minute...ever wonder why ppl always change from good thing to bad thing at the last minute..?...i dunno...i wonder about that...but i dunno the answer of the why...i just hope i won't change my decision at the very last-minute...my school-life right now...it's just okay....my bag has not change it's weight...but i think my eye-lids change it's weight....i am very sleepy at the 1st 4 period of school...when teacher talk and talk and talk..i dunno...i just can't open my eyes...even if i open my eyes...u just see my sleepy face with my sleepy eyes....it's just obvious to see if i am sleepy....da...on monday...i have tasawuf and tuition P.A at 2.15pm and 4.45pm...on tuesday,wednesday,thursday..i have netball practice
....on friday...lucky me..i don't have anything....but i am not a person who always sleep after school...just a few minutes like 20 something....saturday...i have this plan with hani to play tennis...sunday....i have to finish all my homeworks...even this is weird + crazy...i use all my energy to support liverpool when i watching any liverpool match...cool huh?..liverpool crazy....i dunno what to say then....bye..!...n ta!

runaway..?..just an option....

assalamualaikum...n ello...havent blog for a long time..cos i think nobody want to read it...but whatever...cos i want to say what my heart want to say....the last 2 weeks (or maybe 3)...have been very bz and shitty weeks that ever happen to me....but lucky liverpool played well.....firstly that made me bad was farahin...she was not being a very-good friend of mine cos she wanted me to be her full-time friend....haish...i dunno what to say about that....farahin been kind of jerk at that time....i told liyana that farahin wanted me to do everything that she want....but i was surprised to know that she told liyana..that i want her to do what i wanted...hrm..?...and the most stupid thing was this thing..she said she mad at me bcos i lose my temper when she talked bad things about liverpool...oh!!!SHIT!!!..i thought she was my besfriend..!!!!....i thought she know about me...but i was wrong then...she even dunno what i really like the most....haish...many ppl know already that i hate ppl talk bad things about liverpool....but she as my bestfriend not being understanding....haish....and with that kind of situation...my friendship with my other mates were bad...(maybe)...i was being such a paranoid...i thought hani mad at me...and also amalina mad at me...i thought my friendship with my very bestmates bcame totally bad...i thought the only ppl i can rely to was liyana...but liyana is different...to see a worried face from her was totally bad...so...i keep any bad thoughts on my own ...i thought my family can be reliable in this situation eventhough it was always them who always tell their probs to me...but no-they are not really reliable...they just listen...n do nothing about it n no advice was given....i don mind though...i was the most independent in my family...so...i keep everything to myself...i dunno..i nearly got hysteria...my homeworks are too much...biology is not my fav but i give all my energy to the subject...and i also thought 1 thing that can cure all my moodiness...drug!...haha...i dunno what made me think that...but i forbid that idea though...i was a bad friend and all but i am not stupid...no way..!!...but i think all the prob nearly gone now...hani helped me bcos i told her what i feel....being very-very brilliant friend...can't say anything to reply all the good things she did to me..thanks!!!...neway...about farahin...we just being friend...but i dunno if we will be like before...she just won't understand me...eventhough i always said"farahin,ko la yg memahami.."...but nope...i just said it accidentally anyway...i think my plan to run from here will totally happen....i just want to leave for liverpool....maybe the culture there will be different from here...or maybe the ppl there will be very different than here...but to see my beloved liverpool and the anfield crest along the road will be the most happiest thing...and i think that's the only way to forgot my past....and i just hope it will be hani on my side at that time....or me alone..............

YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE,ALIA.......

the modern shake-lil-peare....!

a'kum..this is a poem that i made...i'm not a shakespeare lover...but i was boring at the time..ckg sazali nag about something in front of the crowd....so...i just put it here...

A day
Full of blossom
died
because of troublesome
nobody want to say it's him
good-looking but mean
it's his fault
this problem be

he smile at me
with that evil-sly smile
not even innocent-like
but pure of evil
my mind just have 3 words
"I HATE HIM!
how can people think it's me?!?!

teacher give me lecture
oh!i can see the picture
"me in the detention room"
"good girl surround by baddies"
i stare at him again
SHIT!

he just smile
wider this time
not just his smile
but also my heart
and then i saw him
with blood running from his nose
then i realize
my hand just hit him

teacher pull me
another lecture again,i see
damn him but hee :D
i spend the day in the detention room after this

out from the room
saw him
kind of funny
his face blotchy
but deserve it
sorry i hear
but smile at him
not really forgiving

he email me
but i ignore it
he call me
again,i ignore him
5 minutes later
my sis shouting
"the phone piss me!"
i have to answer it
"sorry"he mean it
"shut up"i say it
"very-very sorry"he reply
"okay"i reply
"yahoo"he shouting
-click-i hung up

i dont think this is a poem..some sort of story i think...but later i blog a proper blog...tata..!

new day.new week.new year.

assalamualaikum n hello...not a very good starting new year for me..also not good for my starting school day...n also not good for my starting day cos i have to wake up early for school n i already woke up at 6.39am this morning..not my usual wake up call cos i always wake up at 6.20am...want to change the layout today...but just wait n see...last weekend...my lil cousin came to my house...named shara...she'll be in standard 2 this year....she is a cute lil girl...very2 cute...i think she is my fav among my step-cousins....but she can be kind of annoying...what can i say..she's a kid..she made me mad,alright...one time,i put my foot on the table...and she take it...i thought she took my foot just to urut or something...then later...when i had my bath...i saw some blue ink at my toenails...then i realized..when shara took my foot,she was holding a blue pen..BDAK KECIK TUH CONTENG KAKI AKU!!!!!...damn it..!...really..a brat will always be a brat...i asked her why she did that...she just said.."sbb taruk kaki atas meja pehal.."...hampeh...ok...i have to admit that it is kinda rude to put my foot on a table...haish....we also have a bite at McD last weekend...i asked her what she wants...then she said she wants ayam...i asked her"ayam burger or ayam goreng.."..she said"ayam goreng"...i ordered mcflurry...n she ordered ayam goreng...but later...she wanted my mcflurry..i asked her.."tak makan ayam tu ke..?"...n then she said"sape yg order?".....__________....i dunno why-i think i want to slap that brat at that time...then later we bought her McChicken bcos we thought she wanted a burger..but seriously...she just ate half of it...haish...lucky it's not me who blanje her...

hrm...my new day at school...very2 boring...lucky hani n amalina are in my class...i dunno what i can do without them...haha..but both of them said they want to go to boarding school if they have their chances...blurgh...i dont want to go to any asrama cos it will be my last choice...i know my class is boring...but i really dont like to have new friends....i have new friends already after i moved to seksyen 9....i know how tough it is to have new friends...n also i know how hell it is to be in a boarding school..imagine my life without liverpool...haish...it's hell...can't wake up early in the morning to watch the 3am liverpool match...haish..really2 hell..n anyway...i dont want to leave my friends...if hani n amalina want to go to asrama...just go...i have liyana n farahin to friend n i have emilia as my classmate..duh...my bio teacher is quite boring...i dunno what's she's talking about..she just said..."what is biology?".."why do u choose biology?"...i have my own answers...biology is a study of life and also about living things and etc...why i choose bio is bcos i want to be a doctor or a pharmacist and to be both of that i have to score biology...i can describe in words but i cant describe it in front of the teacher..but i think she's kinda boring...i like my chem's teacher...strict..but cool...hrm...physics is alright..love to solve the prob...n i think that's all then...bye...