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a'kum...hello...i want to be an emotional lass today...why..?...i am very happy and so happy like i'm in love but i'm not in love..!!...haha...i'm not in love but just want to say like i'm in love...hahaha....nice eh..?...falling in love in sooo damn nice...but to lose the love in so damn hurt....that's why i choose friend than love....friend:u won't feel the pain and also the happiness....you just feel comfortable....haha...whatever....my life today is boring...can be enjoyable...but still...hahahaha...woke up at 8.30am ++....surf the internet....n nobody online...hahahah....damn..!....but still...i edit few things of my myspace page....liyana online at 12++am bcos she just got back from gotong-royong at school...haha...she went bcos ckg rokiah told her class if the class come for the gotong-royong...she add 5 marks for their account...haha....if my bio teacher do something like that...i will definitely go....huhu..biology:i just think i'll get bad....ok...continue the story....then...bcos i was boring...too boring to be exact....i help aina change her layout...haha....green..not my fav color...but still nice...harmony to be more specific...maybe amalina will like it...she luv green very much....and for the 1st time sice last month...i online my msn....and ah soon also online...asked him the pic of datuk's....he said he can't gave it to me bcos the files not there...somebody delete it or something....sorry amalina...no rezeki for you...then....chat with hazim...nothing really...talk some football stuff...then affan online...he said i haven't chat with him for awhile...and he told me his life was miserable....his grandmother passed away last monday....and he broke up with his girlfren...i said sorry for both...but i told him that he better move on with his life....his girlfren was pretty annoying...just 2 weeks with the broke up..she already have another one...haish...this girl...i think she's just using him with stupid things....but affan...i think he IS being stupid...he curse that girl....but still can't forget her and said that he love her very much...whole-heartedly...haish...man...i thought just woman feel that way....but the opposite also feel like that....i know when you're in love...stupid things might happen like some promise you made such as "will be together forever n ever" n "i won't look at somebody else but you"...something like dat....haish....but he just can't stop thinking about her n then...i burst...!...haha...yeah,me.burst.to.him....haha...not my job...but still...he's my friend....i told him..."move on..that girl already forget you.you also have to move on"...then..he pause...he dunno what to say....maybe i said [to be exact=type] with CAPITAL LETTERS...not really capitals...just the tone of it was like mad....then he said..."oh,tq.."....n then he said he have to off...hrm...that affan...really annoying sometimes...but i can say nothing to him....he's too absorb with his moody-love-life....tell you ppl[especially anan]..if you're in love...pls don't do stupid promise unless you pretty sure that the person you're in love will be ur future-wife...thank god i don't have any experience in this kind of relationship...but i advice about it when they were in prob bcos maybe someday i'll be psychiatrist....haha....but i dunno yet..ambition....you just have to put it in mind....anyway...i think i talk too much again for 2 consequtive days...so..ttfn..!!