when the past is a worst past..

a'kum..ello...this blog totally something..it knows my secret!!!...haha..!!..kk..very tired right now...just now...something totally like shit happen....maliha made me mad...never i thought she will be this loser...k..today..we had a bola baling match...it was quarter final....and we lose 4-0....bad..very bad...the worse of it...i was totally frustrated at maliha....i was dissappointed + mad...she made our team lose morale cos of her stupid behaviour...we believe on her that she will ignore her whatever reason cos everything that we ask if she were okay or not were all nothing....(she said that anyway)....and she played well...but she didn't score...k..many ppl blame her....but i dont want to blame her bcos of that...even liverpool missed many times..then...when we nearly lose...she lose her confidence...i told her we still believe on her and so on...but she remain alone...but then..something she said made me mad..100% mad...!...she said.."alia,jgn pass kat kite!..pass kat emi..!"..k..she lose her confidence and give up...i was-....mad...she was being too pathetic....shit~...then later..when we officially lose....she went nowhere(honestly,i forgot that she brought sirap for us)...and then later...aina told me...maliha was different when she supported the ste...haha...shit again...i was furious...i dunno what the hell this team had done to her that made her like that....i just~....damn it..!..but dun mind...lucky the liverpool news made me happy....xabi going nowhere!!..hehe..he said he will stay in liverpool..!!..huhu..!!...i was happy....totally happy..!!...and he also looks totally handsome + cute...da...i can say nothing about that..eventhought he wore that yellow shirt...that new liverpool away shirt...he still looks totally hot!!!...haha...i was sleepy at school..but then..i saw his picture on the newspaper..then...i slept on it...haha..!....n just before..i saw him with that liverpool red shirt...he was totally HOTT..!!!...maybe if i saw him in front of me..i'll have nosebleed....haha!!!!!...kk...being too mental and too gatal right now...so..tata..!!...

when u just can't stop blushing n smiling n crying~

a'kum..ello...haven't blog for a while...just remember to blog cos emi just told me that she's gonna blog..haha..found this layout...very2 cute..later want to change it...haha..!!....anyway....this week is a test's week...for the july's test...i'm not really a bit happy about it...cos the timing was bad...my maid ran away from my evil stepmum( have to be grateful to her cos she done the cooking after she ran away)...it was too stressful anyway...my stepmum just can't relax herself...she let all her frustration to me mainly...and bcos i don't want this thing to be worst than now...so...i just do nothing and don't to want to do any prob...~~...a good girl am i...haha...my life right now is nearly a disaster...i haven't done my homework...but i dun mind though...my family support me...my friends enjoy me...so...i can say nothing about those negative things...so...lalalala....anyway..last week...i cried for~i dunno...some minutes when recess in school....huhu....cried at farahin...i told farahin don't tell hani...but hani found out after that cos my eyes have tears...a bestfren she is...huhu...i told liyana that i cried at school..i told her cos ah hin bullied me...haha...but later i told her...too many pressure though..never thought this 16 can be a heavyweight....neway...eventhough too many pressure...i just can't stop laughing to many things...that emi n liyana...stupid~~....all of their stupid jokes...and i know the new side of emi....she is a mental woman when she's frust...i dunno what the hell happen to her the 1st time i know that side of her...i thought she was being annoying..but later she became stupid n funny..hahah.!!...but nice thing what she did was talking about chemistry cos later the chemistry test have some of the questions that she asked me..huhu...nowadays..i always surf that liverpool web....not that i havent surf it everyday..but this time..i surf it almost every minute...cos i want to know who will be the new signings in liverpool..huhu....the liverpool web showed some pic of the players when training..and i found this cute player...huhu...but i dunno who he is...found out that he is paul anderson(kk,his name is sort of for tua guy...but dun mind)...very different than before..hehe..but xabi~oh~xabi...i won't betray u,my darling..huhu...kk...out now..ta!

sometimes...

a'kum..ello..kinda in a moody+bad mood today....makcik azah said my maid don't want to work...off she go to her cousin's house....but i hope she won't quit with us though....she's a nice maid...my siblings never mad at her or something like that....but that mak cik azah..she treat ppl like some slave...that's her alright...s-l-a-v-e....wth....mak cik azah always thought she's the best in everything....she is worse as a stepmum,worse as a boss, but also totally good as a terrible stepmum...huhu...i know her relatives hate us cos we treat her like she must not....but that's her fault anyway...i try to be patient to her..eventhough i said bad things about her in this blog..do i say it in front of her...nope,i'm a good hypocrite girl...i won't show my bad-side to her...haha~~... shit....read tiron's blog....kind of slow...cos she talk about her ex..and not just that...she talk about how good he was and also how proud she was being his ex....it's not that i hate it...it's just the blog was too long....and all she talk about was her ex..da...dun mind..it's her blog anyway....just started tuition with this teacher+liverpool fan,moothi his name....kind of nice that teacher...talk really fast and lucky i can cope with it....i dunno how he knows all the gossips about other students...i don't even know half of them..but this tuition with him really can make you up-to-date about averything that happen around my everyday teenage lives...after the physic tuition with him,(it was at shakira's house and emi n hani also there,i'm the new girl)....went to hani's house and bcos mak cik azah work till 9pm..so...hani's sis sent me home...but before that we went to alam sentral and pasar malam...funny thing happen at alam sentral....hani's van hit the divider(maybe that's what it's called,i dunno)....and i felt like i was in a roller coaster or something when that van hit it...huhu...kewl~~...but ppl watch us though...maybe it was loud.....then..we went to pasar mlm...cos i said i want satay...then...her sis bought it for me...mission 1:eat satay-completed!.....huhu....today have another tuition....add math...that same teacher....but no hani....haish..~~...kind of bored right now....i miss LIVERPOOL!!!...i want the epl to start right now....!!!....i want to see mark gonzales!!!.....also want to see xabi..!!!!......hee....!!....da..!!...want to watch the next eyeshield21 anime...hiruma n mamori are very sweet together!!!...huhu..maybe if i'm loaded and emi want to buy the cd later+later....maybe i bought it for myself then...huhu...some stupid things happen in school....fatin n hani made this fan club,Mr.C fan club...haha!!!...i dunno how these ppl can thought of this....that so called mr.c (c stand for cute) know nothing about this...that's what i thought though....huhu....chat with sarjie right now...that new guy from my class...i had some debate with him about who's the best-liverpool or arsenal....he's a gunners....and i'm a kop.....we had that debate last thursday i think....becos he spoke in english...i also spoke in english...after that..i was kinda"wow,my english~~~"...da....haha....kk...wuteve...bye now...ta!

a lil bit this n that..!

a'kum...very2 bored right now..later want to sleep n then wake up n do my karangan....i forgot how many karangan i have to do...hope my dizziness will fade then i can do all my homework happily....tonight england vs ecuador....with gerrard play for them...i think england can win...but that sven is a bit of an idiot...he don't want to use carragher...stupid of him...carragher is a solid defender..especially as a centre back...but that sven...eventhough rio ferdinand is injured,he still want to use that bobblehead sol campbell as the CB beside terry...haish....i dunno the odds for england to win...but if they through to the quarter final....that make me happy...just seen the fifa results...if spain win against france...they will meet brazil..huhu....but better i think like rafa...one match at a time..that will be good....slept at 1.30am last night...watched that german match against sweden..kind of mad that larsson didn't scored the penalty...hrm....very2 bored...want to change this blog layout again...cos eventhough emi said this blog is cute or etc...i just don't like it..cos i don't like pink and also dancing...i can dance but this dancing habit is not really my interest....hrm...bye now!

hullo...!

a'kum..i'm back from genting...huhu...nice!...totlly awesome...except the shopping...i just shop one thing....some badge thingy..cos it's only cost rm2.90...other stuff cost more than rm10...not many cost lower than that..and even if it cost lower...just stupid stuff...saw this moody ring..kinda cool...thought to buy it...but refuse later cos i think a ring is not suitable for me....want to buy a new pencil case...cos mine the cool-kat case already in a bad state.....haish...in genting though..i want to say thanks to emi's parent and her bro and her...nice family they are...make me feel like 1 of them...her mum very2 funny...also her bro...especially when her mum talked about emi as da chinese girl...haha..!!....when we arrive at genting...the 1st world hotel looked like an airport...and also a hospital...with many chairs and also counters...pretty like a bz airport to me....have some shopping in that place....the price totally like hell..!...very2 expensive..!!...even klia can't compete with them...haish....played the outdoor theme park..cos i don't have many money..that roller coaster and space shots and also that sungai rejang thing were totally brilliant!!!....i love it..!!..thrill me,yeah!!...huhu...i shouted will all my voice...huhu...!...toally enjoying myself...hehe...i slept there for 2 days....sleep with emi and her mom...me n emi slept 12.30am...haha...watch that spanish match....kinda frustrating cos xabi didn't play and spain played bad..found out that spain will meet france in the last 16..hehe....what a nice match to watch...hehe..kk...don't have anything to say...later then!...

listening to:muse's time is running out

something stupid...

a'kum...wanna know sumthing stupid....i can go to genting.....hahahahahah!!!!!...i dunno how can this funny thing happen....ask that emi....she said before we will have only 1 room...i can't agree with that bcos she has a bro...but then...after i said i can't for 1 room....she called her father and he said 2 rooms....da...kinda funny cos i already told mak cik azah n i nearly unpacked my things and the most stupid...i already blogged about it!!!...but dun mind...i can go..huhu...nice...later blog again....ta!

materrazi..the italian player...dunno him,really....

a'kum...ello....hehe..change of plan..no go to genting...cos they already book 1 room...kinda bad for me cos emi has a bro....a big bro,so..i don't want...cos..i don't have any privacy....hrm..kinda sad really...but lucky i didn't pack all the things....nvm genting...mak cik azah will take me to singapore in 3 weeks time....and also i can watch xabi tomorrow...maybe this is an omen to make me realize that my karangan is more important that genting...so...hehe...yes,ckg nuraini.i'll definitely do ur homework...huhu....kk...i don't have anything to say...but thanks to liyana about something...haha....!!...hokey pokey n round round....!!

put ur right leg in then left..then up..aerobic ppl!!!

a'kum...hullo..!!....kinda happy today..hehe...but very2 sleepy....tomorrow still has school...haish..but dun mind...owh...something to tell u....emi invite me to join her family to genting..haha..!!..she not really invite me....it's me who the muke-tak-malu-person voluntarily ask her if i can join her family too...the story was like this...we were talking about the NiE thingy....then....we were planning about when to start....then..emi said this weekend she can't join cos she'll be going to genting...then..with my usual muke-tak-malu behaviour....i told her"la..tak bawak kitorg"(i think i said something like that)...then..emi said something unexpected...she said i can join...i was like O_0....she didn't mean it,isn't it....then...she reminded me about it again..and sent a sms that night...and she blog she'll be happy if i say yes...and i thought about it thoroughly cos i have too many homeworks that haven't done yet and i really have to focus about it....but u know,holiday is not always...and my last time holiday was a major disaster..!!....not really like a holiday...and i haven't been to genting for more than 10 years(i think)....so..i dunno what happen to that genting cos many ppl been there many times and i don't want to be the loser....oh..!..i also thought about the spanish match that will be held 10pm tomorrow...but i think we will arrive there before the match cos i don't think the journey there will be more than 5 hours...so....i think..it will be alright...and so..i asked mak cik azah n she said yes...hehe..!!...my sis was jealous at me..she was like keling....she said she wanna go..then..when i want to ask emi...she(my sis) said she don't want....(maybe bcos i yelled at her cos of her gedikness).... and so...i can go!!..huhu..hope nothing bad will happen..today at school...very2 painful thing but funny happened....my class n 4sc2 played bola tampar....1st time for us and it was majorly painful..!!!....that hazirah hit the ball and it went hit me....very2 hurt...and then...i try to hit the ball...but it hit my wrist..another lebam....then....i try to serve the ball like a holland volleyball player...another hit i got....and i think i got 4 lebam..but i dunno where the other one...very2 painful....yesterday...there's this officer from penjara malaysia came to our school...they showed how they sebat ppl.....and also some video of the juvenile who got sebat....haha..!!..all of the banduans' butt are like some 5 years old butt!!!...haha..!!!!....i want to laugh when i saw their butt...but also want to puke when i saw the flesh from it bcos of the sebat....kinda scary anyway...~not really..cos it's their own fault to choose sebat than other than that....emi didn't go to school today...got some influenza(selsema~hehe)...she sent me a sms that said teach her if there's any homework and don't sleep when physic...really though..i just can't help it....the teacher was nice..but i really can't stop my dizziness....when i look at the blackboard..i saw this symbol...and i had imagine something like espana win~~,xabi pass~~,villa liverpool~~ n etc...but don't mind....i try hard after this..and lucky today don't have any physic.....kk...tata!

ps:congrats to pn rugayah for having a new baby boy in her life...huhu...!

no way..!!

a'kum...hello...i feel the mood to blog right now..cos i'm very bored..!....emi is doing her karangan...i nearly finish my maths homework...but kind of bored and sleepy..so i stop...but later i continue....school was good today..very funny...talked with emi n ainun...hani was busy with her homework...talked about my cousin nani and izzah...kinda funny talking about them..especially about of their boyfriends....haha....really though...stupid thing to think that boyfriend is totally important in ur life...my 1st bro already broke up with his girlfriend and he said after this he wanted to use woman as something to waste his time...really though..that's mean...and so that's why i told him that's why i don't want a boyfriend...cos it's stupid....look at emi...being depressed and all bcos of her fa-chan(no offence,emi)...but right now,she is a mental-girl who always being hit by me(no offence again cos i really didn't mean it about those slaps i gave to u...it just a demo but u know,i didn't even realize that i slap u..)...huhu..sorry...neway...watch that german match for the 1st 20 min....and they were 1-0...but the match already end....and i think they won 3-0....ecuador was not really as good as i expect they will....hrm....watch the spain's match last night...the match nearly made me cry but in the end the spanish armada won...huhu...they were 1-0 down in the 1st half...xabi nearly made a goal....he also won the man of the match....his passes was incredible...!...in the 2nd half..his link with fabregas was good...sorry..i'm not finish yet with that my-life-in-school-today story....maiz told hani that she wanted to meet me cos of something importan....then...she came to me and told me that she wanted me to teach her some maths...i said okay...and then she said something about her bad relationship with fateha...and when i heard about it..i was sooooooo incredibly mad at that fateha....who the hell she think she is..that fateha said she wanted to ask ppl to blasah maiz or something like dat..blasah her if u want...but inform me if u have a broken nose after that...haish....i don't really like this nonsense....that fateha was a bad person....!..(huhu,childish)....read emi's blog...already found out that she and zulaikha was in a bad term....i saw zulaikha and pn zihan together today...maybe zulaikha told something about her bad relationship to her cos their conversation looked like serious....but whatever...it's not even my bussiness...i just want my thursday's job back.....that's all....kind of funny nowadays....last week,i followed farahin to her class cos i'm on my way to the toilet....before that,i told some students that i was going to my class....hani n emi had made some rumours that i move to 4ik1...i dunno why,how can they believe them!...da...and when i'm back from the toilet...some ppl ask me if i really move to other class..and even that shazizan believe to that rumours...haha..!!..stupid really....hrmm....bellamy will join liverpool for a 6million pound transfer fee....i'm excited cos he is a good striker....but i hope david villa really will sign for liverpool....i just think he is very2 good..!...i like him more than torres though..maybe bcos torres looks like rooney(torres more good-looking)....but in spanish version..kk..that's all then..tata..!

shuto-lo-lala-haihai..!!

a'kum..hello....hehe....i dunno why..i feel very happy....kind of,really.....just happy right now cos i miss SAIYUKI!!!!!!!...with my cutie hakkai n sexy sanzo n stupid gojyo n adorable goku....i feel insanely happy..!!....hehe...forgive me though...i'm listen to saiyuki's songs right now..just now,it was the still time song...then right now it is for real...huhu....man,i miss that anime...later borrow it from emi..hehe...emi-chan,another cd pls!!!......huhu...u da best..!....just got back from the account tuition....i dunno why...my mind is not really sleepy...but i just want to say this honest n loud,WHAT THE HELL THAT MRS ROCK TALKING ABOUT!!...haish....some belanja susut nilai,peruntukan susut nilai...really though...i don't like account to be honest...but my dad ask me to try it bcos i said to him i want to try LK...but he said LK is just a one thing but account,u can do it in anything..so...that's why i try account...but lucky i try it though...i'm better in account than my main subject,biology....huhu....but this time...i think i'm gonna sucks....i was like 'say it again'....but even mrs rock said it again,i still can't understand....haish...gotta try my best by reading my rujukan book....n this thing bcome more sux cos mrs rock said that the thing that she asked us to do is somekind like soalan wajib in SPM...da..!!!!!!...help me..!!..if mia the princess diaries sux in algebra...i'm sux in account...da...!!!!....eventhough my biology is worse than account..i can't give up my biology cos with the YNWA spirit that i have and with my dream to be some-kind of doctor..i have to achieve good grade in my bioloy...huhu...!!....i hope this new term plan will born the new me(not really the new me,i just want to be more rajin to be exact).....hehe..right now..i'm doing some kind of bussiness in my class...huhu..!!..very2 funny..!!!...i sell inai.....best2..!!...my allowance increase to rm5...hehe...i don't want to sell the inai though..but bcos izzah n hazwa said that from that money, i can save some money for the trip to korea next year...so...i was just "k,bayar"...so...it's a bussiness then...that NiE project still na-da...i don't have the time to do the poster!!!...(i know i have the time to blog)...but my mind was blank...haish..!!...hrm...something that i wanna tell you...i know this 2 friends from myspace...the person are aizatt n apiez....both are nice cos we talk more about bola than other thing..cos i don't have other interest than that....i thought i want to friend with them cos nobody really know them and also bcos both of them are malay but live in britain...but what the hell!!..both of them are ATMAN's friends!!!!...haish...i dunno why...why ppl around me are friends with him...even my bro....he also a friend of his.....da.....really though....but i don't mind....both of his friends talk about bola...and when atman talk about bola,i just feel nothing but boring..!!....kk....have to stop cos i want to finish some of my homeworks...huhu...new term evolution!

just say TAM-TAM-TIM-TUM

a'kum...hi....watching the wc right now...ghana lead 1-0...haish...ghana right now is totally good...czech...they are great...but not more than that...haha..!!...hope they'll score soon..i support czech..!!!....i watch half-time of the match..u know,the time when the pundit have to comment about the match...i dunno why...i think shebby is kinda annoying....yeah~he can analyse the match better than me bcos he was a footballer before...but he was kinda harsh....hrm....can't say nothing more though....i really don't like pundits FYI...especially that indian pundit in espn(i forgot what's his name)....but bcos he is an everton fan....he don't want to admit liverpool as a FA cup winner....wth!....haish...i know that everton never won anything in recent years and also that everton is liverpool city-rival...but u just have to admit the truth..!...haish....dun mind2...(but i do mind though).....hrm....today was something...emi n farahin n hani came to my house...farahin went home before hani came.....we made some ideas about the posters that we have to do for the campaign for rewards thingy....some cool ideas alright..the problem was...all of us can't even draw...and eventhough hani is a seni student...we still can't draw....tried to edit some photos from the internet...still nothing cos we were watching syefah's cd,nobuta wo produce....kinda good...but the campaign thing was na-da..!....tried to search some material in the newspaper...just 1 article we got though..and hani was kind of moody...she wanted to walk home alone...i don't want to urge her or so on cos she was moody and i know her answer eventhough i ask if she's alright or etc......so....she went home alone by foot.....hrm....that ghana vs czech match still on...ghana still lead 1-0 eventhough ghana had a penalty before....i was very moody right now...tried to be cheerful to my sis...but she was being a farahin....haish....tomorow is father's day.....but my father is not here...just gonna wish him by e-mail then...hrm...kk...dun want to talk more....make me dizzy....tata!

Let You Go..!!!!

a'kum....alo!!!...hehe...i want to continue yesterday temper...but i don't have the mood right now....huhuh...cos i'm in a fine mood....after my sleep at school...i feel no sleepy...huhu..!...just chat with marjani..she was at aina's...who would have thought that she is a bleach's fan...?...not just that...she's a fanatic..!!!...huhu....nice nice...never in my mind that this kind of fanaticism(??) will come from marjani...huhu...nice,mar...!....huhu...farahin said to me that recently i'm rapat with emi...can't help it....we have the same interest..make jokes in class n all....she listen,i listen....so...nice!....and also we have this new interest...(new for her,though)...we think that spanish players are hot!!!...huhu....i always know~~~....cos xabi is very ensem bcos of his spanish gene...huhu..!!...and yeaterday..we found out the origin our name...emilia is an italian word...and the most happy thing..alia is a spanish word!!....huhu...forgot what the meaning..but the meaning was nice...huhu..!!...already read the latest naruto....sai is very sweet!!!!!!..he called sakura a hag!!!...nice one,sai!...i luv u!.....erm....what i want to say today is really odd....cos u know...i think my chemistry teacher don't like me...i finish her homework alright...but the most annoying thing was...she looked at my work with just a glance.... kind of annoying...cos u know...i finish till 11pm to finish the notes(thanks to marjani for the notes)....unlike other ppl,she looked at other ppl book with more that 1 sec glance...but mine!?..i don't think it last for a sec...i know it was a good thing for some ppl...but u know,her behaviour just shown that she don't like me...hrm...kind of sad...cos i know i'm no friendly student...haish...i thought she would like it if ppl ask question...but when i asked any question to her...she answered it like i was a pathetic student....haish....nice thing that the other teachers(xcept ckg syed,i think) don't mind about my behaviour...huhu.....anyway..right now..i have to study harder than before...and no last minute...and this time i mean it...but the world cup right now make my plan in a bad position....i can study while watching football matches.....xcept spain,england n czech's matches....cos my mind is 100% watching these matches....huhu..!...but still....strategy is totally important right now...i can't have a bad grade to go to liverpool....so...study hard and smart is the way....but really though....study 6 hours like ainaa will be totally difficult...especially with my mind that full of dreams and liverpool....but better do it to change the dream to reality...hehe....!...tata then!

Celebrate The Day!!!!

a'kum...hehe....now i feel the world cup fever...lucky i don't go to any boarding school...i can't enjoy any wc match...not that i like the world cup...i just like it bcos i want to feel that 'feeling'...u know,the feeling that a supporter feel....the enermous n incredible feeling u ever feel in ur life...(for a supporter though)....i dunno why...when i listened to that celebrate the day song....the feeling was incredible.... that german singer really make the listener feel the 'feeling'...huhu..even my sis felt it when she heard that song...huhu....and it make be confident n happy....(i'm a full-time football supporter though)...other reason why i like to watch this wc...it's becos i'm just happy to watch football....everyday of football is nice...unlike the premiership...i have to wait every week to watch the liverpool match...but this wc...i can watch everyday!...huhu...just now...the 1st half of the england vs trinidad already end...england played well but their attack were blunt...da....trinidad was good....i dunno if they can be better in the 2nd half....they were very good....thanks to terry that the clearance that he made,made the england team 0-0,n not 0-1......huu......carra n beckham were good..they have a good understanding.....that's my opinion...i dunno what other ppl thinks...hrm....my life right now...it was stupid!....this week can be the one of the 10 week-i-hate-the-most list.....i got my 1st fail in my life,the most boring shopping i ever had in my life,my father was alright but still no understanding between us,my best-friend is a jerk...huhu..what a nice week i have...i just hate it....1st of all....mak cik azah tried to control my life....what i can say is,SHE CAN'T !...she just can't....nobody can control my life!(xcept my late mum;cos she was a good mum,but sometimes can be very scary!)....but that mak cik azah tried to be some kind of lady boss...who the hell she think she is.....she already control my money...i don't mind about money though....but to control my life...that's a total impossible...she told my last maid that she wants me to call her EMAK....sayonara,i don't have a mother....my true mother already died...n she's not my stepmum but JUST ONLY my father's wife...her relationship with me is just nobody!....oh!..i hate that woman....n then...there's farahin....in my recent posts....i always felt mad at farahin.....nice...!...cos i was a good girl who has the most incredible patience in the most(not really,i already bought the latest bleach)....haish....just now....the 2nd half already over....huhu....england was very frustrating to watch...but what can you do when crouch scored and then gerrard also scored....that just show that liverpool players are totally incredible!!!...yesterday,xabi scored...then crouch,then gerrard....maybe xabi gave them the inspiration....huhu....kk....tomorrow i'll give you my temper about my best-friend....tata then...!

MARVELLOUS FOOD...!!!!!!!

a'kum....hi....i'm watching the world cup right now...german vs costa rica...hehe....ballack and klose are not in the starting line up....i can see why ballack can't play..i dunno why klose doesn't play....but i miss their keeper..that kahn really a good keeper...he won the best gloves in japan...but his record was bad in his recent goalkeeping record....so...lehmann got the job and i hate that lehmann...haish...just seconds ago...a german made a shot off target....haish....and now...just seconds ago...GOAL!!!!...n what a goal that was...mr lahm-the 1st scorer of the world cup 06...haha....lucky the german game is the 1st match...hehe....so...a german scored the 1st goal...hehe...another new thing from this fifa thingy,there are 5 officials..(meaning=5 refs including the assistant refs..)....enough of the comment about the match...i'm mad at hani right now...everybody know i hate last-minute decision....i think she made a good decision for not telling me why she's not going(to farahin's birthday surprise party FYI)....something to tell you,costa rica scored just now...my bro said it was an offside...but i think it's not...but maybe it was....and now...just minutes later...klose(he play da..his hair is different though).... kk...continue about hani...i was mad not bcos her decision or what..but bcos i had not bought the nugget for that party yet..!!!...haish...i had waited for her call or even her van to arrive in front of my house...but NO!..no missed call or even received...and also no van(don't mind about that though)...but before that..amalina sent me sms said that hani doesn't want to go...hahah...shit!...i was mad though...i tried to call..but what i got was"hani keluar"....da....can't ask my bro to take me to the mall cos no transport...(i don't want him to use the audi cos i don't think my father will say yes..but later he use it to go for his friday prayer)...so..i have to ask amalina to buy the nugget...lucky she was in a good mood and not in her sleepy mood...about the party...pretty good eventhough with my boiling mood...nearly kantoi though...i had to make sure that farahin won't come down....but when i was watching the scrub...suddenly,farahin wanted to go down to have some drink...i was panic though....i dunno what to say or what...so i walked faster than her....and whispered to liyana that farahin want to go down....but i don't think liyana understand...then i went to the kitchen and saw amalina..i asked her to hide(she suppose to be 'invicible')....but farahin saw her running at the back of the kitchen...and so..i thought she already knew about the birthday cake outside the house....when she was upstairs....we thought we already kantoi...but later then when we asked her to come down...she saw the cake and surprise bcos she didn't see the cake..so....no kantoi then.....whoo.....the match was not really an amazing match though...the fans are not noisy...but the german vs costa rica match right now is in their half time....so...maybe something will happen in the 2nd half...told u before...i'm not really looking forward in this wc thingy...but i don't want to miss any liverpool players though....huhu....kk..tata..!!!

something to say:my father back from makkah....no change from him....he already knew about my cousin bad relationship with mak cik azah...and also....cisse won't play for this wc cos he get another horror broken leg...hrm....and rafa told the press that he wants to sell cisse....

so..i say...?

a'kum...hello....want to tell you something...my sis already read the previous posts....i talked bad things about her and i don't even care what she thinks...neway....last thursday,went to one utama...me,hani,liyana n amalina....mak cik azah sent us there....arrived at 11.30am....mak cik azah gave me rm100 to buy some clothes...when she gave me,i thought maybe rm50 will be fine..so i ask her to take care the other rm50....but then she said"use it"....kk....i don't want to talk much with her...bcos she said it like she was forcing me...and also some kind of challenge...i hate it though..but i try to ignore it....then....went to the times..bought princess diaries VII....after 4++ hours in that o.u...i wanted to read that book...then i realize something..it's not VII,it's II...!!...i already read that book from aina..haish...then from happy-me to sad-me....hani n liyana said we can change the book...liyana said we can try...at that time,i thought no way that shop want to change the book....but liyana said,"we bought the book this morning"..hani said"u still have the receipt?"..i said yes...and after we went to the mph...we went to the times....me n liyana got seperated with hani n amalina cos they want to look at something and i was soooo concern about that book and i want this thing to end fast....so...from the new wing to old wing.....our journey to the times was so long..it even tired me n liyana's leg....then...liyana asked the cashier can we change the book...haha..that man or woman said yes...so..i change the book from meg cabot's princess diaries II to lisi harrison's best friend for never....lucky that lisi harrison's book is the book that i want to buy the most(i plan to use my father's money to buy the book)....then...in that one utama...i bite my 1st burger king...haha....haven't eat burger king before...we plan to watch some movie...but hani said don't want..so...we don't watch then....bought this shirt from jusco and reject's shop...lucky we went to o.u when many shops have sale...it was like heaven...(not really cos we don't have enough money)...they have 70% and 50% discount...totally nice but i bought the clothes that don't have any discount cos it's only RM19 n RM17...huhu..cute but cheap...hehe.....i want to buy this one jeans from F.O.S...we thought the jeans was rm13....so..i was very happy and want to buy it...but then...we found out that the rm13 was the cost of the belt...not the jeans(the belt was attached at the jeans)...n the jeans cost rm79....da....another happy-me to sad-me....at 6.30pm..mak cik azah waiting for us and we went home....-the end-.....

very tired after that...forgot to mention that i asked liyana to buy wasabi(the movie,not the sauce)...she bought it and i treat her burger king...huhu.....haish...totally boring right now...last night no football...but have AF...but i don't like this year AF....(i don't really like AF anyway)....so,my family(xcept my 1st bro n also my dad) baked chocolate chips...huhu...then,we watch WASABI(borrow from liyana) n that's that....england n spain won last night....i forgot there were friendly matches last night...peter crouch scored a hatrick in 6-0 win over jamaica...spain defeated egypt 2-0...huhu..nice one..and that cassilas praised xabi for his brilliance....haha..!!..now you know him..!....i am very boring right now..i already read that story book....nice one that my father will be home tomorrow...eventhough i have to be ready to be lecture...kk...tata then...!

something.....

a'kum..

problem...
usual thing to face..
difficult for a case..
always in a safe...
heart is the place...

can't believe i can stand this...
can't believe i can have it..
i think of drugs...
i think of stupid things..
i just can't help it...
why i'm the only one who have it..

ppl go,ppl went..
i can't say i have them...
they're not mine...
heart shrivel...
best of all..
JUST BE FRIENDS..

kk...up there...IT IS NOT A POEM...i don't even think it's a poem...i think just some stupid humming hum hum i just have in mind....but i change it a lil but...i don't think when someone read it they will understand the meaning....but i understand it whole heartedly anyway...haha....just went to some myspace page..went to my long-time-no-see friend...then i look at his pic..at i saw a picture of someone that i don't even want to remember...that boy..(maybe u dunno him,but just read it la)....i remember all the things that i had done to him even some stupid thing about i told all the bad things about my best friend(she was his girlfren at that time).....u know,that just mean BETRAYAL....and so...i hate to remember it...and right now,that boy is dating someone who have the same name like me...and i just hate it...but still...i have to remind myself that i don't like him anymore...but that just remind me of someone that already move to somewhere else...man...this is sux...how come at a time like this i have this sentimental feeling..haish...i just hate all the problems in my life right now...i don't think i'm suitable being a psychiatrist....cos i can't even take care my own prob....my family prob,maybe some of my friends,personal life prob....haish....my grade already down....health also bad...attitude also the same....i just can say nothing about it.....NOT..!!...haish...kk...think of a bright side....tomorrow i'll go O.U with my bestfriends....no farahin,though cos her mom won't let her....haish...(no haish,ALIA..!!)....gerrard score against england...and what make me so happy till now is lampard didn't score the penalti...1st time for me to see him no score a penalty....hehe....i just hate my sis...being my sis...i don't think she is the supportive type...she said she always read this blog....whatever...i just don't like her...i dunno when she can be sweet or bad....what i know,her sweetness just show when she is sleeping..other than that...NA-DA..!...she is just an annoying lil spoiler brat..!....i am soooo gonna go to liverpool...i don't care malaysians became prostitue there....it's not even my fault but theirs bcos of her own stupidity to follow their hormone and not their brain.....these ppl better watch that beauty n the geek.....they have to know what geek thinks...don't ask me what bimbo thinks bcos i know what they think....my dad will be home this 5th june....i'm not a happy person..why?....bcos i just can wonder what my father want to do to me...a lecture about my grades....haish...like i don't lecture about that myself....and he will say something like not enough sleep and all...haish.....i know i have to be happy about my father being with me n my family after months in mekah....but to hear his lecture after a long time...i don't think i will say something like 'i miss his lecture and that n that'....nope...don't think so.....now i know why i feel so exhauted and tired and bad mood....i feel hungry and also thirsty....haish....cos my siblings eat all the best foods....haish....and now...i am watching the F1.....i hate that alonso....nice thing that xabi alonso's real name is xavier alonso olona....huhu...that fernando alonso..he always defeat kimi...and that's why i hate him...not just that...he made my F1 interest bcome NA-DA...haish......kk...i am too tired...i better stop this thing bfore i mention other things....kk....tata..!

....?

a'kum...hello..

da...i just want to be like aina...no greeting..but that will be too sucks....but still..right now...my life from being too cute and the interesting...and then...SUCKA!...shit....i dunno what happen to the women in my family...the boys...annoying like usual but they don't mind what i'm doing...but the girl and also the woman...shit,i tell you!!!!....my sis...just minutes before...he asked me to sleep...i told her later i sleep cos i was reading good morning call.i was in a very cute moment....then that lil loser asked me to sleep by force...i said later...but she force me...and then...i felt like i want to shout at her...and then...some shitty thing happen...she went to that step-woman room..and she was sleeping at that time...but bcos my sis was a bunch of stupid lil loser...she told her i want to sleep n then....

this was something i had save last wednesday morning.....i was too angry at mak cik azah...oh!...n also my sister...how come i have 2 annoying ppl in my life...!!!...damn it...i was doing this blog for that day...and my stepmum stop me...haish....kk...dun want to think about it...she's the one who will send me n friends to o.u tomorrow.....tata..!

right here...then now...

a'kum..haish....stupid dat sister....kk...i just argue with my stupid sister....poyoness,loserness(like fatin said)...chat with amalina...talk about where to go this holiday...maybe we went to one utama bcos i have rm100 from mak cik azah to buy some new clothes....but i think i just want to buy 2 shirts and no pants cos pants cost pretty expensive...and i think i better use my father's money to buy that...haha...and also other things..better i buy story book...i want to buy that Lisi Harrison's Best Friends For Never...nice book....but still can't buy it...or maybe other cathy hopkins book....hrm....shopping...i can shop but i dunno which one the best...if i can be like paris hilton...maybe i buy the whole o.u...huhu...watch this anime,destiny of spiral....kinda good...but the anime just like other usual anime...detective dot dot dot.....surf to youtube...watch many stupid saiyuki miniclip...i already watch it though...but bcos the clip was damn stupid+funny....i can't say boring to it......also watch the o.c....have this stupid spoiler about what happen at the end of o.c season 3....shit!...why i have to know it..!!!...hrm..read naruto...shit that sasuke....he looks kinda strong...how could this happen to naruto?!!?!...haish....but naruto will eventually defeat that sasuke...hahahaha...why?....bcos i know it....i hate that sasuke since the day i put my eyes on him....try to be better than naruto eh?...seek power and etc?...stupid....k,i'm the one here who stupid...that's just a manga anyway...but that sasuke...he can be inside naruto....and already meet that kyuubi..haish....now this show that sasuke is stronger....but dun mind,itachi still the best..!!..haha...anyway....change topic....i didn't go to school last thursday n friday....cos thursday have teacher's day and friday have nothing anyway....teacher's day-i don't have any fav teacher though...all of them are equal to me...so..i didn't give any presents to any teachers...hrm....friday...liyana said have this ceramah...some ceramah akhlak...huhu...i don't think i have problem with my behaviour...except when i'm in a bad mood....my behaviour can be sucks....hrm..now i realize...nowadays i didn't show my sulking behaviour....haha...unlike farahin,who always sulk...me,not...haha....dun mad,ah hin..that's the usual you...anyway...i just show my bad mood in this blog anyway...so...i don't really mad..thanx blog,u're the best..!..haha...last night...went to the japanese restaurant at shah alam mall...very expensive that place...the tempura cost rm23...u can buy 2 pirate dvds with that kind of price...i ordered teppayaki chicken...haha...haven't eat any japanese food except the time when i went to o.u with my mates....but this time...the food was pretty nice...i love the tempura..eventhough expensive and small....but delicious...mak cik azah was pretty rich last night...she don't mind how many we order...but bcos my siblings n i are good children(yeah,right)..we chose something not really expensive...but still...it cost much....haha...kk...don't want to talk much now...oh!...to those indonesians in pulau jawa...sorry to hear about the earthquake...may god bless you all...and YNWA!...

walk on,with hope in ur heart,u'll neva walk alone...

hrm...nicey nice...

a'kum...elo...very bored right now....surf the myspace..nothing good there...liyana just sent me yuu shirota's pic...eventhough that guy kind of cute(100% cute)...da...just realize if i look at him too long...i'll get bored...haish....so...maybe i'll try to find other cute boy...haha...forgive me for this stupid behaviour....then...read the Istanbul stuff from the liverpool web....nearly cried though...the match was very emotional....some of them that i like...

half-time Istanbul
Steven Gerrard: "The manager came in at half time and he calmed us down basically. He drew some things on his board, he made a few changes and he said that we should just try to score early. He said if we scored early, it would change the game. I couldn't concentrate. I don't know what was going through my head. It was weird. I was sitting there and my head was in my hands. I thought it was over."

Rafael Benitez: "At half-time we needed to do something and decided to make some changes. There is no way we could have went back out and lost by four or five goals in front of our wonderful fans. Once we started thinking and believing we could do it, anything was possible."


Luis Garcia: "We were sitting in the dressing room and we could clearly hear thousands of fans singing You'll Never Walk Alone. Can you imagine how that felt? We were 3-0 down in the Champions League final and all we could hear were 45,000 people letting us know they still believed in us. We knew they had endured a long journey and made so many sacrifices to be there. It was at that point we started to believe too."

these are the one that i like....totally unbelievable....comeback of all comebacks...the greatest one....i remember at half time...anan sent sms to me...said something like,kesian-something.....then after the match..he said,something like ac milan was unlucky something like that...haha....hrm....watch Pride...that japanese series..takuya kimura in it...i don't like him...but Pride was good....urgh..!!..totally bored right now..!!!...very2 dizzy plus pening...erm..both of them have the same meaning....neway..tonight will be boring...no Liverpool..haish...the world cup not even help....haish...kk....better read that vinci code if i want to end my boredom...tata..!!...

one night today...

a'kum...i'm totally in da mood to blog right now....why?..cos i am soo pening right now and i want to say all i want to say....cos i want to clean all the habuk in my brain so i can think like a normal person....kk...this evening..went to liyana's...watch just like heaven...i luv mark ruffalo..!...nicey nice..!...with his blur face...he's a total nice.!...and from that movie...me n liyana got this new word..RIGHTEOUS..!...hehe...it's from da guy who looks like james blunt in that movie...liyana thought he was james blunt but he's not....that guy always said"RIGHTEOUS!"...haha...he said like mao...haha...hrm...last wednesday...me n friends played bluff...i was kinda sux but it was fun...girls vs boys...girls:me,hani,fatin n aqilah....boys:bazli,acap(subs with mao),hanif(subs with naquib),n mao(subs with hakim)....we drew with them 3-3...kk...enough about the bluff bcos i think i already said about this before...anyway...surf the liverpoolfc.tv....morientes out from liverpool...no major success in his liverpool days....so...eventhough he's a superstar...he just bad in adapting his skill in english football..i think i'm in luv with yuu shirota...cos i just luv to see his sweet face....nicey nice...!...huhu....kk...i am getting bored with myspace right now...all the rempits and skinheads want to add me...but bcos i'm a good friend and myspace is 'meet new ppl'...i approve all of them(erm..there's this box...approve all friends...i tick it cos i'm lazy to approve one by one...haha)....erm...went to this msg board...Angel Tactics Msg board...liyana said this board is kinda good...so..i register n so...talk with them..kinda interesting...they talk about games,ppl,sports and entertainment...huhu...not interesting like the liverpool boards...but this also quite cool....2 boys from school are the admin.....haha....hrm....i'm very bored right now...saw the news from Google News...Bush regret about the Iraq war....stupid him...many deaths had happened and he said he regret it...what a loser...i dunno how those americans think that he is a good leader..?...a leader with regret..??!?...haish...to be a leader you must not have a regret...haish...this world in nonsense....oh!...read the star...also stupid...a missing girl died...the murderer is a cruel person...a very2 sweet girl...i dunno why the murderer wanted to kill her...?...stupid he is....haish...world...da...dun mind....kk...now i'm off..


things to buy:story books and clothes
right now reading:da vincci code..
right now watching:some p.ramlee movie..

YNWA!