when the past is a worst past..

a'kum..ello...this blog totally something..it knows my secret!!!...haha..!!..kk..very tired right now...just now...something totally like shit happen....maliha made me mad...never i thought she will be this loser...k..today..we had a bola baling match...it was quarter final....and we lose 4-0....bad..very bad...the worse of it...i was totally frustrated at maliha....i was dissappointed + mad...she made our team lose morale cos of her stupid behaviour...we believe on her that she will ignore her whatever reason cos everything that we ask if she were okay or not were all nothing....(she said that anyway)....and she played well...but she didn't score...k..many ppl blame her....but i dont want to blame her bcos of that...even liverpool missed many times..then...when we nearly lose...she lose her confidence...i told her we still believe on her and so on...but she remain alone...but then..something she said made me mad..100% mad...!...she said.."alia,jgn pass kat kite!..pass kat emi..!"..k..she lose her confidence and give up...i was-....mad...she was being too pathetic....shit~...then later..when we officially lose....she went nowhere(honestly,i forgot that she brought sirap for us)...and then later...aina told me...maliha was different when she supported the ste...haha...shit again...i was furious...i dunno what the hell this team had done to her that made her like that....i just~....damn it..!..but dun mind...lucky the liverpool news made me happy....xabi going nowhere!!..hehe..he said he will stay in liverpool..!!..huhu..!!...i was happy....totally happy..!!...and he also looks totally handsome + cute...da...i can say nothing about that..eventhought he wore that yellow shirt...that new liverpool away shirt...he still looks totally hot!!!...haha...i was sleepy at school..but then..i saw his picture on the newspaper..then...i slept on it...haha..!....n just before..i saw him with that liverpool red shirt...he was totally HOTT..!!!...maybe if i saw him in front of me..i'll have nosebleed....haha!!!!!...kk...being too mental and too gatal right now...so..tata..!!...