Showing posts with label mother. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mother. Show all posts

09 May, 2010

Mother's Day,people?

A'kum n ello...

ok ok.

today is Mother's Day.

hrm.

i wanna say Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there. even some of your daughters and sons love to make your life like hell, you accept them as they are,just like the time when they got out from your womb. at that time, you held them,and crying "oh i hope he/she will be a good person later"

or so it seems.

as sons and daughters, we should accept our mother as they are. maybe they're the kind who will call us at night just to ask "dear, can you download Oh My Lady? i'll buy you an external hard disk 500gb if you download them" or maybe a mother that ignore you cos she thinks Farmville is more important than your dinner, but still, that is your mother.

and for the mothers, even though we sons and daughters always make you mad, we only do that cos we want to show you that we are still you son/daughter. we want to show you that the baby that you held when started to cry is still the same person. and for the fact that you still accept us and love us as whoever we are, just show how much in love we are with you.

and that's why, i want to show you people how lucky you are to have a mother that still alive. a real mother will always be the best especially if you have someone like me, someone that has an ex-stepmother and a stepmother.

funny eh?

so now, Happy Mother's Day,dear Ainor Azmin Zainal Abidin! you were the best and you always be!

09 January, 2009

a song for mama

A'kum n ello...

if you enter my blog,please don't click the pause/stop from the music ninja...bcos i change the song...and it's Boyz II Men's a song for mama....

yeah,i put it cos of my mother cos her birthday was held in this month...

cos really tho,as much as i'm good with other people's mother...i don't have any good chance with my own mothers....

mothers...aren't that weird..?

blame my father about making my life weirder..

haish.

ta then~!

eek

21 January, 2008

mercedes

A'kum n ello...

my father looks so happy right now..cos the Mercedes that he wants already arrive just now..he bring it home and bye2 to the Audi that was very memorable to me cos that thing once tried to make my butt on fire before[no need to know further story]....

anyway..he is so happy that even you can recognize his smiling face...he smiles in everything that he is doing right now...he smiles when he holding his phone,when he drinks the nescafe,when he asked me to make the nescafe,when he asked for my sis about what she thinks about the new car,and when he asks me about what i think about the new car...all the things he is doing right now,he is smiling like a boy receive a treat from the ice-cream man...

wow,wow..man really love a car very much eh?...
the way his smiling right now is just like me when Liverpool won against any top opponent..
hoho..

maybe later i upload the merce..

nway...today is my late-mother's birthday...21st January...her age will be 47 if she still alive...ah~..i miss her...the last few days,my siblings and i often talked about her...if she still alive,i don't think my life will be like right now.......

ah~
lucky my father is so happy today...but i still don't want to spoil his mood by asking about money..eventhough the reason i want to ask some money from him is because i want to buy some stuff to bake a cake tomorrow...

hrm..

MAK,ALIA RINDU MAK!

tata!
  • currently listening to Exile's i believe..

11 October, 2007

mother

A'kum n ello...

last night..
was 10.10.2007...
i was a bad daughter..
it was my late-mother's deathday!

ah~~
i remember about the day on the morning cos i set-up my clock at 9.05am cos that was the time when she had her final breath..
and then..
i thought i want to recite the yasin after my maghrib prayer...
then..
becos of Ugly Betty and also Hana Kimi..
i forgot to read it...
i was thinking more about those tv series and jdrama...
I AM A BAD,BAD DAUGHTER!!

ah~~
i want to kill myself!
-cut the throat-
-not dead-


i told haniyana about it..
about i was a bad daughter and all..
and she said i still have time to recite it..
it 11++pm at that time..
and at 12++am this morning..
i recite the yasin after my Isya' prayer..
hrm..
i fell alright after that...
but i still think i'm a bad daughter..

how could i forgot about her cos of Ugly Betty???
she never forgot about me..
she will but that's bcos she was sleeping..

SORRY MAK!
VERY2 SORRY..!

i think i'll go to tg Malim to say sorry at my mother's grave...
  • currently listening to Kim DongWan's My Love(ft. Eric)..

21 September, 2007

changmin-my mother

a'kum n ello...

k..
now i can say it loudly..
cos before this..
i really want to say it..
but i want to know if somebody also see him as the way as i think he is...

k..
i don't make sense right now...

i start it here..

around few weeks ago..
i realize something..
whenever i look at changmin's pictures..
i won't giggle or say "MY GOD,HE IS THE CUTEST!!!!!"
or something like that...

but then..
i realize..
whenever i look at changmin's face..
my heart feel good..
like something that being miss already being healed..
yeah..
something like that..
it's like a memory..
something like you want to see..
and when you see it..
you will feel very happy..

i don't mean it like...
"AH!!!!!!XABI ALONSO!!!!!"
"I SAW HIM!!!!"
nope..
not like that..
something like..
....
i dunno how to describe it...

i think i say something that doesn't make sense..

ok..
i say it..

i think changmin's face looks like my mother..
my late-mother..
there was something in his face that makes me remind of her..
i just dunno why..
there just something..

i told my friends about this at school..
and emi agreed with me..
she saw my mother's pic from the previous post..
and she said he really look the same..
not exactly the same..
but there's somewhere..
emi said maybe the eyes....
and i think..
yes,maybe the eyes..

and few days ago...
i saw this vid that has changmin's mother...
and she nearly look like my mother..
not 100%..
but still..
there a part of it that i dunno where..
but it really there..!!!

ah..~~
shim changmin..
i want to marry you..!!!

*chu*
  • currently listening to WaT's boku no kimochi...

30 August, 2007

nothing.do.

a'kum n ello..

skip school..
again~~...
haha..!!
cos,i thought my father will be back TODAY,so..
i skip school cos i want to join my bro picking him up at klia..
but the plan change....
my father's flight at Jeddah is tonight;
and the plane will arrive tomorrow...

kot.

anyway...
lucky the internet is becoming boring right now..
so..
i can study..
lalalalalala..

erm...
tonight,the whole bunch of tg malim's peeps will stay at acu's house...
just to get ready for melaka..
the whole lot of them want to go to some vacation there...
to tell you the truth...
i don't really like melaka..
cos my mother passed away when i went to a school-trip to melaka..
that's why i hate melaka..

but when i think about it,
why did i choose melaka as my 2nd choice in my matrik's option?
better i don't think too much about it...

k..that's all...
dunno what to say..


eat and study NEXT!

best quote i read in some mag.
if chelsea are naive and pure,i'm little Red Riding Hood
-Rafa Benitez

  • currently listening to Sum 41's we're all to blame..
  • Tohoshinki's summer dream single is 3rd in the oricon monthly chart...
  • YEAY!!!!
  • LIVERPOOL won over toulouse 4-0!
  • ANOTHER YEAY!
  • i used rm4 of my saving for DBSK's concert to buy HOT mag.
  • DAMN~~~

23 June, 2007

1 litre of tears

a'kum n ello..

i am currently listening to the 1 litre of tears OST,K's only human...the song makes me somewhat sad...maybe cos i suddenly remember my mother....

she was a great lady,she really was...

mother's day already gone...and i never want to remember it...the whole family didn't celebrate it
for mak cik azah...k,she's a stepmum....but still,i never want to say to people that she's a mother of mine...i'm sorry for saying this,but i don't think there's a proper mum that can replace my mother...

want to know why?

cos i was never a mama's girl...

and i dunno where to give my hearts out when i'm in tears...
even this time,the only person who willing to listen is only hani...

why?cos i trust her...

and about my mother,
when she was sick,i was in my bedroom,doing nothing but reading....i was selfish,i was ignorant...and i regret it...

and i just hope nobody will die like she is, later...

1 litre of alia's tears...
  • tonight will have dinner at victoria station
  • the place that the whole family always go when my mother was alive..

21 January, 2007

Liverpool 2 - 0 Chelsea

a'kum...elo...today is my late mum's birthday...she will be 46 if she alive...n i know she'll be that beautiful slim woman that i know..but wut can i do..she's already passed away...hrm...if she alive...i can confirm that my dad won't marry again...and he still working in malaysia...n tonight we will have dinner at this japanese restaurant in at hyatt's cafe at subang and eat teppanyaki and talk som stuff with that chef that always tell stories about his journey as a japanese chef...huhu...again,this thing will never happen...~..

anyway....liverpool won against chelsea last night at anfield...hehe..i have something to bast about to ikram n liyana...i can imagine liyana's reaction 'la~~~'...but no sms from her though saying that the best team thingy etc...haha...but whatever...liverpool played well and chelsea played bad...kuyt and pennant made 2 awesome goals and that just brilliant...kinda feel sorry but happy to shevchenko that when he just got his feet on the pitch...the liverpool fans sang 'we''ve won it 5 times'...haha...liverpoon won the european champion league in 2005 after sheva didn't score that penalty...haha....jose didn't made some funny complaints...so...nothing funny after the match...tonight will have a match between arsenal n man utd...to be honest,i want a draw from both sides..so the both of them will only get 1 points...i don't want either of them to win..that's all.....

my sis got sick last night...i hate it when she sick..cos she will cry and annoy me all the time....it was like the sickness she got was a life n death sickness...that's why....and she will asked me why?why??why???....that made me annoyed...i want to b doctor...but not NOW!....da...she can be stupid sometimes....

went to school yesterday...doing some stuff for the class...but mostly hakim done all the cleaning...he clean the fans while i just made the name of the duty roster....not that beauty though...i don't have the creativity to do it....we didn't do the decorative thingy...cos that's the ajk keceriaan work....but none of them were there except sheena but later she went somewhere cos she said she came early but nobody there...haish..she should just leave some notes for us to do what or just she done it herself...haish...saw the blue house' cheerleader done some cheer...kinda TOO ___.....i told emi about it...but she said the green house more ___....what can we do anyway....the headmistress said yes to cheerleader!..da..~

this apple comp bcome more sucks n sucks....the low memory made me angry all the time...it always got hang n hang n hang...haish...n now even the disk aid in the computer can't repair it...haish...

that's all...tata!