you know, my life haven't been that great nowadays. but you know,after some positive thinking and muttering "Things Will Be Good" zillion of times, i think my life is not that sucks anymore.
it's the mentality.
you can't be over-confident tho. like this time when i thought i can win that Solitaire game at my phone,just when i have 1 card left to flip, the last card couldn't be flip. i was like,what the hell??? why did that happen?? then i found out, that Solitaire game in my phone is a lil bit special. i cannot leave 1 card, i have to leave more than 2 cards.
i know you don't understand. but just read.
after that incident, i tried to be more humble, and played that solitaire game smartly and with humility.thus, i won.
i just read this friend's blog. she was complaining about her life. i think this maybe bcos of her study. how her cgpa is not that high,especially with plenty of competitors among her.
i think almost all of her posts are emotional ones. it was kinda depressing. it's like her life is just full of grays even though she is a very bubbly person.
she's really2 a nice person! very jolly and bubbly. but like Jay Park said "there's light at the end of the tunnel". she shouldn't complain. it's not like her life is as hard as me anyway.
i dunno why i even blog about this.maybe cos i have this feeling to blog after days of not blogging. so yeah,i'm blogging.
anyway, in that friend's blog, she also said "i chose ___ cos i scored high marks on that subject"
totally the opposite of me. i mean, if people ask "what are you taking right now?" and when i say "microbiology" people will say "oooh" "wow" "aaaah" and also "you love biology eh?"
erm. no. i got B4 which equal to B-. i chose that, cos this is life. i live for myself and for others. i want to know about things that happen in the world. to tell you the truth, i don't care about wealth. i don't care about being rich. if i wanna be rich, maybe i'll join that facebooking job. that Nuffnang advert at the sidebar is just to fill up the spaces in my blog. i'm not that obsess with money. of course, i love money. i can buy plenty of things if i'm a billionaire. but then, i don't think money is everything anyway.people talk about what kind of house they want. i only want an apartment, with a kitchen,tv,oven,bed...and aqilah's ogawa massage chair.
i mean, this is life. and i live. and i always think there's a reason why i live. maybe the reason i live is because i have to know what God have.
to be honest, i chose Microbiology cos i was planning of studying medicine. then i thought, i won't have the time to enjoy God's gift later, so i want to find another option.which, for now, i don't even know what my option is.
i know. my cgpa is low. i don't even want to remember the numbers of my cgpa. it's kinda annoying really that your knowledge is based on exam. people kill trees to get papers for exam, and then we have to make an essay about "the bads of cutting trees". i mean, bcos of exam, the priority to learn change to something else.
but what can i say anyway.
that is:LIFE.
have to hail it then.
[nathan: she blogs about something messy again T-T]
Rafa: don't do that again,Alia.
Alia: yes,yes.
ta then!
[after this,i,Nathan Sheridan,alia's dream man,will appear out of nowhere. if this symbol [ and ] appear,that is me.thank you.]
(Nathan Sheridan is Alia's favourite book character.Alia wanna say sorry to Meg Cabot for using her book's character name without permission.)
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