aiman new word & nervous!

A'kum n ello..

a new word from aiman...
ahah~...
tho i don't like what he said...
eventho he meant it as something else...

the word that he said is...
BABY!
but..
he said it as..
BA-BI!
not bae-bi....
lorh~~~
i think he should learn korean cos many korean words have bae instead of ba...
da..~~

hee..~
very2 nervous rite now...
n lucky the We Got Married show(a korean show about celebs becoming act as newlyweds with other celebs) is full of laughter...
i can try to lower my rate of nervousness...
ahah!

ta then!

• tried to listen to Nicholas Teo's song,tho his songs and voice are good,i still feel awkward when listening to chinese....
• so JunJin's new solo song is just korean cos i don't mind korean...
• lololo...
  

drools after spm?na-ah~

A'kum n ello...

i was waiting for 1.20am to come to me...but my father suddenly got back from wherever he was...
and then TA-DA!
he took the remote control and change the KBS world to other channel that interest him....
haish2..~
i was waiting for Likable or Not..
but now just have to wait for crunchyroll to upload it..
THANK YOU to whoever that willing to upload the drama...

n lucky my dear sister told me that today's Likable or Not was a lil bit frustrating..
so i'm not really looking forward to watch today's episode..
tho i want to know what really happen~
hrm2..

and read the oricon article about DBSK..
their new single is NO1!!!!
on WEEKLY ORICON CHART!!
yeay!
hope this article is true...
it's from oricon so the source can be true..
hoho..
YEAY..!
OMODETTO!

nway...
many people are thinking that facebook is better than myspace rite now..
and my opinion about the new 'FRIENDSTER'(myspace is a friendster wannabe.then now facebook is the another friendster.FRIENDSTER is the root of online friends) is not that good..~
k..
facebook has many games and so on..
but still,the thing has too many contents!!
games are good,but it kinda messy and making me dizzy...
tho the facts quiz is interesting..
but still,i kinda feel like NOW WHAT TO DO?
so,i stick to myspace whether i like it or not..
myspace is like nokia;user friendly...
ahah~

nway...
my father said i waste a knowledge cos i haven't done any practice for my driving skills...
hrm2...
i just have to admit it eventho i want to say i'm not...
haish~~~~

anyway...last night when i gayut with farahin..there was this one time,when ah hin asked me have i stop liking my crush...?...i told her it was only a crush,nothing much...tho after not schooling anymore,i kinda missed the feeling when i saw someone that i like...and the feeling when he talked to me and anything...
and so i told ah hin that rite now,it's really a funny situation for me cos instead of drooling over guys my age after school rite now,i have to face lil kiddies at kumon..korean class only have 1 guy and he is 10years older than me and totally quiet....and there these chinese guys at kumon who looks like my age,just when my mind start to think"ah~cute!"..still have to go back to reality that they are younger than me...

tho there a student at kumon who has a big brother that always wait at kumon just for him to finish his kumon works...
cool lorh~
cos he looks like older than me or maybe 18years old or maybe someone that i know cos he really look like someone i know...
and he never care about anyone at kumon who always walked in front of him,mainly me cos i always went to toilet and so i have to walk in front of him who sit near the door to the toilet..
(i went to toilet not bcos pee everytime but there always this 'people' who loves to call me whenever i work.u know who u are ppl ;p.and i have to answer the call at the toilet)..
nway,he never care about anything except his ipod.....
and so i'm happy cos now i can see a guy around my age that good looking....
ahah!

tho this is only an activity to make my life not boring at kumon...
and also cos no guy things happen around me after spm...
hrm2..

ahah~
i'm an idiot...

tho when i told this at farahin,she said i have to be pity her more,instead of my life..
cos she has to face the boys from SMSK9 itself,that are younger than her and also the weirdest boys who love to be some wannabe...

ahah..
yeah~i have to pity her~

so now..
tata!

• currently listening to Epik High's love love love...
  

life ~~

A'kum n ello..

my feeling told me to blog...but i dunno what to say...ahaha~

start of the day...
still eating nothing...
and that aiman knows how to kiss people...
he kissed my cheek just now...

nice thing to do when you're a kid..
but mustn't do when you're a grown up..
unless you're so handsome,people won't mind..
hoho....

nway..
last nite,for the 1st time in my life,i requested for someone to make a blog layout for me..
ahah...
cos she said she doesn't mind request and all....
and so i request a changmin or Liverpool layout...
ahah...
nice lorh...
and now she added me as her friend at blogskins....
ahah..!

n last night...
ah hin called me..
at first i told her i didn't have the mood to gayut..
but then,we gayut all the way for 45min...
too many things to say and all...
and then i told her,
that liyana will come home from sibu this 8th may...hoho...
and ah hin also knows about it..
and then we planned to go out with her...
but then we think it's better just hanging out at liyana's house..
better,more fun,no need to use money..
and that's all..
hoho...

and cos we all will go in our separate ways later,so i planned to plant this 'pea' that a 100%friends word on it...
and when we plant it,the pea will grow,and it leaves will have the word...

k..
that's all..
and there something i want to show...
i think fatin aqilah will be a 'lil bit' mad...
ahah!

this is the keychain that fatin aqilah bought for me as a souvenire at paris...
now u see that the Eiffel tower only has 1 leg...the other 3 legs?...broke already..ahah...i dunno where the other 3 legs gone..sorry lor fatin...i still love this eiffel tower..

and this is the pea...hoho..

• currently listening to WaT's Toki Wo Koete ～Fantastic World～
  

korean class~~kumon kiddies

A'kum n ello..

my,i missed the korean class so much~~...when i went there today,i kinda missed a lil bit of the fun...ahaha....and hani's spontaneous answers were just too brilliant..!...i'll miss her stupid answers after this...ahaha....

heck,there was this one time,when the sungsaengnim asked us what is Bak...and we were blank and all...and she made a signal like she meant 'something beside us' ...and we're still blank...and hani spontaneously said "burger king" cos beside the korean class,there's a burger king...ahah...i was like heh??...and then,found out that Bak means outside...and i was like,"burger king~~~~~hahahaha"...even the chinese girl beside us(her name is Shiwon.haha!)....and she also laughed with me tho quietly...ahah....really that haniyana...her trueself shown during this korean class...ahah....

and then found out,that the korean class will end next week..

ah~~pity2..!..i'm living happily in the class...hrm...and next week also will have the final exam of the korean class....ahah...final exam~~..hope i'll do well...wanna have the certificate so that changmin will certify me as a korean talker...ahaha!!!

i dunno when will i continue to study korean again...hrm2...

and something happen at KUMON...kak fida asked me to answer the phone...a parent called KUMON and i was like blank out cos i forgot about 'ENGLISH AS THE MAIN LANGUAGE' among the parents in KUMON...and so the mother who talked to me on the phone told me that his son won't come tomorrow morning,but will come to the afternoon....i was confused between the morning or afternoon tho...i'm not sure which one,but i told kak fida,that the son will come tomorrow afternoon...ahah...i said it confidently..and to tell you the truth,everything that i decide while i worked in KUMON never is correct...ahah...so i kinda hope tomorrow will be different..

and there this lil boy,my boss told him to pack his homework..and i have to help him cos he approached me,instead of my other mates...so i helped him pack his homework...told him to do that and that...and i spent like 10 or 15minutes or so with him...and then found out,the homework that i packed for him was the wrong homework...haish~...the lil boy didn't even correct me...lorh~...

can't help it...

neway,i think i wanna change the layout...this teppei layout is good...but still not giving me a bright impression..ahah..~..i love bright impression..it means positive and happy...

lalala~
and wanna change the song...ijigg is hating me when i start to loving it....ceh~

nothing much

A'kum n ello..

i think i haven't chat with people this happily since my birthday..
ahah!

nway...chat with aina about some stuff...mainly the college thing...so i told her that i have 2 dreams....the dreams are mainly to make people feel nice physically and mentally or to say it more specific,to make the world a better place...haha.....

and then,chat with emi...nothing much...she showed me a picture of sunset at Lumut...then i told her that my father uploaded some pictures at flickr...the theme of the pictures that he uploaded is BEGGARS~~...da....like there are no other themes than that...but still,emi search my father's album at flickr....then she showed it to me...

tell u something,i laughed too hard when i saw it...beggars,my perspective on them change a lil bit cos of my father...da~~....

he even upload a blind man pic!
lorh~

k..
dunno what to say..
have to count my money to check if i have enough money to go to work later..
haish2..

ta then!

• currently listening to Miley Cyrus' see you again..
  

lalala

A'kum n ello...

went to this kenduri,somewhere at sg besi...it was the daughter of my father and mak cik azah's friend's wedding....the man's name is Md. Dom...hoho...when i read the wedding card,i thought it was my onyang or something cos there was this onyang of mine who named Md Dom but he already passed away...

hrm2..

DON'T READ IF YOU CARE ABOUT READING BOKURA GA ITA(a manga) COS THIS PART CONTAIN SPOILER.
download Bokura Ga Ita...a shojo manga...lucky the manga is not completed and nobody upload the chapter13 cos that's the part the main characters have their 1st time sex as a couple...not that i mind about sex in a manga...nothing much about it cos that's only manga...but still,the storyline,and that male main character,i want to kill him!!...he remind me of that Gossip Girls guy,Nate Archibald kot his name....he(the main character of the manga,not Nate) talked about sex,and then made sex with his late-ex girlfriend lil sis whom also a good friend of his current girlfriend.....

can't say anything much..that's shojo..

[SPOILER END]

i want to go out!!!...i missed having fun..!!..k,last wednesday was alright...but i want to go out until night!...i missed the time when i went out with my family during the night,went out to KLCC or OU and all...kinda bored if hang out during the day....it just a lil bit hard cos have to care about pray and all...going out after Maghrib is nice..~~.....

miss,miss...have to wait for haikal to bring the auto car home and then practice the parking thing...and then go have fun while driving...

still dunno when will my mind think driving is fun..haish2~~

k..
that's all..~

aiman o aiman

A'kum n ello...

went to shah alam mall with my father...

hoho,before that,we went to the field beside the mosque with aiman...just wanna show him something that most grown-up men do...haha....not that they did something bad,they were just playing football...and then saw this parents with 2 kids having fun with themselves....anyway,1 of the kids,a lil girl only 8month old...aiman,who already know how to walk,suddenly went to that girl...and the girl,who was drinking her milk at that time,suddenly got up with a happy face....

yeah,yeah...very2 happy couple~~....

and aiman went to her and pull her shirt...and that girl only smile and smile...smile happily~~...and then aiman also smiled to her...and in my mind i was thinking'kiddies,cpt gle bonding'.....and then my father came to aiman...and aiman finally know who he loves most,and it's not that kid,so he went to my father and forgot the lil girl....ahah~...tho that lil boy chose that girl instead of me...wanna slap his butt later~...

and then,went to shah alam mall....we left aiman home...nice~...finally bought the dvd lens cleaner...hope the dvd player won't be bengong after this....hoho....

nothing much to say now...
really wanna read some shojo rite now...
YUUKI OBATA!!!..
i want more manga from you!!!

movies talk?

A'kum n ello...

just watched Likable or Not just now...and yeay!!!...the best part happen!!...Danpung,i'm loving you rite now!!...stupid seonjae..~~....and sua is being very2 cute to baekho...and ujin,urgh~u hot!...hoho

nway...watched Sumpahan Orang Minyak a lil bit...the one that Allahyarham P.Ramlee in it...and i was wondering,why the movies in Malaysia don't have that kind of movie?..the movie is classic,the movie was weird with the bunian and selfish wish...but that kind of genre is class.....

Malay movies nowadays just too suck up,i think....the plot is mainly the same,girls chasing after boys or vice versa....k,maybe nowadays the storyline is a lil bit different...but can't the quality of the audio more up?...k,fasha sandha has a very good face and body...perfect for someone that look good in front of the camera....but her voice~~...urgh~no offense,i just don't like that squek2 voice...hate me if you love her but i couldn't bear that voice...just when i thought that malay movie is good,but when i saw the ad for the movie,and heard that squeky voice,had to bear it with all my patience....

btw,not just the audio,the video of most of the malay movies are embarrassing..~~....i don't mind the visual effects...cos i know the visual effects are new to Malaysians and the thing is improving...but the quality of the video..~~...haish..~....have to blame the Malaysian Industry about this cos they didn't accept the digital video as a movie for the Highest Filming Award in the country,instead they just accept the tradition non-digital video as their award winning...when will the industry improve if the main don't want to modernize the movie?...heh~...

k...i should make another blog for the whole Malaysian to read instead of saying it here..~...da~

nway,kbs finally show 2Days 1Night that already been subbed....before this,the variety shows that shown in that channel don't have any subs...so now,i hope tomorrow Happy Together will have subs...hoho....

and another thing,today's work was hard...cos many paper to mark....the students were few...but their homeworks are loaded....and the some of my workmates have class today..so the workers also few...lucky next week have a few days off..hoho...

and there this lil girl...she always smiled when she saw me...maybe cos i always helped her when she had to memorize her sifir and all..nway,before this,i don't think memorize the names of the students are that important to me...but i have to if i want the kids to like me...so i know some of their names...and that lil girl i talked about,her name is Sofeah...and i tried calling her as SO-feah..instead of SU-fiah...but that workmate of mine,Kak Mas,always called her Su-fiah,instead of pronouncing the SO-feah...and when kak mas called that girl,i have to try my hard not to think of that prostitute Sufiah(&also atman.ahah)....cos really,that ex-math genius is very2 famous rite now..haha~...he~

and also,there this sister who i still forgot her name...she said her lil brother got 11As..and got an offer to do A-level....i think for oxford or something...not that sure,but cos her lil bro is the only boy in the family,so the boy kinda rejected the offer...or maybe the family support him to reject the offer also..and that sis,she's from Terengganu..she said she once got an offer from UiTM...but the course is related to Ladang~~...haha...i was trying hard not to laugh...and when she knows about me learning korean,she said she was once a representatives for Terengganu to compete in this korean competition(i think so)...i nvr know about korean competition...she said she has a certificate that certified her...so i dunno if i want to believe her or not...ahah..~...

and another worry thing,the korean class called me...my SungSaengNim wants me to come to the class at 7.20pm,20 minutes before the start of the real class....this happen cos i skipped last Thursday class cos of my bad health...wonder how to go there at 7.20pm...Maghrib start at 7.23pm...and the earliest i can arrive at the class is at 7.35pm or so....

no way things like skip the Solat will happen just cos of this class...na-ah~...i hate person who lied to me about already-solat-but-not kind of person...so i don't want to be nearly that kind of person....i'm a shit if i become like that...

k..
that's all then~
ta !

• currently listening to ZZ's be survivor...
  

many2 things + dizzy

A'kum n ello..

hoho...
NO.1 AGAIN!
yeay!
tho ony 5000++ for the 2nd day...
but still..
DBSK's new single Beautiful You just making all the women and neneks in japan feel 'beautiful'...
hoho..

anyway...
yesterday,i was tooo dizzy....at first i thought i want to go to the korean class,with my dizzy head after work...but while i was working,the dizziness just tooo much...and so i sms-ed hani to not pick me up at kumon and be careful while driving to the class alone,and sms-ed my brother to pick me up at kumon at 7pm,the same time for hani to pick me up,usually, when i'm off to the korean class...

my boss and the co-workers thought i went to the korean class instead of going home..ahah~!

but heck,nearly kantoi cos my brother was late cos he picked me up at 7.30pm instead of 7pm...and while i was waiting,my boss suddenly saw me cos she was on her way to her car to go home....when she saw me,she said"you off early,but you still here"...have to lied and said"kawan lambat"...ahah...ngeng~~

then went home,watched a glimpse of likable or not...and then maghrib prayers and ate dinner a lil bit...and then solat isya'...and then slept....

heck,couldn't even slept...i think i finally doze off after 10pm instead of 9pm...but woke up later at 2.58am,and couldn't sleep again for 2 hours or so...finally doze off when the alarm clock rang to wake me up for solat subuh...really2....

i have a hard time to sleep before subuh,but then i easily doze off after my subuh,but then had to wake up at 11.17am or so cos my bro slept on my bed and he suddenly snored...haish~...a man's snore is loud,so i have to wake up....

but then again,i went to aiman with my sleepy face...and he was like talking some nonsense words...and then i asked him to say "A-LI-A"...and then he slowly said"A-LI-A"...hoho..i was soo damn happy...i even asked him to repeat my name....and he said it many times and he eventually make a 'song' using my name cos he said it repeatedly....haha...

wa~~..it was happiness...now i understand why parents make a book for their baby's 1st words...hoho...

k now..that's all..
tata!

• currently listening to FT Island's one word
  

a class act from this lil boy...
a ball is the present~

NEWS new pv,DBSK 1st again

A'kum n ello...

NEWS new pv already out!!
yeay!!
SUMMER TIME!
so dammn kawaiiiiiiiii!!!!!!
massu n ryo!!
new pairing!
hoho.....

and i'm loving this song...
NEWS pv always make me laugh and fresh...
hoho..

forgot who to credit.very sorry~!>.<

and DBSK's new single Beautiful You is 1st in the oricon chart...
hoho..
21000++...
wa~~
the 2nd place is only 9000++...
can't help it if the 2nd place is a singer called C-ute...
heh?
must be another morning musume~~
da~

nway...
a nice2 day to be happy...
no dizzy and just happy..
hee~~
wanna eat!

tata!

• currently listening to FT Island's i am happy

so relieved..near in tears

A'kum n ello...

today was a very2 nice day to me....

huhu.i'm just sooooo relieved!!

anyway...the first thing to say....i'll start with my hang out with aqilah and emi at Time Square today...we(me and aqilah) went to ktm at the exact time that we planned,tho a few minutes late...ahah...some major teaser to hani cos if i went out with her,our plan will be few HOURS late...haha...

anyway...emi already arrived at kl sentral...our train was late....and when we arrived,emi told me that,while she was waiting for us to arrive,she said some Indian tourists asked her to have a picture with them...HAVE A PICTURE TOGETHER WITH THEM,not snap a picture for them....i was laughing when i heard about it...among all the people in the world,Indian tourists are the one that interested with her....and then when we were walking to the KL Sentral monorail together,suddenly a monk appeared and he was like,moving toward emi....ahah...the monk doesn't look like some shaolin monk..so i said to emi that 'just now,it was indian.and now someone from nepal is interested with her'..aqilah said that'll be good cos india and nepal are neighbours..ahah....and then..off we go to Time Square...cos i didn't had any breakfast,so we went to KFC after bought the tickets to watch Forbidden Kingdom...emi got 2 free tickets for KFC,and bcos both me and aqilah's stomach were empty,we think the food were delicious...hoho...and then watched the movie...

and DAMN FUNNY that movie!!!!!!...a must watch for every martial art lovers,comedy lovers,and jackie chan+jet li lovers....total laugh and brilliant..!....all the jokes are just too good...haha...!....watch it!watch it!...but if you hate it,maybe you just don't have that good of a taste like me..ahah!

and then,we went q-box to karaoke after Zohor...we chose 10 songs....i didn't remember all of them tho,some songs i remember were

• Robbie Williams-Better Man
• N'sync-bye bye bye
• Abba-Mamma Mia
• Westlife-Seasons in the Sun
• Bon Jovi-it's my life
• Destiny Childs-survivor
• Backstreet Boys-Everybody
• Bee Gees-stayin' alive
• Moulin Rouge's ost-Lady Marmalade
• The Corrs-so young

nice,so i remember all of them,with the help of emi tho..

anyway...i was laughing so much it made my tears come out..i haven't laughed so much with some stomachache and tears for some months or maybe years...haha...anyway,it was during the time when we sang Survivor...and then there was this part that has a fast pace...and all of us couldn't catch up...and we were nearly breathless cos too fast...but emi still continue singing...and it was total,total funny!....and both me and aqilah couldn't continue singing...cos emi was too much...believe me,it was too much...emi used some ugly voice while singing...and i saw some people who walked by at our karaoke booth,with some weird faces while looking at us singing....ahah....and then when we sang It's My Life,both me and emi were like some rockstars..sang while standing and then made some rock pose...and when we sang Stayin' Alive,there were these ladies looked at us like we brought back the 80s..haha...both emi and me were dancing during Stayin' alive....i told aqilah that this is the only time that we can do some 'clubbing' with ourselves...haha...

and then after Asar,we got some reflexology...it was RM19 only for just 30minutes....i felt like an old people....and when the women massage our feet,the one who massage me asked me some weird questions..she asked"do you need more power?"...she meant that do i need some power from her massage....i said yes cos the stronger the power,the better....hoho...and then she asked me this weird question"do you smoke?"...do i look like a smoker?...so i said no...anyway...reflexology was very2 nice!!...tho some pain,but still,nice!!...emi said my face totally showed how painful that reflexology is...ahah...but my feet feel very nice rite now!...

and then emi asked us to stop by at Nichii...a shop that sell clothes,aqilah bought their FT Island clothes at that place...and then saw some dresses....took this 1 dress,the one that many people will wear during a dinner or some prom night....and when i took it,i realized i'm not that good with that kind of dress cos my legs look small...ahah....

and then went home.....

and then got some lecture from my dad...after hearing some words from him,i suddenly breakdown...it just too sudden....even my dad was worried about me...the breakdown i mean is the crying,not yell at my father or something...and then he said sorry cos he realize what i 'want' and all....

and then...he told me,i should take Diploma Microbiology...my journey to take medic will be longer if i take that...but my dream still can be achieve in the end....he said his friend was like that...that friend of his wanted to be doctor...but he couldn't...so he had to take Diploma of Microbiology...and then he went to University of Aston,with my father, i think...and then he achieved his degree...but he still not satisfied cos he wanted to be a doctor...cos all of his family members are doctors...and then he went to UKM...took a degree of 'something'(sorry,i forgot)..and that man right now is a consultant of Consultant Cardiologist & Electrophysiologist at IJN...he is Dr. Azhari bin Rosman....tell you the truth,i don't even know him...but mak cik azah said NONA interviewed him once...and then he was in the papers...and that and that and that...

i have to say,his journey was long but he still achieved it...totally respect him!
so...my father said,i can take Diploma of Microbiology after this with the help of an uncle of mine who can put me into UiTM...nice eh?...hrm~..Alhamdulillah to that...

and about Liverpool..it was a draw last night...and i LOVE THE CLUB even more eventhough we drew at Anfield...and a Liverpool player scored for chelsea(it means an own goal)....so Liverpool have to play their hardest to win at stamford bridge,a place that Liverpool never scored since the start of Rafa Benitez's reign....

and why i think i love this club even more,cos the whole team have the belief and still,not giving up...they make it hard for themselves..but they didn't blame anyone about it but themselves....and from all the articles i read about them,they were so positive,i nearly in tears...hoho...

and to conclude,this day is really,really bloody GOOD for me...
huhu..

ta then!

• currently listening to Kanjani8's wahaha...
  

down but not out

A'kum n ello..

i feel very2 down right now..
ah~
but i have to thank Liverpool..
cos without the passion and spirit that the club have in my heart,maybe i'll give up straight away...

fyi,i tried KDU...and the counselor there called me while i was working...and then she said that i qualified to take a-level at KDU..but i'm not qualified to take medic cos my sci subjects are below than B4(except my bio)....i felt very down after that...even when i have to take care of the kids who had to memorize their sifir with me,i didn't have the mood to help them memorized it...

i was very2 down...
and then my boss said my '100'(i have to write a big 100 if the kids have all correct for their answers,cos that's my job as a marker at KUMON) is distorted(i think that's the word)...and then my spirit became lower and lower...and i felt like a loser and stupid and everything...

and then something make me remember the feeling of never give up in anything...

i think of Liverpool...honestly,i think of my fav team...i remember when they had to win their remaining matches after a bad position in the Champions League qualifying group...but they won all 3 matches brilliantly with an 8-0,4-1 and 4-0 win after that...

an average team will just think about give up...but the only thing in Liverpool mind was only win the remaining matches and try to win the Champions League...

and now they're in the semi-final...~

oh how much i want have a spirit like that...to think that nothing is impossible and everything....

truthfully,Liverpool have to face very2 big teams to qualified for the next stage of the competition,and they won it all...

not bcos the other team played badly,but Liverpool just not giving up...

so..
i just have to find that spirit..

maybe have a solat hajat and solat istikharah later...
my future,ney~

very2 important
AMIN~!

his armband proves he was a red

A'kum n ello...

hoho...
i'm addicted to the TORRES SONG!
hoho..!

i think the whole city of Liverpool is addicted to that song...
especially after that guy who upload the song with the full lyrics at youtube..
people is like TOTALLY ADDICTED TO THE SONG!

hoho...

TORRES,TORRES..
YOU'RE LIVERPOOL NO.9!
SCORE AGAINST CHELSEA LATER~~!!

I WANT THIS SHIRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TORRES,I LOVE YOUUUUU!!

unhappy,really

A'kum n ello...

thanks Izzah for helping me searching those medical colleges....those things really help me right now...

tho my parents right now are currently having a state of some thoughts about me...heh~...can't do anything about it...

and my siblings think i'm doing a 'keling' habit...u know the meaning...cos last night i talked about taking a-level...and now i talked about foundation....if they think this sudden change of my mind is stupid,i have to say it is....

i'm immature cos nobody tell me about it....
why didn't they explain to me about it when i was asking them questions about whats that and that...and now these people are telling others that i didn't ask them before about this college2 thing....haish~...

and thanks to my internet friends who helped me doing all this stuff...totally appreciate it....

i wonder why someone who really far from me can help me easily while the people around me just thinking of __...honestly,i dunno what they are thinking....

and want to know something about my workmate?...she works at kumon cos she wants to pay the fee for her loan while she's studying at msu....and i'm like a low person cos work just for fun while the others doing their hardest to gain some money to pay some loans and all....

heh~....

i dunno what i have to do right now...
all of these things just make me feel dizzy and unhappy...
and i thought when talking about it will make others happy,
instead,they think it's bothersome....

haish~

haish~

A'kum n ello...

n mak cik azah,
ur words are just sooo annoying~

MSU outto~

A'kum n ello...

MSU~
out from the list...

now2...
where to go after this??...

the cheapest medic place to study is out from my list..
after listened to all my workmates' words about their college i.e MSU...
i don't think i want to waste my father's money to study there..

has to search again...

lalala.MSU NEY?

A'kum n ello...

just got back from MSU...nice thing that mak cik azah brought me there...cos i'll be as clueless like some old men if i didn't go there...

anyway...the counsellor there was nice...lucky he take me back to my senses....and explained things....as much as i was upset cos spent the whole night browsing the net yesterday to find the best a-level place to study,that msu man told me that a-level is a lil bit difficult....i was ready to face the exam;hardest in the world and all...but when that man said about the culture shock,i have to say PASS to a-level...

culture shock is not that big of a deal to me,but still,there is something scary about it...scary like when the wave of fangirls hitting me,cos culture shock kinda can't make me stand still,just like when the fangirls hit me....

anyway...talked with that man about how good is MSU and all...and he doesn't really brag about his college...and i asked about fees and all...and the fee are the cheapest among the fees that i'd seen last night...

to tell you the truth,i'm in a dilemma....tho my comparing brain right now thinks MSU is the best option for me cos of the advantages that the college currently have for my life...the other option,matriks for the 2nd batch is like a lil bit hard to accept cos of 'something'....

i'll be dizzier if i start to think about money...
da~

k now...
where is aqilah when i want to explain things to her...

a WIN again,and atman my gaypal

A'kum n ello..

a WIN...hehe!...LIVERPOOL WON AGAIN!...yeay!....no gerrard and torres play the game...but xabi played for 15min or so...and i realized that he had a very slim body for a football player...mind you,i know he is tough,but never thought that man is slim~~....

now i'm thinking he is gay..~
haha

changmin has the slim,tall body as a man..
and now xabi has a tough,nice 6packs,and slim bod....

i dunno why i have this type of men to adore..
haha!

anyway,Liverpool won 2-0 against fulham at craven cottage....nice~~~...and eventho Torres didn't play...but the Liverpool fans were so noisy with the Torres' song...they were singing the song constantly!....too bad Torres didn't play even for 1 minute...and i already memorized the song after watching it at Youtube

and btw,yesterday had some talk with my dad about what to do after this...and he asked me about my decision for the future...the same talk about,do i really want medic??...and i told my dad i want it...and then searched at the internet about all those things that necessary...and then told my dad that maybe i'll take a-level....hard or not,that's depend on me....nothing is easy in this world....

so i searched some college that have a-level,obviously my mind thinking about Taylor's..cos to tell you the truth,my mind already set-up on taylor's since i saw the word 'University of Liverpool' in their brochure....haha..i'm easy to be taken to something like that...and while i searched,i saw UCSI...asked my dad about it...he said "UCSI takyah.datuk zaini dari situ"...datuk zaini was his ex-boss...both of them had a feud before,and then my dad quit from his company...and so he didn't want me to go to the same place as his 'enemy'...ahah~...

really,an old man's feud is just too ridiculous...but whatever...

anyway,chat with atman on the evening....he asked me what i'm doing during this after-SPM thing...i told him i'm working...and some ass he was,he replied"keje pe?keje cam sufiah ke?"...ceh~...if i meet him after this,i'll strangle him...and then i cursed to him"sial~.ahah"...and then he said he is sufiah's assistant...and so i scolded him cos doing some dirty stuff...and what a nice thing when he said"aku gay,ko marah.aku penolong sufiah,ko marah.ko nak aku buat pe"(something like that.not 100%)....i was like -_- when i read that...this boy~~...

and then i introduced a male-friend of mine at myspace that currently talking about 'Liverpool players and their bodies' with me...that gayboy atman said he already insaf and all,eventho that boy has the same name with his ex-'boyfriend'....really2,if he break up with another woman after this,he'll become a complete homo....

ahah.
i always talk bad stuff about atman cos he is a scum fan...
can't do anything about it.
hoho.

ta then!

• currently listening to FT Island's A Man's First Love Follows Him To The Grave
  

list to buy and pay

A'kum n ello..

just a list for what to pay and what to buy later...

PAY

• renew LSCM's membership
• k-lun's hutang:RM30
• liyana's hutang:RM15

BUY

• emi's birthday present:DBSK's tri-angle
• aqilah's birthday present:(maybe treat her?)
• DBSK's shirt.try search for one or make one...
• a set of make-up(muahahaha!last time,i went to this shop,me and hani were like some pychos cos dunno how to wear the make-up)
• dvd player's lens cleaner
• Liverpool's scarf
• a watch for ah hin

k..
maybe that's all..
no DVD's to buy..
maybe wanna but National Treasures DVDs...
cool~!
maybe later..

ta then!

• currently listening to Lead's stand up!
  

mom's recipe

A'kum n ello...

my dad was cleaning the guest's room just now...and then he found my late-mother's recipes...some of them are the one that i was searching before,the kek belang recipe....before this,i called the cake as kek pelangi instead of kek belang....anyway...just for the future reference and sharing,here are the recipes...

[click the pictures for better view]

the kek belang was the my fav among the recipes that my mother have...even the tg malim peeps love them...

anyway,the recipes are easy to understand,so k now..
wanna do some baking stuff..!

tata!

• currently listening to FT Island's only one person..
• thanks emi for the recipe last night...
• still searching for the buttermilk..
• cos dunno wth is that..
  

help!

A'kum n ello..

i know some people just too lazy...but i hope somebody can just do this..

BIG NEWS!!! I NEER UR HELP!!

To all JPOP, KPOP, TPOP and CPOP fans….i need ur help….there is one company want to do some survey about which group that the fans most like…we need u to answer the questionnaire that given below. Da most group that all of u vote maybe will be invite to do concert at Malaysia…..non Malaysian also can answer the questionnaire….^^.. for those don’t have this community account, u can reply the questions through the emel give below...we need this questionnaire to be answer so they can get the result as soon as possible…so we can make ur dream come true……thanks in advance…(^-^)

Here the questions..^^:

1. Who you really want to see? (Name of Actor / Singer)
2. An official member of any fanclub? (Yes or No : If Yes, who?)
3. Will you buy the ticket for their concert / private fanmeeting? (Yes or No)
4. How much are you willing to pay? (RM100,RM100-250,RM251-500, or Don’t care)
5. Any Opinion
6. Age
7. Gender
8. Status (Single or Married)

(For question 6-8, u can answer or juz ignore it...^^)

U all can reply this questionnaire through comment at this community or emel to:
pop.rainbow@yahoo.com.

source:

zuya_yuna

something like this...
and hope you make put NEWS in the who you want...
...........

ah!!!!!
maybe i should put Big Bang?..
hrm...
NEWS is my 2nd favourite after DBSK...
big bang,i think have a better possibility to come to Malaysia even without this thing...

japanese singers are just too hard...
so better hope NEWS come to Malaysia.

pls2.!

many things to say and i'm weird+sicko

A'kum n ello...

so today,nothing much at work...tho ah hin and syefah called me while i was working,and asking me what i want to say at this A4 paper to liyana...both of them bought this present for liyana..and want to give it to her by asking liyana's parents to be the 'postman' cos they'll be going to sarawak tomorrow to see liyana...nway...ah hin said i have to pay RM4 for the present...ceh~...they add me without even asking me and then asked me just like that...

nway,my mind was blank when syefah said she will write what i say,me-on the phone,while working...obviously i'll blank..so i told her,i'll sms to her what i want to say..and she said ok...and so..here what i sent

"YNWA,Liyana.jgn idup lupekan aku kat ctu.kalo jmpe laki ensem rupe xabi or tores,simpan ntuk aku.kalo jumpe fans Liverpool,knalkan aku kat diorg.later Liverpool lwn chelsea,sndiri tau sape aku rasa akan mng.n sori.aku x amik tau psl jason castro n david cooks ntuk ko.n moga ko bhgia di smping plkn trsayang."
[this message consist of 2 smses.i spent 40sen cos have to send it to syefah's phone,that is,016]

and another sms i sent to syefah

tulis kat ketas tu.

"From Alia Baik to Liyana Gile.moga ko xde imaginary fren kat ctu.dats all.from mrs shim"
[another 20sen spent]

and btw,watched nodame cantabile in the past 2 days....i took out RM200 from my ASB account...and spent RM75 for the cds(drama and special),and save up RM50 in my cimb account...and paid hani's hutang(RM50)....another RM25?have to use it for the taxi for work...

anyway..about nodame,the drama was one of the best dramas i ever watched..it's in my top5 list of my fav. japanese dramas....

1. Team Medical Dragon IRYU 1
2. My Boss My Hero
3. Nodame Cantabile
4. Galileo
5. Hana Kimi &many

this drama list should be top4 instead of top5,cos i dunno which one to choose for the top5...nobuta wo produce was alright,but not that SOOO GOOD type of drama...

anyway...Nodame is just sooo bloody brilliant!!...i love chiaki and nodame together!...when they kissed,i was like,"AHHHHH!!SWEEEETT!!"...cos that stupid chiaki-senpai just too slow in showing his love towards that sweet nodame....ahah..~!....

and thank you to Emi and DBSK cos introduce me this drama..totally have to thank you all..
and yeah2,maybe i'm slow in watching this cos 8TV already showed it before,but that 8TV always have bad picture when screening japanese dramas on tv....it's like they're showing it originally from a vcd instead of originally from japan..

and yeah2,chiaki-senpai is sooooo kakoiii!!....hoho..tho his face not my type,but his style really2 good...i love the way when he took off his shirt....sexy~*shing shing*

talking about guys...i watched at E! about hayden's sexy talk about the sexual harassment thing....let just say,that even the male peeps have to do this too..cos to be honest,women nowadays love to molest them....the world is creepy right now...yamapi was molested by the mad korean fangirls....heard that even his private was ___....and the Dong Bang boys always been harassed by their fangirls....and lets just say,that while boys said to a girl"girl,ur boobs are hot",the girls said to the male"man,ur butt are super cute!"...

and yeah,i know what emi is thinking,alia is sexually harassing many men cos asking about their 6packs...

can't help it,i just LOVE hot bodies.
there.i said it.
not the stupid hunk with the underwear.i hate those stupid underwear models expect fredrick ljunberg..
anyway,hot bodies~
especially when xabi alonso or steven gerrard,with their football shirts wet during a raining match....hoho..!

GO XABI&GERRARD!

• currently listening to Fahrenheit's wo yo wo de young...
  

love job,and today

A'kum n ello..

so...i think i want to continue my job eventho things will be hard or something like that..cos really,i love my JOB!..hoho...my workmates are bloody awesome!...

tho i still dunno some of their names..believe me,when hazim asked me,have i memorized all the kids' name,he should ask me did i memorize my workmates' name first...cos i only know,like 4+ of them instead of all...there this kak fida,who like the elder of the workers cos she's like my boss' secretary...and there eva,my fav among my workmates,cos i just found out today that both of us loves DBSK..haha..!...she loves jaejoong and yunho...and talked to me all the time about the concert..and she wants to borrow my Korean notes cos she wants to learn the language...tho she kinda like felt guilty a bit cos i spent RM435 for the class,but she'll learn it by my notes just for free...like i care about the price and all,knowledge is too learn and share...and then there is izzati and her friend that i forgot her name...i'm closer to izzati's friend instead of izzati...and there this kak farah,she's a dwarf..not that i mean it bad or something,but let just say,i had a nightmare before that she was a serial-killer in that nightmare...and so i kinda feel freak out when i always saw her...tho i always smile when meeting people,so no scared-face ever shown...and there this 3 sisters that not biological sisters but always together,1 chinese and 2 indians...when eva and this chinese sis(her name i think is Phan) talked in chinese together(found out they talked about taiwanese dramas while talking in chinese),the indian girls(i only know this one girl,Malini.never tried to know the other one),will talked in their native language too...and so cos i was alone(cos the other malay girls are close-friends too.so they always talk to each other),i can say that i'm like an audience watching a community of Malaysians doing their lives..and u can classify me as universal,or maybe the negative people can say i'm a loner....from the positive point of view,i'm universal cos i talked to all of them...hoho...

and about Eva,i told her i'll let her borrow my korean notes tomorrow,and so she said she'll bring me some chocs..hoho..my life is full of chocs right now..

and btw,my favourite cousin in the world,Noi have a blog!...hoho...she talked about the life in indon...and i think aina will love to read it cos she's a medic student and so most of her entries are mainly stuff about life as a medic student instead of a social-cool student...

that's why i love her,i just love the way she handle her life...and she said her no1 man right now is shirota yuu..ceh~..my tezuka~

and that's all then...

btw,korean class today was the hardest i think...cos i'm a lil bit slow in understand the korean words right now...cos the teacher mostly talked in korean than english..so i can't pick up most of her words....but she's nice...love the time when she said Wu Chun is handsome..ahah~....and today i had to introduce to her how to sing Selamat Hari Jadi in malay...haha...

k..
tata again!

• currently listening to FT Island's one word...
• n btw,my new cbox nickname is Mrs.Shim..maybe i'll change it to i-baik after a few days...but still~
  

love in real and dream

A'kum n ello..

i read emi's blog..
it was an old entry of hers(only a few days ago)...
she said she adored yunho but never dream of yunho as his boyfriend or husband like that...
she thinks micky yoochun is the one who suits her life more...

ahah..
she's right..
i'm also like that!

i love changmin...
but when i dream,changmin was never the person that i'll be forever with..
tho i wonder why...
but among the dong bang boys..it was yunho the perfect man or somewhat like that for me..
weird but i dunno why...
a great leader and all...maybe that's why he always the top man in my dream instead of changmin..

tho changmin is like 'hanazawa rui' and yunho is like 'domyoji tsukasa' for me..
not the 'fighting for the tsukushi' kind of way...
the kind of,alia likes hanazawa rui quietly but her love is more too domyoji...
yeah..
something like that...

believe me,every people i adore,never i dreamed them as my hubby or boyfriend..
like xabi alonso,when i dreamed of him,he'll be a person that i respect instead of head over heels with..

and just 1 person ever make me feel like like him in real life,and also in dream life...
;my last year's crush`
aina will always remember him cos she always observed us,and no ways she'll forget that ex-crush of mine...

can't do anything about that,that guy was in front of me all the time,so i can do nothing to change his role in my dream..
ahah!

tata!

• currently listening to FT Island's love sick..
  

matriks,not get

A'kum n ello..

so..the news about the matriks thing...

i didn't get it...

DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA.

believe me,i was laughing when i read it...
cos i had expect the result from the start...
and so i was like 'ah,ok.wanna watch DBSK's hey hey hey'...
like that...
cos like i said,i expect myself to be chosen in the 2nd batch instead of the 1st..
cos my result wasn't that good,so i don't really expect much..

why must i,anyway?

and so,i was quite upset when people think i was sad about the result...
yeah2,it was sad that i didn't get it...
but not too much...

but people around me said some frustrating words towards me...
something like making this more tension and making me thinking more about how bad i didn't get chosen...
and thinking like this is the end and all...
and like my future is undecided and things will be harder for me...

and people will just thinking 'if before this you had studied hard' something like that...
really tho,i want to scream and say to this people'PEOPLE!!I REALLY DON'T MIND ABOUT IT!!'

and i know some people will be like 'we care about you,that's why we said all of that'...
believe me,i care very much about it,and thanks for all the advice,but don't sympathize me...
when i say i don't mind,i mean it..
and better just change the topic,cos saying the stuff too much will make the person feel uncomfortable,cos that's a natural thing even if you don't mind about it...
cos still,a 'rejection' is a pain eventho it's not something you care...

andmore importantly, when i laugh,it just mean that's something really funny and not that big deal to me..

haish2,
some people just have some difficulty to accept people explainations...

but still,i have some big news that maybe a bit better than this matriks thing...but i want to know if this thing really is happening....cos i don't want to get my hopes up..

tho a girl's hope is not meant to be broken...

and if it really happen,i'll tell you....ta then!

and just for your info,i don't mind if my study for the future is long...so,just don't mind if i think diploma is better than foundation or vise versa or something like that...i don't care about the time,i just care about what will happen at the end of it..fast or not is not important...if my life is long or short,only God's know...and what i decide is the what's best for me...regret or not after that,that's the result of my stupidity,and a reason for me to understand life and myself more and a reason for me to better myself....

yeah..that's it..
ta!

• currently listening to Greeeen's tabidachi...
  

big bang and torres dream

A'kum n ello..

if one day,if that's gonna happen,that changmin suddenly know me and propose me to be his girlfriend or something like that...i'll try to reject him...but if i love him too much,maybe i'll try to brave myself to face the scary fangirls....

cos really,fangirls are too powerful..they are a nightmare to me...

a nightmare.
i mean it.
i got a nightmare last night...

it was ridiculous really...but still,the dream made me think about it till now...

so the dream was about me,entering this Big Bang forum...(last night i watched Big Bang's coffee prince parody..and i was thinking how gay and funny it was)...and when i enter the forum,i disguised myself as T.O.P(the member of Big Bang,if you dunno who he is)...and then there was this topic in the forum that said'where can we find T.O.P?'...and so i,who 'was' T.O.P,replied to the topic and said"you'll meet me at 5am"....and so i was like,i don't think this girls will believe me that i'm the real T.O.P....

and then,when i was sleeping,(lets remember that this was a dream,and i was sleeping while dreaming this)..i heard a scream of girls outside my house...i was like,no way!...the fangirls are not this stupid to believe what i said in the forum....and so i just went back to sleep cos maybe i think too much...and then suddenly,i heard people knocking at the door..the MAIN DOOR of my house..and i was very2 scared,and in that dream,i hugged my sis tightly cos i was like freak out and all...and i tried to think that the door will remain strong....but then,i heard that my bedroom's door suddenly open(naturally,i was sleeping and so my eyes were close)...and then i felt like torchlights towards my eyes...and i have to open my eyes...and i screamed...

really,i screamed..
it wasn't a loud scream or something...
or maybe a yelp..or something like that..

but still,i screamed..
and in that dream,there were 2 fangirls around me..but because of my scream(or maybe yelp)..my dreaming end cos i screamed with my eyes open,and i got back to reality...

the scream was real,and so i looked at my sis who was sleeping beside me and i realized i'm not even hugging her,but she's still sleeping,so the scream wasn't that loud...and i looked around me that there are no fans,no torchlights and all...the fans were just a dream...and let just say,the forum,never exist cos i never enter a Big Bang forum before....

and i dunno what will happen if the fans know i'm not T.O.P....

there are some possibilities but none of it are logical...haha..

and i had a hard time thinking about which one was the dream and the reality,cos my alarm clock made a noise at 5am,alerting me to wake my father up,but i thought it was a dream,so i slept back after i hit the snooze button...and then i realize that it wasn't a dream,and immediately wake my father up,but he already up...

really,i'm weak in dreaming..

and to make it worst,when i was dreaming about the fangirls,i also dreamed about Torres sleeping at my house...really,it was funny....cos he slept at MY HOUSE!...and in my room,but he slept on the floor with my brother accompanied him...and at 3am like that,Torres woke up like he want to sahur or something,and then my father suddenly appeared in my room and said to Torres"yang ko nak bangun ntuk puasa kat bln mac ni pehal?ko puasa bln depan jela"...ah,my father said it to him in BM...really,in BM....a dream is always weird...and i forgot what happen after that....

but this Torres thing,it was stupid..cos Torres is a Muslim...maybe this is a sign??...
-_-
i have to pray that dirk kuyt or maybe rafa benitez become a muslim....
Torres have to cut his tatoos if he become a Muslim...

but still,dream is a dream..
nothing is impossible really...

i had a headache and major hard time to sleep after all this dreams...
2 weird dreams in one night..
i really need to drink more cough med...

ta then!

ft island again eh?

A'kum n ello...

so i got an alert from Youtube that somebody sent me a message...and so i checked my inbox...and it was from the ft island's fan from phillipines...i forgot her real name...but her nickname is ro5elyra...and the message:

Hi!

I just came back from Bangkok!

And yes! i went to ft island's thailand concert.

I'm really happy i was able to come! OMG, the malaysian
fans have the right to be angry. Coz you sure missed a
lot due to the cancellation.

I hope they come back to hold a concert in Malaysia.

Hongki did a blooper (if you haven't heard yet).

He asked "How do you say Anyeong Haseyo in Malay.... in Thailand?" And we went like ...ooohhhh... when we heard the word Malay.

I hope someone had a video of it. Although i think the organizers or the boys' management are crazy for not allowing our cameras inside. Damn them!

Anyway, they should not do that coz we like paid too much only to end with no souvenirs of the concert. Lucky those who were wise enough to sneak in their cameras. Although some press people were allowed to get photos.

The boys are really cute, noh? very nice skin, too. We are one of the lucky ones stepteen. he!he!he!

But then, I really had a Blast!

-_-

he said the M word~~~~~~~!!
hahahahaha!
the M word is like a taboo to FT Island right now...dunno if they will come to Malaysia after this...things will be hard...

and i have to envy her...but at the same time,i want to share her happiness...it was frustrating really..that the thailand's concert was going smoothly...but the malaysia's concert was like an embarrassment...da~~...

and the CI postpone again the tickets refund...and i think somebody sue them...i heard CI owed somebody RM170K....really2~~...

and while i was reading the message,i was trying to understand the 'We are one of the lucky ones stepteen. he!he!he!'...i was confused a lil bit...the WE she meant,is it the person who went to the thailand's concert,or WE mean for me and her?...so i tried to think positive,i replied her message by saying "yeah,we are lucky.you with the thailand concert,and me with the toilet incident"....

i'm a very nice person really..
hoho..
ta!

• currently listening to Ashley Parker Angel's let u go....
  

moments at the hospital

A'kum n ello..

late,but Liverpool won last night...have to say it cos it was a moment to remember...Gerrard's 300th appearance for Liverpool in the league...and also Torress 3oth goal of the season in all competition...and also,a nice good way to shut up the press about the Liverpool problem off-the pitch...

huhu..

and yesterday also,went to Selayang Hospital..my father,haikal and i visited pak uda who still sick...and a new news from my father,my cousin asked the doctor why pak uda wasn't treated by the oncologist...??...and the doctor said"dah takde harapan dah"....he said that to the daughter of the patient....believe me,if that doctor said that to me,i'll be like a mad woman....but that cousin of mine is very strong..she just accept it..and then...when i saw pak uda on the bed...he was sleeping...saw that his body was stapled instead of stitched...i thought glue was the new stitch...the technology is improving faster than i imagine...

anyway...pak uda who was a fat man before become a thin man...his cheeks are not as chubby as before...and he didn't smile at all...i tried not to appear in front of him too much...cos i think i always have a sympathetic smile around sick people...i don't think something like that is what he wants right now...

met mak ngah and pak ngah...mak ngah asked me"alisa-nye pipi makin kurus ke gemuk?"...i have to laugh...that's the thing she remember about my sis...and then i saw my cousin...i called her:adik ngah(full name:ain nadia)...i told her about my driving experience...the others listened to my story too...and they laughed...sheeeesshh~....and when i was bored,i showed the ft island vids to my brother...i told him about the fanmeeting and the so-called concert...the 1st question he asked me was "ayah tau tak?"...and so i said,"ayah tau dah"....i didn't tell him that my father didn't know about the cancellation..and my brother heard intently what i said and all...

unlike my 1st brother,my 2nd brother listened what i said words by words...while my 1st bro didn't listen to what i said,but instead told me"alia takyah bitau amin.amin tak dgr pun"...haish2...~~

and talking about the concert,saw the photos of the ft island concert in Thailand...it was kind sad to see it cos eventho i got a free ticket,i was hoping to see the concert and give a nightmare to jaejin...but can't do anything about it anymore...

k...
back to the hospital...

my sis called my phone,and yelled at the phone cos we didn't take her to the hospital...lucky we didn't go to the pc fair...she'll be madder...

and a humiliation to say the least,after i went out from a toilet at the hospital,i realized i didn't unzip my pants...and so i tried to not show it to my father n bro...but instead i showed it to this old man...haish2~~...i thought nobody was behind me so i looked at my back just to make sure while i zipped my zipper,then saw that old man...lucky my father chose to go to the lobby by using the stairs instead of the lift cos i dunno where to look if we share the same lift with that old man...

k then ta!

• currently listening to Greeeen's tabidachi...
  

a pain

A'kum n ello....

it was in the early morning and i got a call from a friend of mine...she was crying her hearts out...alia who was mad that someone put aiman beside her while she's sleeping at 10am,forgot her anger after she received that call...

it was tough...but lucky not the worst news i ever heard in the morning...she received a call from the hospital and the news wasn't that good....naturally,that news was too scary for her...and so she told me about it...

let just say,i was useless as a friend....i realized that hani was a very good listener when i was in tears..and when i have to be 'hani',i couldn't be as good as her...sorry,sorry my friend!

i was too shocked...and really dunno what to do...
just hope u'll be alright...
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!

tho i'm not helping much,but i'll pray for you...
pray is my hobby...
i'll do it for ur sake

my sis's blog..

A'kum n ello..

k dear people..
my sis has a new blog..
so she asked me to tell other people,that is, U PEOPLE,
to surf to her blog and read all her blabs...

and let me tell you,
if you think my directness is too much,i think u can't handle my sis' directness..
cos let me tell u the truth why i don't really mind if people said some bad things to me..

cos i always heard my sis' words of 'WISDOM',that is,very2 terrible words about myself and all,so for standing strong until now after hearing all the bad words from her in this 17years of my life,i know i can face anything in the world....

cos i know,nobody can beat her 'HONESTY' about me..
and that's why i think some people just have to bother about something else rather than telling me to wake up cos nobody can do that except my 1st bro and my lil sis..
and also my late mum and also acu,who always resembles my late-mum...

k..
tata!

no football tonight,so i'm bored..

n btw,click this big words to go to her blog:

ALISA GILER PUNYE BLOG

friday night

A'kum n ello..

just when i thought that many people will online on friday night like rite now...but nope,only aqilah n hambali and 2 of my international friends....sheesh~~...

no offense aqilah,i only talked to you when i have things to say...not right now...tho i think u're sleeping while wasting ur electric by not switching off ur comp...

now,now dear...electric is a very important thing in our life,don't waste it....

now i'm talking about environment after reading the environment tips from the calendar at my workplace..

and another thing,do u know that u can save up 10% of your fuel if the load from ur car,like extra shoes,files and also the golfbag that ur dad always keep in his car, are removed from it(the car i mean)?...that's what i found out...

and also,do u know that ur face are not symmetrical bcos of ur chewing habits?...that's what i got from watching Sponge at kbs....

do u know that microsoft bought yahoo and now want to challenge google?..i think this is true cos before this yahoo rejected microsoft's offer to buy them...but microsoft asked yahoo again...and i think yahoo accept it after the 2nd offer...(i hope this is true)...

and do u know that a lil kid doesn't even mind about his poop hanging on the toilet bowl,and when someone entered the toilet,he told that 'someone' that there was 'taik' on the bowl....but u already know that the 'taik' was his....eventho he didn't say it,but you know,cos u waited for 20 secs for him to go out from the toilet and then u heard the flush sound...

and yeah2,that 'someone' is me...and just when i thought i want to pee,i have to wait another time...and i thought the boy will be embarrassed when he saw me,but he just make it like nothing happened...things for them are really cool eh?..they can do things easily without feeling embarrassed...and i think i was naive a lil girl when i was young cos i think i was like that too...haha...reminiscing something childish and dirty like that was cute and also memorable...haha..!

and my sis told me that my 2nd bro will come to shah alam tomorrow to pick up the iswara so that he can use the car at dungun....and i already plan to do some practice for my stupid parking skills,and then use the car to go to work later,but the man failed my plan...haish...if my 2nd bro really take the car tomorrow,i have to quit my job cos i think my 1st bro can't send me to work in may cos i think he'll have a job later in may...ah~....i love my job...~~haish2...

and also this morning(friday morning to say the exact),fatin hashim came to my house to give me the souvenir that she bought for me at bangkok...it was some kind of crystal ball or something like that...the one that have water in it....later if i'm not lazy i put a pic of it....it was cute...and that thing remind me the time when i got the same thing from my late-mother on my 9th(or maybe 8th,i forgot) birthday...she gave that for me,and after the birthday celebration,i went to my 'kelas mengaji',and when i got back,found out that the crystal ball was broken cos my sis broke it...ceh~...not even 1 hour past i think....and i wonder where the water had gone...

k then...wanna bye2..
ta!

• currently listening to Arashi's Fuyu wo Dakishimete
  

why I Love Liverpool

A'kum n ello..

k..when i went out with syefah and ah hin,syefah asked me why i love Liverpool so much....

so dear2,let me explain it here..

and if you don't want to read it,i don't really mind..cos yesterday's match was too good and i read all those comments from skysports about the match,some are negatives and some are positives,and the negatives are about the poor decision from the ref,tho in my point of view that was really a penalty cos babel fell inside the penalty area and the push was kinda hard..and the ref totally have the best view to see if it's a penalty or not..and so the ref has his reason to decide the penalty...

this is what a referee should be,decide things with a reason...not a 'u annoy me,so red card for you' ref...

anyway...about why i love Liverpool...

it's an easy question to answer...

• there are no team like Liverpool in terms of passion and love towards the fans....there are none~...

• Liverpool have a passion that a human need in their life...they never give up..and always think of making the impossible become the possible..

that's what i need the most right now..people already know that i'm passionate...and mostly it comes from Liverpool...this team influence me..

• and the Liverpool fans always support the team,even when the team played badly or anything...

i always want that kind of support...whenever u lose or anything,the fans are always there...

• the players think about the fans more than themselves..torres revealed before that when the team is losing,he said to himself that it was only a defeat...but he knows how much it pains the fans,he feel sad about it...every goals he scored are mostly for the fans...he gave flying kisses to the fans after he scored...u can say that Liverpool 'explain' his attitude about 'himself and themselves'
  

• rafa benitez always make the fans happy..he care more about the fans than himself....this man is also honest and not a hypocrite..i know cos he didn't say some crap about 'mourinho is leaving.a sad thing for football'..he just know that kind of things are not even true words if he mention it...

something like this is what i want in life...if that person don't like you,don't try to act like you like her/him too...naturally,the other person will think"why the heck that person being so nice to me??"...in the real world,people always need some explanation...even being nice to you have to be explained...and i like rafa benitez's way...cos i kinda understand why he didn't use that player and so on..i sometimes don't need to hear any explanation from him when he did something to the team...i,myself,hate to explain things to other person...that's why i love it when people understand my words without asking too much about it....but some people always want some explanation...

(k,this kinda remind me the ft island's concert.a reason was enough for me.i don't need any explanation why the cancel.a word like 'we had a fight with the korean management' is enough for me.but an explanation that didn't mean anything is a waste of time for me)

• and the last thing,i JUST LOVE THIS TEAM!

enough said.
and thanks for reading it.
haha.

bank~~!

A'kum n ello...

nice~..i already took my cheque from amanah raya..and then opened up an ASB and CIMB account...cool~...

it was my 1st time,and i did this all alone...so i was totally blank especially when when i want to open the ASB account...the man there told me that i must fill-up this blue paper..and so i did what he told me...and then i saw some terms...i was like 'k,wth is this?'...and so i asked the man again...and when he told me,i was trying to understand what he said...maybe i had a confused face,so he did all the stuff for me..when he knew that i want to bank-in a cheque,instead of cash,he said i have to pay RM10 cos he have to check if the cheque is real or not(something like that),so i have to wait for 4 days for the check to be bank-in in my ASB account..and the 1st number in my ASB account is the RM10 i paid...and after that he told me that i must come on 15th april to bank-in my cheque....

i dunno if you understand the heck i'm talking about,cos i'm confuse about it myself...ahah~
but still,i said ok to him,tho i dunno who'll send me to that place later next week....

and then..went to CIMB..i went to the one that acu works...asked acu to help me open up an account...and then she took me to her workmate,who met me before when i was 11...truthfully,i dunno her...but she was surprised to see me all grown up and all...and then,did all the stuff that i must do...and acu asked me where i work...i told her i work at KUMON...and i told her that my work is mainly mark students' paper and once in a while,teach them too..and then acu told me that she wants me to be her son's tutor...nice~...she said"ko tak pnah pun btau acu yg ko terer math!"...and so i told her arrogantly"alia mmg terer math,acu...alia tak terer add math je"...i got a slap at the shoulder from her...and then i told her that KUMON paid me RM3 for each hours...and then acu said"kalo ko jaga anak aku,mesti lagi byk lagi gaji ko dari tu"....

i had a 2nd thought when she said that...
but i had enough of taking care of lil kiddies....

btw,i went there with syefah and farahin...farahin said she wanted to bank-in some money to her friend...and acu said she'll help her...found out later that ah hin only want to bank-in RM20 only...she got some 'nice' words from acu after that...

and then on the evening,after finished all those stuff(thanks to syefah and farahin for waiting me and sending me to those places),went to Selayang Hospital to visit pak uda...he just got out from the surgery room when we arrived...he was sleeping,but saw me and my sis for 5 seconds or so and then went to sleep...my sis said she was nearly in tears(kot) when she saw him lying on the bed...and i thought i will cry when i see him...but maybe i was trying to calm myself and have the belief that he'll be alright,i didn't have the feeling to cry...

anyway,the post today kinda like lame,maybe cos i'm too tired rite now...only slept for 3 hours only,even my 1st bro was worried when he saw me getting ready to go to the bank...

k..ta then!

• currently listening to Backstreet Boys' i'll be the one...
  

Liverpool THROUGH!

A'kum n ello....

A WIN!!
WE THROUGH TO THE SEMI-FINALS!!..

hoho...
ARSENAL GOOD DAY TO YOU BUT BYE2...
and hello chelsea,we meet again...

but still...

LIVERPOOL!!!!!
LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!
WE'LL NEVER WALK ALONE~~!!

ah~
i have tears in my eyes..
so proud like a mama..

rafa benitez,i salute u!
torres,classssssss!
gerrardd,i LOVE YOU!!!

i'm happy..~~!!

to tell you the truth,there was this time,when the camera focused on this woman,who was like praying for arsenal to score...and at that i was also praying that Liverpool will score...at that time Liverpool was leading 2-1...and then after that,after the camera showed the woman's action,suddenly arsenal scored...and then,i said to myself"a Muslim's prayer is better than her"..and just seconds after that,Liverpool got a penalty,and lead,AGAIN!..

and the rest,Liverpool won 4-2....hoho~~!!!

THANKS,GOD!
i'll pray as much as i can cos praying is like a hobby to me,i do it everyday...
AMIN~~!!

fun stuff

A'kum n ello...

the previous was sad..but i already overcome it...hope he'll be fine..really2 fine...

so...i read emi's post...and like usual,i know emi wants to know mine too..so i put it here....some questions are unbelievable tho...haha..

RULES

+Put your music player on shuffle
+Press forward for each question.
+Use the song title as the answer to the question.
+ NO CHEATING!!!

==========

1.) How am I feeling today?
FT Island-Reo reo
i love this song!..catchy!maybe i'm happy?

2.) Where will I get married?
My chemical romance-teenagers
liar!!!..my teenage life nearly dead...!!..and i still don't have any boyfriend!!

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?
DBSK-Love in the ice
yeah,my friend has a heart of an ice~~

4.) What is/was highschool like?
Mr Children-youthful days
how nice~...it was my youthful days...

5.) What is the best thing about me?
EXILE-Toki no Kakera
k..wanna check what is the meaning of toki no kakera..i think the song is about not give up and just face the world...

6.) How is today going to be?
SG wannabe-timeless
yeah2...when will the time stop?..we can't even chased after them..

7.) What is in store for this weekend?
wentz eiji-awaking emotion 8/5
wa~~~

8.) What song describes my parents?
Soulja feat Thelma Aoyama-Koko ni iru Yo
hehe...koko ni iru yo means i'll be right here...hoho~~...nice~

9.) How is my life going?
RyoPi-sono egao ni misete
sono egao ni misete means show me that smile...hoho..nice~~...my friends said i always smile..hahaha!

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?
NEWS-fiesta
wanna delete this song later,a fiesta song during my funeral~~?i want YASSIN!!!

11.) How does the world see me?
ARASHI-fuyu wo dakishimete
fuyu wo dakishimete means embracing the water tightly...illogical but that's song...so maybe this means i have to bath regularly..not that i always skip it..huhu..

12.) What do my friends really think of me?
Fallout Boy-Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
yeah2,tq..u give me nice and sweet memories...

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
Super Junior-don't don
ceh~..i'm very unlucky..

14.) How can I make myself happy?
NEWS-boom!boom!POWER!
yeah~!!..a boom,boom and then POWER!!

15.) What should I do with my life?
J-fly away
yeah...fly~~

16.) Will I ever have children?
WaT-tokimeki doobeedoo
a childish song like this means i will have children...hope a cute one like teppei~~!

17.) What is some good advice?
Fahrenheit-wo yo wo de young
wo yo wo de young means i have my youth...so..when i advice people,i'll say"i already have my youth,so just believe what i told u"

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?
FT Island-love sick
heh?

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
AAA-dragon fire
really?

20.) What type of men/women do you like?:
Micky Yoochun-runaway
really wanna delete this song later..i don't want a runaway man!!

21.) Will you get married?:
WaT-boku no kimochi
nice~!
kimochi means happy btw..

22.) What should I do with my love life?
FT Island- i think i saw my 1st love
find my 1st love then..

23.) Where will you live?
Tokuyama Hidenori-for real
yeah,i'll live in the real world..

24.) What will your dying words be?
Nickelback-saving me
hahahahahahahhahahahahahaha!!!....k..absolutely NOT FUNNY!!!

so..that's all...

hope u're fine.u will.AMIN!

A'kum n ello...

sad post.i am emotional.can't help it.

like everybody know,i hate spoilers.very2 hater it.tho at 1st,i didn't hate it.but later by later,i was influenced by hani and then i followed her suit...spoilers are hateful..~~

and you know,i also hate being a person that know something...i hate being a person that always know the end of the story,and that's why i hate stories that are too predictable..cos things will just happen like we thought...

and so i hate it when people said "he got cancer.already stage 4.the cancer cell already spread to the bone"...want it or not,you just know,a belief like to be healthy is just like a time to be thinking about the future of your loves one,instead of yourself,cos u know,ur time is nearly the end...and you only waiting for the time to come...it's like when u hear what happen,what you have to do is only the time to prepare...

ah~~
so sad!!!!

maybe cos i already experienced it before,seeing my late-mother being weak and took many medicines and always visited the hospital every week....so i kinda like don't want to expect too much tho i know the only thing i can do is only pray for him...

it was too much,when my dad told me and my siblings about pak uda's disease,i tried to be like a fool,pretend like i dunno what the hell he said....cos really tho,i tried not to accept it...he said he was in pain like 3 months ago,and then the doctor said he didn't know what happen to him...and he just said maybe a tumor in his intestines...and then,last 2 weeks or so,the doctor said my pak uda has a tumor in his liver...and then my father told me,the cancer cells exact location was from the intestines,but already spread to the liver...and i was scared + shocked...i was mad at the doctor,how come he found out this late??...and then suddenly,my father said that the doctor assume that the cancer cells maybe already spread to the bone...i dunno what to think at that time~...it was too sudden...bad bad news appear...i was,again,mad cos how come the doctor didn't check it properly...i mean,pak uda came to him,and he said he didn't know what happen to him..and then found out his cancer is already in stage 4...

and when my dad informed me that pak uda is having his life like my mother,you know,eating painkillers...i just don't know what to think...

it was bad,and sad...
and i am mad at myself...cos i know what's the meaning of stage 4 and what will happen when the cancer cells attack the bone cells......

all the things that i know about don't have any positive things...just bad,and painful..painful to bear...

cos that is pak uda...a very good uncle of mine...one of my favourites...and he always visit me when i was sick..and he always gave me money whenever we met...and i feel very2 guilty for not visiting him even now.

ah~~
i hope he'll be healthy...
tho the possibility is low..
i'll always pray for him....

always~
AMIN~~!!

pls don't call me during a Liverpool match,AH HIN!!

A'kum n ello...

i was asking emi about the FT Island's refund ticket...the refund was suppose to be tomorrow...but emi told me that CI entertainment postpone it to the next sunday...and so tomorrow won't have anything....

so i was like,eh??...what are this company doing right now..?...

anyway..i was planning to go with them tomorrow...but cos of the postpone,i don't need to...i'm quite happy with it cos i got my 1st salary yesterday!...haha...and i was thinking to save it cos the salary not that much for 4 days of work...but still,that was my 1st salary....huhu..

so i can keep the money for some time...

but still,i promised farahin that i'll treat her cos last wednesday,we were supposed to go to Times Square,but i had to refuse cos my parents kinda didn't like it about me going out again...and so i told her that i'll make her happy by treating her at some mamak stall...haha...cos that's the only thing that fit my budget...

anyway...when i was watching the arsenal vs Liverpool match just now...(they drew but it was a nice match cos Liverpool didn't play their strongest team)..and just after few minutes of the match,someone called me..and without thinking much,i know it was farahin,cos she's the only person who will call my house and also during a Liverpool match...and so,she really the person on the other end of the phone...anyway,she just called me to tell me that she told liyana about my problem with my other 'friend'..and liyana asked ah hin about it...and then ah hin wanted liyana to asked me if she wanna know...and so liyana sent a sms to me...but i didn't reply cos i don't have any credit...and then after 1hour after she sent me that msg,she panicked and asked ah hin about it cos she thought i was mad at her....really tho,that liyana should be braver after the hard training,what are those military people teaching nowadays??..anyway,ah hin told her about it...and liyana also mad with my 'friend's' behaviour...anyway,ah hin was suppose to call me after that and just hung up..but you know me,i talked much...and so i told her all the current events that happening right now...every funny and weird stuff that happen around me and all...and we were talking on the phone while watching the arsenal vs Liverpool match..(farahin was multi-tasking,she was chatting on ym,watching the tv,and talking to me)...and when Liverpool scored,we were screaming with happiness...tho that's maybe only me(kot)...and then i told her that i got my 1st salary..and then she said she wants to eat at k-lun's restaurant...in my mind was like,'good timing farahin~~'...and so i told her,i'll treat her at k-lun's if i don't spend my money too much when i go to cineleisure...

but now that the plan to go is off already..so i'll treat her later this wednesday(kot)..huhu.

and then when Liverpool match end,it was a 1-1 draw,and so we said bye bye..to be more exact,we hung up during the 90th minute of the match(added time:3minutes)...and that's all..

i hope she won't call me again for the next Liverpool match...i missed a lil bit of the thrill of watching some footie.

and anyway,about my salary,it wasn't much..but still my 1st salary..and the KUMON people wants me to open a CIMB account..so that they can credit my next salary into that account..nice~...have to call acu to open it...and maybe next week i'll go to amanah raya..to take my cheque and also open an ASB account...

so,anybody willing to take me there??...

ta then!

• currently listening to Shin Hyesung&Lyn's love..after

april fool eh?

A'kum n ello..

watched Beautiful You pv...ceh~..i think it was an april fool joke..haha..cos no such thing like kissing and touching hand with any woman...haha...tho all those dong bang boys look very2 hot!!...haha..changmin!!!...hoho...u're bloody good looking....~~...

anyway..i have a new online friend...she's from egypt...met at youtube and she'a fan of ft island...n she knows me through the ft island videos i upload...ahah....and she introduced herself to me...she said her name is Radwa...she's only 17 but she already a university student...i was like whoa~~~..and then she told me she got into university early cos she was the 2nd top scorer in egypt...imagine~~...top scorer in your own country..~~...and she told me she loves to write...her father was a writer also...and i can classify her as a writer prodigy..huhu..cos when she was 8,a group of university professors read her writing(cos her father brought it to them) and they were surprise to know that that kind of writing was from someone as young as her...

k..enough about praising her...

now something more interesting...

she's a korean fans...she knows DBSK but loves super junior more...she hope that Super Junior will come to egypt..and her brother told her that even if super junior come to egypt,only 3 people will greet them,that is,radwa,her lil sister,and her brother who have to drive them there...ahah...and this girl always makes me laugh...and she told me many stories about her brother...and it was very funny...and i told her that i want to meet her brother and all..and she said egyptian men are mostly funny...haha....and we talked about arabic and all...and i told her i know some arabic words,tho not much...and then i told her about my dad was the project director for the new jamrat place...and i told he quit cos the ppl there was lazy when the project nearly finished...and then she told me that arabic man really lazy...haha....

arabic woman is not lazy tho..i can see that by seeing aina..the 100% fake malay...haha...!!

another thing,hazim asked me have i remember all the kids name...i told him i haven't yet...but i told him that the kids already know me...there was this one girl,suddenly smiled at me..and i was like "who is that girl??do i know her?" like that..and then i found out that she was the 1st girl who asked me question when i started work there..

anyway,wanna have lunch.
bye then~!