howl's moving me....!!

a'kum..n ello...i blog before...but this blogger was being stupid...i blog totally long(not really)...then i hit the publish...nothing out...haish...kay...1st of all..wanna say...i don't want to think about the ainun-sarjie-stupid-me situation..cos i think it was stupid...to be honest..i was really mad at ainun..eventhough she said it was waiting and no-waiting...she still told him....but ainun had been my friends for a long time..so..i don't want to take this thing seriously....maybe if this thing happen again...i dunno what will my reaction be...cos i have to say..i dun even know what will my actions be....anyway...last wednesday....i was too tired on that day cos i woke up at 2.30am to watch the liverpool match...the match was a nerve-wrecking match...maccabi haifa was good..liverpool was trying hard to score...but maccabi also made some good moves and all....but i don't want to salute them very much cos they are an israel club....hate those israel...they were being very stupid to all those palestines and lebanese...neway...liverpool won the match eventhough they drew 1-1 bcos the 1st leg,at anfield they already won 2-1...so..agregate 3-2....have to say..those liverpool t-shirts are damn hot!!!....all the players look totally ___!!!!!.....k...change~~....at 10am on the same day...me ,emi n hani went to sg wang....hani bought hana yori dango's manga n also mp3...kinda cute that mp3...similar to emi's mum but cheaper...i just bought eiji's manga(bm version-unlike hani's) and bought hani's presen,Prince of Tennis da movie....bought it before....but the cd didn't have any subtitle...my house,again, been attack by flood~~....it's raining heavily here,right now....mak cik azah can't even control herself...been very panic and it just make me n my father annoyed..anyway..i just gotten back from tg malim...my mum's hometown...rumah atuk didn't have anyone at that time..cos my uncle went kl....so...we went to my mak long's house....whoa~~...i can still replay my mak long's reaction when she saw me n my sis....i felt guilty though..cos we haven't been to tg malim for a long time...when the men went for the friday prayer,i have some slow talk with my mak long...about my study n mak cik azah....unlike my other relatives..they don't want to come to my house bcos of mak cik azah..but my mak long..she don't want to come bcos my house remind her of my mother...i can understand that..n that's why i don't mind if she don't to come to my house...i don't want to see her sad-face...very,very sad~~~.....neway...i went to tg malim with my father,my sis n me....just 3 of us n no mak cik azah..i think the whole tg malim will attack her if she come...but lucky her...she had to work....we also went there cos my mak yang had fabroid...something like ketumbuhan at her uterus...and she had been operate yesterday....she look kinda weak....actually,very weak....like a lifeless person..except she can move....anyway..the day was interesting cos it had been so long without my father n what a happy thing when he was with us...like a REAL dad....huhu...i knew he tried to ask about my pak uda came to my house when he wasn't around...but i knew he thought it was not a good idea to talk about it..cos eventhough he wanted to talk about it..i think i won't be too thrill....last night...my sis straighten my hair....i asked her though....and when i looked at my own self....i look like my mother...it scared me a lil bit..but kinda miss her more...haish...life must go on...can't help it if my love one died...but i just know one thing...they died,but u're not...live life like it is....hehe...i totally wanted to be a psychiatrist...haha...!...GO ALIA!!

• mum n dad...just one..no change..model couple...just like the lady n the tramp...nothing will ever replace the best cute-sweetest couple of all..
• my bros n sis....just one...no change...annoying brats...but they just the same...if they change...they won't be as adorable as they can be..
• mates...just them...misunderstand the can be...anoyying the can give...but them...same age same emo....always the same...being the best they will be..
• me...always me i will be....stupid everyday...smart when i want..sleepy as i do...but just want thing...i'll try to be my best...to anything...
  

when art are thou,u just know that's nothing...

a'kum...elo...ponteng skool today...fatin said they learn many things...so...i'll try to be more hardworking next week...liyana also ponteng..she said bcos some1 said the school have ceramah n also gotong-royong..to be honest..i don't like being involve in this things...so..i dun really mind about it..and so..i don't want to go..i asked fatin if hani went to skool also...she didn't want to tell me..don't mind..i'm kinda annoyed at ainun right now...maybe bcos she told sarjie that i was waiting for him to confess to his crush...i was mad though..never felt this mad to the-always-nice-aina...i thought she would know the differents between don't tell and tell...i know i haven't said don't tell anyone when i told her about this..but she ought to know,anyway...but whatever...it's not really a big matter..but it was kinda annoying....chat with abg angkat..mr hidayat...long time no news about him..some intro about him..he is an engineer and a married man and very devoted to his wife..his wife is sooo beautiful!!!...(i think)...neway...he told me he said he wanted to send his son to liverpool when he is 10 year old...why can't my father be more understanding like him....such a cool dad~~...already planning the future of liverpool for the family..;p...neway.. kinda unhappy cos they will be a liverpool match tomorrow..but i CANT WATCH IT!!!!....cos i have to go to my cousin's engagement thing...haish...she's not really my cousin...cos she is mak cik azah's niece...damn it...can't even watch...i know the place in batu pahat and also near my kampung...mak cik azah told me i maybe can watch it at BP WALK..(something like 'bintang walk' but this is 'batu pahat walk')...nowadays..i read books and mangas...damn i'm addict to these..it is my pleasure to see emi reading many mangas..thanx alia!...just finish zettai kareshi(absolute boyfriend)...the story is kinda good...NIGHT(the main character) is such a bishounen...!!!....very sad the end of the story...haish...the book is kinda like chobits...k then...want to out...

• in : chemy's hw-liverpool won community shield-me ponteng-manga-kuyt-alexa download
  

• out : sarjie not remember confess-aina told him-sheffield vs liverpool-no go to LSCM with mr Hidayat this Saturday....
  

looking at the stars is better than watching ur body..

a'kum..ello...today..i'm a psycho girl...many things happened today..i can clarify it as stupid,serious and funny...haha!!...1st..the stupid thing is about ilham told me about sarjie that he think i was prasan to think that he like me...haha...whatever...like i care he like me or not..1stly...what i want to plan was like this...bcos the time when we friend...he treated me differently than other ppl..of course some ppl will feel like,"err..dia ske aku ke.."...then...i was planning(if what i thought was true) that i want him to feel a lil bit mad to me bcos i like the way our friendship is (was-to be exact)...but then...bcos of his stupid ego...this friendship was totally shattered....haha...blame me then...made a stupid plan.(just a plan!!nvr even thought to do it!)..but at that time when we completely started don't talk to each other...it was bcos of other reason..but that guy-told ppl it was bcos i was prasan to think that he like me...haha..!!...what the hell...stop about him then...2nd...it was about adam...that adam is (still) totally obsess over ilham....i just can say nothing about it...yesterday was the 1st time me n her comment each other at myspace..it started when i told ilham that it had kecoh in the whole class about 'someone who merimaskan idup dia' like her...and then..i never expect about ilham reply..it was harsh though..she said,'God damn him'....err...i didn't say something like,"GO ILHAM!""YEAH!ADAM MMG LAKI DAMN"..not something like that...what i told her was something like,"sabor jela ilham.dia mmg camtu"...i said that..but then...today....adam told emi that i am a firestone..meaning that i am a batu api person....haha...it remind me ainun's remark last -i forgot what- day....i hasut ainun to make her balas dendam to hani....then ainun said "awak ni pandai hasut"...honestly...this time..i dunno what is the exact meaning of batu api right now...huhu...and then that adam..he was completely mad at me...and also mad at ilham(i think)...bcos she rejected him with that totally harsh words(better been reject than never or you just have ur hope up)...he signed something his name and put something like 'bdak God damn'(untuk menunjukkan bahawa budak God damn tu dia) at ilham's birthday paper plate(we thought it to replace a birthday card)...ilham told me he totally mad about the God damn thingy...can't say nothing more...cos we thought adam is obses to her cos we thought he surf to her myspace everyday...huhu...3rd...it was about atman...i dunno if i mention it before...his mate from uk...apiez....we comment each other at myspace...then...we talked about atman..that apiez kutuk atman saying that his voice was like pondan....and also said that atman a playa...at that time...i told him...atman will be mad if he read what we talk about....apiez told me,don't mind about him...just let him read it...haha...then..stupid me..i told atman about our conservation cos i thought it was funny..cos i don't have any bad feeling toward him..then...i comment him back and said something like "pi congratulate atman.dia lulus bm dia"....i know it can be a compliment or a some kutuk(mainly kutuk)....then...yesterday...atman read it...and he was mad at me..!!!...haha..!!..kinda funny..cos adam read my comment yesterday...and atman also read it yesterday...!!..haha...funnier that i even thought maybe he was with adam to surf to my myspace...haha...then..i asked atman what he want me to do(i dunno why i want to do something like dat to him cos i thought it was funny)..he said he wanted me to do his homework...haha..i told him our writing is totally different....then..he said he'll think about it...haha...then..later...at tusyen..i was sms with najwa....i thought she knew already that the person who sms with her was me...but then..she asked who am i...so...an evil thinking at that time...i told her i'm rizal...a surfer dude from pulau tioman..haha...i don't think she believe it..huhu..but then...i told her that 'rizal' is in love with her and always look her from far...haha..maybe she was scared..cos she called my number and lucky at that time mr moothi(dunno the spelling)...we asked him to answer the phone..and then he said najwa hung up...haha....but then later...cos i thought it was bad of me to do something like that...i told her that it was me and she replied"awak jahat.!!!..tanak kawan awak!..waa!!."...kk....i hope she didn't mean it cos i was kinda harsh...haha....kk..later want to sms her again to apologize..tata then..the blog is tooooo long...bye!

looking at the stars...wondering what's shining...

a'kum..ello...chat with ainun right now...she asked me that sarjie want to know if i'm mad at him or not...to be honest..i don't even hate him....k..i was mad...but maybe not now...aina told him that the way he talked make ppl annoyed to him...i think the most stupid thing is...he has a diary...not that bcos he follow ppl or what...but bcos he is a guy....and a guy don't keep a diary...cos it just show you how pondan-ese u are...except if u blog...cos blog is an open diary..it just show you how open your life is..(anan,bertrimas la kat aku)....anyway...i think this talk about sarjie is too much...i sensed he watched me from behind....blurgh...i won't feel sad over some stupid thing...i have many problem to think about than some stupid ego from a new guy in class....last night..got some comment at myspace from aril(my myspace friend)...i mean...his twin brother,arin i think..he asked me something awkward or maybe stupid to me...he asked"awak ade affair ngan kembar saya ke.."...then...i was lol....maybe that aril think our friendship is more than a friend...i thought he is a 15 yrs old boy...but later i found out he'll be 16 this year....and so...that's why he sent me some messages like'i miss you' and etc. etc.....da...like i want something like that...oh..just meet a new guy..another malay but live in u.k...da...why?!?...haish...and bloody stupid...he thought i live in liverpool..kewl...i like that...stupid again~...kind of enjoying myself at school today....i slept when physics...very guilty to the teacher..but i was too tired to force myself to listen to all her teaching...and also..najwa taught me some french language...haha...n seriously..i forgot what had she taught...but i remember this words"dwi alia"..mean i'm alia..that's welsh...haha..i thought wales language is english..but nope...the native has it own language da...kk...eventhough that najwa bad in english..but she can be good in french..haha...ta then!

when me..say nothing...

a'kum...ello...very2 tired and too kenyang right now....huhu...read the newspaper this morning...'bloggers beware'..something like that on the front page...all bcos pak lah don't want any false information in the internet...da...k...i solemnly swear i won't lie in this blog..kewl..~~....haha...went to liyana's house before....watched that takuya kimura's good luck..kinda good....n yup,takuya kimura look good in a suit...hehe...everybody would look good in a suit..even an ugly man will look good...but if xabi wear a suit...i'll get a nosebleed...huhu....this week...i tried to finish all my homework but i can't finish my bio....da...bio is just too damn difficult n pening...haish..currently read the 3rd Clique series.... kinda slow the intro..but later will be good....huhu...liverpool lose again for the 2nd time in this week..they lose to grasshopper(a swiss footie club) 0-2....all the stars are back in the team in this week..nice!...i think that's all...kinda short...but my mind really blank right now..k...ta!