the FAKE Shim Changmin

A'kum n ello.

[WARNING: KPOP POST. FANGIRLING POST. EXCITED POST. MALU POST]

sorry that i haven't blog for... months? weeks? whatever. not your problem.

i'm sorry i still haven't blog abt what you really want, AsyaPrasanComel. but like some wise men said,"patience is the key" dan "sabar itu separuh daripada iman" dan "blog dia, suka hati diala". hohohohoho.

nway, the reason i blogged today is because i met HIM....

if you don't know him, i want you to touch the left side of your chest and say to yourself "i am not a KPOP fan. i am immature. i am stupid. forgive me for being so shallow in this fandom".

Immaturity.

A'kum n ello.

i know i should have blog after someone at the cbox told me to blog. n yes, i am blogging now.

but i am not blogging abt what you want, for now. i'll blog about that later. maybe in few days. haha. sorry AsyaPrasanComel~!

anyway, what i actually want to blog right now is just some personal stuff. you either want to read this or ignore this and leave, you decide.

i have this really really painful feeling inside of me right now. whether it is because my period almost here or that the people around are just so horrible that i am just being emotional.

i am just.... so so so tired.

i am tired of being.... everything.
i am just so so tired.

i am so tired for talking bad stuff about you.
i am so tired for faking my smile when i see you.
i am so tired listening to your 'oh if you dont want me, i can leave' brag.
i am so tired of your 'why me?' sigh.

i am so tired of seeing the immaturity that you people have. i am just so so so bloody tired.

cant you be nice to people? cant you think about other people beside youself? can you shut up when nobody wants your opinion?

can you stop your stupid brags? can you stop your 'you cant live without me' brags? can you start reply nicely and not become like her? can you just shut up?

can you stop talking? can you stop being so annoying? can you use nice words? can you work hard? can you just be a grown up and stop being so childish? can you shut up?

seriously, CAN YOU PEOPLE SHUT UP?

i thought i was the one who talk too much. i thought i was the one who like to talk unnecessary stuff.

but for one day only, for one freaking day, i talked less and let my ears do the listening.

all i heard was dirty stuff. i heard annoyance. i heard.... bad stuff. and i know you waited for my mouth to do the bad stuff too.

and for one moment, when i actually talk, annoyance in the air. and i thought i was the one who being emotional!

and by the way, i am still waiting.
and i will not do what you asked.
and i will not let you change my way of life.

i admit, i am a very difficult person to deal with. but that is when you are with me, you think only about you. only you. not others. and you blame me.

yes, sometimes i look like i am selfish. i do things my way. others who know will ask why. others who pretend will just lose temper.

let just say, i am looking at my future for a farther life. but anxiety towards the most important person in the world stop me.

pretend you understand. pretend you know. pretend you just say WTF.

good night.

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reminder to Ms. Nur Alia

A'kum & hello.

i haven't blog for a while.

yeah rite. A WHILE.

i have many things that i need to blog about. plenty of stuff. but the thing is,i ALMOST forgot what happened on those moments that i really wanna blog.

like that Malaysia vs Liverpool match. i still haven't blog about the match itself. i remember the score was 6-3 to my beloved Liverpool,but i couldn't remember who score the goals. i know N'gog (now ex-LFC player) scored 2 goals and that Charlie Adam (who now not really playing as well as i thought) scored a penalty after a dodgy stumble by Andy Carroll (who now can even pass a better ball than Adam), but i really couldn't remember what actually happened.

oh! i do remember that AsyaPrasanComel n SarahTidoPelik tweeted me that i was on tv.

n No. i didn't watch the replay of the match. thus, i never see ME on tv with a Kuyt placard courtesy of my dear cousin who was with me, IzzaSukaKuyt.

oh. other stuff that i still have to blog about is my meeting with Scent of a Woman stars, Kim Sun-A and Lee Dong Wook. the possibility that i'll blog about this will be really high because the fanmeeting was so dramatic; pre-fanmeet and during-fanmeet, all bcos of my BEL class, my broken tooth and those brilliant food by Mandarin Oriental Hotel.

i feel like a famous blogger, tho my blog followers are only 40 people and not hundreds or thousands like some people, but oh well. i have to continue blogging. it's the only thing that i will read when i have Alzheimer later.

i wonder if i have Alzheimer, will i remember that i still have a blog? if i don't, some of you people who knows me in real life have to remind me about this.

but i wonder if you people will also have Alzheimer if i also have it?

"curious,very curious" imagine Ollivanders the wandmaker in Harry Potter say this to you.

oh btw, i'm using my Android. a new phone, tho not as canggih as Galaxy Notes or iPad,but i'm in love with it. THANK YOU, AYAH!!!

and oh. i won't blog about my 22nd's Birthday. or maybe i will.

will i? time will tell.

oh well. bye now. thanks for reading. this post was intended to remind me to blog. thanks for reading it.

with wax,

AliaBaik XD

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i met Amber

A'kum n ello.

after years of being active in all KPOP stuff, i stop being active #blameBiomole.

since 2007, i went to ALMOST all the big KPOP shows in Malaysia.

DBSK's O.Jung.Bang.Hap concert (when they were still FIVE!), FT Island's 1st concert (which end up cancelled~~), Super Junior's Super Show I & II, i went to almost all of them.

still, concerts are increasing, but the savings are decreasing. the money that i save for the future are in RED level after i spent most of it with KPOP stuff.

what's in my mind.

A'kum n ello.

what am i thinking right now?

• food.
• foood.
• fooood.
• good layout for the blog.
• some classic stuff.
• loving the pics at Akmal's blog.
• loving whatever Mimi is blogging.
• NadiaSepet changed her url again -_-"
• money.
• money.
• money.
• lab reports.
• tweets.
• chef riz.
• crap.
• random.
• Kana Nishino's voice.
• Jin Akanishi's TEST DRIVE. that song is weird but very very catchy.
• TRAX's blind. Victoria so beautiful in the teaser.
• thinking about M.OA. that M-Net thingy. to go or not to go.
• thinking about that sweet skirts at Times Square. will own in few days.
• lab reports.
• CTU presentations. damn you, Baizura. you made me conscious!
• that stupid private blog that i paid because the bittorrent is too slow but mediafire is not, and he didn't update that blog for 5 days without notice.
• Kana Nishino's just the way you are.
• NEWS' cherish.
• my mandarin test.
• Son Ho Young's voice.
• that goat.

the handsome goat that was slaughtered on Eid Adha.

(taken before it was slaughtered)

• a grandma that always nag nag nag. lucky she wasn't mine,biologically.
• my dad's SEIKO watch. a very very weird watch. expensive. a bit useless.
• my pale face when i was on the plane to Kelantan.

that's all. tata.

note: i'll blog about Liverpool FC if i have the time.

Unlucky Thursday

A'kum n ello.

i'm back from Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

i'll blog about it later.(???)

what i want to blog about is my recent Unlucky Thursday.

remember that i blogged in the previous post that i said i'll have Mandarin Listening& Oral test?

let just say, that the listening test was postponed to another day and the Oral test was a disaster.

by disaster, it means, "it was a wrecked"

i blogged just to waste time.

A'kum n ello..

short post.

I'M A VERY VERY BUSY PERSON RIGHT NOW.

i don't know when is my free time. maybe now?

not really, as i suppose to read for tomorrow's test, which i don't know will happen or not, or do the pending lab reports or that bloody mind map.

and i have Mandarin listening and oral test this Thursday. and for now, i regret taking that language. seriously tho, i should have taken an easier-to-pronounce language like Japanese. why la i care so much about that Fukushima nuclear thingy and that earthquake in Japan? now this happened.

the thing is, Mandarin is an interesting subject. but the another thing is, I DON'T HAVE THE TIME TO PRACTICE THE LANGUAGE!

oh.

i got my diploma!!!

i'm an officially a Microbiology ex-student.

and also an Alumni of UiTM.

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AL-AMIN!!!

ta now.

i think i'll blog about my Graduation Day.
hopefully.

i blogged this post is already a miracle.haha.

LFCinMY:Day2

A'kum n ello.

yesterday (2 days ago), Liverpool won against Arsenal. scoreline: 2-0 to Liverpool.

HAHAHA. a certain Arsenal fan bragged during the match and arrogantly said that he was looking forward to see me cry, went missing after the final whistle. fortunately for him, i wasn't in the mood to search for him and BRAG. a waste of my time. i rather say it at twitter, instead of saying it in front of the opponent's face.

ok.

i think i should blog about it; the Liverpool in Malaysia: DAY 2.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

"you still wanna blog about it????" are the words that you people are thinking right now.

YES, i still want to blog about it. 

who knows when will i go to Anfield?

what if my children asked me "ma, you ever went to see a Liverpool match before? were you a crazy supporter?"

and i want to brag to my children and reply "i saw the Liverpool lads before. saw them played against our national team. and don't tell your father, i saw plenty of ABS on that day!"

PERASAN MODE FOR THE FUTURE: ON!

so.

i'll start with the Day 2 of the LFCinMY: Day 2 now.

i dreamed of.... Cha Seung Won.

A'kum n ello.

i dreamed of Cha Seung Won.

who?

this guy

reason?

because of his character in The City Hall (an old drama, i know you know).

he makes me.... >.<

i played LEGO

A'kum n ello.

when we were young, we built some random stuff like cars, house, buildings, boats, people, or whatever that can be squared using LEGO.

we were not that rich enough to build this kind of Lego car when we were young

source image

we were young. we would built a car (using Lego) without the tyres, and we also built a boat that people thought was a box instead.

we were not that creative at that time.

ok.

maybe not you. but I was not that creative at that time.

this time,unfortunately, i still am not a creative person.

yeah yeah. maybe i have some bits of creativity like edit some Changmin pictures with some words on it, or making some stupid story about an AC Milan duck versus a Liverpool witch, but i am not that creative when it comes to LEGO.

still, the only thing i can do by using LEGO is this:

i never lie.

tata !

ps: i'm bored. i'll blog about the Liverpool match when i really am in the mood. apparently, i don't want to blog about it because i don't want to admit that Liverpool are not in Malaysia anymore. T-T

DAY 1: LFC's training session in MY

A'kum n ello.

after 3 days of gaining my energy back, now i have the mood to blog. hoho.

3 days of 'attending' (more like stalking,but without gaining anything) almost all Liverpool events while the team were in KL, the fatigue really took it toll. i never thought things can be THAT hard.

anyway, as people already know, Liverpool FC were in KL for their pre-season Asia tour. main reason for this tour was to gain back their fitness for the next season.

in other word, the Malaysia vs Liverpool FC match was only for friendly, nothing competitive.
you hear that Rajagobal?????

pre-LFCinMY post

A'kum n ello.

LFC in Malaysia.

everybody knows they're in Malaysia right now. and if you're an avid listener of Hitz.fm, you should know that they changed their radio station to Liverpool.fm on Friday the 15th, just to commemorate the 'Liverpool FC in Malaysia' visit.

and that's why you heard plenty of The Beatles' songs

i won't blog about it for now.

Insya'Allah, i will blog after the match itself. or maybe on Sunday. don't worry, i'll try to blog about it as soon as possible. i don't want to delay any post after this.

i should have blog abt the Day1 and Day2 of the events before day of the the match, but this whole Liverpool FC in Malaysia things makes me a busy fan. and i still haven't met any lucky moment! aih~

still...

thanks for reading!

BEAST's MALAYSIA FANMEETING 2011

A'kum n ello.

[WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD]

last night (2nd of July), went to Sunway Lagoon. entrance fee: RM353, that was the price after 10% discount. not cheap, i know. especially that we(AliaBaik,AqilahPrasanCute,MiezahGS and NoiLovely) didn't even play any game in that place.

but still, TOTALLY WORTH IT. why, you maybe want to know?

TRALALA~~!!

so....BI SEU TEU!

Wedding Dash tata! Samurai Warriors 2 hola!

A'kum n ello.

3 days ago,i started playing Wedding Dash. i don't know which version i played, but it was hard.

HARD.

i, like other people in the world, thought the game was easy. i was like "oh.the bride needs a chocolate cake" "oh.the groom hates berries" "oh the bride loves outdoor activities but hate oceans n seafood" oh like that.

1st tier(level) of the cake: EASY.
2nd tier: EASY
3rd tier: NOT THAT EASY.
4th tier: HARD but still can win.
5.0 - 5.8th tier: HARDER but still can win.
5.9 tier: VERY VERY HARD but still CANNOT win!

HOW HOW HOW THE HELL PEOPLE WIN THAT LEVEL??? i still can't reach the goal mark; the 24000 mark! i still can't win that game even after playing the same LEVEL(5.9) for 4 hours straight!

and so i gave up.
...
not really. hopefully i'll have the patience to play it. later maybe.

tho that'll be almost impossible now that i started to play my old PS2. that old PS2 is very very old. not all games can be played using that console.

fortunately, one of my favourite games is not one of them.

credits: gametab

like other KOEI games (only Dynasty Warriors series), when i start to play this game, i'll be too focus on it. i'll sleep late, and i'll hurt my fingers and nails. tho the thing that worry me most, is maybe this game will increase the electric bills.

aih.

why this time?

ta then!

ps: the next few days, the blogger will be busy with games. expect tweets about losing or winning the game. and also about how weak her 'player' is.

4 years ago, now?

A'kum n ello...

do you remember what you have blogged before this?

especially the story that you blogged was about 4 years ago?

do you ever remember?
and do you think someone will actually read that old post of yours?

apparently, someone did.

I HAVE A STALKER.

hahahahahahahahhahaha.

won't tell you who, but oh well. you know how to find that out anyway.haha

and suddenly, i feel like Jay Park. i didn't even remember i ever blogged that. haha.

oh well, sorry dear friend. you called my team 'sampah'. you should apologize. hahaha.

ok now.

"mende dah lepas.takyah dikenang" HAHA.

ta all.

ps: Asya, diam~~!! XD

recently,i watched dramas....

A'kum n ello..

so...
since April, i think i already watched about.....5 dramas?

let's see....

• Athena:Goddess of War
• My Princess
• Himitsu
• Q10
• Nagareboshi
• Dream High
• Chuno

General Choi's ABS.

• Hotaru No Hikari 2

Fujiki Naohito's buta cheeks~!

• Otomen
• 49days
• Love Shuffle

Tamaki Hiroshi's YAY PANDA!

oh....

more than 5.....

OH.

recommended dramas: the one with RED (my favourites), 49Days and Dream High.

non-recommended dramas: Himitsu,Q10.

others? still ok. some people maybe don't like Nagareboshi and Otomen. but both are watchable.

the only reason i watch Nagareboshi was Ueto Aya and Takenouchi Yutaka were in it. and Matsuda Shota was a plus.

everybody know that i only watched Otomen because of Masaki Okada after my hype about him in this post. after i found out that he learned kendo in that drama, i was like "YES!!!!MAN IN KIMONO!!" and immediately download the drama.

credits image: http://kakakcashier.blogspot.com

i have this weird fetish about man in kimono.i just don't know why. ever since that day when i read Clamps' Cardcaptor Sakura, and i saw Shaoran in kimono, i was like "YEAY!!!" and since then i always looking forward to see man with kimono.haha.

ok.

don't watch Himitsu, cos i already blog about it.

don't watch Q10, cos it just a waste of time even though you're a fan of Takeru Sato or AKB48. Maeda Atsuko is great as an actress, cos even her robotic voice makes me believe that she maybe talk like that in real life.

future dramas to watch: Liar Game 1&2, Midas, Jin 2, Boss 2, Babyfaced Beauty. still waiting for the complete subtitles for Midas~~ 

ta.

ps: i'm just bored.

Father's Day 2011

A'kum n ello..

i should blog about this yesterday.but oh well..
........

so yesterday was Father's Day.

we celebrated the day at Al-Diafah, an Arabic restaurant at Sri Petaling. Dad loves Arabic food. he loves lamb. he loves Briyani rice. he loves to make fun of the waiters at this kind of restaurants. he loves to call the waiters Muhammad even though one of the waiter wore a name-tag and has a unique name like Jojo (yes, one of the waiter is known as that).

dad told me to call the restaurant so that we could reserve a table for 6 people. as i don't like to talk with people that have weird English accent, i told my stepmum to call them. and she called them, and she told them that to reserve it under Othman Ithnin.

they asked "how to spell Othman?" and so she told them how.

and when we arrived, we saw this:

oh well.

the occasion was nice. we had some laughs and everybody in happy mood. Especially my father, who always in a bad mood nowadays, and i really don't know why. but still, he was the star of the day...

he is a very serious man...

but he also a man like this.....

 and apparently, that is in the gene....

dear Ayah, as a man, you accomplished almost all the stuff that every men dream of when they were young.

however, as a father, you always have plenty of problems while taking care of us. we are very sorry that we are the one who caused almost all the problems.

but we also very very thankful that you still alive and continue to have happiness while taking care of us. even though you only home for 2days/week, you still care to come home and ask about our well-being. 

THANK YOU!

and oh, we ate this..

ta!

:(

A'kum n ello.

i close my eyes.
and no, i'm not singing a Justin Bieber's song.
and i think about me.
the difference in me and others. the freedom in me. my own opinion. and why people have difficulty in accepting me.

some people can't accept me.

some people will say i'm a hypocrite.
some people will say i'm the coolest person they ever met.
some people will say i'm the nicest person they ever known.
some people will say i'm the most interesting person they ever known.
some people will say i'm the most boring person to have a conversation with.
some people will say i'm the most stingy person around.

people just don't know me. though some try to talk about me.
people think i'm lame.though some try to copy me.
people think they're better than me. but they end up asking me questions about something that i know more than them.

the thing is, i'm just different. and i accept that.

but why do things have to be so difficult for people to accept me honestly?

i don't think i made things wrongly. i did my best. i just trust you to understand my way of thinking and let you face it. but you think like a common people and disappoint me after that.

i am very disappointed in you. i accept people around me. every people that make me cringe whenever they start to do some attention-seeking stuff, i accept them. cos i know people have choices.

but at the end, someone just have to be the loser in everything.

ta.

U-KISS SHOWCASE at Pavilion. AJ is HOT.

A'kum n ello...

two days ago, i went to a free concert.

hahaha.

FREE KPOP SHOW AGAIN!

this time, it was organized by some famous company instead of the government. unlike the government who tried to use KPOP to fish for vote from the youngsters for next year's national poll, the company that organized the concert (that company: Radioactive) maybe use it to be more famous.


yeah.
maybe that.

and oh.

the Korean celebrity this time:

U-KISS !!!!

HAHA.

and wow, it was REALLY REALLY FUN!

Super Junior M at Hari Belia

A'kum n ello....

in a place that full of people, especially people like kids that don't even know what KPOP is(little kids: KPOP? is that candy??i want!), or some families that want to bring their kids to some cheap stuff instead of dinner at TGIF or CHILIS like the other modern families or teenagers that only there because...

"oh hey.LETS WATCH SUPER JUNIOR! you know,that Korean group with 13 members. free stuff. and girls will also be there. and we also can make fun of that group"

which, kinda stupid of them, cos that Korean group were Super Junior M, not Super Junior. and Super Junior M only got 8 members,not 13. tho 6 of them are actually Super Junior members. but still.

oh.

yeah.

Super Junior M. performed in a FREE CONCERT. for an event for YOUTH that was organized by the government themselves.

cool eh?

it was FREE.