YNWA,HANI'S FATHER.

A'kum n ello..

i remember this time when she intro-ed her father to Halimah:

Ni bapak kite yg ensem!

and now,her handsome dad is not here anymore.

you know,i'm not good with fathers.i'm good with mothers. the only father that i'm good with is Liyana's father. but still,i know Haniyana's father alright.

• he came all the way to the Korean class cos Hani forgot to off the van's headlamps,which made the van's battery died.
• he was the one who told hani to be nice to her brother.

truthfully, i don't know her father THAT well. but he always there alright.

when hani sent the message that her father passed away, my mind was blank. all i think about is "HANI,HANI,HANI.BAPAK DIA MENINGGAL.HANI.HANI. HANI."

i was on my way to one utama to watch UP with aqilah and my sis,and after 1minute in the car,i got the message from hani,and aqilah immediately went back to my house,and i changed my clothes to baju kurung and went to hani's house immediately. nobody was around. so i called her and she said she still in Johor.

TRUTHFULLY,when i found out that she was in Johor, i felt like telling Aqilah "QILAH,JOM PI BATU PAHAT!!"

still, i went to aqilah's house to wait for hani to arrive.

sorry that i only told YOU all at facebook and at this blog.

anyway, around 9pm,aqilah and i went to Seksyen21 cos she said her father will be buried there.so both of us,who know nothing about that graveyard went to search for it. i felt like i'm chasing after SS501 at KLIA. seriously, i want to see my bestfriend that badly.

so we arrived after a dark journey inside the pathway of the graveyard, and nobody was there except the TUDM peeps (hani's father was a TUDM member) who helped her family for this funeral. i asked him if the funeral already finished,he said "blum lagi". so both me and aqilah waited for her family to arrive at the graveyard. it was wow that we were the 1st peeps to be there.

so they arrived,and i hugged hani when i saw her. she coped better than i expected. i looked at the ceremony and it reminded me of my mother's burial. tears were in my eyes at that time,but i tried not to cry. aqilah was there and reminded me that we must not cry cos we have to be there for hani.

after the ceremony end, hani thanked us. i'm not really good in saying sweet stuff to a friend. all i said to her "hani,kuat tau. You'll Never Walk Alone~"

yeah.typical me. tho that' made her smile. i told her that eventhough i'm not as good as her in this sentimental stuff, but i' was there with her.

she thanked both of us again for being there, and i told her "time mak kite meninggal, awak ade. skarg kt lak try ade" something like that.

so i looked at her father's grave. it's like the grave wants me to say "bye2 pak cik. selamat jalan. Selamat Hari Raya" it gave that kind of feeling. a sad but farewell feeling.

i just hope the family will be in a good state after this.

AMIN~!

Al-Fatihah.

Haniyana's father passed away.

A'kum n ello..

something bad happen.like,really really BAD.

my best friend,Haniyana, just lost her father.

LOST as in PASSED AWAY.her father passed away just now.i dunno the exact time,but she told me few minutes ago.

so,the people who know her,please attend her house for the funeral.she's still in Johor.and i dunno when will she arrive Shah Alam,but maybe later at night.

this is a VERY VERY SUDDEN AND SAD NEWS.so,please,recite some Al-Fatehah for her.

Al-Fatehah.

p/s: she's not in shah alam,but i'll wait her at aqilah's house.

YNWA,MICHAEL JACKSON!

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A'kum n ello..

you heard the news alright..people been talking about it..

and surprisingly,the news was my wake-up alarm...
and for the 1st time in 6days,i woke up early!
i consider 11.15am early,ok?

after her bath,my sis suddenly said "alia!michael jackson MENINGGAL DUNIA!"
and as i was half-sleeping at that time,my eyes opened suddenly,and i checked the internet...
obviously,twitter is the best place to know the fastest news...and there they are...many links and news about the king of the pop's death.

to tell you the truth,i was shocked cos just few days ago that i put the picture of me and MICHAEL JACKSON(fake,i know)!!!

seriously.

my brother said just now "nasib baik kitorang ade tangkap gambar ngan dia"
yeah.it was meant to be funny.but i kinda feel sad and glad with the picture.

and btw,the rumours that Michael Jackson converted to Islam is true after all..

the press conference to announce MJ's death was attended by michael jackson's brother,and he told the press about his brother's passing and said "...may Allah be with you Michael, always."

so,it's true then.he was a Muslim.and also died as a Muslim.Alhamdulillah.



YNWA!!

sad sad day.AL-FATIHAH

A'kum n ello..

sad day today.

so i SLEPT around 5am this morning cos i read 5 volumes of manga,and i was very,very sleepy..and in my mind,i was thinking "kene bangun awal plak~~~" cos i had to go out with aqilah and nazneen after lunch(18th June)...

but then,maybe i was too sleepy,so i don't really care about anything around me (tho i sent my sis to school)...and around 10.05am,i got a message from Adam and it was something like this

Bapak gjan meninggal.

and so i went to sleep.

then i IMMEDIATELY woke up,and look back at the phone,and i was like "HOH?"

and i felt sad cos another friend of mine lost his father,and all i did was praying that he'll be in a fine state.

and so i continue my sleep.

and sure enough,becos i was too tired,i did fall asleep.but it's not a good nice sleep.

bad things occur in my head.and i seriously don't like it.and all of it involve the people that you care and love.

at that time,i was thinking about my father,i hope he'll be healthy and no bad thing will happen to him,and with the length of time that he throws himself to make my siblings and i in a healthy state,i also want to do the same thing to my father..at that time,all i think was something like "moga ayah sihat"

seriously,it was emotional.and i nearly cry.

and so,my plan to go out with aqilah and nazneen still happen eventhough it wasn't a nice time to go out...i was planning to buy a father's day gift for my father...and i just pray that hopefully shazizan will be in great form to continue his life without his father now.

anyway,my father informed me about this too and he visited shazizan's dad at the mosque in Singapore (i think his father was in Singapore for 3months or so cos of his heart problem.correct me if i'm wrong). my father worked with Shapadu long time ago,the company that shazizan's dad owned..and so he knew him cos that was his boss..and after all,Datuk Shahrani(shazizan's dad) kinda famous cos of his work and as the chairman of Shapadu.

but still..

i kinda felt guilty cos i went to One Utama and even watched Dance Subaru (yeah,that movie that has DBSK in it.quite a good movie.not as good as Step Up,but still ok) and hani informed me that she went to the funeral with najwa and aina and i became more guilty after that..

and instead of going home at 9pm,we went home after we had our Asar prayer..cos you know,just to pay respect to the sad day, and i didn't even buy the father's day gift.

maybe i'll buy it tomorrow with my siblings.

and you know,from this sad moment only,you'll find that many people care about shazizan.he's a nice guy after all.people who know him feel his sad moment too. even HANI,who never really care about the bunch of people in the class,came to the funeral..even shazizan was shocked to see her...

it's a nice thing when the truth is really true.

GOOD PEOPLE WILL GET A GOOD LIFE.BOTH BEFORE AND AFTER.

k.
i made that up.but it's true anyway.

so,be kind,k people?

and yes,i admit.i don't like to visit sick people and funeral.why? i have my own reason.it's not a cruel reason,but it's more like a sad reason.

ta then.
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE!

Al-Fatihah.

passed away,Tuk Mak.

A'kum n ello..

after months on the bed,did nothing.looked up only to see the ceiling.to see the sides,it was too hard for her.weak arms,everything weak.

my grandmother passed away.
this morning.
sad.terribly sad.but i couldn't cry.maybe bcos God loves her more than us.maybe bcos she's bravely handle it,and it's time,so she let go.

i have no grandma anymore.

sad.

Al-Fatehah.