relationship MAYBE creep me out

A'kum n ello..

i read Noi's blog,and i was like "oh oh!!"

then it reminds me of this unique sentence that i heard from KP.

"aku tak sabar nak tau laki yang kawin ngan alia karang"

-KP

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

and i also remembered this stuff.

my first love was a good friend of mine when i was 11.when i like someone,it'll be more than 2years. and after that,i suddenly will like someone else.

still,now that i'm 19-going-to-20 (), i had this thought and think "how the hell i LIKE HIM???"

so i'm guessing, if you ask me this one question why i start liking someone, please refrain from asking that WHY. cos it'll decrease that feeling of 'like'.

seriously,people been talking about relationship too often now. a friend of mine (i'm not that close with her tho.we never had a word with each other anyway) will get married at the end of november. and my family kinda shocked when they saw the wedding card and said "KAWAN ALIA NAK KAWIN??"

erm.yeah.MY FRIEND,whom i never talk to.
still,she invites me.

like i said,this relationship stuff weird me out.i dunno the benefit of this stuff,FOR NOW.maybe later,but not now. what i've seen freak me out. KP still fighting with her boyfriend,i think.she didn't look well nowadays.she's not the same KP.she didn't know that i was being funny when i teased her when she wore that swine flu mask. God,please give me the real KP-the mellow one. and a friend of mine blogged about her ex,and it's ugly. and my another friend still can't stop thinking about her ex. and ya-da ya-da ya-da.

it's not that i scared. i'm just thinking "my head just can't fill with all this stuff rite now.i have plenty of things to think about and the sort of activities and problems with a boyfriend are not something that i want rite now"

yeah.that's what i think for now.

seriously,i'm really traditional when it start to this stuff.

bye then.

what is LOVE?

A'kum n ello...

i had this Bengkel Explorasi Minda this morning.

i have to say,it's better than i expected. it was fantastic! i love how the penceramahs talked to us. they talked like they are our friends, and also said some VERY DIRECT STUFF that mostly are perverted stuff,and it was hohohohoho. THAT is how you make people attract to your talk,ok?

ok.i'm not a pervert. but you know, someone just have to say that WORDs so that the men and women know that those WORDs are actually,BAD.

ok.i just make things confusing.haha.

anyway, there was this one penceramah. he loves to ask questions,and mostly the questions were like "why the US's economy drop?" "who is your idol?" "have you ever leave any of your solats?" "what's did you get when you buy your laptop?" and this one question, "what is LOVE?"

hahahaha.

so lucky the penceramah didn't ask me.but i had this conversation with aqilah:

alia: kalo awak,awak jawab pe?
aqilah: understanding and something camtu.
alia: ah........~
alia: (camne aku leh lupe mende tu?)

cos you know,i was thinking of saying "LOVE IS PETI AIS" cos that's what my father taught me.
bcos peti ais,or in that foreign language:english;refrigerator, is a big thing and also can be expensive. and,if you can buy that for me,it means you can take care of me.it's not about money,it's about living nicely.

or maybe that's from a philosophical point of view.

if in my point of view, PETI AIS is a place where you can keep food. and food is very important to me. so,if you can buy me a PETI AIS,it means that you are taking care my most precious stuff, and so, if i have my most precious stuff(food) in a safe place like peti ais;a place that'll take care of the food for not being rotten for some time, it means i can be safe with YOU in a very2 long time.(eventhough the food will maybe rot,but it means you hae the thought that you don't want me to rot.haha)

so.LOVE IS PETI AIS.and i love FOOD. and money is important.hahahaha.

still, if you want me to say it in public this sort of stuff,maybe i'll just say "ntah.LOVE is PETI AIS.bapak aku yang bitau"

freedom,is want i love most right now.thanks very much.so,go away stalker.haish~

DULLI~!!!!