A'kum n ello..

sometimes,
i dream that i have a nice man that will always be there for me.
loves me for who i am,what i wear,what i look like,what i say,what my habit is.

sometimes,
i dream that i have a nice family.
a normal family.that eat dinner together,that pray together,that laugh together.

sometimes,
i dream that i have a friend.
someone that know how sad i am,how mad i am,how confuse i am,how lonely i am.

but sometimes,
the man that i want only exist in my dream.
the family that i want only exist in my dream.
the friend that i want only exist in my dream.

sometimes,
you wonder.
why dream is not real.
why it just happen to be a dream.

how sad life is.