A'kum n ello...

hehehehe...plenty of hari raya messages that i got from my friends...hoho..bloody thanks~~!!..

and haish too...cos i sent a raya msg to amier...and he said that i sent to him 5 times..da~~...abis kredit aku..~~....dahle dia gune digi~~~~~~

so..my credit from rm8 bcame rm5...~~~
nice~~~

nothing much i did today..i read some mangas....i dunno what japanese people think of love....met a guy barely a moment,and then "lets have sex"...and the girl will agree...

really '-_-
that's too easy and cheap rite...?
da~~

and common spot for them to make sex is always the infirmary..~~....
why oh why,i dunno~

and also,why the playboy will be the winner in a love triangle??why not the handsome but slow geek??da~

whatever...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA~!!
hope that anything that i blogged before will be forgiven~!
AMIN~!and thank you~!

and here some pics for me~~~~~~

haha...the hair~~~~~~~

-_O?

malay?chinese?

A'kum n ello...

u know ah...there were times when i think i'm like an anti-malay like what people are saying rite now....

i said i don't mind about history and all,rite?i only mind about peaceful and all that sorts....
then....
i realized as i watched the everton vs Liverpool match...

i was watching the match,and it was 0-0...and suddenly my mind was thinking about the outcome of the match,and what will happen if we continue to be 0-0 or even lose the game...?....i was a lil bit terrified cos Liverpool might lose the race to win the league and maybe lose it to the scum~...and so,i nearly in tears,cos that Liverpool have a history of being champions of the English League(18 TIMES!) since the existence of the it(1900++ what,i dunno),thus making them the best English team in the England....cos they also have 5European cups...but still,without a league title for 20years,man utd is chasing them to beat that no.18....ah~~~!!!..

and so..i was praying really2 hard for Liverpool to beat everton,and in the end,they won the match cos torres was hot...haha~...

and then i realized,we have to defend our history....no matter how bad it'll become....
so i am malay,and for our race,we have to defend it..

[nicely said]

and then,a sudden realization occur within me....

i was talking with mak cik azah about my friends at kmpp...and she asked me,how was their exam...so i told her that xiuqi got 3.8 while others got worse than that.....mak cik azah kinda awe with xiuqi's result cos above 3.5 at matrik is very2 hard...and so,mak cik azah asked about the malay friends' result...sadly,i told her that many of them got bad results....and so,mak cik azah asked me,how does xiuqi study?(mind my english for this)...and so i wonder that myself...i stayed with her in our room at kmpp for 1 month only,but i saw her study...if you compare how hard she study and the other 2 malays(arina and yantie) study,the malays study harder than her...xiuqi is more relax and all..but she still got better than the malays....and so,why the chinese is better than the malay?....

is it the way of the malay?or the way of chinese?

i have to say,chinese have this way of study that really2 good....xiuqi even gave me some tips to score my chem's exam...but still,our meeting were not that long...and so,without her tips with me,i continue to slump in this evil chemistry bad result...

k then..
that stupid sister of mine is a jackass..
ta then!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,AYAH!

A'kum n ello..

i'm very2 tired today...haha~~....tomorrow is my father's birthday!...

it's 12.25am rite now......
sunday time..~
28th sept...........

haha..
my father is 51 already!!!!!!!
hoho....

hope he'll be blessed with anything that he likes....hoho...

very2 nice thing to be happy about~~~

LIVERPOOL WON!!...
hoho...against the mini everton who really have to study more about tactics from rafa benitez...ahaha...~~...even a non-player like me can know their weakness...haha...bloody genius that keane...~~....if somebody still say that both keane and torres are not a good partnership,they're still stupid..haha~~~~

[whatever you want to say,darling~]

anyway,i read some articles that rooney said Liverpool can't be title contender for this latest season...whatever la rooney,try be a good player urself in this season before you say that.....da~~

anyway...nothing much i did today...took care of aiman,made him sleep,and watched some domoto kyoudai...cool~~..ah~..i also tidied up my room-only the clothes tho...nothing more than that....

da~~...

really2 bored today...

btw,my father didn't let me stay at home for the next sem,he said i will blog every moment when i'm home,so it'll effect my study...

he should hire a private spy so that he can know what is my daily activities at that melati unite...da~

k..dats all then..

btw,some interesting story,aiman was crying when i was cleaning the room...then DBSK's hey don't bring me down was on,suddenly,he stopped crying..and looked at me and smiled..and danced to the beat..haha....

i should record that moment and showed it to changmin and and then changmin will say "do you want our baby to be as cute as that?".....

moe~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!

ta then!

• currently listening to DBSK's look at...the glow
  

hands tremor

A'kum n ello...

i just got back from the hospital...got the result from the blood test for the thyroid thing that i took last tuesday...and lucky me and Alhamdulillah,i'm normal...no thyroid thing in me...so,i'm alright...

but still,
why the hell my hands shake uncontrollably?????
da~~~~~
i thought if i have the blood test,maybe i can have the answer for this 'disease'..
u know,this thing kinda hard for me to accept cos it'll effect my life...
especially if i'm doing some lab experiment or anything..
or even snap some pics with the camera...
you can't have blur pics everytime you're snapping rite..?
da~~~
haish~

i thought i'll met the cure today...but nope,no sort like that happen...da~~~
but still,i'm alright....

but still,the doctor told me that if i want to investigate more about my tremors...maybe i should meet a neurologist...cool~~..
if only mcdreamy lives in malaysia...~~~~..
haha!

hrm2...
still,too many songs to choose~~~!!!
hoho!

k...tata then!

• currently listening to DBSK's you're my song
  

2nd time DONG BANG!

A'kum n ello...

haha..

i posted about the DBSK's new album before,and i said i don't have any favourite right now..

erm,i STILL don't have any favourite rite now.....

COS..

HARD TO CHOOSE AFTER LISTENING FOR THE 2ND TIME~~~~~~~
hoho...
they're good,this dong bang boys..~~~~

tho cos of raya,i still want to use this fazidah joned's song~~eheh~

ta again~!
more later...
i'm just bored...~~

• currently listening to DBSK's you're my song..~~
  

blank~

A'kum n ello..

so..i'm home for the raya holiday~~...haha~~nice~

and another nice thing,i already download dbsk's new album..haha~..
but to be honest,i don't have any favourite song in the album rite now...haha~~..maybe cos i don't have the mood to listen to their 'new' songs...so~~

believe me,i'm blank rite now.................

really2 don't have any mooooooooooooodddddd~~~~

lucky mirotic is on~!

bye then!
slamat buke~!

alia suke changmin~!

alia dpt 21.5/30 dlm test microbe

alia tak pose~!

• currently listening to DBSK's mirotic
  

diarrhea~~

A'kum n ello...

haha...i got diarrhea and so i am at home~~~~!!!.....haha

k..all 3 of us,kp,qilah n me got the damn diarrhea...all bcos of the cafe food...haha~~...

it started with this one evening when all 3 of us don't have any money,(i have none but the other 2 just want to use the allowance that uitm gave us),so we hit the college's cafe and used the food there for buke puasa..it was nice...until hours after that...~~~~~

in the morning,after sahur or around that time...KP got attacked by the diarrhea first...then during the CTU class,i got attacked by it....even nazreen and his mates made this gesture like he smelled it..~...ahah..then kp was attacked again...and when we went back to our room,aqilah pulak dapat the damn cirit-birit....and back to me again,and then kp,and me and kp again...and then kp....~~~~~~when the hell the cycle will hit aqilah again,i dunno~

bcos we have MAT and BEL on the evening,so we talked about our pain...we think we got this berak2 from the cafe food cos before this,we often ate outside....and when we ate the cafe food,something like this happen..we don't think it's the roti john that we like so much~~~...nway,bcos the berak was too sudden,so kinda scared if it happen again SUDDENLY in class,especially in BEL class,things will be a lil bit -_-....so...we thought better we didn't go..

and then,at 4.21pm,amier miss called me maybe to advise me to not come to class...cos he told me after that that the people who didn't finish the assignment about 'FRAGMENTS&RUN ON',have to go bye2 from her class....lucky me and the other 2,and thanks diarrhea,cos all 3 of us didn't finish that work,cos i rather have this diarrhea than seeing her mad face....tho the girls told me that our dear madam told the whole class that we got diarrhea.....

owh,how lovely~~

and so,cos we absent,she told someone to tell us that we must bring our mc for the next class...haha~~

so,bcos we didn't went to the pusat kesihatan on the evening,so we had to call mak cik azah to bring us to DEMC on the night...and so we went and met the doctor...and told him about the story of the cafe food..and i also showed him my SHAKING HAND..~...and so he asked me to get a blood test to check my thyroid hormone....and so,after that,i have my blood taken by the lab girl....and then,mak cik azah told me that we should sleep at my house cos we didn't have anything to eat for sahur...and so...i'm home~~~....

btw,we got 2 days MC...hahahaha!!

k...
that's all..
have to buy baju raya with kp and also my father's birthday present later...

ahah~

sketch and Liverpool

A'kum n ello..

aqilah didn't online..i dunno why.~...haha...but whatever...later i'll ask her about the sketch vid...

nothing much to say about the sketch...just that amier became a girl and his body as a girl was total wow...!!!...haha..most of the girls who saw him totally jealous of him...tall n skinny~..a body like a supermodel...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....~!!!...a pic of him will be put later...

and KP acted as a Joker...tho it was suppose a genie instead of joker...but still,the character was brilliant...and

aqilah~~..haha..the bruce wayne aka malik aka amier's mother...cos we want people to laugh,so we made aqilah wore the purdah...haha...and again,she was brilliant...haha~

and me,i suck~!!..haha....i totally forgot my script...and lucky amier added some of his own to help me..my,i moved too much...eventho my appearance in the sketch kinda little,but i have to do many things..hahaha~~...but still,it was brilliant(again)...

the synopsis will be put later cos i don't have time right now...

btw,i already ordered DBSK's latest album~!!..haha..tho i haven't bank in yet..the girl who take care of the album stuff told me to better bank-in it before the album come out...hope i'll do that before the due date then...

and i have to say,the Liverpool fans are increasing rite now...haha...~!!....i was watching the Liverpool vs Stoke last night...and liyana sms-ed me about it,and she said she missed me just by watching the match...ahah..~...and KP also watched it...another o_O...and izza,again,watched the match...haha...

i'm still frustrated about the match..how come Gerrard's goal is considered as offside?...the ref has a bad view to check for an offside,but how come he said it's an offside...?..da~~...
bloody hell~!

k then...have to tata~!

ta!

BLOG AWARD TO ME~

A'kum n ello..

k..i wanna blog about the sketch that i did with the group yesterday...but kinda hard tho cos aqilah is not online...dunno where she is...the video of the sketch is with her...

don't ask me why the sketch vid is not with me...my bad cos asked an unprofessional person to record the sketch with my own camera....i mean,when you record something with ANY DEVICE,can you rotate the camera 24/7?....da~...

but nvm...my mistake for asking him to record the vid..but lucky someone recorded the sketch by using aqilah's camera....hoho..

nway...that's not my main story...that was just some let out of bengang..

so..i wanna say thank you to my dear cousin,izza who gave me an award for blogging or something like that...hoho...at last,someone finally award me with something nice...haha~!

k...she said in her blog that the person who got rewarded have to say about her time of blogging or something like that...so here goes then~

izza stated in her blog that she started blogging since form2...so i'm the same like her then...cos she's the one who introduced me about this blog stuff...haha...to tell you the truth,i thought she has her own website when she showed me her blog...haha...and then i followed her...that time,i used blogdrive instead of blogger...really tho,blogdrive was alright,but too little option especially the layouts and stuff....then ainun also has a blog,but some problem happen to her blog when she used blogdrive..so she change it to blogger...and bcos blogger has many awesome skins to choose,so i change my blogdrive to blogger,and so,exist then,moodyalia~...ahaha..

anyway...during my amatur days as a blogger,i blog cos i thought about having my own website..childish?nehi~..haha..nway...i found out that there's more about blogging..i found out that i can say whatever i want in this blog thing...so i expressed it like my own diary...haha...but at that time,i wasn't as direct as right now tho....i was more like a dark person,ala,u know la when teenage reach it time-to-be-cool moment...but at that time,i wasn't as active as right now tho...i was active doing all those survey craps...haha~...nway..in my early days as a a young Form4,i think blog can improve ur english...my english is not that good even now,but better than before;understandable than before...haha~....

anyway...during form3-5 were the hardest moments in life....too many dark secrets i know and so i was weak mentally,but this blog makes me strong cos i expressed my feelings about all my surroundings....thank you to mak cik azah who made my life more mature cos without her nag and irritating moments happen to me from her,maybe my life won't be as interesting..but still,i have to thank her again cos what she did to me made me blog about it,and in the end,what i did just mature me more...haha...and btw,this lucky blog also the place for me to brag about my stupid crush..~~...haha...kinda stupid but still,i understand more about myself after that...u know,when i read back about what i blog,i realized that i was very happy when talking about my crush...haha...gle je~...and another thing,people understand me more when they read my blog...haha...nice~~...cos really,i said some bad stuff about people,and then some people felt guilty about it(some mad about it) and in the end,things got better...hoho...

my,another long post...but who cares...

and now,i have to force myself to say some good stuff about izza,my dear cousin...haha...kidding really..i'm having a hard time rite now in getting use with my couz's new name...

k..izzah fadzlani...a cousin of mine who really2 gila...she's the most fashionable cousin among my cousins...ahah~...the make-up,the hair colour,the black baju kurung in the previous raya,the constant complaint,and so on....anyway...like she said proudly in her blog,she's the one who introduced this blog world to me....she's good in this computer stuff...before her hiatus in 2005 or so...her myspace's layout were the coolest...cos she's 1 of the 1st birds who have myspace at that time....and so,people really like WOW when seeing her myspace and all with the cool avril addiction and the anti-hilary duff and good charlotte and all....ahah~~..anyway,cos we're cousins,so we know about each other since very2 young..anyway...i remember the time when we danced to the britney spears' songs...haha...izza was a britney spears' fanatic at that time(from britney to avril eh?nice~)...and she had this britney dance cd game...and she played it at bt pahat,our village btw,and we danced to the songs and all...HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME,something like that...and to make it more memorable,it was malam raya at that time..we supposed to sleep and all,but nope..nothing like takbir raya came out from us,just some BABY ONE MORE TIME~....and also,some pillow talk about NANI~~~

oh,she always change her boyfriend...but her latest boo right now makes her more sane,so i don't want to say how playgirl she was...haha...

i think that's all then..tata u~!

another thing i must do..i have to award 4 bloggers for their achievements in the blogging world...

• AINAA-eventhough u haven't blog for a long time,but ur blog is one of the best blogs i ever read..~~!!...YOU MUST BLOG!!!
• EIREEN-my current favourite blog to read everytime i online..her blog is a total must read.haha.the mind of the malay is totally in her.
• ASYA-i love her blog.and she really love to blog.everytime she's home,she always blog.
• NOI-cos u recently have an internet at ur place,so i award you especially after ur FIRST KISS with a mannequinn.she's my cousin btw.hoho

all 4 of u bloggers must explain why you blog,and also about the person who give you the award(i.e me~) and also 4 people that u think are bloody good bloggers...

ta then~

• currently listening to NEWS' summer time..

Nuzul Quran

A'kum n ello..

tomorrow is Nuzul Quran...and finally,selangor has it owns holiday after they skip the israk mikraj holiday...hoho..~

nway...i only come home cos i want to pick us some purdah for the sketching this friday and also wanna watch the Marseille vs Liverpool match later..ahah~!

lucky i listened to the radio in the uitm bus..or else i would think that the match is on thursday morning instead of later tonight...hoho....

and have to go back early to uitm tomorrow cos have to rehearse the sketching tomorrow..hahah!!...can't wait to see amier in the hideous and maybe beautiful wig...haha....~!!

n btw,i sent my 3 passions essay just now..and i wrote some Liverpool stuff in it...and a comment from dear mdm Shakirah that said 'too detail'....haish~~~....

that is why i hate literature..i dunno which one is specific and which one is not...

ta then~~

SELAMAT HARI NUZUL QURAN~!

LIVERPOOL 2-1 man utd

A'kum n ello...

hohohohohohohohohohohohohohoho...

nobody can take this happiness from me...hoho...LIVERPOOL WON BEBEH!!...

WON!..A WIN!...A WIN!!!!!..

BLOODY YEAH~~~!!

haha..
i wanna say tq to wes brown who scored the own goal for Liverpool and also to van der Sar who slap the ball instead of catch it...

haha again~~

i said "tq to brown" to atman...and he replied;

man utd won 7 out of 8 matches against Liverpool before this.takpe~

and so i replied back to him

mende yg dah lepas takyah dikenang lagi....

hoho...

i'm bloody happy now.nobody can take this wonderful moment from me.

who needs Gerrard and Torres if Liverpool can play this well..haha~
but still,both of them are good players to Liverpool...so please be at Liverpool till u die.
AMIN!!

RIERA,U'RE HOT!!
KUYT,I BLOODY LOVE YOU!

ta then!

• currently listening to Linkin Park's pushing me away...
  

funny~

A'kum n ello..

if you want to read some truth...
try wikipedia..
hahahahahahahahahaha~~!

this world is becoming hilarious more and more~~!!

bloody nice week~!

A'kum n ello...

so bye2 the politic...and now to my life..

have to say,this is a bloody good week to me...hahahaha..~~..thanks to atman tho...hahaha...he made my week~~!!...hahahahaha...

on monday..i was thinking about the future...i wonder how can 1 man and 1 woman can be together forever..?..i wonder how can they got the idea of getting married...i really2 wonder how they start to think about marriage..i really2 wonder...and so i wonder to myself too..if i have a boyfriend,how can i convince my father to accept him..so i wonder,it'll be better if i choose someone older who already have a good job to be my man-of-the-future...i mean,that's what love really means to me,RESPONSIBILITY,TRUST AND PROTECTION....love is a big thing...

you may say,"i like that guy very much,i think i'm in love with him..."
that L word,does it mean something like 'i want to be with him forever' or just 'i love my man right now!',and by that 'right now',does it mean that later on you won't feel the same?..

my,i never experience love...but i know how much it means to like somebody very bloody much..

HAHA to that..

anyway..that's what happen on monday...

on tuesday,i met atman and azri when kp,aqilah and i studied near PTAR(a library at uitm)...kp,aqilah and me were doing our BEL...and suddenly,i saw this boy with red shirt stood near us...and so i glanced and didn't even bother him...but then aqilah saw him and being kinda suprised when she saw him...and so i looked at that guy again,and yelled a lil bit of my voice and said"la~~ATMAN!"...

and that's what happen....
atman was studying alone...and he sms-ed me saying that he was alone with a :( ....haha...so i went to him and chat with him...then came azri...and all 3 of us were talking about schoolmates and all...and so atman talked about my crush and all...haha...and he asked if that guy ever contact me and all...and then something bloody good happen,but that should be a secret between me and him...and then,i told atman:

alia:atman,aku penah gak terbayang aku ngan ko sesame...but then,aku pikir yg ko ni man utd,aku ni Liverpool...so aku rasa kitorg tak mungkin bersame
atman: bola men-separate-kan kitorg...

hahaha~~~!

and then azri joined our conversation and he said something like:

aku tak sehensem laki tu,tak sekaya laki tu,tak sepandai laki tu...
tapi ko taknak kat aku ke?

so i told him,

ko kaya,maybe aku akan nak kat ko kot.

haha again...

all of them are being desperate after being gay together...haha~

and then,azri told me that atman goes to uitm with a driver...and bcos atman lives at permata(the condo beside my neighbourhood)...i told atman that i want to have a ride with him next sem....

he said ok about it..but i doubt that he really goes to uitm with a driver...ahah~~..

so dear people...
something happen on the evening on that day..but let just say i keep it as a secret...it was a good friendship between me and him...so i'm happy things are happening this way...ahah~..

so..
ta then~!

• currently listening to FT Island's 1분 1초도
  

blogger and mentality

A'kum n ello..

my father told me and asked me to check MalaysiaToday...
so i checked...
and really,it's true...

A BLOGGER IS ARRESTED COS OF BLOGGING~!

da!
k,maybe Raja Petra is like a radical blogger or some sort like that...
but he let go what he thinks...
that's blog btw..
you express what you feel..
i mean,it's A VOICE FROM WITHIN THAT YOU HEAR AND HAVE TO ACCEPT;TRUTH OR NOT...

this is internet,for heaven's sake~!something like this is acceptable and maybe some are not..
but THIS IS INTERNET~~~!!!

anyway..i'm saying all of these cos i'm a blogger...i had blogged since i was 13...and i know the real meaning of blogging...

it's just a matter of people to accept or not...

so RPK insulted ISLAM...is that really true???...he's a muslim and still is unless he pronounce he's not or saying some stupid stuff like ayah pin or that old turkish leader....

really tho..i dunno what happen to the mentality of Malaysia...
a voice like this can't even handle...
the low level of emotional intelligence..
now you know why the Rakyat chose the opposition nowadays...
the emotional intelligence of opposition and the government can be compare like the colour of black and white...
some with a brain that really2 good...
and another one with a brain that have many excuses...
shitto really,but that's why i think the future is interesting....
unpredictable is happening around the world...~~~
tralala...

forgive me with my political view...but that's me..i'm interested in politics since the early age of 9..and don't ask me why i didn't choose law....

i'm just interested with improvement...another thing like power or not is something else beyond me....i don't hate Malay but i support any moves that unite our community,even if it means the break down of Malay communities....

yeah,i have this kind of thinking..
but believe me,i love peace than anything...
blood and heritage are something precious...
but not as precious as having a peaceful life...

a peace community leads to a happy life.
if blood-line more important than peace,why divorce still happen?
i'm that kind of person..
so don't mind me much...

ta then~!

• currently listening to Estelle's american boy(feat kanye west)
  

YOUNG!!

A'kum n ello...

i told my friends about my problems..and i never thought this kind of word will appear from their mouth "ALIA,U'RE STRONG.how can you ever handle that?"..

believe me,i never thought i am strong.but when people said it like that,i wonder if i'm that strong as i appear to be.i'm scared of driving even an auto car.am i that strong?

but mentally,i have to admit,i am strong.i'm strong to face all this life obstacles in life bcos i trust people.i trust my best friend,i trust my friends,i trust my family.i have this great belief that they're trustworthy enough to be a responsible human being.i trust people easily.and that's where my dumbness start.but still,i friend with people i trust and believe.i'm not that choosy,but things happen just like that.

and anyway,do u know another reason why i think i strong eventho i have a massive prob that only i know about it and i have to carry that weight?..cos i think this is life.it's a test.u accept it or u'll fail it.and anyway,life is about doing something that u like.u hate it at 1st,but in the end u'll like it.maybe sometimes,things like that won't happen,but that's bcos of that stupid mentality of urs that never want to accept life as the way as it is.

ok,ur mother has an affair with other man.so?it's common.she done it and that's that.it's in the past.what can u do about it?u want to kill her cos doing something that she did in the past?u can say fuck off or anything to her.but later u'll just think,why the hell i care about this?why i waste my time thinking about it?u'll realize later,that ur mother is still ur mother,and she already did it,and also,you can have many things to do other than caring about that stupid problem.and btw,u're still YOUNG!that's the adult's problem.just let the adult take care of it!

and you may think this is too easy and too selfish of me to think like this,but think widely.she's a mother.she's not stupid to think that it's a bad thing.she's not stupid to know that you're mad.but still,she done it.it's in the past.and you can't do anything about it.so just leave it to God.if it happens in the present,u have the right to do it.but if it's in the past,u can't do anything.so why bother about some probs that happen in the past.

and btw,YOU'RE YOUNG!

and also,we're still young.ok,maybe u're 30++ or even 40++.but that's young.by young,it means u have a life.you still live.accept it that you live.it means you have many things to do.problems happen.it's big but it can be settle.maybe some people think that u're running from the past if you want to ignore the prob.but something like having an affair is not something that u can settle.it happens.ur mother made sex with other man.so?it's that.it's not like u can do anything to change about it.u won't even have sex with her,so why bother.yeah,she's ur mum.but still,she's ur MOTHER!she's worst,but u still live.u still alive.she didn't kill u.so that's alright.

k,i'm mad right now cos of this online friend of mine.do u know that americans are trying to be mature but in reality,they are the stupidest in being that?

i don't want to be mature.but i think that's alright for me.i already live and faced many obstacles.but why must i bother about the probs.i have probs.and i face it.and if the prob is still there,face it or let it flow and it'll get settle eventually.and if you realize,i maybe mad at something,but in the end,i think it's a waste of my time.like when i have this prob with a friend of mine.she made me mad.and she didn't think it's her fault that she made me mad.i was mad bcos of that attitude.so i was mad.but in the end,i ignore it.cos i have many things to think about rather than stay being mad.if she wanna talk to me,ok then.everything will settle.

and btw,tears rolling is better than tears not rolling.it means u're healthy.it means u're strong.and if you think crying is weak,u're not human.i dunno why people don't want to cry.that's the stupidest thing in the world.yeah,crying won't settle everything.but being strong when u're in ur weakest state,u're just lying to urself.and believe me,lying to urself just making ur life worse.da.

k then.
da~

• currently listening to Ayaka's te wo tsunagou
  

man city?

A'kum n ello..

ney,do u know about the arabians that bought man city from that former thai PM?..
if i'm not mistaking,the arabs are family members that have their own company that have wealth for about 560bil pound...

560 BILLION POUND~~~

chelsea's owner,roman abramovich is wealth about 12bilion and people thought he is some kind of the the richest man in the world..

my,pak arab can make a rich russian man looks like a kid that collect coins...

and what make us then???

i hate to say it,but football nowadays really lose their passion.

lucky,i LOVE LIVERPOOL for their passion.the FANS want to OWN the CLUB.and that's brilliant cos passion around the team.eventhough the plan haven't settle yet,but that just show that football is beautiful with passion,and not dirty with money.

anyway,man city already spent around 100million already.and that's like 'wow' but with a feeling of 'are they stupid?'.but what can you expect from a rich man that thinks 100million is like RM100 for 1 keropok lekor.da~.

and now man city is thinking to buy ronaldo,fabregas,kaka and even the hot torres.all of them are the players that play football with passion,and now this rich men want to test their loyalty.

change the manager first if you want to be a good club then.as much as i hate chelsea,the stars that play for chelsea are mostly want to play for the club cos of mourinho and scolari.both of them are great.and fernando torres accept the 90,000/week for his wage instead of 100,000/week like when he was at atletico bcos he just wants to play football,and that's prove that he isn't some kind of bosman.and he also choose Liverpool cos rafa benitez is there.

these managers are managers with winning mentality.

jose mourinho being a jackass just for his team to win.
rafa benitez will directly tell the Liverpoool owners that he'll do his own way,and told them to just mind their own american bussiness.

nice~

i'm mad here after i read about man city wanted to buy torres.

• currently listening to Funky Monkey Baby's 
  

WOW

A'kum n ello...

being passionate is something so exciting and unbelievably good..

you maybe cry cos of it,but it is super2 good...

you support your favourite team,and when they win,the emotion running through you is just TOOO GOOOD...

and when you read some passionate manga,about how high their fighting spirit is,you just have that kind of feeling that say WOW

wow is a precious word.it's like i love you.but it's a lil cooler cos you say it without even thinking.it's just wow.even aiman can say wow when before he reached 1.he said it when he saw this beautiful thing.i always say wow whenever i see something like 'WHOA,THAT'S WOW'.yeah.wow is not something that you can explain.IT JUST A BRILLIANT WOW.

maybe you think all i said doesn't make sense,but heck,who cares what you think.
ta then!

• currently listening to Westlife's us against the world.
• bloody hot EYESHIELD 21!!!
  

short~

A'kum n ello..

just a short post..

went buke puasa at shah alam club yesterday..
nice~...and now i'll skip kesatria..hoho...

i have a reason,the pain at my knee had transfer to the base of my foot...
kinda ill eh?
i dunno how can i have this sort of disease...
i have to start make a list of people who said "MACAM ORANG TUA" when they found out about my pain..
da~~~

and i have to try not to laugh when my father pronouce ANLENE as AMALINE~...1st time i heard the word,i thought he was saying some chemistry term or anything..
but nope,nothing genius like that occur..
just a mispronounce session~
hoho..

k then..
really have to brainstorm some idea for the sketching next week..
ta then~!

• currently listening to ELLEGARDEN's niji
  

urut~~!

A'kum n ello..

so today..went to this massage place called 'Kakiku Reflexology' at sacc mall...the massage was once placed at shah alam mall before..but then,cos of the rent was too high,so they change to sacc mall...this story,i got from the massager there...hoho..

anyway,the reason why i went for this urut was to massage my feet that have this knee-pain for about a month already...let just say,it's about the mild osteothritis thingy....but whatever..~..anyway,went to the massage place...and saw that the man who take care of the counter kinda look like a blindman...so i kinda curious and all,but still,i just shut up and face him naturally...and then,went into the shop...and the woman there(who also blind) asked me to rendam my feet at this hot water...so i put and wait...and during my 'rest', i looked at the place around the shop...and saw another blind guy,and another blind girl...i think all of these blind people are awesome!...they know their way and make their life feel easy and normal...you can't do anything but thinking that they're normal as you are...cool eh?...i dunno if i can treat my life like them if i'm 1 of them..but still,they prove that life is just the same for other human beings...cool~...

so,no racist,k people?....same blood,same brain..just ur vitamin m is making the difference..~

anyway...the woman who asked me to rendam my kaki in the hot water called me and i followed her to this room...and so she massaged me...cool~...she told me that maybe the urat near my ankle has a problem...she said the source of the pain from my knee was from that urat near my ankle...among all the doctors that i met,a blind woman that work as a massager found the real reason...how pity for the person that has a high IQ and has a high class job ie a doctor and also normal and blindless...the hell that doctor in UiTM...she could take another job cos been defeated by this blind massager who really2 nice and not underestimate anybody...that's what i call,THE GREAT HUMAN~!

anyway,so she massaged my feet...and when she massaged 1 of my toes..i kinda shrieked with pain..and she suddenly asked,"sakit mata ke?"...cool eh?...and then she added,"pakai spek eh?"..so i said yeah...and then she massaged another toe,and then i shrieked again...and then she said "telinga pun??"...so i laughed cos really,i never know i have a problem with my ears,tho sometimes my sis called me pekak...ahah..~...and then,she massaged again,and i felt another pain,and then she said"susah nk buang air eh?"...another secret revealed....~~~~..da~...and so i said,not frequently(some sort like that)...

and i wonder,can this reflexology reveal a pain in the anus??...if can,maybe that saiful who was 'so-called' sodomized by anwar ibrahim can do this reflexology,you know,just to find out if his anus really hurt cos it was sodomized by an old man...but i heard it was sodomized by a plastic bottle~~...hrm..my bad...~~

i'm being sarcastic here...this stupid sodomy thing is just too ridicullous...some people should make a movie of it...cos really,too dramatic with the timing and also the flow of it....my,i shouldn't gave this idea,cos people might think the 'movie' is a comical movie,instead of drama...

anyway...thanks to the massager in that Kakiku Reflexology...cos she helped me found the source of my pain...and thanks2 and bloody thanks~!

ta then~!

• currently listening to DBSK's miduhyo...
  

hari raya~

A'kum n ello..

after listening to the HARI RAYA songs...i'm happy and more relax..hoho...i can't wait to have the duit raya and all..ahah~...duit raya is a must~!!..and pls,increase the amount of money when you want to give it to me ok?...pls inform ur parents and the old folks that read my blog,pls save some money of urs to be given to me k?...

pls make me happy~..
hoho!

i want to dream of DBSK sing hari raya song..hoho..

k then..
wanna sleep..
ta~!

shit again

A'kum n ello..

i'm in a miserable state right now..i wanna cry,but i couldn't..the tears didn't come out when i want it...i dunno what happen...maybe cos i didn't drink many water nowadays...

shit~!

the problems keep coming and coming...and what i have to do is just being un-me~...another shit~...i feel like i want to throw things...i feel like i want to shout at something and just yell to the person that i'm mad at right now and just say fuck off....for once,i want to be something that dunno anything and just be blur about it...but nope,nothing like that will ever happen,and eventually,things like that will affect me...damn2 and double damn...

haish..

people say,if you cry,you'll get better emotionally..
but if the tears not there,how can you cry?

i'm trying not to be negative in facing this life..so ok then....i'll be positive...things will get better...AMIN~~!!..

and HEPI PUASA~!

AMIN~!

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ta~!