thank you and goodbye

A'kum n ello..

haniyana,thank you!
you were there when i want you.tq2!

and other friends of mine who are trying to be some total ____..
don't bother talking to me...
i don't want to care about you..

every sorry you want to say right now is something i don't want to care..
my current state is telling me that i need some positive thing to face...
rather than some bullshit and some irresponsible thing..

bye then!

• currently listening to Phraseddifferently's is it alright
  

haish,haish,haish

A'kum n ello...

haish..
i want a very carefree and nice life right now..i feel stressful nowadays...i dunno what gotten into me..i want to shoo away all this negative feelings right now...ah~...i want to get that nice happy feeling...you know,the one when i feel happy all the way,experienced new things but with people sharing with me and also understand it with me together...cos feeling happy all alone is not a nice feeling...yeah,i feel happy...but not sharing it with someone close really bad..

haish2..
and dear mateys,the only happy feeling that i can keep it alone with me is when Liverpool win but when that happen,i couldn't control my happiness so i let it go to you all..hoho...

haish3..
called halimah..and her mother answered it...i thought it was halimah's voice cos both of them have soft and low voice....so i shout"ah,halimah!!"...and the mother was shocked but laughed after that...haha...how nice to have a mother like that...

want to know something?..i lose my temper to mak cik azah...i'm not sure that i did it before..but this time,it was on the phone...she was mad about me going out for 2 days in a row and she thought i'm not even thinking about the house...and the she mad and mad and said why i didn't tell her about going out...but i told her i already told my father...but she still said why didn't u tell me...why must i?...and then she said something again...and i was bad mood at that time and so i told her "ape lagi ni?..alia dah kemas dapur.dah sidai baju.dah buat sume mende yg mak cik azah suruh.ape lagi mak cik azah nak?"...and then i hung up...really tho..i'm not happy about that...but i just think that was the best way to do it...i don't want to further our arguments cos things won't be solve during the phone call...

k then..
ta again..~

haish another...
i want liyana..~~~~~!!

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ft island cancelled concert

A'kum n ello...

VERY LONG ENTRY.DUNNO IF IT'S WORTH IT OR NOT.

so...i went to the concert...

one word...
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think u'll read at the press tomorrow,or maybe at some news(hope not) that the concert is cancelled...a cancelled concert is like common to some people...but this t island cancelled concert?...it was a big deal!!!..for the fangirls...

it was a big deal for me too,but not as extreme as the mad fangirls...but after some realizations,it was nothing really big for me cos i'm not their no1 fan...

but just continue reading...

we arrived at the place at around 4pm...the concert will start at 7.30pm but emi wanted to be there early cos she planned to get the best seat...and then,when we arrived,just few people were there...obviously the ft island fans are not that many like dbsk(of course la~~)...and like after few minutes waiting,laughed with my friends and also some new people,suddenly,a man put a sign that written "PLEASE BE INFORMED THAT FT ISLAND CONCERT HAS BEEN CANCELLED.PRESS RELEASED WILL BE FOLLOWED LATER.SUNWAY LAGOON IS ONLY THE VENUE.THANK YOU"......

.......

and so i read the sign,and was like,'cancelled??'...'eh???'.....all my friends were like'they're kidding,rite?'...and people were frustrated and cursing the management and all...some korean fans were there and they were like cursing in korean...and people were asking why why why...and i was watching the reaction for the people who were coming happily and then saw the sign and read them and were like 'WHAT????!??!'......really tho,they cried immediately after read it...and i was kinda sad to see the singapore fans,the korean fans and the indonesian fans at that place cos they spent all their money for the plane and the hotels and also the tickets to watch the concert,and then POM!the concert cancelled...pity to them..

though they already informed about the concert,people still gather....me included...cos we came there all the way,and paid for the taxi fare,and also bought yellow shirts just for the concert,and then like all of sudden with no warning "CANCELLED"...hell,that's like the crappiest announcement ever...and we asked for the organizers to give the reason about why the cancel...and they said we had to wait for the press released..i was like 'eh?we already here,just say it here then'...but some fans were like planning to do some protest and planning about going to the hotel that the FT Island stayed...but we decided to not go cos it won't be fun doing something like that cos it'll be stressful for the artist...and so we wait just so to think that maybe they'll change their mind or something...cos it was like the end of all things if we go home just like that...

and so we waited until 9++pm..(me,aqilah n mimi went to pray at a surau at the nearby hospital)..we got some information from a true-fan of ft island,telling us that the FT ISLAND WRAP PARTY was bad cos the special fans were suppose to eat with the ft island boys for 2 hours but they only with them for 15minutes...and the fan said honggi(ft island vocalist) demand too much(we thought it was the korean management the one who demand too much,not the group)...and the fans were mad at him...and before that,people were thinking the organizers are sucks and all,but we got some information from the pak guard that said"the rumour said it was the artistes fault"...and then the organizers asked us to gather together in front of the gate and like a press conference,explained to us about the cancellation...the reason:we decide to cancelled the concert for both parties' benefits(by both mean korean and malaysian management)...people were mad about the explaination..what kind of reason is that?...the people need something better than that and so we asked again but the woman(the organizer)tried to look for sympathy but the fangirls didn't accept it..and they were this father of someone,a korean man,asked some brilliant questions to them about the refund for the tickets...

really tho,the so called conference with the fans were like useless...many protests...emi and mimi joined the angry groups...aqilah and i were like trying to avoid the reporters cameras cos we don't want our face to appear in any press...cos many reporters came(a blog reporter interviewed us) but the reporters kept on snapping us cos we are the nearest to emi and mimi and both were actives protesters...

and at the end,the concert still won't happen and so we went home after they gave us the gooddie bag...it was sucks,the goodie bag..only a flag and a brochure about flying to korea with mawi and also KLIK's latest issue..ceh~..

haish,the post is again,too long..~~

the announcement
the korean messages to the organizers...
they were cursing...
and i tried to read the words but it was difficult..

hoho~the fangirls~!

that's all then.ta!

FT Island fan-meeting

A'kum n ello...

BEWARE!LONG POST AHEAD!but very worth reading!hoho

went to the ft island fan meeting with emi,hani,aqilah,najwa,marjani and mimi...me,mimi and marjani are not ft island's fans...just hang out with them cos i'm alone at home and also cos i want to see cute guys...hoho~...cute guys are a must see!!...hoho...tho i have to memorize their faces before they arrive...


they were late though...they were suppose to come at 2pm..but min hwan(a member from ft island)was a lil bit sick,so they have to postpone it at 4pm..lorh~...and when 4pm arrive...heard the girls screamed..~~~~~~~~~~~~~...so i ran to the place that have the screaming voices...and so,saw them,the FT ISLAND boys...they had to change their path to the stage tho...cos of the mad fangirls chased after that them...and i saw this boy with a hat(that's JaeJin) suddenly ran like he was playing 'runaway fans'...and then the day started.....~

HONG GI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MIN HWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!JONG HUN!!!!!!!!!!JAE JIN!!WON BIN!!!!!...that's the name of the ft island boys by the way...loud,loud and loud...and like a normal human being,i don't want to avoid the fun...and after the press session,the boys went backstage to get ready for the autograph session....i went to the backstage..and suddenly jaejin went out from the backstage with the bodyguards around him...i thought he went home cos of sickness but that was suppose to be min hwan..and then mimi came to me...and we were thinking about where jaejin went...the backstage was crowded with the mad fangirls...(btw,emi,aqilah,hani and najwa were inside this 'section' that specially for the people who wants their autograph.so they're not with me and mimi and marjani.n fyi,only the people that bought the album can ask for an autograph)...me and mimi were like farther than the backstage cos we were thinking about snapping picture from far,just to get ready for the next person who'll come out from the backstage...and suddenly,mimi shouted "alia,alia,alia,JAEJIN!!"(kot)...so i looked at my back..and saw jaejin with the bodyguards came from behind...and we were like crazy stalker or maybe reporters...both me and mimi were humiliating ourselves cos when jaejin saw us,he was like shocked!..(fyi,the madgirls didn't notice him as fast as me and mimi)...and he was like smiling shyly maybe cos of our behaviour...and when he went back in,both me and mimi realized that we were humiliating ourselves in front of ft island.....hahahahha!...

and btw,me and mimi thought he went to the toilet...haha...cos that's the best possible reason...haha!..and i think that's an embarrassed smile,not the shy smile....

and so we got the better of the people who shook hand with the ft island boys cos they got the smile from them,but we got the humiliation....ahaha....~...

and i nearly died cos of stampede..!...the mad fangirls were like chasing after them after the fan meeting end...they were chasing..and i was like filming the FT Island...and then suddenly,a wave of fangirls attacked me...i nearly fell...the girls were pushing me,and i nearly fall to won bin ....hoho...and then suddenly,i got scared cos i think that was the 1st time i had experience a near-death..i was like very scared...and i was alone....so i tried to get away from the mad fans...and so i went to this balcony...and watched the vid i recorded..suddenly,many people came again,another wave~!!..i got scared again...i was alone and i cried when i saw my friends..i was sooo relieved..~~!!...now i understand how scared about getting killed..~...wow~

and also,cos of emi's angel hairband(??),she was chosen to be on the stage(not with the ft island tho.they didn't arrive yet)...and the person who was chosen will get 2 free tickets to the concert,and cos emi already bought it,she gave the ticket to mimi and ME~~~!!..hoho,me!!...ahahaha!...so i'll go with them tomorrow...hoho...cool eh?...i'm lucky!!....

anyway,to make things simple,watched this vid...u can understand things better between me and jaejin...and why the hell this guy is younger than me?..haish~..ahah!...




and this vid is the madness of fangirls~


and some pics from my nikon!..hoho!

honggi slurping some ice coffee..malaysia is hot,can't help it..

HAHAHAHA...that smile of his is like a smile of 'OMG!!U AGAIN!?!?'

jonghun...ahah...i think he's the most good-looking among them

honggi and min hwan...cute loh mini train like that...

the introduction...~

i was TOO near to won bin's shoulder...and i saw his BCG(ye la tu kot)

emi said won bin always made a 'pak cik' pose...always put up his hand like an old man...haha...!

that's all then!
tata!

1 of the longest posts i ever did

and really tho..i took all of these like i'm their no1 fan!..lorh~...whatever then!

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decision eh?

A'kum n ello...

just when i think things are becoming okay for me after i watched New Xman #6,another problem came up...and to tell you the truth,i'm trying not to bother about it..i had enough of being kind,being nice and trying to follow other's opinion and also trying to make the person change the dicision..i'm trying not to bother what that person is thinking...if that person want to do it,do it then...tho i think this kind of stuff is something that i already expect,but never would have thought that it really will happen....haish...kinda childish and materialistic at the same time...but whatever...that person and my person's life are not the same...haish~

i'm dedicated and and a person with principle,bear with it.

mad

A'kum n ello...

stupid money~~
make my life moody all of sudden...
haish~

and why the hell my father didn't understand about me being tired after work and not looking at the phone?...isn't he like that too?...haish...

ta then

aiman's birthday is today!

A'kum n ello..

it was aiman's birthday today..the one who came were some bunch of kids that were my neighbours...and ah hin,and alisa's friend and also a few cousins of mine...and also the whole of the ustaz's family(the one who always come every sunday morning for the mengaji and the religious' talk)....i was wondering where the hell are the mothers from this neighbourhood..?...the one that said about "ah~~aiman!".i was looking at the clock..and the 5pm arrow already past...where are those people..?...and then i found out from my sis,the neighbours couldn't come cos they didn't buy any presents for aiman...lorh~...like that kid is smart enough about receiving gift at the age of 1...~...i was glad that ah hin came...and hani called me telling that she will be a lil bit late...tho in my mind already know she'll definitely be very,very late cos i think she'll only come to pick me up to the korean class instead of have a bite to eat at the party cos i know she won't eat anything in the party and she'll try to avoid a place like that cos of her diet regime...haha...

and aqilah,najwa and nazneen,i was a lil upset that u didn't come...but nvr mind..u already said many sorry...hoho....treat me later~

and today's korean class was brilliant...haha...tho i still confuse some of the korean words...but have to try hard then...my 1st korean test was alright...haha...

k then..
tata!

• currently listening to Micky Yoochun's my girlfriend...
• Shinhwa's 10th annivesary...
• NEWS new single...

hoho..how to spell apple,my dear?

micky yoochun is totally gile~


ahah~cute!go YUNHO!

aiman's 1st birthday eve

A'kum n ello..

i called my boss and told her that i couldn't come to work tomorrow...the dreaded question came up"kenape?"...so i said,i have something important to do tomorrow so i couldn't come...i don't think she happy with my answer...but she said ok after that...hoho...i kinda feel guilty...ahah..just 2 days,and i already ask for some time-off from work...lucky my boss is nice..

i had 2 choices to ask for the time-off from work tho...i planned to ask for cuti for friday cos mak cik azah wants to take me and my sis and also the bdak kecik to cameron...and i really need a holiday rite now...but then i change my cuti to thursday cos i only have 2hours of work on that day...and also aiman's 1st birthday is on that day i.e tomorrow...the lil boy will be 1!!...hoho...but he still lazy to learn how to walk...haish..~~..lazy2~~...

and cos of his birthday,i don't want to ignore it...and so i informed mak cik azah about the off from work and not going to cameron..and she said alright about it...she also said that nobody will be home on saturday except my 1st bro cos my father won't be home and the others including my grandma will go to cameron...so i'm alone~...but i asked emi about the ft island fan meeting,when the thing will happen...and she said it'll be this saturday...nice~...so i want to follow them cos i want to snap pics of ft island like i'm one of their fans too and wanna show it at some forum or something like that....

i'm good in pretending that i'm a fan of some celebs that i'm not a fan of....last time when man utd came to malaysia,i pretend that i'm a fan of them cos i don't know them,and now like most people know,i totally hate those scums...and i think there was this 1 time,i saw this celeb...and i treat the person like i'm a fan..truthfully,i really dunno.....so i can pretend then...

and so when i see those ft island boys...i will shriek to them like i'm a mad fangirl...and i just hope that i yell at the correct person cos i dunno those boys face...

and those peeps said the fanmeeting is at cineleisure...wanna hit the cinema while my dear friends hitting on ft island...ahah....

and hani,pls try get that so-called won bin's autograph...cos wanna show to my sis that won bin is in malaysia..

hoho...

k then..
tata!

• currently listening to Miley Cyrus' see you again..
  

sleepy aiman waiting for his 1st birthday~

2nd day of work

A'kum n ello...

today no work!!!!!..yeay!!...ahah...it's not like the job is tiring or something...but mostly cos i haven't had the thrill of a day off for a long time...to be more specific,the term 'cuti' is like everyday to me...so to have 'cuti' for today is very2 nice~~...haha..eventhough i only started work for like 1day and a half,so i kinda take this cuti thing too seriously...haha..

btw,nothing much on my 2nd day of work...the new thing for me,i have to help the kiddies memorized the sifir...haha...the kids can answer 1x4=4,2x4=8 until 4x4=16...but when the question asked,8x4=?...the cute things happen...haha....the kiddies looked at the ceiling,bite their lips,goyang2 and gave me the puppy face...ahaha...so cute lorh!!...they tried to plead some answers from me by that innocent kiddies' face...haha...i kinda have to make their life easier when they memorized,tho i dunno if what i did is allowed tho....erm,when the question asked "7x6=?"...the kids dunno what the answer,and so i let them guessed..but when they looked like they really dunno the answer,i helped them by asking"40+2=?"..and so they said "42!!!!!!"...lorh,they really happy when they got that answered...

this kiddies have to learn to say thank you for people who helping them..ahah...

ta then!

• currently listening to L'Arc~en~Ciel's Jiyuu eno Shoutai
  

1st day of work

A'kum n ello...

hohoho..i started my 1st day of work yesterday...haha...have to do it half day though...cos of the korean class that clash with it...anyway,when the 1st time the lady called me,she said she wanted 3 of us to replace the other 3 workers of hers...ok then...at that time i didn't even think about who are those people and all....and when we came to work,we saw those 3 people...they are hazim,bazli and this person,khairul/khairil,i'm not sure cos i don't know him,but know his face...anyway,at 1st,when i saw them,i was like "wth they're doing here?"...and then the sis there said to us,"itula 3 org yg kamu kena ganti tu"...i was like"them???"...and i remember the time when the lady(ms lily) called me,she said her workers are spm-leavers too,but want to quit cos of attending some course or something like that,and she asked me"do u think they are telling the truth?"..and i told her"i dunno.i never know them"..cos that's obvious already....and when i saw all 3 of them yesterday,the true faces of her 'are-they-telling-the-truth' workers,nicely i know they are telling the truth or not,cos hazim told me after that that his father wants him to attend arabic language...hoho..

and so the day went on nicely...i had to mark the kiddies paper...btw,fatin asked the sis there how old are the kids who learn at KUMON,and she said the kids are 3years and above...and so i asked amalina,what she did when she was 3?...she said play,play,play..same with me,tho i attend kindergarten when i was 4 but still at that age i only play the plasticine....and i saw this lil kid,i think he still in primary school,maybe younger than 10,and the sis there asked him to memorize the multiplication tables....honestly,i memorized all of that when i was around 10 or 11..not younger than that...and then,when i marked the papers,suddenly this cute lil girl came to me and asked me how to divide the numbers and all...so cos i don't want to be an idiot in front of them,i tried to look smart(haha.i'm smarter than a 5th grader,my arse)....and then i looked at the number that the girl need to divide...it was 31....

.......................?
31?

the highest of the multiplication table that i memorized are 12!

KUMON really make this kiddies' brain turn to einstein...

anyway,hazim and i,we sat next to each other while marking the papers,talked about what we're doing and all..and he told me,he got fat when he started working at kumon,cos no exercise and all...(tho i think my brain work nicely after working there.nice exercise for the brain)...and then,suddenly,ms lily came to us and said"no talking in here,ok?"...and we sat quietly after that...but when the lil girl came to me asking some questions,and bye2 after i told her how,hazim told me that the 1st time he worked there,he ignored all of them...and i told him"aku ni baik"...enough said...but,there this lil indian boy,who came to him,and asked him and asked him and asked him...and hazim was like treating him like a big bro or something...ceh,this kumon thing can change hitler to a fairy godmother....

that's all then...

• currently listening to Utada Hikaru's heartstation..
  
• have to exercise my korean tongue more..
  

what to do list

A'kum n ello..

k.wanna make a list..

• buy a story book for sarjie that i promised last year.it'll be better if the book is from the king arthur's era..
• pay my hutang to k-lun.rm30...
• my hutang to liyana.rm18
• my hutang to amalina.rm2
• my share for the book that have dbsk's fan fiction.the book was bought by emi but i told her i will pay my share during the dbsk's concert but we didn't go together...
• treat ah soon starbucks...
• renew my LSCM membership before the end of March08..
• buy emi's present.DBSK's tri-angle
• treat maiz anything..
• treat hani cos she always treat me...
• ask shazizan to give me rm5..
• learn how to park the car nicely and also try to remain calm and focus now that the proton already an auto car...
• and also visit pak uda who is sick cos of the cancer attack..
• memorize all the the korean words and also the introduction..

that's all maybe.
ta then!

stupid ref

A'kum n ello...

read the news about the match...
now understand why the hell that mascherano was sent off...
the reason?
cos he was only asking question...
and the ref gave him a 2nd yellow card...

stupid eh?

stupid ref!!!

lose to the scum but masch the stupid

A'kum n ello..

so...
lost then..
ah~
to the scum..
for the 8th consecutive times....

and we lose BADLY~~!!

i want to kill that mascherano..!!
Liverpool was great from the start...
and eventhough we concede a goal,but we still have another possibility to win the game...
but mascherano a bad ass player...
he already got a yellow card...
but he continue to forgot about being cautious and all...

and then..
starto!
torres won a free kick for Liverpool..
and then he said something to the ref..
suddenly the shitty ref gave a yellow card to him...
and the stupid mascherano suddenly went to the ref and maybe said some nasty words..
and especially during this week,the media talked about how stupid refs are becoming right now...
so the ref who is called steve bennett,gave a 2nd yellow card to mascherano..

mascherano was mad,and xabi alonso tried to comfort him...
but the monster masch still not happy and still talking how bad the ref was(maybe)..
and gerrard came,trying to do his duty as the captain..
but still fail to soften his teammate's mouth..
and there come rafa benitez...
came to mascherano,and held his face and eye to eye with him...
and said some magic words to his stubborn player who still upset and being childish...
and then the guy surrender to the 2nd yellow card..
and off he went,out to the tunnel,stay at dressing room BEFORE the 1st half end...
BEFORE,not after ...

and then Liverpool tried and tried to score..
but some passes couldn't reach torres...
eventhough he worked hard and all..
but still....
the spirit already gone...
and i'm already cursing mascherano's stupidity..

whatever the hell the ref did in this match,i'm very2 mad.
but sometimes i have to blame a certain player for making things worst...

swimming and work~!

A'kum n ello..

so yesterday..went out with hani,aqilah and emi and also hani's sis...we went swimming...hoho..the same place like last time..and this time i wore a tight pants unlike last time that i didn't wear anything at my leg except my bare skin...so i'm comfortable swimming just like that...

and then,we went to OU...the 3 girls went to rock corner to get their hands on the ft island's album...but for the 2nd time,the shopkeeper said the album already sold out...aqilah told me they already called the rock corner to reserve the album at their shop,so they kinda mad,i think...and so hani and emi tried called rock corner again...but this time,the person on the phone said that the rock corner at subang parade the one who kept their reserve albums...so,off we then...went to subang parade...

tho before that we had lunch at this japanese restaurant called yoshi-something...forgot the name...ordered chicken teriyaki with rice...ahah...total delicious~!!

at subang parade,emi asked me and aqilah to sleep at her house...emi said the thing that i should buy is some panties cos i can borrow her clothes and all,but not her panties...hahaha...and then,after much thoughts,i said no to her but i told her that i plan to sleep at her house in april...ahah..aqilah said yes to emi,so she's the one who bought you-know-what and also a toothbrush....ahah...and then,i saw an ipod touch at this ipod shop...me and emi went to the shop while hani and aqilah walked together cos aqilah was asking her mother about the sleeping at emi's house...when i walked to the ipod shop,the chinese guy there said "ye kak??"...and then i said"adik~~~~"...ahah...and he said "ya adik??"..ahah...he showed me the ipod but i pointed at the ipod touch...and so he showed me that...me and emi were like kiddies cos the ipod touch is brilliant..touch2 and just using our fingers...haha....and emi asked about the ipod 80GB that the man showed us before..he said the 80gb ipod is rm938(i think)..we were like,"ehh???"...cos the ipod nano that my dad bought for me last time was rm900++...and now the price really decrease eh.?..when we already seen enough of it,the guy said"so,2 ipod ?"...he meant that we want to buy 2ipods...lorh~...i told him,i have to search for a job first...haha...

and nice thing...the kumon ppl called me...cos she's lazy to call all the 5 applicants(ie fatin aqilah,aqilah,hani and amalina and she's the one who said "i am lazy to call your other friends and you're lucky enough that i call you")..so she only called me...she said she only wants 3 out of 5 ppl to come work at kumon..i kinda think"ah~how about the other 2?"...but the lady answered my thoughts...she said if she have other problem later,she'll call the other 2...hani and aqilah who together applied with me told me that better the seksyen9 peeps work there..and don't mind about them...i kinda feel guilty..nway,asked fatin and amalina about it...they said ok about the work..

and so i called the lady this morning,and she said we can go work there at 4pm...the work last at 9pm tho..i have korean class on the night,but the lady is kind enough to let me off at 7pm...nice~...

tho i don't want to expect things too much after this...i'd already experience many promises but few did it...hoho..

and also another thing,last night..my dad called me to check my grandma's pulse...just wanna check if her blood pressure is alright or not..i was sleeping when he called me...and with my head totally black out and blank,i told my dad that i was sleeping at that time...and then i found out,after my sleep,that the adults told my grandma to sleep at the hospital..i dunno why...i'm a bad granddaughter eh..?...i told my grandma is she sick or not..obviously she said not...just make the old folk happy then...

k then..tata!

• currently listening to The All-American Rejects' i'm waiting...
• my darling changmin the cutest in music bank..!..
• haha~

padan muka sama dia~~
hoho~

mad,mad bloody mad

A'kum n ello...

i'm a very moody person..and when ppl ask me what i hate the most,i'll say man utd and israel...other than that,maybe like last-minute decision,nagger and everything that make me mad at that something..

and so here i have to admit that i had realize i dislike many things...especially that 'things' are human beings...i'm hypocrite for saying such a very nice thing when talking to a person that he/she thought of me as a very nice lass but the truth,i dislike that person...i said bad things about them and all...

and now i realize,when people thought i'm concerned about them,actually i'm thinking about how stupid they really are...no offense,think of the reality,people around you just think they're good in everything and when probs happen,they mad at someone else....

i,myself is not thinking that i didn't realize how bad i am in front of people's eyes...just few days ago,there this friend of mine who had a crush on me before but don't want to admit about it cos of my looks...ahah~...and i know what other people said about 'alia thinks she's too nice.she doesn't know what other people think about her'...ahahah~..you think i care...i love everything about me...my open personality is something that i really like...maybe my direct personality is too much,but why must i care about feeling embarassed if its not something bad..?...haish..people nowadays...

and especially when this time,when people think they know everything...blahaha..i think they should just shut up...saying something like"alia,you should do that and that"..and etc....tralala...that's annoying...i know some people understand me...very well appreciate about that..but i think some people ought to not bother me..i mean,don't even try to show that you understand me and all...just make me happy and just smile....

i'm stress right now..cos all this stupid after spm,future thing...just shut up already..i want to do this step by step...and not some 'i think you can do better','change the way ur study','do want to go to that medic school?i call that place'..and all and all and all...lalala...shito~....all those crappy questions,can't they ask something with care and without expectation and also not disturbing and all..?..and also one by one??..i couldn't even answer it!...this people annoyed me to death and make me wanna yell to them to shut up..

but i can't cos i'm nice alia,who moody and also hypocrite..nice~

shito~
ceh~

not all u want is what u get

A'kum n ello..

so the adults win...yeah2...they know better than us..experience and all of that...hurray to them!..yuhu!...they know exactly how to make us teenagers feel like the most stupid creatures on earth....yeah2~~!!..

so the UTM interview thing...i won't go...cos with the help of the adults...the interview was actually an interview to get into a college somewhere in negeri sembilan...so..something like an offer from an actual uni will not happen until i got a proper offer later,later...

lalala...
i'm so damn relief~~

u know,i already decide what i want and all...and then,when i decide what i want,just few of it really happen...and when i didn't get it,a reply i got was something like"not all the things you want,you will get"..so i accept that...but i think the person who said this ought to zip his mouth cos that person was the one who said "what do you want?later i give it to you"...and then after that,a stupid excuse of all"not all you want is what you'll get"....yeah2...

and just when i feel happy that mak cik azah will change the manual car to an auto car,my 2nd bro comes home and said that he'll be taking the car to dungun....nice~..

nice theory and quote
"NOT ALL YOU WANT IS WHAT YOU'LL GET"

and also a nice advice from me,never have high expectation...that'll make ur life sucker than ever...i experienced it from all people around me...never2..~

ta then~

• currently listening to SS501's deja vu
  

good news and another hitting

A'kum n ello..

i hit something again...haish~...to be more specific,the car that i drove hit another 'thing' again..da~~...when will this hitting stop???...i was suppose to practice driving with hani and fatin teaching me...but when i reversed the car to go out from fatin's house,BAM!..hit the wall...da~~...and the left-side at back of the car,CRUSH!!!!..da...i dunno when this thing will stop...

anyway..i was at fatin aqilah's house during the afternoon..hani was there to help fatin clean the house...and i wanted to join them to ask hani to teach me how to park and my other weakness and all...and so i helped them cleaned all the things also...but i mostly read something rather than clean the things...ahah...

and then,i got a call from UPU...at that time,i was in the toilet..haha..the person told me that she's from UTM,Skudai...and wants me to come for an interview at Prescott Hotel,Klang..i was like,ehh???...an interview?..i didn't ask for the course tho..cos i was like "OK,OK"...and then...she said all and all...and after we hung up...i wrote all the things that she wants me to bring...lucky she didn't ask me for certificate and all...cos i'm not that good in receiving certificates..huhu...

k now..ta then..!..more later.kot.

today again is boring

A'kum n ello..

BORING~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

raining and that is depressing..
myspace-lucky fatin hashim online from bangkok...
and so i asked her to snap some pics of naked dancers and also gay people so that i can show it to atman..
you know,just for him to know that gay is evil and also disgusting...
haha..~

and i'm thinking about driving the car..
just to make me feel braver and all...
ahah..

and then gayut with halimah..
she takes STAM...
something like stpm..
ahah..
whatever that is..

and btw..
help me here..
which one is better..?
asasi or diploma..?
i'm confuse right now...

ta then!

• currently listening to Ryo Nishikido's code...
• i miss liyana gile..~~!
• :C
  

again,today

A'kum n ello..

so today was ok..fun~~!...hoho...woke up a lil bit late for a person who slept at someone else's place...me and amalina woke up at 11.30am like that,and the person who woke us up was liyana's bro...hahaha...ngeng~...both me and amalina already wake up but we just lying lazily on the bed waiting for liyana from her medical checkup...and suddenly,her bro opened the door as wide as he wanted,and then he said"wei,bangunla!"..i think he said something like that..haha..both of us tried not to feel ashamed or something,but i just laughed at him like waking up late at someone's house is nothing...hoho...

and then,after lunch,joined hani,aqilah and fatin to mall for their job-hunting...all of us tried for KUMON..hoho...and then went to Giant..met marjani and after that went to MPH...i used the rm10 voucher that'll expired at the end of march later,so i used it...hoho...bought this 1 book that i forgot its name...but the book is an award winning book,so it means its not a teenage book(other meaning=boring for common ppl)..and then plead to liyana to treat us sundae cone at mcD for the last time before she fly to plkn..and i saw this stall that sells bunch of old books...so i asked the lot to go there...the books weren't that old but also cheap~...hoho...bought JRR Tolkien's Hobbits book...i didn't read his Lord Of The Rings novels...but the movie mostly said it all...so wanna try the hobbits cos the book that was sell there was only RM12 only..hoho..if i buy it at MPH,i think it'll cost more than that...haha...

and then fatin sent us home,and said LIYANA GILER TATA for the last time..(kot)...dunno when will i see her after this...hope not that long...huhu...and that's all then...

tata!

liyana's house for tata!

A'kum n ello...

i'm at liyana's house rite now..ahah...using the comp at 1am in the morning like this comp is mine..ahah...sleep at liyana's house just to make some good memories for her later when she goes to plkn...dunno what will happen if someone like her not here anymore,even for just few months...huhu...will miss her bubbly lil character...

tomorrow liyana will wake up early cos she'll have to do her medical check up for the ns...and so we think with liyana having a flu rite now,it'll effect her check up result and thus will make her fail the check up..and so she won't go to sibu...and of course,she'll have to pay her friends for the party athirah made for her..ahah..

anyway,when she'll go to the medical check up,me and amalina will stay at her house and sleep while the owner goes out..cool eh?...her house really is our 2nd house..haha...

k then..nothing much..

just now we watched mr vampire at pak cik sulaiman's laptop...cool movie..haha..

tata then~

today of my life with the last night...

A'kum n ello..

• last night,finally i watched Enchanted...from the DVD...
• and then have 90minutes to go for Liverpool vs Reading match to start..
• so,baked some oat biscuits....
• then the match start..
• Reading scored 1st with a stunner from someone i dunno
• and then Mascherano scored another stunner from 25yards...
• in half time,ate some of the biscuits..
• some of it already 'hangus' but 'sedap'..
• hoho...
• and then watched the 2nd half of the match..
• Torres scored a header and Liverpool lead the match and win it..
• and then i ate some mee goreng and satay that my dad bought for me at 1am..
• couldn't finish the mee goreng but the satay were delicious...
• and then watched the arsenal vs boro match..
• with me notice it,i suddenly slept in front of the tv..
• at 3am..
• i woke up and slept in my room..
• then woke up at 9++am..
• have a bath and listened to the ustaz that always come to my house every Sunday morning...
• and then surf the net..
• watched csi:lv..
• and then watched Formula 1..
• kimi raikkonen didn't have any luck..
• and lewis hamilton won the race...
• i don't have any fav. racer after mika hakkinen...so i only support mc laren..
• and then get ready to go to the mall to buy domino's for tiron for liyana's farewell surprise party..
• amalina picked me up..
• met farahin at mall...
• and then went to domino's together..
• then went to liyana's house..
• liyana didn't arrive until 5++pm...
• and then SURPRISE!!!liyana pretend to be surprise like she didn't know about the surprise..
• but she already expect something like this to happen...
• and then ate,ate and ate..
• hani said the truth,the chicken wings from domino's are really good~~!!
• talked with liyana's dad about some animation movies...
• and farahin start talking about how shin chan said"gajah,gajah"..
• stupid shin chan dub~~
• and then amalina sent me and ah hin home...
• and later wanna get ready to sleep at liyana's house..
• hoho...

tata then!

nice draw and expo

A'kum n ello...

so watched Likable or Not today...so damn GOOOOODD!!!!!!!...hoho...kang baekho!!i love you!...na danpung!!u slow lil woman!...hoho...anyway,i kinda pity Sua a lil bit...she's immature but still she makes an effort about being a good wife..but that husband of her is stupid...GO TO HELL,NA SEONJAE!!...and i have to laugh when that old granny being too nice to baekho's mom...haha...a baby from an old lady is kinda weird ney?

anyway..watched the champions league quarter final draw...i kinda want Liverpool to draw with other team except arsenal...but the fate already made it choice...a match between Liverpool and Arsenal...nice~...arsene wenger already thought about they can beat Liverpool...and Liverpool already tried to think the positive...so,whatever mental attack they're doing right now,i don't think it'll effect anything...especially with torres in a very2 good form...

ah~yesterday was a nice view to see Torres shirtless with his white choc shown on the eufa web...hahaha..~..a sportman body is the pure chocolate~..hahahahha~~!!

anyway...today went to stadium melawati with mak cik azah...there this UiTM expo..just came for the medical talk...mak cik azah told me that my dad wants me to take matriks rather than private u cos of the fees and all...not that i even think about private college too much...and then another talk about i better change my study ways,that is,change my last minute study to a more consistent study...ahah...ok2....

i better study this nicely so later when i go to Liverpool,i don't need the internet to know news about Liverpool..the people there is already the paparazzi itself....

k then..
tata..!

• currently listening to Greeeen's tabidachi...
  

future,right~

A'kum n ello...

so,the words now about 'WHAT NOW AFTER SPM RESULT"...heh?...so like i already plan since young,i want to be a doctor..but with my bio is only b4,and chem is only c5...it was like hell,no way i can...but whatever..as long i can do have the mind and all,i can do it...though i think it'll take long for me to achieve my dream and also not just long,but also tough,i know i can...haha...

so my dad asked me am i really sure about taking medic...i watched Iryu and i was totally absorbed about the surgery and all...and since i was young,whenever my mother asked me what i want to do,i told her i want to be a doctor..and when i watch a Liverpool match,i'll be attracted to the Liverpool medical stuff cos can handle all the guys...and when i see sick people,i feel like i want to cure the pain-mentally and physically...and the only thing i don't like about being a doctor is only the tough life of being unsocial and can't be a good woman and loveless,a common thing that happen to women that took medic as their option,and what a big prob it is...

so i'm thinking nicely,but with my father being like unsupportive and with his annoying tone asking me about my future,i kinda feel exhausted in choosing...i wonder what that old man wants me to be..?...haish...he dampens my spirit every time i want to choose what i want..haish~...and so right now,i still didn't apply my jpa cos i lose the mood to do it...i want a free mood with no feeling of unhappiness around me...so,i have to pray what the best for me....lallalala.~~

how much i need a nice sleep in a jacuzzi right now..
and also a holiday..
a very2 nice holiday...
with a very loud karaoke...
woo~~
nice~~

• currently listening to DBSK's runaway...
  

driving again~~

A'kum n ello...

yesterday i drove a car...and i hit a divider..and this time,is a total hit and without a jpj beside me...hahaha....and again,the nervous breakdown happen again...

and today,my 1st bro asked me to join him sent alisa to her saloon...i reluctantly follow....cos i was watching Galileo at that time and also i wasn't in the mood to drive...amin[my bro] drove when we were sending her...and on the way back,he said he wanted me to drive....obviously i panic...i mean,i'm not even ready and all and i thought he'll be the driver from start to finish(just when i was beginning to feel happy to see him sitting in the driving seat)...lorh~...

but so,i said ok to him...so i drove the car...and have to face for the 1st time,the roundabout..the place that many of my friends that didn't have their driving lesson at metro failed at...at 1st,i was like,OH MY~~(million times)...and lucky me,my 1st bro is not like my 2nd bro(who love to bebel),my sis(who love to shriek),the nagger(who love to nag) and the jpj test(who love to shout)...lucky2~....he just said nicely to me and wants me to do things slowly...cool~...that's what i need...

and what i have to do right is settle my nerve..when will this panic thing stop,i dunno...yesterday,my feet shook uncontrollably on the clutch...heh~...i think i have to see a doctor to check my nervous system...maybe the pituitary gland...or that thalamus(??) thing...i think that's the correct word,whatever..my bio is b4...~~

ta then~

spm result

A'kum n ello..

so..i got my result..it was disappointing...i expect more...tho what i want from the start to get more than 5As....but kinda made me go 'grrr' when what i got is an exact 5As...da..!!...it was upsetting...some of my friends are better than me...and i have a lil bit of regret that i can have more than 5As cos i waste all my time doing something...but still,its the past...and a lil bit of regret like that is not something worth bothering to care...and so i have to be happy that i got 5...hoho..

i kinda feel happy that my add math got C5 cos i thought i'll get worst than that...tho i hope that my physics is a A or B...but i got a C..!...haish...my bio was B...kinda surprising cos i went to the concert...and got that...and my akaun was better than my bio cos my bio is B4...and akaun was B3...and my stupid bro in terengganu was surprised to see me score B3 in akaun...ahahah..~...do u think i'm that stupid in akaun,my dear bro??

so,the conclusion of my results,i got 5As..3A1,2A2,2B3,1B4,3C5...haish~~....this is the result of last minute study...haish2....

anyway..everybody think i got a nice result,i was like grrrrr...and i don't think i want to ask anything from my father...i disappoint him...

and also,mak cik azah wants me to search for some private medical college..she wants me to check the fees and all..and she thinks its better for me to go to private college instead of matriks cos i can directly learn what i want instead of just studying for 2 years in matriks and didn't get what i what..hrm..~..

i think that's a nice idea then...just that the thought of private college is kinda freak me out...
ahah~

so all and all,i just have to be happy and look to the future cos 5As are not that bad..just less than what i expect only...and i think i have to be glad today cos Liverpool WON and the waiting for the results already end..hoho..

tata then!

• currently listening to Miley Cyrus's see you again...
• congrats to the all the peeps then~
  

my hubby will be a dad!

A'kum n ello...

ah~~~!!!
XABI ALONSO WILL BE A DAD!!
da.~~
congrats tho...
not all man is pure...
not that i always think xabi is pure...
i've seen a picture of him snogged gerrard once...

never mind...

i'll miss xabi later when watching inter's match...
ah~
will miss his pass....~~~

mascherano!..be the monster!!!!!

and LIVERPOOL!PLEASE WIN AT SAN SIRO!

• currently listening to Greeeen's tabidachi..
  

nice~

A'kum n ello..

the whole day,i watched Iryu2 form episode 6 till the last episode...hoho...Asada Ryuutaro kakoii!!!!!!!!....i want to be like him!...love his confidence and words...ahah...my pak su from batu pahat told me before while i was watching the drama,he said i am easily fooled by japanese...yeah rite..~...tho maybe i am...hahaha...i have to admit,my life is influenced by some japanese stuff..there was this part in saiyuki,the part that genjyo sanzo said that he hate rain....i kinda hate rain too cos for me,rain making me depress...and then,when people asked me why i want to learn medic,i told them cos of asada ryuutarou...haha...and when people asked what martial arts i want to learn if i have any chance?..i'll answer kendo..haha..and most of the stories that wrote are mostly shojo and some bit of shounen...ahah...i'm easily 'fooled' by japanese...da.~

went to the korean class today..still trauma to drive there...i don't know when will i forget about the incident..i know a hit like that is nothing...but i still want to perfect my driving a lil bit...if i have the confidence,i can do it..hoho....

and cos of the korean class..i can spell dong bang shin gi in hangeul...hoho...coolio~~...still need some practice in pronouncing the words...

ta then!

• currently listening to Arashi's step and go..
• still trying to ask my korean teacher what is You'll Never Walk Alone in korean...
• FUKUYAMA MASAHARU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  

Ucu's family send my Tuk Mak

A'kum n ello..

i'm beginning to write/type things according to the 'sound of the word' rather than using the 'correct word'...haish~~...thanks to my dear cousin for telling me about the 'accept not except' mistake before...but then i realize that i made the same mistake again at myspace..da....this not study for some months makes my life crumble with what words to use..lorh~...

btw,my grandma arrive at my home this morning with ucu's family...nothing much with them tho...there this cousin of mine called wawa, i told amalina about her cos she was her junior at mrsm muar....most people said that my face and wawa's are the same...and some ppl call us twin...haha...and wawa told me that amalina once showed a photo of me and her together...and then suddenly amalina said"yela,muke alia ngan ko same"...da...i was like'not this again?~'...

show you how similar we both are...~

so,are we the same??

then mak cik azah brought my grandma and ucu's family to bkt cerakah..i didn't go cos i was too tired cos of last night...and most of the time at home,i was watching Iryu2...hoho..the drama is soooo damn goooood!...hell the 3rd cd is having some prob rite now..haish..~..anyway,before that,amalina gave me a cake that she baked for me...the cake was good and nice and sweet..but kinda hard...ahah~!...but i take it as a sweet thing cos she was trying hard to make it nice and sweet just for my birthday...huhu...

on the night,have dinner at club shah alam with ucu's and pak itam's family..ur 'dear' cousin is not there,izzah~~!..haha...she currently working as a sales promoter at Olay shop at Giant...wanna attack her someday if i visit marjani and aqilah at their work...huhu..the dinner was nice..my appetite not that high like usual...and i currently have this likeness towards chinese tea...huhu...and the whole night,i snapped some pics using the camera...and during the dinner also,the jokes about Khir Toyo and his secret files are the main topic....hoho...

k then..that's all..
my grandma will be here for 10days...
ta again!

• currently listening to NEWS' lady spider...
• out to OU this tuesday....
• and hakim told me that shazizan drive a mercedes sports car...whoa!
  

Mines~~~!

A'kum and ello...

last night,went to Mines with mak cik azah,my sis,my maid and aiman....went there after mak cik azah did her voting at bangi...

anyway,went to Mines..saw this pin-badge that have dbsk...RM1 each...ahah...bought 2 of it and i used mak cik azah's money...haha..i love it when my fangirlsm is recognized by the elders,cos they'll know exactly what i like,and thus buy things that made their mind "ah.alia sure will like this"..hoho...my sis showed me this magazine...i think it's changmin's photobook..i was very surprised to see his book there...so let i let out a WAH!!...haha..and before we went to pray also,there this shoe shop called Purple Apple played DBSK's clap!...huhu...the dong bang love everywhere....hahaha...

anyway...there's a boat-riding at Mines...never thought of that cos i never been to Mines before..the boat riding was alright..snaps some pics(hoho) and the boatman brought us near this hotel...i dunno what the name of the hotel..but the boatman said that the hotel is 6stars hotel...i was like "whoa!"...cos i thought there was only one 6stars hotel in Malaysia,somewhere in Terengganu...the 6stars hotel that i saw was massive...looks like a palace...kinda like the minister palace tho..hoho...my 1st thought when i see that hotel,i thought it was a court house..hoho...

after the boat riding...went for pray...then had ramen for dinner...haha..the waiter that served us looks like chinese..then mak cik azah saw his nametag,she asked him which race is him,chinese or indian..and the man said that he is indian...i dunno if he even a Malaysia...cos he didn't understand anything that we're talking about..mak cik azah asked him which food is better,that man don't even understand that too..so...kinda pity him...my sis ordered chicken katsudon...dbsk said that katsudon is their fav japanese dish once on a show...and i tried a lil bit,oishi~~~~!.....

then finally,went to Mines Wonderland...hoho...the themepark...and heck,cos i forgot to charge the camera yesterday,i couldn't use the camera....haish..~..neway..saw some animals,the tigers were the main attraction in everyone opinion...saw the tigers..i pitied the tigers,cos they are big but skinny~...da....if some people even thinking about riding the tiger,i think the tiger will drop dead...cos it really skinny~~...i dunno what the Mines people give them for food..i hope not catfood~....then snap a pic with a parrot..the parrot was reluctant to move to my maid's shoulder...but when it was my shoulder's turn,the parrot like moving happily and it even look at the camera phone that my sis snap....lorh~...i dunno how the happy vibe from me went to the parrot...da..~..then,went to Ice Factory(i called it 'Peti Ais')..the place was better than the Genting's snow house(i dunno if this is the correct name)...many cool ice sculptures...there's a room that full of Olympic logos...ah~the ice factory was tooooooo colllddddd!....colder than the one in Genting...snap some pics using the my phone,but the phone's megapixel is too low...so i was like 'damn,damn.why now!?'....but the ice factory was too good...and then rode this Tram...just show some bits of Mines cos the place is big....called hani telling her about the Ice Factory..haha..asked her to have some fun at Mines later when we hang out..hoho....and btw,the place is not free~......and then after that,went to the Musical Fountain..the coolest thing ever!!!!!...colourful lighting and all...huhu...even Aiman said "Wooo~~~~"...huhu...

then went home...i was waiting for the Liverpool vs newcastle match when we're at Mines....it was nearly the end of the 1st half at that time,and suddenly,a lucky goal came for Liverpool...and they were leading after that...and then Torres scored another one(again!he score!) and then Gerrard scored another in the 2nd half...haha...coolio~~...

and then watched the pilihan raya thing..haha..mak cik azah informed me about the Shahrizat lose to Anwar Ibrahim's daughter,Nurul Izzah...i was waiting for that result the most cos both of them are influentional to others in their own way..hoho...have to respect Shahrizat after that cos she accept the defeat with proud and pride...oho...azri just asked me which one my father vote..i told him i dunno...he was mad that BN lose in selangor....said that the opposition's manifesto is bad and will make Malaysia doom and all...really tho...we dunno about it yet....

k then...i think this new post is again,TOO LONG!
bye2

[edit:the name of the hotel is palace of the golden horses.thanks to izzah for telling me this]

• currently listening to DBSK's keyword...
• happy2,chelsea lose to barnsley that defeated Liverpool...
• now you know they are strong.
  

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS!

A'kum n ello..

these are the presents that i got from my family and friends...
i think there'll be more...hahahaha!

obviously,my dad gave me this.hoho.


my lil sis gave me this..eheh...weird~


aiman gave me this.haha...when i was young,i have the same hair..but mine was black..haha~


guess what the hell is this...hahahaha..[HINT:my maid]


mak cik azah gave me this...she also gave black blouse to match with this..


my brother gave me this..they said this thing is 'KOREAN'...eh?


asada ryuutarou!!!...yeay!..liyana gave me this...!


Amalina gave me this!..tho hani and me added RM10 for her...ahah~

YOU-PEOPLE JOAHEYO!!

times square!tralala!

A'kum n ello..

today is one of the best day in my life!!..hoho...hang out with them really make me feel HAHAHAAHA all the way...hahaha...

went to Times Square with hani,amalina and liyana...went there by bus...and trust me,i don't want to go there by bus...my 1st experience told me that don't go KL by bus...haha...cos too many people and thus make touching2 happen more...

arrive at Times Square and immediately went to Shabu Shabu...i didn't have breakfast during the morning and my tummy rumble like crazy..took many pics in the shabu2 place..order the tomyam and chicken soup...and cos liyana's(and also farahin's money) money the one who will be used to pay for the shabu2,we ordered tempura and gyoza and hani and amalina both ordered this weird drinks....(like usual,i oredered warm water as my drink)

after that,we went to the surau cos hani wanted to pray...and then went to Qbox for karaoke..!!...hahahaha...the list of the songs we sang:

• T.A.T.U-all the things she said
• ABBA-dancing queen
• The Beatles-i want to hold your hand
• Linkin Park-in the end
• Backstreet Boys-i want it that way
• Westlife-uptown girl
• Avril Lavigne-complicated
  
• Celine Dion-my heart will go on
• Simple Plan-perfect
• N'sync-bye bye bye
  

hoho...liyana told us that she saw and old couple look at our karoke room when we sang The Beatles' i want to hold your hand..ahah..maybe they didn't expect us to sing that song...haha...that old song really the interesting song of the day i think..haha...very tired after sang all those songs with just few seconds of break..haha...the Simple Plan's song was emotional for me cos the lyric of the song remind me of my dad,and i was thinking about how imperfect of me being his daughter nowadays,i wish i can give something good after this...hrm...

and then,went to the SM(not that SM Entertainment) shop that full of magazines...and saw this mag that have DBSK on the cover...the mag also gave Fahrenheit's postcard,and the mag have all stuff of DBSK's news in it(and i don't understand anything cos it's in chinese)...and both me and hani bought it...that's the cheapest mag that have ALL THINGS ABOUT DBSK!others are too expensive...and the shopkeeper told us that we better buy this immediately cos the mag always sold out fast..huhu...

and then went to the cd shop that sell cheap cds...and i asked liyana to buy Iryu2 cos i told her to buy that for my birthday...after some pleading and a lil bit of force,she bought it for me...hoho...I LOVE HER!...tho that really bad of me...sorry2~...and then found out that Galileo dvd is RM39.90 instead RM19.90 that emi told me about....i asked amalina to buy that dvd for me for my birthday before this and i told her that the dvd is rm19.90...haish...but with another pleading to her,tho i added RM10 and hani also added another RM10 for amalina,she bought Galileo dvd for me...hoho...the dvds that i want very much are in my hands right now!!..yeay..!!...AMALINA(and hani) JOAHEYO!!!...

and then went to sg wang to snap some pics at the purikura(??=japanese photobooth) there...amalina really want to have some pics like that with us...so we went...we took the pics twice...1st time was hectic cos hani was like her usual self,being panic every time(haha~!) to have good pose...and when we want to edit the pics from the booth,we forgot to edit another 2(i think) pics cos of the limited time..and both of that pics were really good pose from me and amalina..but bcos we didn't edit it,we didn't choose it for print out...and cos the 1st pics from the 1st booth was not that satisfying as we hope,we took another pics from another booth,a cheaper one(hoho.i didn't pay hani yet)..and the 2nd one was better...hoho...

and cos i have my OWN CAMERA,i snapped many pics....haha...my new hobby..haha...i don't like to snap my own face,tho i like to snap other people faces more...aha...

k then..too long now..
many things to come after this..tata then!

• currently listening to Jordin Sparks' no air(feat. Chris Brown)
• my old friend,Syabil invited me to his birthday party tomorrow...
• hahahahaha~
• don't want to go cos i'll meet my old-crush and later he and his friends will talk about man utd achievement nowadays...shh~
  

a gift from HANI!

A'kum n ello...

[edit]i delete the previous vid,this is the NEW one hani did for me..hoho

a tribute for my birthday...that's what hani did for me...hoho...coolio~..especially the xabi part...haha...and dear,I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!...nearly in tears when i watched this vid...tho the 6packs of those men made me gaga a lil bit...haha...

hoho..HANI JOAHEYO!!!!!!

tata then!

my birthday day

A'kum n ello...

so..the story about my birthday...already end though..but it just the day..the presents still ongoing..hahaha..i'm waiting for it, my fellow friends..~~...haha...

anyway...today started nicely cos LIVERPOOL WON!...hoho..torres made a hatrick...and the team won 4-0 and the best thing,they won on my birthday though it was 5th march UK time during the match...but whatever,no difference..huhu..

and i got my P licence today...hani drove me to Metro...hoho..she's the best..!...and while she drove,she was driving on the Metro's jpj test's road....and saw some bunch of peeps having their test..and when hani sent me home,i told my sis to go with me to aina's house to give her P license cos i even asked for hers...and then my sis told me to visit liyana cos i told her that she was planning to bake shepherd's pie for farahin cos she couldn't go to Times Square with us tomorrow...and then...farahin wanted me to send her to Dani Dana...i told liyana to drive her there cos i already reserve for hani to be the 1st friend that i'll drive for....and then,when we were at dani dana..nothing much happen,maiz treated me Milo cos i asked her to cos it was my birthday....and then went to mall with liyana and my sis...and played in the arcade,ah!..btw,liyana got a new camera!..that nice sony t70 that i want very much!!!..ah~~!!..nvm~..then..went to reject shop...tried some clothes...and took some pics of it using liyana's new camera...hoho...and then...the nightmare begin~

it was my 1st time after all,i know how to park the car,but i dunno how to go out from it...and damn it was bad,very2 bad...i reversed the car,but i was blank to think about which direction for me to handle the steering...it was my 1st time after all and i was too lucky to pass the jpj test...cos after i reversed and did all those things to handle the car...i hit the car beside me...haish2..lucky nothing harm happen to it...but i think the sound of the hitting was loud...cos the restaurant near us look at us...and cos i was panic and already lose my temper to my lil sis cos being irritating and made me panic all the time,a woman came to me with her boyfriend...she said she wanna help us...and without feeling embarassed or something like that,i told the woman that it was my 1st day having my license...and i repeatedly saying sorry after that..and wow,she was nice..she said never mind and all and it was nothing...and after that,i told liyana to drive the car cos i was too shocked to drive...i'm immature in this driving thingy after all..

and then,i was being moody all the way..and i nearly forgot it was birthday...but hani came to my house to fetch me for the korean class....she stopped by for awhile to pray...and nice,she knew i was moody..i told her the reason on the way to fetch her sis from her fencing class...and my good mood came back...hoho....the korean class was awesome....father is 'a-beo-ji' in korean..not 'a-bo-ji'...hrm..nice~...tho today's stuff was harder than ever....and so i went home and saw my family,looking tired waiting for me to celebrate my birthday..

and the celebration?...i dunno which one is worst,last year or this year...last year,mak cik azah cried suddenly...then this year,my stupid lil sis cried cos of some thing that i'm not even bother about...and it was sorrow....the only people who look happy were my maid,me and my brother...haish~...i want to keep quiet about the sorrowful chill around us,but after they sang happy birthday song and i blew the candle,i looked at the faces of the people around me,and i yelled at them"apehal sorrow smacam ni?????amin je yang senyum time birthday ni"...da..i was mad...but i tried to make it like it was no big deal,and tho i felt upset cos it was my birthday after all.....my father gave an excuse,"sape la yg celebrate birthday pukul 10"...mak cik azah agree with him...and my sis still sad...and my bro told them"ade org celebrate kul 12"...yeay to him!...the present part was alright...thought it was too fast...i found out,my father was rushing things early cos he had a plan with his friend to go out,nice~..what a night for me...my sis gave me this small chinese ship(a miniature) and some stationary,my bro gave me a this korean stuff(more like a thing to show off),aiman gave me a doll(the doll looks like me when i was a kid,but without the blond hair),my maid gave me some bunch of panties(yeah~),mak cik azah gave a blouse and my dad gave me a camera,though it was only a Nikon Coolpix s200,it's still a camera..hoho...

and my dad suddenly become moody after that,maybe cos i asked for a camera from him...haish..~...i feel upset about this...

lucky that my friends are many and i'm waiting for their gifts after this...ahaha..

and i called hani after that using my cellphone...for 7days,i can call hani for free..hoho..it's a birthday gift from celcom..haha...and we talked about many things..hani even use the loudspeaker so she can 'take care' of her room..haha...and she told me to online before 12am,7th march...luckily i online on 11.55am..cos she made a vid for me at youtube,a tribute for my birthday!...huhu...i nearly in tears watching it..huhu...and i was so happy when she put xabi's halfway goal in it too....huhu..I LOVE YOU,dear HANIYANA!...HANIYANA JOAHEYO!...huhu..

k..
that's all then..
the pic of my pressies will be shown letter...
cos Insyaallah tomorrow,liyana and amalina will buy my presents for me...
huhu..

Likable or Not starto!

birthday !wishes!

A'kum n ello..

the clock struck 12am already..and today is MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!...yahoo!...MY BIRTHDAY!..lalala...i'm 18!...i can watch 18PG movie!!..hoho..so later when i go to any cinema..i don't need to look to any of the 18PG and 18SX symbol anymore...hoho...

anyway..before midnight just now,hani told me to do something crazy before i'm 18...so i asked liyana what to do..and she wants me to buzz all the people that are online in my contact list at YM...and tell them that ' Liyana is madly deeply and fiercely in love with jason castro'...and so..i did that...and then hani wants me to say this" I'M GOING TO GO TO A DIFFERENT WORLD WHICH IS THE 18 YEARS OLD PEEPS WORLD..BUT B4 I LEAVE MY 17 YEARS OLD, REMEMBER, CHANGMIN IS MINE, JASON CASTRO IS LIYANA's AND JIYONG AND JANG GEUN SUK IS HANI's"..and the emi wants me to send this " i love shabu shabu"...hoho...it was a lil bit hard...cos i sent it to 13 people..and all 13 people replied back to me..and have to explain the reason i did it...ahah...

anyway..hani was the 1st person wished me...she called me 3minutes earlier...and then we waited until 12am..and then,tralala,she wished me..she sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY in english and korean..hoho...tho i totally reserved for her to be the 1st one to wish me..huhu...and then farahin called me...ahah...anan sent a sms to me...asking me out tomorrow so that he can treat me nasi pataya and tomyam and fresh orange...ahah...i can postpone it later tho cos i have to go to korean class early..but this food~~...woo..i love this food!!!...it's kinda hard for me to refuse...so i asked anan to do it early or something...but if things become difficult,have to postpone later then..tho i dunno when is the time i'm not bz after that..ahah..

anyway..these are the wishes that i got from my friends just now..hoho...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALIA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

(she also sang another one in korean.though it's hard to change it to abc words)

-Hani Jiyong[call]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIA
AWAK OFFICIALLY DAH TUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
AAAAA

-Hani Jiyong[ym]

saengilchukha hamnida~

-Ah Hin[call]

HAPPEE 18th bday ALIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

-Liyana Giler[ym]

Happy bufday alia

-Amalina Mel[ym]

happy bady!
bday*
yay
sama 18
:D
생일축하 합니다~ 생일 축하 합니다~ 생일 축하해요~~
생일축하 합니다~ 생일 축하 합니다~ 생일 축하해요~~

-Emi Miyuu[ym]

lg brape minit je
ehhh
da kul 12 ekh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUU.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALIA OTHMAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUU..

-dear couz,izzah fadzlani[ym]

Hey.hapy bday 2 u.Msti ko ingt aku xigt kn?Haha.Pape pn.May this year brings more hapyness 2 u.Gud luck la 2k liverpool.Team aku tngl real mdrd je.2 pn xde arapn sgt sbb ramai injrd.Nk aku blanje ko nasi pataya ngn semangkuk tomyam n fresh oren?Hehe.Mkanan fav. n mnmn fav. ko kn?Esk kalu ptg free aku ambek ko kt umah. Aku blanje ko.Aku skang keje ngan mak aku.So,xtau lg balek kul bape.Nk x g?Aku tgh off nk blanje ni.Xkan xnk kot.Huhu.

-Anan[sms]

Hepi bday alia!May all ur dreams come true!

-Ainun Botox(she was using her mother's phone)[sms]

ni ainaa

-Ainun Botox(still using her mother's)XD[sms]

happy b'day!!!!!!!!!!
awk dah tuaaaaaaaaaa
tahniah

-Fatin Aqilah[ym]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIA!
*hugs&kisses*
HOPE UR WICHES COME TRUE!
*MUAH*

-Sheng Xiong[ym]

owh
eh
happy birthday!

-Fatin Hashim[ym]

ALAMAK
6/3..
HAPEEEE BURFDAAAAAAAAYYYYY ALIAAAAAAAAAA

-Tiron[ym]

생일축하 합니다~ 생일 축하 합니다~ 생일 축하해요~~
(happy birthday korean version)

-Aqilah[ym]

cool then..hoho...
that's all..
hoho..
love my friends so much..!

and just now,my another dear cousin,Noi sent me a sms telling me that she already bought Lovely Complex dvd for me...yeay!!!!...I LOVE YOU!!!

k then..
tata!

• currently listening to Ashlee Simpson's outta my head..
  

rambling

A'kum n ello..

i'm bored..
i can understand why emi didn't online right now..
maybe she currently going out with her family celebrating her birthday..
hoho..
nice~...

the only person that will celebrate with me tomorrow outside my home will be hani..
cos i'll be with her when we're going to the korean class..
hoho..
nice2~
i hope she treat me that new mcSaver chicken wrapper thing..
so delicious..
hoho~~!!

anyway..
no Liverpool vs West Ham match shown on tv later..
cos this week is Champions League week,so espn and starsports only show the CL matches..
so no Liverpool match for me to watch on the morning of my birthday..
and so,i have to wait for the internet to give the latest score or maybe any sms alert telling me about the match..
s
anyway,this kinda late but nvm about it..
SPM result will be out next week,wednesday i think...not that i have anything to change...
just have to pray harder than the last time i did for my jpj test..
cos only this thing i can do to help me confident and happy..

and also,the hanging out with Liyana and Farahin(their treat!) is planned to be this Friday..
i told liyana to make it before the day of the spm result cos we don't want things like "ah,baper A ko dapat??"...that question will ruin the mood of happiness...
we thought about going tomorrow,but hani and amalina can't go cos they have something to do...
i have korean class on the night,and also,if there are no problem about my P license,maybe i have to take the license tomorrow...
and so,cos many things have to happen on the day of my birthday...
so they have to postpone it to friday..
but another prob after that..
ah hin couldn't join us on that day cos of work..
and liyana said she can't treat us if farahin doesn't join us..
haish2..
just when things nearly smooth..~~~
and also,emi couldn't join too cos her mother doesn't let her out before the pilihan raya thing
[it's obvious tho,BN will win.you like it or not,this party will win.the best thing to see rite now about this national poll is who will get Kelantan.and i was an anti-BN before.now i don't want to choose anybody cos no change happen without me involve in it.so why must i care?]

and also another thing,
mak cik azah will take me and the other peeps to MINES!
yeay!
ICE,ICE!!!

ta then!

• currently listening to NEWS's lady spider..
  

EMILIA,my collaboration friend

A'kum n ello...

hoho..today is EMI's birthday!..hoho...nice lor...i love her birthday...cos a few hours after her birthday,it'll be mine...hahaha!...and like the previous post,i'll do a special post for my dear friend,PUTERI EMILIA FAZRIN!

emilia also known as emi,is a very good friend of mine who have the same interest as me...we love jpop....!!...she's the 1st friend of mine whom i always talked about jpop everyday..tho after we know dbsk,we know a lil bit of korean...but still,our original interest will always be jpop...hoho...tho i know her more when we were 16 cos we were in the same class..the 1st time i met her was when i was 13,she was hani and mimi's friend...anuarol,who was a close friend of a friend of mine i.e arif(old friend) asked her to be his girlfriend...and then i asked arif about it,and suddenly he told me that both of them broke up on the 1st day...!..ahah..and when i found out after i know emi thoroughly,she told me that it was her 1st time being asked about couple and all and she also revealed that she didn't even know anuarol!..ahaha...what a waste for a 1st couple~...hahaha...and then...we finally know each other,i found out her birthday is one day before me...ahah..so i always think that ainun,emi and me are march trio!...hoho..and anyway,she have this habit of her who love to fight with people when she meet a new celeb mainly japanese and korean celebs...i remember the time when she fight with hani over matsumoto jun cos of his character in gokusen(though after that fatin aqilah reveal that she has an interest towards moto jun) and then fight with me over yuu shirota cos of his character as tezuka in prince of tennis...and then luckily,nobody wants uknow yunho in dbsk(tho she's fighting with farahin's sis over this)...and now,her no1 man right now is yunho...hoho...though i still think she's fighting with najwa over hong gi in ft island...ahah~!...anyway,she also listen to my rambling when i was feeling down...eventho sometimes her reply was somewhat make me feel "must i?"...but it was good..i love the way when she said she wants to watch a Liverpool match just to watch Torres...ahah...tho after that she told me that she fell asleep halfway throughout the match...ahah...anyway,maybe cos we only hours apart between our birthday,we nearly have the same mind...there was this one time,when we were walking behind this bunch of 'girls',the girls were like holding hands in this kind of bratty way...and then both me and emi looked at each other,and like we're click or something,we did the bratty hand thing,imitating the bratty girls in front of us...huhu..and also,we're a nice match in collaborating about something..we create a fan-fic about dbsk twice already...the 1st one is just nothing cos we only do it for fun while chatting with each other on ym...but the 2nd one was something cos we even bought a book(i haven't paid for the book yet)..but emi stopped writing the fan-fic together with me cos i did most of it and whenever i let her to continue my story,she said she wants to know the continuation of the story more from me cos i always stop at the interesting part(the suspense part)..ahah..

k then..that's all..
maybe i'll add more about her if i think there's something worth mentioning about her later..
ahah~
tata!

• currently listening to DBSK's keyword..
• so have to save some money to buy DBSK's tri-angle for her...

aina,the hardworking girl

A'kum n ello...

i saw this article..and i was like,whoa~~~...cos this stuff is cool!....i mean,last year,Guinness Book of Records wrote that DBSK has the biggest fanbase in the world..and then,just from the pics from the link,it was awesome to see that DBSK is famous even in El Salvador..!..haha...wherever that is....i think this kinda a WOW for an asian group like DBSK..cos they're only asian...but can be famous around the globe..wow2...

anyway...wanna do a special entry for my dear friend,ainaa athirah cos she's 18 today!!...hoho...

k..i know her when we were 11 or 12...around that time...i think we were 12 when we know each other...she is tall and skinny girl that people only recognize like an arabic person cos she looks like one....she is friendly..but not wacky like until she reached 15..haha....i kinda think of her as one of my special friend cos when my mother passed away,when i got the news about her,i leaned on her shoulder for comfort at that time...truthfully,at that time,i didn't even know whose shoulder was that cos i was crying too much i didn't know whose who....and when i was 16,i finally found out whose shoulder was that and it was ainun...huhu...and to be honest,i thought it was aqilah ainul yakin,i even thanked her for that(after 3 years) and she just say yes about it..the nerve she got to lie to me about this,haish2...back to ainun,we got close to each other when we were form3,we were in the same class and and we always chat with each other every day...huhu...and she was wacky and crazy and that's the reason why anan head over heels over her...hahahah..when we were 16,ainun wasn't that wacky as before..she's more into school books...so she got no1 in most of the exams...glad she was serious with her study but i kinda miss her wacky days though at that time...anyway,when i want to know some gossips about the people in the school,about who with who,and what happen and what happen,i will ask aina about it...she's like an internet without the monitor and cpu cos she'll know everything...she's a hardworker in this kind of stuff...and hell,cos of this weird habit of hers,she know my secret...da..~...she's the 1st person beside hani who know about my crush...ceh~...when i revealed in the blog that i have someone i like,she was observing my movement and so on...and then,i nearly told her,but i cover about it by saying 'i didn't officially tell her it was him'...but bcos of my dear lil sis,she knew who is that crush of mine...da~~~...and she said she will always observe me and him together...haish2...anyway,i still remember her face when i told her about atman's add math exam...ahaha...it was class..~~!..even atman was scared about it.....haha...anyway...ainun is a very2 good friend of mine...i'm thankful of her....sometimes,i think she need a lil bit of teaching about not to reveal and reveal...cos there was this one time when she nearly make my secret out...haish2..but still,its the past..haha...

k then..that's all..tata!

• currently listening to EXILE's choo choo train..
• ainun,can you call metro asking about the license,its ur birthday btw..so it's not a prob for you to call them aite?..
• ahah.
• oh yeah,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!