something.....

a'kum..

problem...
usual thing to face..
difficult for a case..
always in a safe...
heart is the place...

can't believe i can stand this...
can't believe i can have it..
i think of drugs...
i think of stupid things..
i just can't help it...
why i'm the only one who have it..

ppl go,ppl went..
i can't say i have them...
they're not mine...
heart shrivel...
best of all..
JUST BE FRIENDS..

kk...up there...IT IS NOT A POEM...i don't even think it's a poem...i think just some stupid humming hum hum i just have in mind....but i change it a lil but...i don't think when someone read it they will understand the meaning....but i understand it whole heartedly anyway...haha....just went to some myspace page..went to my long-time-no-see friend...then i look at his pic..at i saw a picture of someone that i don't even want to remember...that boy..(maybe u dunno him,but just read it la)....i remember all the things that i had done to him even some stupid thing about i told all the bad things about my best friend(she was his girlfren at that time).....u know,that just mean BETRAYAL....and so...i hate to remember it...and right now,that boy is dating someone who have the same name like me...and i just hate it...but still...i have to remind myself that i don't like him anymore...but that just remind me of someone that already move to somewhere else...man...this is sux...how come at a time like this i have this sentimental feeling..haish...i just hate all the problems in my life right now...i don't think i'm suitable being a psychiatrist....cos i can't even take care my own prob....my family prob,maybe some of my friends,personal life prob....haish....my grade already down....health also bad...attitude also the same....i just can say nothing about it.....NOT..!!...haish...kk...think of a bright side....tomorrow i'll go O.U with my bestfriends....no farahin,though cos her mom won't let her....haish...(no haish,ALIA..!!)....gerrard score against england...and what make me so happy till now is lampard didn't score the penalti...1st time for me to see him no score a penalty....hehe....i just hate my sis...being my sis...i don't think she is the supportive type...she said she always read this blog....whatever...i just don't like her...i dunno when she can be sweet or bad....what i know,her sweetness just show when she is sleeping..other than that...NA-DA..!...she is just an annoying lil spoiler brat..!....i am soooo gonna go to liverpool...i don't care malaysians became prostitue there....it's not even my fault but theirs bcos of her own stupidity to follow their hormone and not their brain.....these ppl better watch that beauty n the geek.....they have to know what geek thinks...don't ask me what bimbo thinks bcos i know what they think....my dad will be home this 5th june....i'm not a happy person..why?....bcos i just can wonder what my father want to do to me...a lecture about my grades....haish...like i don't lecture about that myself....and he will say something like not enough sleep and all...haish.....i know i have to be happy about my father being with me n my family after months in mekah....but to hear his lecture after a long time...i don't think i will say something like 'i miss his lecture and that n that'....nope...don't think so.....now i know why i feel so exhauted and tired and bad mood....i feel hungry and also thirsty....haish....cos my siblings eat all the best foods....haish....and now...i am watching the F1.....i hate that alonso....nice thing that xabi alonso's real name is xavier alonso olona....huhu...that fernando alonso..he always defeat kimi...and that's why i hate him...not just that...he made my F1 interest bcome NA-DA...haish......kk...i am too tired...i better stop this thing bfore i mention other things....kk....tata..!

....?

a'kum...hello..

da...i just want to be like aina...no greeting..but that will be too sucks....but still..right now...my life from being too cute and the interesting...and then...SUCKA!...shit....i dunno what happen to the women in my family...the boys...annoying like usual but they don't mind what i'm doing...but the girl and also the woman...shit,i tell you!!!!....my sis...just minutes before...he asked me to sleep...i told her later i sleep cos i was reading good morning call.i was in a very cute moment....then that lil loser asked me to sleep by force...i said later...but she force me...and then...i felt like i want to shout at her...and then...some shitty thing happen...she went to that step-woman room..and she was sleeping at that time...but bcos my sis was a bunch of stupid lil loser...she told her i want to sleep n then....

this was something i had save last wednesday morning.....i was too angry at mak cik azah...oh!...n also my sister...how come i have 2 annoying ppl in my life...!!!...damn it...i was doing this blog for that day...and my stepmum stop me...haish....kk...dun want to think about it...she's the one who will send me n friends to o.u tomorrow.....tata..!

right here...then now...

a'kum..haish....stupid dat sister....kk...i just argue with my stupid sister....poyoness,loserness(like fatin said)...chat with amalina...talk about where to go this holiday...maybe we went to one utama bcos i have rm100 from mak cik azah to buy some new clothes....but i think i just want to buy 2 shirts and no pants cos pants cost pretty expensive...and i think i better use my father's money to buy that...haha...and also other things..better i buy story book...i want to buy that Lisi Harrison's Best Friends For Never...nice book....but still can't buy it...or maybe other cathy hopkins book....hrm....shopping...i can shop but i dunno which one the best...if i can be like paris hilton...maybe i buy the whole o.u...huhu...watch this anime,destiny of spiral....kinda good...but the anime just like other usual anime...detective dot dot dot.....surf to youtube...watch many stupid saiyuki miniclip...i already watch it though...but bcos the clip was damn stupid+funny....i can't say boring to it......also watch the o.c....have this stupid spoiler about what happen at the end of o.c season 3....shit!...why i have to know it..!!!...hrm..read naruto...shit that sasuke....he looks kinda strong...how could this happen to naruto?!!?!...haish....but naruto will eventually defeat that sasuke...hahahaha...why?....bcos i know it....i hate that sasuke since the day i put my eyes on him....try to be better than naruto eh?...seek power and etc?...stupid....k,i'm the one here who stupid...that's just a manga anyway...but that sasuke...he can be inside naruto....and already meet that kyuubi..haish....now this show that sasuke is stronger....but dun mind,itachi still the best..!!..haha...anyway....change topic....i didn't go to school last thursday n friday....cos thursday have teacher's day and friday have nothing anyway....teacher's day-i don't have any fav teacher though...all of them are equal to me...so..i didn't give any presents to any teachers...hrm....friday...liyana said have this ceramah...some ceramah akhlak...huhu...i don't think i have problem with my behaviour...except when i'm in a bad mood....my behaviour can be sucks....hrm..now i realize...nowadays i didn't show my sulking behaviour....haha...unlike farahin,who always sulk...me,not...haha....dun mad,ah hin..that's the usual you...anyway...i just show my bad mood in this blog anyway...so...i don't really mad..thanx blog,u're the best..!..haha...last night...went to the japanese restaurant at shah alam mall...very expensive that place...the tempura cost rm23...u can buy 2 pirate dvds with that kind of price...i ordered teppayaki chicken...haha...haven't eat any japanese food except the time when i went to o.u with my mates....but this time...the food was pretty nice...i love the tempura..eventhough expensive and small....but delicious...mak cik azah was pretty rich last night...she don't mind how many we order...but bcos my siblings n i are good children(yeah,right)..we chose something not really expensive...but still...it cost much....haha...kk...don't want to talk much now...oh!...to those indonesians in pulau jawa...sorry to hear about the earthquake...may god bless you all...and YNWA!...

walk on,with hope in ur heart,u'll neva walk alone...

hrm...nicey nice...

a'kum...elo...very bored right now....surf the myspace..nothing good there...liyana just sent me yuu shirota's pic...eventhough that guy kind of cute(100% cute)...da...just realize if i look at him too long...i'll get bored...haish....so...maybe i'll try to find other cute boy...haha...forgive me for this stupid behaviour....then...read the Istanbul stuff from the liverpool web....nearly cried though...the match was very emotional....some of them that i like...

half-time Istanbul
Steven Gerrard: "The manager came in at half time and he calmed us down basically. He drew some things on his board, he made a few changes and he said that we should just try to score early. He said if we scored early, it would change the game. I couldn't concentrate. I don't know what was going through my head. It was weird. I was sitting there and my head was in my hands. I thought it was over."

Rafael Benitez: "At half-time we needed to do something and decided to make some changes. There is no way we could have went back out and lost by four or five goals in front of our wonderful fans. Once we started thinking and believing we could do it, anything was possible."


Luis Garcia: "We were sitting in the dressing room and we could clearly hear thousands of fans singing You'll Never Walk Alone. Can you imagine how that felt? We were 3-0 down in the Champions League final and all we could hear were 45,000 people letting us know they still believed in us. We knew they had endured a long journey and made so many sacrifices to be there. It was at that point we started to believe too."

these are the one that i like....totally unbelievable....comeback of all comebacks...the greatest one....i remember at half time...anan sent sms to me...said something like,kesian-something.....then after the match..he said,something like ac milan was unlucky something like that...haha....hrm....watch Pride...that japanese series..takuya kimura in it...i don't like him...but Pride was good....urgh..!!..totally bored right now..!!!...very2 dizzy plus pening...erm..both of them have the same meaning....neway..tonight will be boring...no Liverpool..haish...the world cup not even help....haish...kk....better read that vinci code if i want to end my boredom...tata..!!...

one night today...

a'kum...i'm totally in da mood to blog right now....why?..cos i am soo pening right now and i want to say all i want to say....cos i want to clean all the habuk in my brain so i can think like a normal person....kk...this evening..went to liyana's...watch just like heaven...i luv mark ruffalo..!...nicey nice..!...with his blur face...he's a total nice.!...and from that movie...me n liyana got this new word..RIGHTEOUS..!...hehe...it's from da guy who looks like james blunt in that movie...liyana thought he was james blunt but he's not....that guy always said"RIGHTEOUS!"...haha...he said like mao...haha...hrm...last wednesday...me n friends played bluff...i was kinda sux but it was fun...girls vs boys...girls:me,hani,fatin n aqilah....boys:bazli,acap(subs with mao),hanif(subs with naquib),n mao(subs with hakim)....we drew with them 3-3...kk...enough about the bluff bcos i think i already said about this before...anyway...surf the liverpoolfc.tv....morientes out from liverpool...no major success in his liverpool days....so...eventhough he's a superstar...he just bad in adapting his skill in english football..i think i'm in luv with yuu shirota...cos i just luv to see his sweet face....nicey nice...!...huhu....kk...i am getting bored with myspace right now...all the rempits and skinheads want to add me...but bcos i'm a good friend and myspace is 'meet new ppl'...i approve all of them(erm..there's this box...approve all friends...i tick it cos i'm lazy to approve one by one...haha)....erm...went to this msg board...Angel Tactics Msg board...liyana said this board is kinda good...so..i register n so...talk with them..kinda interesting...they talk about games,ppl,sports and entertainment...huhu...not interesting like the liverpool boards...but this also quite cool....2 boys from school are the admin.....haha....hrm....i'm very bored right now...saw the news from Google News...Bush regret about the Iraq war....stupid him...many deaths had happened and he said he regret it...what a loser...i dunno how those americans think that he is a good leader..?...a leader with regret..??!?...haish...to be a leader you must not have a regret...haish...this world in nonsense....oh!...read the star...also stupid...a missing girl died...the murderer is a cruel person...a very2 sweet girl...i dunno why the murderer wanted to kill her...?...stupid he is....haish...world...da...dun mind....kk...now i'm off..


things to buy:story books and clothes
right now reading:da vincci code..
right now watching:some p.ramlee movie..

YNWA!

righteous...!

a'kum...why i luv to chat..?...i hate anyway...cos i don't really like it...but still..when i'm in the mood...i will be something like this....

aLia_LiverPooL: a'kum..
aLia_LiverPooL: ei tiron yg makin dilupai..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi blog wei..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku nak bace secreto de amor ko..
aLia_LiverPooL: cepat2..!!
TiRon: eh?
TiRon: blog sape deh??
BUZZ!!!
aLia_LiverPooL: blog ko..
aLia_LiverPooL: jgn igt aku tatau ko ade blog...
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update cpt..
aLia_LiverPooL: hoit2..!!
aLia_LiverPooL: -mental-
TiRon: ei..
TiRon: adekah..
TiRon: adekah..
TiRon: anda..
TiRon: bace?
aLia_LiverPooL: \...
aLia_LiverPooL: ya..
aLia_LiverPooL: saya..
aLia_LiverPooL: sudah..
aLia_LiverPooL: BACA..
TiRon: tp..
TiRon: tp..
TiRon: mengape?
aLia_LiverPooL: byk nanye..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update cpt..
TiRon: ahak
TiRon: bayek~
TiRon: bentar ya
aLia_LiverPooL: bagus bik..

that's me n tiron....she's back from her PUTERI....still like herself...nice...and also chat with liyana aziz...something like this...


aLia_LiverPooL: a'kum..
aLia_LiverPooL: liyana..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku boring..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi update blog..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ws..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ali
aLia_LiverPooL: ko nye blog dah satu season bola ko tak update..
LiYaNa_AziZ: alia*
LiYaNa_AziZ: aku pon boring
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahaha
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: ...
LiYaNa_AziZ: aku dah lupe dah add dier
aLia_LiverPooL: hrm..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahakz
LiYaNa_AziZ: sape mamat sbelah ni?
aLia_LiverPooL: tunang aku..
aLia_LiverPooL: http://crazeelanoon.blogdrive.com/
aLia_LiverPooL: huhu..
aLia_LiverPooL: tuh..
aLia_LiverPooL: url blog ko..
LiYaNa_AziZ: nama?
aLia_LiverPooL: yuu shirota...
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: kawaii
LiYaNa_AziZ: ari ni pc aku mcm bangang
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: pi blog..
LiYaNa_AziZ: takleh masuk explorer
LiYaNa_AziZ: bangang..
aLia_LiverPooL: pakai mozilla..
LiYaNa_AziZ: apekah?
aLia_LiverPooL: mende internet..
aLia_LiverPooL: cam explorer gak..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp nih ok gakla..
LiYaNa_AziZ: x ader la pulak
LiYaNa_AziZ: nasib baek leh dload lagu
LiYaNa_AziZ: kalau x mmg bosan
aLia_LiverPooL: ...
aLia_LiverPooL: sian aku..
aLia_LiverPooL: brada di ambang kesunyian..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
LiYaNa_AziZ: eh..
LiYaNa_AziZ: mane ko knal mamat kawaii sbelah nih
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe..
aLia_LiverPooL: tuang aku ni aku knal di internet..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: hrm.?
aLia_LiverPooL: citer sbenarnye..
aLia_LiverPooL: ade satu anime nih...
aLia_LiverPooL: prince of tennis..
aLia_LiverPooL: sorg kerekter nih..
aLia_LiverPooL: tezuka kunimitsu..
aLia_LiverPooL: amat2 hot..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp disbbkan anime..
aLia_LiverPooL: takleh nak buat papela kan..
aLia_LiverPooL: then..
aLia_LiverPooL: ade org ngan bagus jiwa raga n kepala otaknye..
aLia_LiverPooL: dia membuat idea bernas ntuk membuat live action movie anime tuh..
aLia_LiverPooL: n tezuka tuh nye kerekter si tunang aku nih..
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: *tunang
LiYaNa_AziZ: perasan sungguh
aLia_LiverPooL: manusia..
aLia_LiverPooL: stiap org ade perasaan n perasan..
LiYaNa_AziZ: ahahaha
LiYaNa_AziZ: tp mmg x dinafikan ..
LiYaNa_AziZ: comel
aLia_LiverPooL: trimas..
aLia_LiverPooL: aku pandai memilih..

that's me n her...the pic that we talk about is the pic of Yuu Shirota....haha...nicey nice...!...very cute....!!...

this is his pic...


YNWA!
hepi holidayz!

Memory Of Istanbul...!

One year has almost passed since Liverpool emerged triumphant from the best European Cup final ever. To celebrate the anniversary of our Istanbul glory, we want your memories from that never to be forgotten Champions League success.
Istanbul Week


We want to hear your stories, starting from your journey to Istanbul and including all of your memories from the match and then your post-match celebrations and journey back home.

Getting to Istanbul
i didn't go to istanbul,mr. Liverpool...i watch the match at tv..no money at that time n my exam already finish..no time to go to istanbul,u know...with the tickets to prepare....haish..but still...watch the match at the tv was good...cos it's 2.30am....hehe...

The night before
i can't sleep,mr liverpool...why..?...bcos i was nervous...nervous to da max..!...i also don't want liverpool to lose bcos my friends will tease me and also it was the major liverpool final..and FYI,i hate losing(eventhough it's not me who played)..and i was nervous and i told my dad and Liyana that i won't go to school if liverpool lose..(it was ceriathon at that time)....

Day of the final
Nervous to da max..!!..haven't been that nervous in my whole life...!!...i was looking forward to it and i just hope liverpool win...i pray n i pray..!!..

Journey to the stadium
nothing like a journey to ur kitchen..!..(i watch it at my kitchen)...

Team news
yup...harry kewell played and no cisse....everybody's surprise and many pundits think liverpool will lose...kewell haven't played for liverpool like he use to that season...so...the rate of losing was totally high.....

When Maldini scored
"ok..another goal from us..we'll win.."...that's what i thought...i on the tv and maldini already score...

When Kewell limped off
hrm...i thought rafa will change him with cisse..but nope,he change it with smicer...but i luv smicer...!...he was my 2nd favourite liverpool player after michael owen when i 1st start supporting liverpool....

When Milan made it 3-0
er..?...k...we can win...!!!...YNWA!!...

Half-time
I off the tv...why?...bcos the pundits will be like some sore loser and say that liverpool will lose bcos they played totally pathetic...n etc. etc...

When Gerrard scored
nice mr g...now another goal...

When Smicer scored
SMICER!!!!! I LUV YOU..!!!...LIVERPOOOOOOLL..!!!(i shout like a mad woman!)

When Alonso scored
my hubby alonso...you're the best..!!...u said before that u want to score in the final to repay ur mates' win over chelsea..u did it...!!...and also"LIVERPOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!"(another mad woman shouting like someone dying' voice)

Dudek's one handed save from Shevchenko
i dunno...i don't think the ball will go in anyway...why?...bcos my feeling said,"it's not the time for them to score another goal"

The penalty shoot-out
SAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!WE WIN..!!!!!....ALHAMDULILLAH..!!!...-i was speechless...i dunno what to say at that time...i was-....i really dunno how to express my feeling bcos i just know the match was UNBELIEVABLE AND MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!

When Stevie lifted the Cup
proudest moment?....yeah...!!!!....i said to myself that my promise to God about no kicap for a week was a promise and i have to thank God about the win and also when stevie lifted the cup...i also raise up my hands like i touch the cup and show it to the ppl....huhu....and yeah,i nearly cried....:P

Post-match celebrations
i can't celebrate it anyway...cos it was 6am and i have to go to school in an hour...but still..i call liyana and told her about the match that LIVERPOOL was awesome and all and i also told her...i will go to school then..LIVERPOOL WON..!!!

Getting home
no getting home cos i was home all the time...told u before...i didn't go to istanbul and also bcos i live in malaysia,not in Liverpool....

The homecoming
didn't go but my pride was there...HAIL TO THE MIGHTY REDS..!!!!!!

# Where did you stand?
i stand nowhere....


kay...above is the some celebration of the ISTANBUL final Champs League survey a LIVERPOOL fan have to do.....hehe....i was very2 happy but also sad that it's already 1 year....huhu...i dunno what to say...but thanks...!...hehe....

really,really bored...

a'kum...my life right now is boring..that's why i'm blogging right now....my patience right now is totally lose it limit....but still i have a lil bit of the remainder....i dunno my patience can stand farahin's behaviour,mak cik azah's nag and all this stupid problem.....haish....farahin-i thought she's a supportive person-a supportive friend....but she made me mad!!!!!!!....i wonder if she know that i mad at her or not....and last thursday..she told me n emi she'll join the koperasi...i don't mind if she join...but emi-she was mad,i think...emi has too many crisis in usahawan life...and now her bestfren do something like dat..and worse-that farahin don't even feel any guilty bcos then,the next day,farahin asked me to join her;in front of emi...lorh...i dunno what emi feel...but bcos i am a good fren...so...i said to farahin"no way"...hell no...emi's my friend....the kiosk has many probs.....and then go away when crisis happen...bloody cowards.!....then..mak cik azah...she's more annoying than she have to be....!!!....she wants me to follow all the things she want...xcuse me...i don't want....last night,my lil sis asked my maid to made her milo...but then...mak cik azah said "can't u do it on ur own?!" and nag,nag n nag...then....after my sis went upstairs...mak cik azah told my maid..."why must u listen to them?..u didn't work for them...u work for me..."...and when i know she said something like that....i was so furious..!!!!....who the hell is she saying something like that...the one who pay her is my father!!...my father's money to be exact....not her..!!!....damn it that woman....haish....and this morning,my maid told her that she wants to go home(indonesia) for time-out...i dunno why...i think she meant "don't want work anymore"...shit...i don't blame my maid...with that kind of boss....i know you just want to go away from her...that mak cik azah....haish...i don't even know my late-mum treated a maid like that....my mum treated anybody like friends...not servant....that's why i treat my maid like she's my friend....not my servant...and i never ever shout or yell at my maid.....bcos i care what ppl feel...but that mak cik azah...she is the worst person i ever met bcos she has no heart feeling....how can this kind of person live..?...or more stupid,how can this kind of person have friends..?....yesterday also...she asked my brother where he goes..and my bro said he went to his friend's birthday party....and my bro used his money to treat him....and mak cik said.."aik...why treat him..?...he didn't treat you when ur birthday.".and she said it's not fair....i was furious to hear what she said....i was mad....really mad....u know my prinsip about friends....i was mad...what the hell u care about fair n square about friends....if u want to treat ur friends...it's ur choice....it's not fair or not....it's an option,a choice.....a friend is an important person to u...u friend with all ur heart...not bcos of some judgement...stupid woman...i dunno how can she have friends...but i don't think other person like her anyway....being such a snob like that...haish.....kk...i was mad,mad n mad....i dunno what my life will bcome after this...i just hope my later life won't meet her after this....i luv her...not quite...i just respect n care her as my stepmum...that's all....

i'm here...

a'kum...hello...i want to be an emotional lass today...why..?...i am very happy and so happy like i'm in love but i'm not in love..!!...haha...i'm not in love but just want to say like i'm in love...hahaha....nice eh..?...falling in love in sooo damn nice...but to lose the love in so damn hurt....that's why i choose friend than love....friend:u won't feel the pain and also the happiness....you just feel comfortable....haha...whatever....my life today is boring...can be enjoyable...but still...hahahaha...woke up at 8.30am ++....surf the internet....n nobody online...hahahah....damn..!....but still...i edit few things of my myspace page....liyana online at 12++am bcos she just got back from gotong-royong at school...haha...she went bcos ckg rokiah told her class if the class come for the gotong-royong...she add 5 marks for their account...haha....if my bio teacher do something like that...i will definitely go....huhu..biology:i just think i'll get bad....ok...continue the story....then...bcos i was boring...too boring to be exact....i help aina change her layout...haha....green..not my fav color...but still nice...harmony to be more specific...maybe amalina will like it...she luv green very much....and for the 1st time sice last month...i online my msn....and ah soon also online...asked him the pic of datuk's....he said he can't gave it to me bcos the files not there...somebody delete it or something....sorry amalina...no rezeki for you...then....chat with hazim...nothing really...talk some football stuff...then affan online...he said i haven't chat with him for awhile...and he told me his life was miserable....his grandmother passed away last monday....and he broke up with his girlfren...i said sorry for both...but i told him that he better move on with his life....his girlfren was pretty annoying...just 2 weeks with the broke up..she already have another one...haish...this girl...i think she's just using him with stupid things....but affan...i think he IS being stupid...he curse that girl....but still can't forget her and said that he love her very much...whole-heartedly...haish...man...i thought just woman feel that way....but the opposite also feel like that....i know when you're in love...stupid things might happen like some promise you made such as "will be together forever n ever" n "i won't look at somebody else but you"...something like dat....haish....but he just can't stop thinking about her n then...i burst...!...haha...yeah,me.burst.to.him....haha...not my job...but still...he's my friend....i told him..."move on..that girl already forget you.you also have to move on"...then..he pause...he dunno what to say....maybe i said [to be exact=type] with CAPITAL LETTERS...not really capitals...just the tone of it was like mad....then he said..."oh,tq.."....n then he said he have to off...hrm...that affan...really annoying sometimes...but i can say nothing to him....he's too absorb with his moody-love-life....tell you ppl[especially anan]..if you're in love...pls don't do stupid promise unless you pretty sure that the person you're in love will be ur future-wife...thank god i don't have any experience in this kind of relationship...but i advice about it when they were in prob bcos maybe someday i'll be psychiatrist....haha....but i dunno yet..ambition....you just have to put it in mind....anyway...i think i talk too much again for 2 consequtive days...so..ttfn..!!

a'kum..

a'kum..hehe....i'm in a good mood today...why..?..cos i'm lovin' it....my day at school was good...but not really enjoyable...haha...but still...like raven will say,"i'm okay..."....haha...neway....this 3 whole weeks...i have exam...my exam end today...but the tasawur paper 2 can't finish today bcos it's 2hrs 3omin....but the schedule said just 2 hours.....so...we made a choice to do it next week...why i choose next week...?... bcos i have't read all of it....hahaha.....can't blame me bcos other ppl also haven't read yet...underestimate the genius of tasawur...haha...!!.....i think the most difficult will be add math....cos i can't answer some of the questions....hrm...dun mind really.....i was too lazy to think about the aftermath of the question....so..i gave up and forgot about YNWA spirit...huhu...dun really mind but still-i mind it very much.....anyway...i think the easiest was est....cos i think i did okay....haha....but i just hope i won't have any fail...huhu....i was very tired today and have to cancel the plan to go to liyana's house to watch underworld....very2 tired....my mind really sleepy....i dunno how many papers i had tried to stop my sleepiness....anyway today...i was really mad but still with my experience with farahin's behaviour...farahin said something bad about my INSPIRATION CAPTAIN,mr stevie g that he's bad and bad and worst-she thinks i won't feel bad about it bcos i love xabi...blurgh!!!..i love the whole team,ah hin..!!!....haish....that's why i think she's not an understanding friend eventhough i always said"farahin,ko mmg memahami"-not really.....but still...she's my best friend and i can't avoid her about it....hrm.....gotta tell you the truth...with amalina's behaviour at her blog...she really have the best time of her life...but still...with her story...i think i really dun want that kind of boarding school life.....don't get me wrong...i don't hate her life...i just hate the boarding school life...i can be a discipline and strict person....but with that kind of life in a boarding school...i better just wait for the university....not really my type and i am really proud with my decision for not going to a boarding school....haha...kay...better stop now bcos that amalina will be here next week and i don't think she will like what i write or maybe she will boast about her school more...k......my favourite topic-FOOTBALL..!!..haha....liverpool won the FA Cup...i like it,a-ha,a-ha....huhu..i luv gerrard's goal..BRILLIANT..!!!....captain fantastic...!...and those pundits said liverpool played with one man team...yeah right...if there's no carragher in liverpool..liverpool will have a risk of 85% to lose eventhough he made an own goal bcos he is the liverpool heart's defence....haha...about the CL 2006 final...the match can't beat liverpool display last year....but henry put his mind on arsenal and said he will be in arsenal next season...i think it's good with 2 reasons...

1. i don't want barcelona to bcome the best team in europe and be MORE better than now...
2. arsenal will be so disgusting without henry.i don't think they'll cope...

right now...i'm replying my mates' comment at myspace...there's this guy..hadie the name...err...he's okay but a gunners and also sweet but not really my type...da...asked for my handphone no. already...i already gave to him bcos lucky he's not a rempit...that's nice....and other guy...i dunno his name but from nottingham...a malay i think.....cos he speak malay...hometown nottingham...but dunno where he live right now.....but still..he's alright...but h red devil...da....why no kop..?....haha....man,i'm mental.....i watch this korean movie right now...lovely rivals i think....a teacher jealous of her student cos the student went out with this male teacher from school and the that female teacher like him....and so,she's jealous...haha.....that student is a child anyway.....hrm...i think i talk too much....kk...YNWA..!!

no to nobody...

a'kum...alo...haven't blog for awhile...why?....read hikaru no go from vol. 1st to last....haha..!!!...so..no time for this blogging thing cos i read it at the internet...mind you...i even read it in this exam season......my life was a lil bit havoc nowadays...maybe bcos this exam n also my health....my nervous syndrom attack me again....maybe cos of da thyroid....can say nothing about it....the doctor said my ulcer gotten white....err?....dun mind....last 2 weeks....i cried in front of my 1st bro...stupid..?...kind of....cos all da pressure in me....i thought i can't cope it anymore...da....but later with my YNWA strenght....i know i can cope with all the pressure....i have my friends around me....a best friend who always listen to my worry,a best friend who always makes me laugh,a best friend who makes me mad, a best friend who know nothing but nothing...but still...i have friends....my siblings are not the most supportive human being if you ask me.....but dun mind....in this exam season....i was sleepy n nervous...haha...but not really though....maybe this is the 1st time i face the real pre-SPM papers...so...kind of nervous.....sometimes i worried too much about LIVERPOOL...but i know i must not worried n if i have to worry..better i worry about my life if i can go to liverpool or not...hish.......neway....there's another 1 week for exam to finish...so..my life will be flying like a bird...huhu....everyday...i count all the remaining papers i have to face...and also all the remaining days i will left school....another 1 year and +++......so....that will be another goody....this life....sometimes you wonder why you have to live.....facing numerous challenge and all...but still...an end will await us...but still...i just have to live with my current life with happiness and all....my no1 dream after all is have my hajj...and also go to liverpool...meet the liverpool lads...that will be the 2nd heaven in this world.....huhu.....GOD BLESS YOU..!...AMIN~~~!