hehe.lala.i can blog..!!!

a'kum...n hello...hehe...unlike aina..i have to say some greetings cos it's already my habit...haha..sori ainun...be more cheerful...just like that chinese girl in that chinese drama(triumph in the sky-6pm to 7pm)....his boyfriend asked her how she can be a cheerful girl...she said when you sad,you just have to be cheerful...that's all....haha...easy to say....anyway...FINALLY...i can blog....this blogger made me mad....slow....but lucky this blogger have my patience....this week is a good week for me...and also tiring....the happy things...liverpool won the FA youth cup and also the semi final FA cup(for the senior team)....and it was brilliant...!!!.....the best thing about the semi final....liverpool beat chelsea....hahahahah..!!...jose can say anything like 'the better team lose','the disallowed goal was a goal' and 'liverpool play with 11 defenders'.....BUT....!!!...we win....haahahhahaha..!!!....that jose....his face becoming more stupid in each days he try to say something bad.....huhu....steven gerrard won the PFA player of da year award....and Rafa won the best coach in spain....hehe....lucky,lucky...and liverpool won against west ham....but that match was overshadowed by luis garcia's red card...liverpool try to appeal....but the FA already rejected the appeal...FYI,the punishment from a red card to a player...the player will be ban 3 match...and so,with another last 3 match will be played in this season...luis can't play in the FA Cup final agianst west ham..hrm....YNWA,LUIS.....can't say more....

n that's the unlucky thing about liverpool....

continue....this week also was very tiring...i slept 3 times in class.....2 subject to be exact...i slept when english...and also 2 times when physics.....huhu....bio was interesting...interesting if the teacher taught in the class,not at the lab.....i nearly sleep in the lab...but instead i wrote the stupid-duck story.....hahaha.....yesterday...amalina came to liyana's house...me n farahin were there....she brought mee bandung for us..it was good..!!...huhu....but not really hot cos it's not hot....she told us many stories about her life there....some can be interesting...n some just a typical boarding school story......made new email....stepteen_lfc@yahoo.com.....cos when i wrote the stepteen_0110....ppl will think i wrote stepteen_ollo.....haish....that's why i better change.....the laptop's memory is suddenly decreased to 0 bytes....i can't even read the latest nana..!!...haish.....(i have to download..but no memory...what can u do about it..?)....i really wonder how that shazizan knew that i am saving money for my next-year trip to korea...?....i haven't tell anybody except my best friends.....but that boy....maybe he heard it when i talked to hani about korea.....can't blame him...my voice is a total loud......that's all i want to say right now...tata...!...

later blog again...have to be ready for this wedding.....oh..!...my cousins from scotland is here....he taught me physic last night at 12.30am...mental..?...he is......

something.about.me

a'kum...i dunno what to do for today...i have to send my bio's practical n PEKA tomorrow....but i haven't finish yet.....WHY?..cos i don't have the school testpad and my practical book was left at school....HAHAHAHAHA....go to hell....this is too damn bad...in the morning..i was so determined....right now...I was so like shit....haish....and i still feel sooo guilty to my father....he sent me a sms last night...the sms was something like..."alia ok?"...ARGHH!!!!!...i feel so guilty...wanna know why...?....cos when i chat with my father...i don't really chat with him...i asked my cousin to chat with him....or maybe my sis.....cos i just dunno what to talk to him...FYI,i am very secretive to my family....any emotional things that happen in my life...i don't really blast it to them...cos i am the MOST independent in my family....if the bill haven't paid...they know who to blame....haish...that's why one of the reason i want to study and live in liverpool is bcos i want to leave anybody that i know....yeah..maybe hani or liyana or both go with me to liverpool...but i don't think either of them want to live there...me?..i am totally into living in liverpool...cos i don't want to meet anybody that i know....that's why my relationship with my friends right now..i want to appreciate it all my life....bcos maybe after that i will make a new realtionship with other ppl...cos i just thought of something...maybe i can make new relationship in each decades of my life...the start of life of 11 years old....i have new friends at sks6 and also the skolah agama seksyen 3....then i have all that friends until now...yeah...i lost contacts to some of them but i still remember them and if they forget me...i don't really care anyway....cos that just mean they're not really my true friends....

what i want to confess to you all about..in everything that i had done...i know what i was/am doing...i know the consequences of my doing....i know the good and bad about my doing....but i won't regret what i had done a bit....cos i know my life...i know i've been very annoying with my moodiness and all...cos i just can't meet the ppl who really understand me....not even my late-mother,my father or my siblings...or even my best-mates....i told them my secrets...but not all of them...i told them many of the important things i have in my life....but most of all are important for that time but won't be important for the other time[or maybe it will]....i told ppl about what i felt about other person....bcos i can guess what will happen next...i understand my friends very much....and if my understanding was wrong...i know they had change and mature...so i am very happy...ppl say i am too moody..why?..bcos i am too responsible and take things seriously in my life...why again..?...bcos i always thinks the result of what i had done....i can be dramatic...too dramatic than hani,even...but i just try to not show it...i dont want ppl to feel worry or sorry about me...like about my mum's condition b4 she died...i told ppl about her condition...but not what i was totally seeing....i just told ppl,"mak aku sakit.asyik baring je".....but my mum was totally sick...i just can't bear to watch her face...b4 she died...i don't really help her..i just watching her from afar...it was just my bro and sis help my mum...i just stay in my room doing nothing...i don't think i was praying at that time..maybe i was-a lil...i don't think i was doing something like crying...i just quiet...why?...bcos i think i was useless...i don't do anything to my mum...and also i was thinking something else-she won't die...

about my friends...i know i was being too difficult to handle...i just want to say i'm sorry....i know i was annoying with my moodiness...but i just can't control what happen in my life...i know some of my friends think i am very annoying with my liverpool maniac...i'm sorry...i'm just too into liverpool...i know farahin n hani thought this liverpool thing was annoying...but i'm sorry...i don't have any true happiness than liverpool in my life...i realize that among my friends...i am the most mature,hate to lose and too passionate in many kind of things..when i was being hyper...i was feeling insecure at that time....

maybe i was being dramatic..or being nothing....but today i just felt like to say something....i am sorry if i say something bad...but this is my blog...so better i say it now or later my brain will be too crowded and my heart will be too swollen....bye..

ehehe.i.saw.something.funny

a'kum..hello..not ponteng today...but maulud nabi...so..no go to school then...hehe...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W....with no him before us...we won't be a good umat to the world...anyway...the time of my life...last saturday...nothing much...cos nothing happen....sunday...pretty good...went to one utama....makcik azah have this bowling thingy at 9.30am in the morning....so..we have to arrive there early...not many ppl were there....very2 different than our usual time of shopping....went to the bowling alley....lucky the cinema is just beside the alley...so....we can play bowling without worrying the time to watch ice age 2....erm....i played bowling and got 2 strikes but most of the time the ball went to the drain...haha....very2 unclucky me....after dat...watch ice age2...HUAHAHAHAHA..!!...the 1st was better but this also okay....the movie was totally good....i hate those posoms[i dunno how to spell/call them]....but they made many funny gestures....hehe...then...went to mph...makcik azah said she want to buy me books next month cos the budget for this month is limited...but i said just one book and also hani said mph have 20% discount....so...she said okay then...bought this book..how my private,personal journal become a bestseller...meg cabot gave a review for the book and that's why i bought it...lucky the book was rm22.90....cheaper than the price i always bought cos mph don't even have any sale....so,no 20%...erm..makcik azah also said that next month she'll give me,my sis n bro rm100 for us to buy our own clothes...my mind was thinking of books anyway...not clothes...but..i think it was okay...i think i want to bring liyana when we go shopping...erm,sorry emi...i think my style is more into liyana then emi's....but i don't think any of this is important anyway...huhu...i just think of buying books anyway..hehe....liverpool won the match against bolton..i dun think the match was good...it was a lil bit frustrating...lucky fowler was good...gerrard n garcia were diving...maybe that's what i saw...it was pretty annoying to see the lads dived...haish...but maybe they're not....alonso played well....i thought he was the man of the match....bcos he played really well....not many mistakes...gerrard was bad...maybe bcos he haven't played for 2 weeks...i think cisse was the worst..all passes that were given to him was useless...xabi passed a brilliant ball to him but he waste it...hrm...man utd won against arsenal..the match was exciting...but i dunno what happen to arsenal anyway...do they think they can win the CL....?...hrm...i hope villareal won against them...they thought they can do a liverpool..haha....just wish then,arsenal...u dunno how desperate i was before last year CL final...i had nazar not to eat kicap for 1 week and also solat hajat...haha...u dunno what i was feeling at the time...and with that kind of match that had happen...u just dunno what to believe...huhu...kk...i'm blabbing...tata!!....

surf to the liverpool university's site..makcik azah said the U don't have any medic...hehe...what's this then..???

Medicinal Chemistry with Pharmacology MChem-i want to be pharmacist...so..i think maybe this thing be will good...high score in ur chemistry...u'll be good...

maybe i'll consider a surgeon too...that's my 2nd anyway...
or also a pscycologist...hehe....all about that later...ttfn..!!

my.day.everydaylife.

a'kum....hello....mind you...i change my layout....this is the 6th march skin of the day at blogskins.com.....haha..!!...my birthday,monalisa..!!....already celebrated it twice....hehe...the last layout...it was good with my friends and me n liverpool..n gerrard n xabi...but really have to change then..hehe....ponteng today....woke up at 11am....if i was school today...i dunno what will happen cos fatin don't want to say anything about school today...hrm...emi said she don't want to tell her about school..so..i dun mind then.....hrm...arsenal through to the semi....1st time...and i hate that wenger...haha..juve n real madrid already been defeated by this scum....but really..they played bad....but luck to them then...may vilareal win the match against them....this week never been good or bad....lose in bola jaring....got 2nd....my class played well....but just unlucky for the lose.....haish....nothing happen nowadays....i dunno what to say....liverpool will play this sunday...against bolton....huhu....i dreamed liverpool lose 7-0....and after dat dream...i woke up with sweat all over my body....da....no way!!!!!!!....anyway...i don't think that kind of thing will happen...cos dream is dream...don't believe the dream bcos that dream just made u bad....and anyway...in everthing that i dream....i just believe in 1 dream...and that's my dream to liverpool....tata then..!!...

a.thing.to.do

What if...
Okay so name 10 people
1.hani
2.liyana slayman
3.farahin
4.amalina
5.ainun
6.emi
7.alisa
8.amin
9.haikal
10.xabi alonso

Alrighty. Now, what if numb.1 is ur mother.......
huahaha..!!!!!!!

Number 2 was who you were going to marry?:
erk..?...i want another slayman's son...not this daughter...

Number 3 got turned into a frog?:
hrm...can be cool...huahaha..!!!...she called me a frog when i was 13

You and number 4 got drunk and madeout?:
we r very2 alim...no need to do these kind of things..

You and number 5 woke up in the same bed and didnt remember how or why?:
oh..?...lucky she's my friend and also a girl and nothing bad really had happen bcos our hormone not attract to each other..

Number 6 moved to the other side of the world?:
oh...she sit beside me already....

You found out that number 7 is a man?:
nope....always a girl but can boyish at times....

You caught number 8 in a polkodotted thong?:
hahaha...my bro wear a thong..??!?!

Number 9 confessed their love for you?:
nope....he's bro and just once he said he love all his siblings....

Number 10 kissed you?:
that will be SOOOOO GOOOOOD!!!!







Number 1 just started sniffing you?:
huh?!....hani...ko sniff org ke..?

You found out that number 2 was doing drugs?:
liyana,liyana...apa nak jadila...

Number 3 could fly?:
huahahah..!!!!!!!!

Number 4 was pregnant?:
hrm...she luv it if that baby of hers is datuk's

Number 5 told you that they were never going to see you again?:
oh my......

Number 6 ate YOUR cookie?:
WEYH!!!!...emi-chan...!!..blanje aku balik..!!!

You and number 7 went to the zoo?:
that rhino,my dear sis...looks like a friend of mine.............

Number 8 lied to you?:
many times...and when he lied...he will twitched his mouth..

Number 9 turned into a coconut?:
not really like a coconut....

You and number 10 were deserted on an island?:
OH MY GOD...!!!...that's the best thing in the world!!!!!








You and number 1 went to the moon?:
we r the the REAL neil amstrong!!!!

Number 2 got a job?:
hehe....jgn memalu nak blanje aku...!!!

Number 3 got hurt badly in an accident?:
i'll pray you'll be okay..!!

Number 4 needed help with a problem will u help?:
u know i'll help you....

Number 5 was sad what will u do?:
ainun....awak bkan camni....ainun.jgn bersedih...

Number 6 was being a super-bitch?:
emi?....hahaha...!!!!

Number 7 was randomly in your house one morning?:
she's always in my house...

You went to take a shower and 8 was in your bathroom?:
.......KELUAR!!!!!!

Number 9 drank waayy too much at a party?
HAIKAL!!!!!!!!

Number 10 ran away from home?:
come to my home, my dear xabi...!!








Number 1 showed up at your window at 3 AM to escape their house?:
HANI..!!!...bagus le...igtkan awak tanak tido umah kite...

You and 2 were walking down the street and saw an eskimo?:
erm...?....nih asia right?

Number 3 came to your house riding a llama?:
farahin..!!!....ko curi emperor kuzco...!!!!

simply.the.huh?!

a'kum..hello...not in da mood to blog...but better do it now...hehe...luv the new layout...i don't think it will last though...i choose it becos it's neat and also bleach...no byakuya...but nvm....today not really a good day...started bad but end good....like a fairytale but you don't have any fairies and elf and peter pan.....and also happily ever after....da day started with hani didn't bring my bio book....i was mad....bcos i really want to send the book today...but i just try to ignore my temper and instead i told aina what i felt and it was a relief to lose a lil bit temper by telling someone else and aina was okay with that....and also started with farahin not talking to me for i-dunno-how-many-times day.....hrm....i said hi to her and she ignore it and after that i told her that if you don't want to talk me again....i don't want to talk to you again....haha...childish...but i don't really mean it....i was being hyper at dat time.....hrm...and the day end with some good things from bola baling...the bola baling was okay bcos i played with my leg hurt....and i walked with ainun n liyana after dat and ainun treat me mcfloat....haha....this week....i already asked rm1 from many ppl....haha...all bcos i had used all my money on this liverpool thingy...what can you do if you addict to something..?..u will always addict to it....haha...IF that's a good thing...haha.....saw this World Cup advertisement...saw cisse...hehe...finally..someone from liverpool who love publicity...haha...kay then...very2 hungry right now...tata..!!