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a'kum....haven't blog for a while...this blogger really being bad nowadays....my time nowadays was okay...some were brilliant and some were not....the bad things...amalina now gone...not dead but

she went to mrsm...haish...she is 1 of my bestfriends...really...i am not the type of person who care about ppl who go to any boarding skool....becos i think that's their choice and i don't want to waste my time thinking about ppl bsnes....but amalina was different...she is my bestfriend...and she's the most sensitive among my different-personalities mates...so...it's a little awkward now....when she's not among us....but the good thing[or maybe bad for some ppl]...she called me last thursday...she said "aku seksa kat sini"....hrm....boarding skool...the 2nd jail of your life....70% of me was happy because there have a possibility that she maybe came home...but 30% of me don't want her to go back home bcos she's not really a consistent student...she's a hardworking girl....and the boarding school really suits her more....anyway...enough of her...other bad things....i dunno why...i am not happy being with my friends...xcept liyana n emi....other than them...they were like 'different' and sometimes annoyed me...no offence...my hormon not really stable nowadays....liyana was being understanding and happy-go-lucky all the time...and emi...she was being good to me and just listen and say nothing...that's good cos i don't like lecture...other good things that happen...liverpool won again!!...haha...luv them....huhu...against the bitter everton...and gerrard was sent off...but liverpool managed a 3-1 win and it's obvious that xabi alonso was the man of the match but if i was rafa..i will have a problem to make a decision for subbing ppl...all of them played really well and none of them made any worst scenario...dada....hrm....farahin mad at me...to be honest....i was starting to feel annoyed with these stupid sulk...so...i don't really mind about her....hrm...i think that's all then...tata..!!

chat.with.my.tok.arab.father.haha

a'kum...my sis n i chat with my father at ym.... haha...something stupid but also some father n daughter talk..actually...i haven't read all the things that we chat about...but read then....ta!

aLia_LiverPooL: assalamualaikum!!
AyaH: waalaikum salam
aLia_LiverPooL: nie aye
AyaH: sape ni
aLia_LiverPooL: haha
aLia_LiverPooL: alia tgh pkai baju
AyaH: sape ade kat rumah
aLia_LiverPooL: amin haikal aye alia makcik azah dgn akak
aLia_LiverPooL: sume ade
AyaH: makcik azah tgh buat ape?
aLia_LiverPooL: ntah
aLia_LiverPooL: dier ade kat dlm bilik
AyaH: panggil dia jab
aLia_LiverPooL: okesh
aLia_LiverPooL: jap jap
aLia_LiverPooL: makcikazah tgh letih
aLia_LiverPooL: dier kate lain kali larh
aLia_LiverPooL: die tgh tido tadi
AyaH: sana kol berape?
aLia_LiverPooL: 8.12
aLia_LiverPooL: kat sane?
AyaH: dah mkn?
aLia_LiverPooL: lom
aLia_LiverPooL: kejap agi
AyaH: nape x mkn lagi?
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool menang 7-0
aLia_LiverPooL: haha
AyaH: tipu
aLia_LiverPooL: btol!!!
aLia_LiverPooL: cube ayah tgk news!
AyaH: mmng dgn sape?
aLia_LiverPooL: birmingham
aLia_LiverPooL: ngeh ngeh ngeh
AyaH: Birmingham team bodoh
aLia_LiverPooL: x kesah arh..
aLia_LiverPooL: asalkan menang!
aLia_LiverPooL: FA cup
aLia_LiverPooL: masok semi final
AyaH: haikal buat ape?
aLia_LiverPooL: main gitar
AyaH: Amin
aLia_LiverPooL: tgh tido
AyaH: Alia
aLia_LiverPooL: tgh semayang
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah dah abeh keje ker?
AyaH: lom lagi....kat cc
aLia_LiverPooL: owhh
aLia_LiverPooL: keje malam lagi ekk?
AyaH: ye
aLia_LiverPooL: owhh
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah x nak guner web cam ker?
aLia_LiverPooL: aye nak tgk muker AYAH
aLia_LiverPooL: hahaha
AyaH: cc ni x der web cam
aLia_LiverPooL: owhhhh
aLia_LiverPooL: komputer ayah tuh x leh main tenet ker?
AyaH: kat cc pakai computer cc...x leh pakai computer lain
aLia_LiverPooL: owh
AyaH has signed out. (3/22/2006 8:19 PM)

AyaH: Acu ade call?
aLia_LiverPooL: x de
aLia_LiverPooL: alia baru je abeh semayang
aLia_LiverPooL: nih alia..
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe..
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool gol 7 bijik..
aLia_LiverPooL: ngan birmingham..
aLia_LiverPooL: tmpt ayah duk baper tahun lps..
aLia_LiverPooL: huhu..
AyaH: Ayah dok kat Aston....x support B'gham
aLia_LiverPooL: aston kat dlm birmingham la tuh..
AyaH: x ...Aston lain....sape lagi menang?
aLia_LiverPooL: chelsea lwn newcastle nanti..
aLia_LiverPooL: liverpool ngan birmingham je lwn..
aLia_LiverPooL: west ham masuk semi final FA cup gak..
AyaH: West Ham menang ngan sape?
aLia_LiverPooL: man city..
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah tgh buatpe..?
AyaH: tgh taip ni
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
AyaH: ade ape2 muskhil?
aLia_LiverPooL: tak..
aLia_LiverPooL: saje nanye..
aLia_LiverPooL: lambat ayah taip..
aLia_LiverPooL: hehe/.
AyaH: pc ni lambat
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: komp takde pentium..
AyaH: Ayah dah pandai kira bahasa Arab
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: terer..
aLia_LiverPooL: 1 sampai bape..?
AyaH: sampai sepuluh
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: airina pun tau..
aLia_LiverPooL: blaja bebtul kat sane tuh..
AyaH: dah makan?
aLia_LiverPooL: lum..
aLia_LiverPooL: nak makan skit je...
aLia_LiverPooL: takde selera sgt..
AyaH: pi bawah pi makan dulu
aLia_LiverPooL: ok..
aLia_LiverPooL: ayah dah makan ke..?
AyaH: dah
aLia_LiverPooL: ooo..
aLia_LiverPooL: makan kebab..?
AyaH: org Patani masak....kat sini sume tanggong
AyaH: TV kat apartment ayah ade 500 Channel
aLia_LiverPooL: best..!!
aLia_LiverPooL: sumer 500 chn tuh bhs arab ke..?
AyaH: tak.....macam2 ade
aLia_LiverPooL: haha..
aLia_LiverPooL: astro pun ade..?
AyaH: cume TV Malaysia jer tak dpt
aLia_LiverPooL: hahaha..
aLia_LiverPooL: tak semua ade..
aLia_LiverPooL: alia nak pi makan jap..
AyaH: ok
aLia_LiverPooL: alisa ade kat blakang alia..
aLia_LiverPooL: tp dia baru nak mandi..
AyaH: suruh dia pi mandi
AyaH: Ayah jab lagi nak sign out.....kirim salam kat semua
aLia_LiverPooL: ok..

i read it...and i have to say..my father really don't want to see liverpool happy...haha...he studied at Aston University...i think aston is in birmingham....dun mindla....but i have to say...LIVERPOOL WON!!!!!....15 GOALS IN 3 GAMES..!!...2 games in 3 days and they scored 10 goals for those 2 matches....hahah..!!!...that's why i luv liverpool..they have the passion and eventhough they scored many goals...the defence still tight...hehe...thank GOD...i am very happy right now....never mind about my test results[i got better than i expected]....but today really pay all the bad things that i felt before....tata again..!

na.na.na.hey.hey.hey.godbye.

a'kum...helo...wake up early today..bcos i have to send my father to klia....he will go to jeddah....for 3 years...not the whole 3 years...cos he will be back for 2 weeks this may...hrm....i kind of sad to see him...really sad cos i have to say farewell to 2 ppl in 1 month....that's very2 sad...amalina will go to this boarding skool..near my kampung...so...maybe i don't have any feeling right now...cos...muar is good...they have the most delicious mee bandung in the world..!!!...[totally,i really like food!!]....yesterday...my day was kind of bad...cos....i have this drawing...i drew it when i was boring at school..i drew many things and i think it can be precious to me...bcos for me....each drawing that i drew,presenting my patient....really...drawing is full of patients..[i know it's kind of dramatic cos i didn't drew it but i copy it :x]...and i drew many kind of things and among them are this liverpool's phoenix....i was kind of proud....it was difficult to draw it....and yesterday..i want to show that drawing to my 2nd bro....u know,my bro is a very good artist....and i just want to show it[the truth is,i AM VERY PROUD]....and when i want to show it...the paper of the drawing was gone..!...GONE..!!..i was too sad....not nearly cry...but still,sad..!!!...i remember my gaara keychain that i lost before...so..i think maybe that keychain lost with it...haish....even that sweet gaara also lost....[i don't mind about that gaara, cos i got it free from kreko :D]....then..i watch o.c...it was good...but then it was raining..so..i have to off the dvd....then..i slept from 5pm and i woke up at 8pm....huhu....my cousins came....and there this lil boy....he listen to my ipod...and when he listen...he took off the earphone...and i thought he licked the earphone...but then....i thought the earphone will be alright....after dat...i asked my cousin;syara to talk with liyana using the microphone...i just want to test the microphone...u know;call using ym....then...when i took the ipod from her...i didn't hear anything....but i just used the right side of the earphone..then i used both...i can hear sound but it was weird...than i tried to listen only with the left earphone...i can hear sound-perfectly....then i used only with the right-NOTHING!!!!....so...with the suitable hypothesis and the right conclusion...the RIGHT earphone is bisu...........DAMN IT..!!!....lucky my father will go to jeddah tomorrow..he won't know about it until may).....so..i have to save rm179 to buy the earphone....[i asked from a friend about the price]....haish...my lovely and precious ipod....how could this happen to me!![bground music=simple plan's untitled]....haish....i was too sress to think about my day....so...i went to bed early than expected.....kay then....tata..!!

ps:liverpool vs fulham(i dunno what time but 3.30am i think)
pps:current music=ellegarden's niji
extra ps:just edit this new pic...pls comment at my MySpace pls..!!
another xtra ps:i just remember..the paper of the drawing is under my desk at school..sorry with my sadness..

exceptance.not.included

a'kum..hello...i am very boring right now....but later i'll watch o.c...so....i won't feel boring after dat....my father will go to jeddah tomorrow...and i have a lil twinge of regret bcos i didn't go to my bio's extra class this morning....and i also won't go tomorrow bcos i'll go to the airport to send my father...so...i can't....and emi just told me that it was difficult and i can also say, complicated...haish...yesterday went to school eventhough i don't want but my house was kind of boring...so..i went..i 1st thought i didn't want to go bcos i don't want to train bola jaring....why must if there's nothing we can do about the bola jaring...??...really..it's just a waste of time to train with the other players bcos they really just some kind of brats....anyway...when i nearly at the school...i called ainun and she said she's at clinic bcos amalina was sick...so...i went to da clinic bcos i dun want to waste my time at the school and i dun want to meet any ppl eventhough i know anot....after dat..etc etc etc....after the clinic...amalina have a fever but still ok and we waited for ainun n syera bcos they wanted to send some books...i dunno what books....but they send it anyway....and waited for them and me,hani n amalina listen to my ipod...n etc etc etc...then later...after met ainun n syera...we went to da mall..just hani,me,n amalina...ainun n syera didn't join us bcos they want to do something else....so..we don't mind...and all 3 of us attack liyana's after dat and watch remember the titans at her comp and dot....nothing really happened anyway...i am way boring right now that's why i blab n blab n right now...about the liverpool match againt arsenal..liverpool lose n xabi got red card and gerrard made mistake and liverpool still 3rd at the league and arsene wenger said they can get above liverpool....da...if he wish to better liverpool..how about they better on tottenham and bolton than thinking about other opponent...really this club...mourinho said the truth anyway;wenger really a voyeur...he think about other club than his....da....stupid man...k then..i dunno what to say..tata..!

feel.like.betray.being.paranoia

a'kum....hello...last week was the WORST WEEK I EVER HAD IN MY LIFE..!!!...i dunno when was the last time i felt that bad or worse about the-worst-week-in-my-life....but that week can be the worst..!!...starting with my test...1st test in form4....and i know this year i can get fail...but i never thought my 1st EVER FAIL will be in my 1st MONTHLY TEST IN FORM 4..!!!....seriously..shoot me...or make some udomo rasengan attack to me cos i know i'll be dead and i don't want to face any of my marks which WILL be below 40 and also RED;BIG RED ones....totally....1st fail...and not just 1...but more...haish..!!!!....i think i'll fail my sej,physics,bio and i dunno about other subjects....but i know others can be nearly fail or maybe FAIL~~~~....haish..i am not this give up person....but i have to admit it...I WAS SUCKS..!...k...other worst thing that happen...LIVERPOOL LOSE THEIR CROWN TO DEFEND THE CL ....haish....k...i was too absorb for my fav team to win the game...but the lose was the most frustrating time i ever had in my life since my PMR result...which i got 7As....and i hate it....and definitely hate the lose and totally frustrated...but i have to move on right..?...the lose not really forever...but really...with more than 60% liverpool's possesion...and more than 20 shots on target...not even 1 came in and the benfica who have less shots and possesion..score 2..?..ARGH!!!!...man..i dunno i can feel this ______!!!!!...(just put any word on the line..)....anyway..last week was last week...and the happy thing that happen on that week....syefah let me borrow her o.c....like it very much..!....i borrow the 1st season 1st....have 7 dvds inside it....already finish it....and right now..my sis and i watch the 2nd season...n maybe it will end tomorrow if my father say nothing about watching the dvds from morning to night...huhu.....anan back from his boarding school...i dunno what he was doing there....but still he kind of happy...oh!...tomorrow his lil sis will sleep in my house...n maybe in my room n there will be 2 friends of my sis and i can't sleep in the room cos my father said i have to sleep outside...and u know..if someone wants me like dat...i better reserved hani's or liyana's room right now...really...i dunno what happen to my family....my father was like some kind of selfish old man who knew nothing about me...my 1st bro;he was some kind of shit,another selfish brat in the family....my sis;another brat but can be kind of sweet...my 2nd bro;he seldom at home right now....so,i have nothing to say about him....my stepmum;for once(or more)...i have nothing bad to say about her....cos she was being quiet...and really...i don't even bother to say anything to her...eventhough she baked a totally disaster banana cake for me n family...haish.....read emi's blog....kind of happy she put my name on her blog....i was happy...happy that i can help her life....really....sc1 was so full of brats but still...u just have to face it cos not all of them are brats and brats are not really anoyying EVERYDAY....lucky my cousin came to my house today...gave me a lift to take the o.c's 2nd season at syefah's....haish...my blog is too long....so...gotta hit the dot now...bye2..!!..n tata..!!

ps:arsenal vs liverpool(Monday 3.30am)
pps:fernando alonso won the bahrain GP...
another ps: currently listen to fall out boy's dance dance-i hate this song actually-
extra ps:latest naruto;sai is dead but maybe not....
extra-extra ps:i dun want to go to my netball practice tomorrow...

dadadada.timtumtum...!!...

a'kum....hello..just have the mood to blog.....i had delayed to blog many times....and i just hope this will be the last delay....anyway....my week so far was boring...if u count the time when my whole class went to the bdak2 khas' room...for me...it was boring...nothing really interested me....the kids(or maybe grown ups) were okay...but i just don't like them....the most good thing about school in this week was when the time me n liyana have to go home....at that time....we have the proper joke and the usual relationship i always see...my class really bored....but i just care about study....my friends can be quiet boring....i dunno what to talk when i was around them....i also missed csi for the 2nd week in a row..last week i missed it bcos i totally forgot....then this week...i missed it eventhough i put a reminder for that show and also my sis had woke me up.....but my eyes were too heavy to watch the tv....so...i slept when the csi was on.....i hope i won't miss that show tomorrow....haish....i'll have monthly test this tuesday....hoho...lucky it will be after my birthday...hehe....i just sms my cousin....my favourite cousin of all time,noi...don't ask what's her real name...i think her nick is cool...huhu...+ funny....she's in jb visit my other cousin who got an accident....a car hit him....very2 kesian....just hope that he'll be alright....erm...my father will start his new work this monday...and after 2 weeks...he will go to jeddah and work there for 3 YEARS..!!!..and i will live with my stepmum for the 3 whole years....i really dunno what to think about this....no REAL father in 3 years...that will be totally impossible....oh.!..my uncle and aunt n also their son from scotland will come to malaysia this april....no O.I for them then.....erm...got this email from a spanish or french girl(i think)...she said she was my penfriend and haven't heard anything from me....and she wished me happy birthday...she said she wished early....i replied to her that i dunno her...but thanks for the wish..i got another email from her today....but haven't read it yet...later i told you....have to bye then..tata..!!...

note for today : liverpool vs charlton (1.10 am/5th Mar. 06/Malaysia Time)
other note : start my nilam n understand physics b4 father go to jeddah....